I hate men

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I hate men
where did all the fluff and angst go
Fr smut is good once in a while but i need some good fluff and angst (specifically with a happy ending)
i’m wetter than the motherfucking ocean rn WHAT THE FUCK ?
LIKE R U KIDDING????
who's ready for Finn on SNL tonight?! I'm so excited! 🙊🔥
11:30pm ET
I’m sooo excited
CLAWING AT MY SKIN AND BARKING WOOOOO
Ok you can’t tell me I didn’t cook with this edit
Yes wallows and byler my niche🔋
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me when fine shyt catches me staring for too long
The concept of finn wolfhard being so mad that he didn't get to kiss a boy in stranger things so he ran to the new IT movie to play Richie tozier (a canonically gay character) again
"you need to hear this too" 😄🏳️🌈!!! "everyone does" ???
Literally my reaction
Real or Fake?
A/n sorry guys this is the shortest thing ever I rushed it so hard but enjoy!!
The coffee shop smelled like cinnamon, burnt espresso, and nostalgia you didn’t realize was about to destroy you.
You were staring at the menu, trying to decide if an $8 latte was worth the self-loathing, when someone behind you said your name.
Soft. Questioning. Familiar in a way that tugged on the edges of your childhood.
“Y/N?”
You turned—and your throat closed.
Braeden Lemasters.
Not the musician you’d seen on stage or in interviews.
your childhood best friend. The boy you used to climb trees with. The kid who once let you cut his bangs with safety scissors. The one who moved away when you were nine and promised he’d write.
You hadn’t seen him in fifteen years.
He blinked, stunned and breaking into a slow, disbelieving grin.
“No way,” he breathed, stepping closer. “It’s really you.”
You barely had time to process it when a voice sliced through the moment like a broken violin.
“Y/N? Wow… didn’t expect you here.”
You stiffened. Your ex-situationship.
Of course he’d show up now, holding hands with the girl he swore was “just a friend.”
Perfect timing, universe. Really sensational stuff.
Braeden’s eyes flicked to the guy, then back to you. Even after fifteen years, he read your face instantly.
“You okay?” he murmured.
You nodded too fast. “Yep. Totally fine. Just—here with my…”
Your brain panicked.
“…my boyfriend.”
Braeden’s eyebrows shot up.
Your ex’s mouth fell open.
A beat of silence.
Then Braeden’s lips curved into that same mischievous smile he had when he convinced you to jump off the dock into freezing water at age eight.
“Oh,” he said lightly. “Guess that’s me.”
Before you could even breathe, he slid his fingers between yours, warm and steady like he’d been holding your hand every day for the last decade.
Your ex-situationship blinked, muttered something like “cool,” and dragged his girl away. The second he disappeared, you practically combusted.
“Braeden, I’m so sorry—”
He laughed. The same laugh you remembered. “Don’t be. That was fun”
“I panicked!”
“And I improvised,” he said, bumping your shoulder. “We always made a good team, you know.”
You tried not to melt. “Still. I shouldn’t have dragged you into—”
“If it helps,” he said softly, “I wouldn’t mind helping you a little more.”
You blinked at him. “What?”
He rubbed the back of his neck, a little shy, a little teasing. “Let me be your boyfriend. Just for a week. Fake dates, public appearances, all that. Make whoever that guy is think you’re living your best life.”
Your jaw dropped. “You would seriously do that?”
“For you?” he said, smiling in that gentle, old-Braeden way. “Always.”
DAY 1 — THE BOOKSTORE
It felt strangely natural walking beside him, even after years.
“Rule number one of fake dating,” Braeden said, grabbing two iced lattes. “We act how we would if we were kids—just, you know… taller.”
You snorted. “So a lot of chaos?”
“Unhinged amounts.”
He wrapped an arm around your waist to “sell it,” and you tried not to combust.
His touch was familiar. But new. Comfortable. Dangerous.
“You okay?” he whispered.
“Totally,” you lied.
He smirked like he didn’t buy it.
DAY 3 — THE PARK
You sat under the same type of tree you used to climb as kids. Except now his shoulder rested against yours, warm and steady.
He drew lazy shapes on your hand.
It was supposed to be part of the act.
“Is this still fake?” you asked softly.
He swallowed, eyes flicking to yours. “If you want it to be.”
Your heart did a full somersault.
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DAY 5 — MOVIE NIGHT
You were supposed to sit close “for the plan.”
Instead, he ended up with his head in your lap halfway through, curls brushing your stomach, completely relaxed.
“You used to do this when we watched cartoons,” he murmured.
Your fingers drifted into his hair without thinking. “Yeah. You’d fall asleep in five minutes.”
He smiled against you. “Hard to sleep now.”
“Why?”
He looked up at you, eyes weirdly soft, weirdly scared, weirdly hopeful.
“Because I kinda don’t want this week to end.”
Your heart stopped.
Then sprinted.
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DAY 7 — THE COFFEE SHOP, AGAIN
Just like the first day. Except now, your hands tangled easily. Naturally. Like they belonged there.
Your ex saw you again. You didn’t care.
“Mission accomplished,” you said, trying to sound light. “Thanks for… everything.”
Braeden stared at you for a long moment.
“You ever think about how we used to say we’d get married someday?” he said quietly.
Your breath caught. “We were eight.”
“Yeah,” he murmured, stepping closer, “but I don’t think I was entirely kidding.”
You froze.
He took your hands—real, intentional, no acting this time.
“I don’t want this to be fake anymore,” he said, voice steady but nervous. “I want to take you on a real date. Like… as the grown-up versions of the kids who promised they’d never lose each other.”
You felt everything—every childhood memory, every missed year, every moment this week where the line blurred.
“Braeden,” you whispered, “I want that too.”
Relief washed over his face, bright and beautiful. He leaned in and pressed a slow, warm kiss to your lips, lingering just barely long enough to tilt your world.
“Good,” he breathed. “Because I’m honestly falling for you all over again.”
Your smile was instant and unstoppable.
“Then take me on that real date.”
His grin was pure sunshine.
“Gladly,” he said, squeezing your hand. “I’ve waited fifteen years.”
Love Notes
Week One – The Beginning
Monday, it was a scrap of paper in your jacket pocket:
"Don’t forget you’re my favorite person, even before coffee. – B"
Tuesday, tucked inside your book:
"Page 147. Check it." — leading you to a circled line about love that survives seasons.
Wednesday, folded into your lunch bag with a doodle of a smiling sandwich.
Thursday, waiting in your tote:
"Reminder: Yes, you look cute today. Don’t argue."
Friday, under your pillow:
"In case you forgot, I love you more than every song, every stage, every crowd. Goodnight, angel."
When you asked why he did it, he murmured half-asleep, “So you’ll always know… even when I’m not right next to you.”
---
Week Two – The Routine
It became a rhythm, something you looked forward to.
Monday. In your makeup bag: “PSA: you don’t need this, but you look hot anyway.”
Tuesday. Stuffed in the couch cushions: “Remote privileges = yours. Condition: you cuddle me all night.”
Wednesday. Wrapped around your water bottle: “Hydrate that beautiful brain.”
Thursday. In your coat pocket: “I like this jacket. Smells like you. (Also, clean out the gum wrappers.)”
Friday. Under your pillow again: “Dream of me. I’ll meet you there.”
He was turning love notes into a lifestyle.
---
Week Three – Your Turn
Monday. You slipped one into his hoodie:
"Don’t forget, you’re my favorite song—even when you play the same riff five hundred times."
He smirked when he found it. “Five hundred? Try seven hundred.”
Tuesday. Inside his guitar case:
"Play for me later. Payment: unlimited kisses."
He abandoned the guitar mid-verse for collection.
Wednesday. His revenge was a fridge note, taped to the OJ:
"Stop loving orange juice more than me."
Thursday. A surprise in your planner:
"Cross everything off today. Just come home."
And you did, skipping errands to curl up with him on the couch.
Friday. He built a treasure hunt with notes around the apartment. The last one sat on your pillow:
"Found you. Always."
When you looked up, he was in the doorway, smiling like you hung the stars.
---
Week Four – Everyday Love
The notes expanded into ordinary routines.
In the grocery list: “Add ice cream. You deserve it.”
On the bathroom mirror: “Cute bedhead. Don’t fix it too fast.”
Inside your shoe: “Warning: Your feet are adorable. Proceed with caution.”
On his guitar amp: “Don’t blow my eardrums out, rockstar.”
One evening, while cooking together, you cracked open a cookbook and a square fluttered out.
"We’re terrible at recipes, but perfect at us."
You laughed so hard you dropped the spoon, and Braeden just leaned over, wiping sauce off your cheek with a grin. “See? Accurate.”
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Week Five – On the Road
When he had a weekend show a few cities away, you helped him pack. What you didn’t know was he’d slipped notes into your overnight bag.
The first fell out when you unzipped it in the hotel: “Thanks for being my favorite travel buddy.”
The second, tucked into your toiletries: “No matter the city, you’re home.”
The third, folded between your shirts: “Wear whatever you want. You’ll still be the most beautiful person in the room.”
Later that night, after the show, you found one hidden in your jacket pocket.
"You cheering in the crowd? Better than any encore."
When you showed him, he just shrugged with that boyish grin. “Gotta keep the streak alive.”
---
Week Six – The Big Gesture
By now, your apartment was practically littered with folded notes tucked in unexpected places. Sometimes weeks later you’d still stumble across one, like little time capsules of his affection.
But then one Sunday morning, you woke to find a stack of folded papers on your nightstand, tied with twine.
When you opened them, they weren’t new—he had gathered the ones you’d saved, pressed them flat, and bundled them together.
On top sat a fresh note:
"Every single one is true. Every single day. And I’ll keep writing them until we’re old and gray, if you’ll let me."
Tears blurred your vision as you turned to him. He was watching you nervously, rubbing the back of his neck.
“Brae…” you whispered, voice soft but full.
He leaned in, kissing the corner of your mouth, his forehead resting against yours. “Just… never want you to forget.”
You laughed through the lump in your throat. “Like I could.”
And you knew—you’d never stop finding his words tucked into your days, little reminders that love didn’t always need to be grand to be everlasting.
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The Patch
The drive to the pumpkin patch had already been filled with laughter, the radio humming faintly under the rhythm of your playful arguments about who was going to win the “Pumpkin Olympics.” Braeden had insisted on calling it that since the moment you suggested carving together, which only made you more determined to crush him.
By the time you arrived, the air smelled like cinnamon sugar and hay. A tractor rumbled in the distance, pulling a wagon full of kids on a hayride, their laughter carrying over the fields. The ground crunched beneath your boots as you stepped out, tucking your hands into your jacket.
“Okay,” Braeden said, squinting at the endless rows of orange. “This is it. The arena.”
You rolled your eyes. “It’s a pumpkin patch, not the Hunger Games.”
“Same thing,” he said seriously, shoving his hands in his pockets. “Except instead of survival, it’s about art. And bragging rights.”
“Bragging rights you’re not going to get,” you said sweetly, striding ahead.
---
The two of you wandered for nearly half an hour, stopping every few feet to point out pumpkins that “looked like” someone you knew.
You pointed at a squat, wrinkly pumpkin. “That one’s you when you don’t get your coffee.”
“Rude,” he said, trying not to laugh.
The hayride passed by again, and you waved at a little girl holding a pumpkin half her size. The smell of apple cider donuts drifted over from the farm stand, making your stomach growl.
“After we pick,” Braeden promised, catching the look on your face.
---
Finally, you found the one: a perfectly round pumpkin with just enough surface space to pull off your ridiculous design. You patted it proudly. “This is mine.”
Braeden disappeared for a moment and came back carrying what could only be described as a pumpkin on steroids. He staggered under the weight, grinning. “And this beast… is mine.”
You laughed so hard you nearly dropped yours. “You’re insane.”
“Insanely dedicated,” he corrected, struggling to hold it. “Bigger canvas, bigger victory.”
“Or bigger disaster,” you muttered as you both hauled your pumpkins toward the car.
---
Setup
Back home, the kitchen turned into a battlefield. Newspaper lined the table, knives and carving tools lay in wait, and a giant bowl sat ready for the guts. You tied your hair back and gave Braeden a look.
“Loser buys cider and donuts tomorrow,” you declared.
Braeden smirked, rolling up his sleeves. “Winner gets bragging rights until Thanksgiving.”
You arched a brow. “That’s a long time.”
“Hope you’re ready to lose, then.”
---
The Pumpkin War
The moment you pried off the lid, you recoiled. “Ugh. It smells like expired vegetable soup.”
Braeden shoved his hand right in without hesitation. “Smells like victory.”
You gagged dramatically. “You’re disgusting.”
And that was the beginning of the chaos. One flick of pumpkin guts turned into an all-out war. Seeds stuck to your cheek, pulp landed in Braeden’s hair, and you shrieked when he lunged to smear a handful down your arm.
“Stop!” you laughed, dodging behind the chair. “You’re gonna ruin my pumpkin!”
“Collateral damage,” he said, chasing you around the table with pulp in hand.
You finally grabbed the spoon and held it like a weapon. “Don’t test me.”
“Bring it,” he challenged, eyes gleaming.
By the time you both collapsed back into your chairs, the kitchen looked like a pumpkin crime scene, and you were laughing so hard your stomach hurt.
---
The Designs
Markers out, you hunched over your pumpkin, tongue between your teeth as you drew. Braeden peered over and immediately burst out laughing.
“Are you—are you giving it a tongue?”
“Yes,” you said proudly. “Iconic. Internet-worthy. A meme face for the ages.”
He shook his head, turning back to his. “Meanwhile, mine is going to be art. Pumpkin Grandpa. Respectable. Distinguished.”
When you saw his thick, bushy eyebrows and deep wrinkles, you laughed so hard you nearly dropped your marker. “He looks like he’s about to yell at me for walking across his lawn.”
“Exactly,” Braeden said smugly. “Pumpkin Grandpa demands respect.”
---
The Carving
The scraping of knives filled the kitchen, broken only by occasional trash talk.
“Your teeth are crooked,” Braeden said, glancing at your pumpkin.
“It’s called personality,” you retorted.
“Your pumpkin looks like it lost a bar fight.”
“At least mine isn’t retired and bitter about it,” you shot back.
You caught him trying to peek at your progress again and swatted his hand away. “Sabotage won’t save you.”
“Fine,” he said, grinning. “Just don’t cry when you lose.”
---
Chapter Six: The Reveal
At last, the candles were lit. You both stepped back, breathless, sweaty, covered in dried pumpkin guts.
Pumpkin Grandpa scowled on one end, eyebrows casting terrifying shadows. Meme Face grinned crookedly, tongue out, looking like it had just told a bad joke.
Together, they looked like they were starring in their own sitcom.
You doubled over, laughing so hard you had tears in your eyes. “They’re so ugly.”
“Ugly perfection,” Braeden corrected, puffing out his chest. “Masterpieces.”
---
The Aftermath
Cleaning took forever, though it turned into another competition—who could gather the most seeds, who wiped the table faster. You flicked water at Braeden, and he retaliated by tickling your side until you squealed.
Finally, exhausted, you collapsed onto the couch. Braeden returned from the kitchen with two steaming mugs of hot cider, the cinnamon scent filling the room.
“Peace offering,” he said, handing you one.
You curled your hands around it, sighing. “Okay, fine. Maybe this was fun.”
“Fun?” he teased, settling beside you.
“Fine. Fun, hilarious, and…” you hesitated, then smiled softly. “Really cozy.”
He grinned, slipping an arm around you. “There it is.”
---
Later that night
The pumpkins glowed from the counter, casting flickering shadows as a cheesy Halloween movie played in the background. You curled into Braeden’s chest, cider warming your hands.
By the time the credits rolled, your eyelids were heavy, and you murmured, “We’re doing this every year, aren’t we?”
Braeden kissed your temple. “Every single year. Tradition.”
“Next year,” you whispered sleepily, “I’m going even bigger. You won’t stand a chance.”
He chuckled, tightening his hold around you. “We’ll see about that.”
And as you drifted off, the pumpkins grinned in the background—ugly, perfect, and entirely yours.
Soft spoken I love you's
The city had settled into a quiet lull, the sky dark and soft with hints of early autumn. Inside your apartment, the lights were low, just enough to see the warmth in each other’s faces. You were putting away the last of the dishes when the door clicked open, and there he was—Braeden, guitar case slung over his shoulder, slightly rumpled from the day’s show, and a takeout bag dangling from his other hand.
“Hey,” you greeted, smiling at the familiar tousle of his hair.
“Hey,” he said, dropping his keys and immediately enveloping you in a hug. You could feel the weight of his exhaustion press against you, yet there was a softness in him that didn’t show on stage. “Missed you today.”
“I missed you too,” you said, arms tightening around him. “How was the show?”
He chuckled, shrugging. “Exhausting. Amazing. Loud. Chaotic. But… I kept thinking about getting home to you.”
Your chest warmed at that, and you ruffled his hair playfully. “Well, you’re here now. That’s what matters.”
After a quick bite of takeout, you both ended up on the couch, feet tucked under blankets. The TV hummed softly in the background, but neither of you really paid attention. He talked about the show, sharing little anecdotes, occasionally laughing and shaking his head at something that happened on stage. You rested your head against his chest, listening to his heartbeat, letting the world slip away.
He shifted slightly, draping an arm around your waist, his fingers tracing lazy patterns along your side. “Are you asleep yet?” he murmured, thinking you might be.
“Not yet,” you whispered. “But I’m close.”
He hummed softly, pressing a gentle kiss to your hair. Then, in the kind of whisper that carries weight only in the dark, he said:
“I love you.”
Your chest tightened. The words were delicate, intimate, meant only for you. You stayed perfectly still, letting him think you were asleep.
He sighed softly, brushing his fingers through your hair as he pressed a little closer. His breathing slowed as sleep began to claim him. You wanted to tell him you were awake—but the moment felt too precious. Instead, you whispered softly into the shadows:
“I love you too.”
---
The night stretched quietly. At some point, you fell asleep curled into him, the blanket wrapped around both of you. Hours later, sunlight filtered through the blinds, spilling gold across the room. You stirred first, reluctant to leave the warmth of the blanket and the steady rhythm of Braeden’s heartbeat. He was still asleep, hair messy, face soft and peaceful. You traced your fingers along his arm, memorizing the warmth and the gentle rise and fall of his chest.
“Hey… sleepyhead,” you murmured teasingly.
He groaned, stretching, eyes half-open. “Morning…” His voice was rough with sleep, intimate, low, and it made your chest flutter.
“You said something last night,” you teased, voice casual but smiling. “Right before you thought I was asleep.”
Recognition flashed across his face. “Wait… you heard that?”
You nodded. “I was awake. I heard everything.”
A blush spread across his cheeks. “You… you actually heard me?”
“And…” you curled into his side, tracing lazy circles on his chest, “I said it back.”
Relief, adoration, and a little shy disbelief softened his features. “You did?” he murmured.
“Mm-hmm,” you replied. “I love you too, Braeden.”
His grin returned, sheepish and warm. He pressed a soft kiss to your forehead. “I’ve been wanting to say that forever. I didn’t know how to say it without it… feeling too much.”
“You’re safe with me,” you whispered. “You never have to worry about that.”
He chuckled, tightening his hold. “Next time… maybe we don’t wait for the dark to say it?”
“Deal,” you said. “We can say it all day if we want.”
---
The rest of the morning unfolded in small domestic pleasures. You moved to the kitchen, and Braeden followed, helping you flip pancakes and pour coffee. Flour dusted the counter—and his cheek, courtesy of your playful elbow during a pancake flip.
“You’re ridiculous,” he said, smirking as you shot him a pancake from across the kitchen.
“You love it,” you teased.
“I do,” he admitted, laughing, reaching over to flick a dab of syrup at your arm. The two of you laughed until your sides hurt, dancing around the kitchen with a lazy rhythm that felt like your own little world.
After breakfast, you returned to the couch, blankets wrapped around both of you, a playlist of soft indie songs filling the background. He rested his head on your shoulder, brushing a thumb along your arm.
“You know…” he said, voice low, “I’ve been thinking all night about last night. About how I said it.”
“Mm?” you asked, smiling.
“I didn’t want it to be… just a whisper in the dark,” he admitted. “I wanted to say it properly, with your eyes open, with you knowing it’s real.”
You smiled, brushing a hand through his hair. “It’s real, Braeden. And I know you mean it.”
He grinned, tilting his head back against your shoulder. “I just… love everything about you. Your laugh, your stubbornness, the way you let me get away with too much. And I love you. All of you. Always.”
You leaned down, kissing his temple. “I love you too. All of you. Always.”
For the rest of the day, you stayed wrapped in blankets, alternating between whispered confessions, shared playlists, and cozy silence. He drummed his fingers on your arm in rhythm to the songs, and you traced patterns on his chest, both of you content to simply exist in each other’s presence.
Later that night, when you were both finally settling into bed, he turned to you, smiling softly. “I’m glad I said it,” he murmured, brushing a strand of hair from your face. “Even if it was a whisper first. Now I can say it every day.”
“I’m glad you did,” you whispered, pressing your lips to his shoulder. “Because I’ve been waiting to hear it too.”
And there, in the soft glow of the lamp, wrapped in warmth, laughter, and love, the two of you drifted off—safe, happy, and finally saying the words you’d both been holding onto, over and over again.
---
Later that night, after a long nap and some quiet reading, hunger struck again. You yawned, stretching against the couch.
“Midnight snack?” you asked, smirking.
Braeden’s eyes lit up, mischievous and tired at the same time. “Absolutely. What do you feel like?”
“Cookies. Or maybe just ice cream straight from the carton,” you suggested, hopping up.
“Perfect,” he said, grabbing his sneakers. “Let’s make it an adventure.”
By the time you reached the kitchen, the apartment was bathed in the soft glow of the overhead light. Braeden opened the fridge, pulling out a tub of ice cream, and you grabbed a spoon, sneaking a taste before he could protest.
“Hey!” he laughed, reaching over to steal a bite. You darted away, laughter spilling from both of you. Soon you were moving in a lazy, playful dance around the kitchen—dodging each other, bumping into the counters, spinning in circles to a song only you two could hear.
“You’re ridiculous,” he teased, scooping a spoonful of ice cream and holding it up.
“You love it,” you shot back, swiping it away before he could take a bite.
“I really do,” he admitted, leaning closer, his forehead resting against yours. “And I love you… every single second.”
Your heart fluttered, and you pressed your lips to his cheek. “I love you too. So much.”
He laughed softly, the sound low and warm, and tugged you into a hug, spinning you gently before settling into a slow sway. “You know… we could do this every night,” he murmured, holding you close. “Sneak snacks, dance in the kitchen, say ‘I love you’ a million times.”
“I’d like that,” you whispered, resting your head against his chest. “Forever.”
The ice cream was forgotten on the counter as the two of you swayed in the quiet kitchen, holding each other close, whispers of “I love you” threading through the soft hum of the apartment. Every time he pressed his lips to your temple, you felt your heart skip, each confession carrying the weight of every moment you’d shared.
Eventually, the lull of the night—and each other—pulled you both back toward the couch. Wrapped in blankets, hearts still thumping from laughter and joy, Braeden tucked you against him. “You know,” he whispered, brushing your hair from your face, “I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of saying it.”
“I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of hearing it,” you replied, curling closer, pressing a soft kiss to his chest.
And there, in the quiet glow of your home, with ice cream wrappers scattered on the counter and laughter still echoing in your ears, you both drifted off to sleep—hearts full, warm, and tangled in the kind of love that didn’t need grand gestures or perfect timing. It just needed honesty, whispers, and the simple joy of being together.
Beware of Bedhead
Sunlight filtered softly through the curtains, spilling across the rumpled sheets and warming the room. You stirred awake slowly, still tangled in the warmth of the blankets, and realized Braeden was sleeping beside you, chest rising and falling with a steady rhythm.
And then… your eyes landed on his hair.
It was glorious chaos. Curls stuck up in every direction, some flattened against the pillow, some springing wildly toward the ceiling. It looked like he’d wrestled with a thunderstorm overnight and lost spectacularly.
A laugh slipped out before you could stop it.
Braeden stirred, one eye opening to squint at you. “What’s funny?” he mumbled, voice thick with sleep.
You crawled a little closer, running a finger through the unruly mass of curls. “You,” you said softly, grinning. “Your bedhead is… amazing. Like a rockstar who just rolled out of bed after a world tour.”
He groaned dramatically, burying his face back in the pillow. “I look ridiculous. Don’t touch it.”
“Ridiculous?” you teased, tugging lightly at one particularly stubborn curl. “No way. This is avant-garde. Bold. Fearless. Absolutely… mewling chaos.”
“‘Mewling chaos’? Really?” he groaned, lifting his head just enough to glare sleepily at you.
“Yes,” you said, laughing. “And you’re rocking it. Look at these peaks! The hair is basically a statement.”
He tilted his head back, mock-offended, and ruffled his own hair. “Statement? More like… disaster. You’re making fun of me!”
“Am not,” you said, smirking, leaning closer to press a soft kiss to his temple. “I’m… appreciating it.”
He squinted at you suspiciously but didn’t pull away when you started running your fingers gently through the curls. “Appreciating it?” he repeated. “By making fun of me?”
“Exactly,” you said, grinning. “Bedhead appreciation. It’s a new trend.”
He shook his head, letting out a laugh that turned into a sleepy groan. “You’re terrible,” he muttered, though his hand reached up to brush some of your hair away from your face. “You’re lucky I love you.”
“Lucky me?” you teased, tugging lightly at a curl that refused to cooperate. “I’d say I’m the luckiest. Look at you! Total chaos, soft skin… and I get to play with this mess every morning.”
He rolled onto his side, propping his head up with one arm. “Fine,” he said with a mock-sigh. “If I have to be a walking disaster, you might as well enjoy it.”
“Oh, I will,” you said, leaning down to press another kiss to his forehead. “Every single morning.”
He smiled softly at you, brushing his fingers through your hair this time. “Guess I don’t mind being your personal chaos, then.”
“Good,” you murmured, tangling yourself closer against him, fingers still playing with his curls. “Because I plan to tease you about this every single day for the rest of forever.”
He chuckled, pressing his lips to your temple. “Then I guess I’ll have to make bedhead look even worse tomorrow.”
“Challenge accepted,” you whispered, laughing into the warmth of him as the sunlight spilled across the two of you, messy hair and all, and the world outside faded completely.
The room was full of soft laughter, gentle teasing, and the kind of comfort only mornings like this could bring—where love, warmth, and messy bedhead were all tangled together perfectly.
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Braeden finally disentangled himself from the sheets, hair sticking up in every direction, and shuffled into the kitchen in his oversized hoodie. You followed a few steps behind, still barefoot and rubbing sleep out of your eyes, the sunlight painting the countertops gold.
“I vote French toast,” he declared, rummaging through the cabinets like a general preparing for battle. “They’re forgiving. And fluffy. Kind of like you.”
“You mean forgiving for whoever has to clean up after your French toast disasters,” you teased, leaning against the counter with a cup of coffee in hand.
“Details,” he muttered, grinning at you over the edge of the counter. “Besides, I have a feeling today’s French toasts are going to be legendary.”
You watched him dump flour, eggs, and milk into a bowl, elbows dusted in a light layer of white. He tried cracking an egg with flair and failed spectacularly, bits of shell clinking into the mixture.
“Oh no,” you laughed, reaching over to fish out the shell. “You’re making it worse!”
“I call it... cooking,” he said solemnly, giving you a crooked smile as if that explained everything.
“Sure,” you said, wiping your hands on a towel, “cooking is one word for it.”
As the batter came together, you found yourself leaning into him, wrapping an arm around his waist from behind. “You know,” you murmured, “I think your bedhead last night gave me a little inspiration for some creative cooking sabotage today.”
He laughed, pressing a kiss to your temple. “I’ll let it slide, this time." He said playfully.
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By the time the French toast hit the skillet, the kitchen had erupted into playful chaos. Flour dusted the countertops, a few stray bits of batter landed on the floor, and you’d somehow gotten a dab of it on his nose.
“Hey!” he protested, wiping at it.
“Battle wound,” you teased, poking his cheek gently.
He leaned in, tapping your nose with a finger, smudging a bit of flour onto your skin. “Fair’s fair,” he said with a grin.
Soon, it escalated into a full-on flour war, both of you laughing until your sides ached, smudges of batter and flour covering your hands, cheeks, and even a few stray hairs. At one point, Braeden held you close, forehead pressed to yours, his chest warm against yours. “You’re impossible,” he said softly, though his grin betrayed him.
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After the flour war had wound down and the pancakes were finally on plates, the two of you sat at the small kitchen table. The sunlight spilled over your breakfast, casting golden highlights on the mess of your hair, the lingering flour on your arms, and the way Braeden’s eyes crinkled when he laughed.
You reached over, brushing a stray curl out of his face. “You’re kind of perfect, you know,” you said softly.
He looked at you, cheeks pink from laughing too much and maybe from the morning warmth. “And you’re completely unafraid to make me look ridiculous.”
“That’s called love,” you replied, nudging his shoulder gently.
He chuckled, leaning across the table to press a soft kiss to your lips. “Yeah, that’s what I call it too.”
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After breakfast, you didn’t rush to clean up. Instead, you both moved back to the couch, curling under the same blanket. Braeden rested his head on your shoulder, one arm wrapped around you lazily. You traced circles on his back with your fingers, still laughing softly every so often at the remnants of flour on his hands.
“Best mornings are like this,” he murmured, nuzzling closer.
“Agreed,” you whispered, pressing your lips to the top of his head. “Messy, cozy… and somehow perfect.”
He sighed happily, closing his eyes. “Promise me we’ll always have mornings like this?”
“Always,” you said firmly, curling into him. “Flour, bedhead, pancakes, and all.”
And as the sunlight shifted across the room, the two of you drifted together into a soft, warm quiet, tangled in blankets, laughter, and love—the kind of morning that made the world outside feel miles away.
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Haunted
The chill hits first. Not just the autumn air, but the way the wind twists around corners, carrying the smell of damp leaves and something faintly metallic that makes your stomach flutter with anticipation. You’re at your door when Braeden shows up, grinning like he knows exactly how tonight is going to go. In one hand he carries a thermos of hot chocolate, steam curling lazily into the air. In the other, a paper bag that smells faintly of cinnamon and chocolate.
“I brought snacks,” he announces like it’s a grand gesture. “And hot chocolate. Marshmallows optional, but highly recommended.”
You laugh before you can stop yourself. “Of course you did. You know I can’t resist marshmallows.”
“I know you,” he says, leaning against the doorway with his casual, confident tilt. “Which is why I also brought an extra blanket. In case you’re holding onto me for dear life.”
You laugh nervously, shoving your hands into your jacket pockets. “Cozy? Braeden, it’s a haunted house, not a Netflix binge.”
“Exactly,” he says, wiggling his eyebrows. “Scares plus cozy equals the perfect night. Trust me.”
He drapes an arm around your shoulders as you step outside, the chill immediately softened by his warmth. Even walking to his car, your hand brushes his, almost instinctively, and your heart skips.
“So…” he begins, voice teasing, “on a scale from zero to screaming your lungs out, how brave are you feeling?”
You nudge him playfully. “Brave enough to survive as long as you don’t laugh at me the whole time.”
“I can’t make promises about that,” he smirks. “I might laugh if you scream. But only because it’ll be adorable.”
You roll your eyes, your cheeks heating. “Adorable? Really?”
“You,” he says, looping his arm through yours as you reach the parking lot, “are adorable. And you’re about to be adorable and terrified.”
The haunted house looms ahead, fog spilling over the parking lot like a living thing. Dim lights flicker, throwing long, distorted shadows across the ground. Somewhere, a speaker wails a ghostly howl that makes your stomach twist. Braeden squeezes your hand, grounding you instantly.
“You got this,” he whispers, leaning close. His breath brushes your ear, sending warmth through your chest. “I’ll be right here the whole time.”
You swallow, gripping his hand tighter. “Okay…let’s do this.”
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The entrance is a fog-filled corridor that coils around your ankles. The smell of damp leaves mixes with something faintly metallic. A low hiss of fog makes you jump, and Braeden chuckles softly, pressing a hand to your back.
“See? Nothing scary about fog. Totally normal.”
“You’re laughing because you know I’m scared,” you mutter.
“Maybe,” he says, brushing a strand of hair from your face. “But also because I like seeing your heart race when I’m right here.”
Your face heats, and you duck slightly. Braeden steadies you, teasing, “Careful there. I don’t want you tripping over nothing before the monsters even appear.”
The first room is deceptively calm: a narrow hallway lined with cobwebs and plastic rats stretches before you. Braeden steps forward, brushing aside the webs with confident ease. You cling to his arm, grateful for the steady presence at your side.
A low, guttural growl echoes from the walls. You yelp and press against him.
“I—I heard that!”
He chuckles, warm and grounding. “It’s fine. Probably one of those mechanical monsters. See?” A swinging skeleton brushes your shoulder, and you squeak. He presses a quick kiss to your temple. “Safe. Totally safe.”
You let out a shaky laugh. “Safe…as long as skeletons don’t start talking.”
“They probably do,” he teases, “but only to people not holding my hand.”
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Room by room, corridor by corridor, you navigate the haunted house. Every jump scare—fake hands lunging, fog curling around your legs, shadows darting too quickly—is softened by Braeden’s hand in yours. Every scream is met with laughter, gentle teasing, and small kisses to your temple or hair.
In the chainsaw room, you stumble backward, heart hammering, and he immediately steadies you. “Whoa, careful,” he says, voice soft. “I’ve got you.”
You cling to him, and he murmurs, “You’re doing amazing. I love that you’re scared and brave all at once.”
You roll your eyes, but your lips twitch into a smile. “Scared…more like clinging for dear life.”
“You are adorable,” he says, squeezing your hand. “And I like that I get to be your lifeline.”
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The mirror maze is a test of nerves. Every reflection jumps at you, every flicker of light makes your pulse spike. Braeden walks just ahead, then doubles back to make sure you’re close. “Follow me,” he whispers. “I’ll keep the monsters away.”
A reflection suddenly lunges, and you scream, pressing against him. He laughs softly, brushing your hair from your face. “I think that one’s just jealous of how cute you are when you scream.”
You punch him lightly, embarrassed, but he just grins. “I’m serious. I could watch you navigate this haunted house and never get tired of it.”
You feel warmth spread through you. The fear isn’t gone, but it’s laced with something soft, something fluttery, something cozy. With Braeden, even terror becomes a little thrilling.
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The foggiest room yet greets you next. Mist swirls around your knees, and shadows move in the corners of your eyes. You stumble, and Braeden steadies you instantly.
“Easy,” he murmurs, “just follow my steps.”
Every heartbeat feels like a countdown, but his closeness makes it almost fun. He whispers jokes into your ear: “I think that shadow is plotting against us. Better hold my hand.”
You squeeze his hand and realize your heart isn’t just racing from fear anymore. It’s racing because you love how safe he makes you feel, how steady he is, how warm.
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Hours pass as you navigate room after room: a swinging ghost hallway, a room of flickering lights and moving hands, a sudden drop in floor level that sends your stomach into little flips. Each scare is met with Braeden’s laughter, teasing, kisses, or whispered, “I’ve got you.”
Finally, you reach the last room. Fog swirls around your ankles, the lights dim, and your chest is pounding. But there’s a different feeling now: relief, warmth, exhilaration. Braeden grins at you.
“We made it,” he says. “You’re officially a haunted house survivor.”
“Barely,” you gasp. “I was practically holding onto you for dear life.”
“You did amazing,” he says, pulling you into his side. “And I liked that you let me be there for you.”
Outside, the night is crisp. Moonlight glints through scattered clouds, and the fog lifts. Braeden drapes an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close.
“Hot chocolate?” he asks, voice teasing but tender.
“Yes,” you whisper, snuggling into his side. “With extra marshmallows.”
Wrapped in a blanket he draped over you, you recount the scariest parts, laughing and blushing as he teases. “You were terrified,” he says, voice softening, brushing his fingers through your hair. “Admit it.”
“I was!” you confess, resting your head against his chest. “But you made it…perfect.”
Braeden smiles, pressing a lingering kiss to your temple. “That’s what I wanted. Scary fun…plus cozy.”
As you sip your hot chocolate, warm and safe against him, you realize haunted houses aren’t about fear. They’re about closeness, warmth, and moments like this—your hand in his, his heartbeat against yours, laughter spilling into the night.
With Braeden beside you, the fog, the skeletons, the fake monsters—they weren’t scary anymore. They were part of the perfect night.
And as he whispers, “Next year, same time?” you can’t help but nod, already looking forward to every scream, every laugh, and every cozy moment beside him.
Pumpkin Paradise
You can feel it the moment you step out of the car: the crisp bite of autumn air, the smell of hay and cider, the faint sweetness of pumpkin and spices lingering on the wind. Braeden’s hand finds yours as soon as you close the door behind you, warm and steady in yours. He gives it a gentle squeeze, just enough to remind you that he’s here, and that he’s already plotting the perfect way to make this date a memory you’ll never forget.
The sun is low, spilling golden light across the fields, and it feels like the world has been painted just for you two. The rows of pumpkins stretch endlessly, some round and perfect, some lopsided or oddly shaped, all glowing in that rich orange that only autumn can produce. There’s a wooden sign at the entrance that reads Welcome to Harvest Hollow in curly, cheerful letters, and behind it, a small wooden building selling cider, donuts, and caramel apples promises all sorts of warm indulgences.
“You ready?” Braeden asks, tilting his head with that little mischievous grin you can’t resist.
You smile, letting him tug you along by the hand. “Always ready.”
As you step onto the crunchy path, he bows theatrically, offering you his arm. “May I escort you to pumpkin paradise?”
You laugh, looping your arm through his. “You’re ridiculous.”
“Ridiculously charming,” he corrects, and you laugh again, shaking your head.
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The first thing you do is wander through the endless rows of pumpkins, each one seeming to have a personality all its own. You end up naming them, joking about which ones remind you of each other.
“This one’s definitely you,” you say, pointing at a squat, slightly crooked pumpkin with a little dent.
He crouches down to inspect it, squinting with mock seriousness. “Lopsided, huh? I’ll have you know that’s charming.”
“You’re charming too,” you reply, nudging him gently with your shoulder.
He smirks. “I know. But still… this pumpkin? Perfectly describes me.”
You laugh, picking up a long, thin pumpkin. “And this one’s totally you,” you tease. “Tall, a little awkward, but cute.”
He laughs so hard he has to lean on a pumpkin for support. “I think we’re going to spend the entire date judging pumpkins.”
“That’s literally the plan,” you admit, grinning as he loops an arm around your shoulder, pulling you close. “And I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
The sun dips lower as you wander deeper into the pumpkin rows, and soon you realize you’ve gotten a little lost. The main festival area has vanished behind a wall of orange and green.
“Uh… I think we’re lost,” he admits, glancing around with a sheepish grin.
You laugh. “Lost in a pumpkin patch. Classic us.”
He shrugs, pulling you closer. “Not the worst place to be stuck.”
And when he presses a kiss to your temple, warm and gentle, you have to agree.
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Eventually, you find your way to the cider stand, where the smells of cinnamon and apple wrap around you like a soft blanket. Braeden orders two steaming cups of cider and a bag of sugar-dusted pumpkin donuts. You find a hay bale to sit on, your legs brushing, your hands intertwining as you sip the warm drinks.
“Careful, it’s hot,” he warns, and you blow gently before taking a sip, smiling as the warmth spreads through you.
“You’re cute when you warn me,” you tease, and he grins, eyes soft as he watches you.
You spend a few moments in content silence, watching kids chase each other through the festival, the faint sound of laughter and tractors rumbling in the background. Every so often, he brushes a stray hair from your face, and every so often, you catch him just staring at you, and your heart stutters a little.
Then, he leans in and kisses you, soft and sweet, and the world seems to shrink until it’s just the two of you and the golden sunlight and the smell of cider.
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Next, you wander toward the farm shop tucked just off the path. There are jars of homemade preserves, stacks of apples, and bundles of dried flowers. You pick out a few small items to take home — a jar of pumpkin butter, some cinnamon sticks — and he picks out a tiny pumpkin, laughing when you insist it’s “way too cute” for him to carry alone.
Outside, there’s a pen with goats, and you immediately gravitate toward them. One of the goats nudges your hand, sniffing curiously, and you giggle as Braeden hands you some feed. “Look at you, goat whisperer,” he says.
“You’re just jealous,” you reply, laughing as the goat nibbles gently from your hand. He leans over, brushing your shoulder with his, and you feel that familiar warmth spread through you.
“Maybe I am,” he admits, smiling down at you.
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After that, it’s time for a hayride. You climb onto the wooden wagon lined with bales, and a scratchy blanket is waiting. Braeden drapes it over both your laps, tugging you close against his side. The tractor rumbles forward, and the fields roll by, dotted with pumpkins, scarecrows, and the golden glow of the setting sun.
“You know,” he murmurs near your ear, “I think this is the most aggressively fall thing we’ve ever done.”
“You secretly love it,” you tease, resting your head on his shoulder.
“Maybe.” His thumb traces lazy patterns over your hand beneath the blanket. “But only because you’re here.”
The world narrows to the warmth of him, the soft sound of wind in the trees, and the golden sky. You tilt your face toward his, and he kisses you again, slow and sure, letting you sink fully into the moment.
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Later, you decide to tackle the corn maze. The stalks tower over you, dry and rustling, and Braeden immediately starts narrating in a dramatic, mock-survivalist tone.
“Ladies and gentlemen, prepare yourselves for the challenge of a lifetime,” he announces, spinning to face you. “The wilds of the corn await!”
You laugh, ducking under a stalk. “You’re ridiculous.”
“Ridiculously brave,” he corrects, leading the way.
You twist through the paths, laughing at dead ends and Braeden’s over-the-top reactions. At one point, he darts ahead and pops out from behind a stalk, startling you so badly you shriek, and he catches you in his arms. You laugh so hard your cheeks ache as he spins you around, holding you close.
When he finally sets you down, he doesn’t let go. He brushes a strand of hair from your face and looks at you like you’re the only thing that matters.
“You’re my favorite person,” he says softly, and your chest tightens. You cup his face, leaning up, and kiss him deeply, letting all the laughter and warmth flow into something more intimate.
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You finally find your way out, cheeks flushed and hands still laced together. The festival lights glow softly as night settles in, stars scattered across the indigo sky. You pick out “your” pumpkin together — round, perfect, with a sturdy stem. He lifts it easily, and you can’t resist nudging him playfully.
Back at the car, you settle into the seats with sleepy, satisfied smiles. Fingers intertwined across the console, music low, the warmth of the day settling over you.
At home, you leave the pumpkin on the porch, curl up on the couch under a blanket, sipping the leftover cider and snacking on a donut. Eventually, you make your way to bed, exhausted but happy, and as you drift off, he brushes a soft kiss over your hair.
“I love you,” he whispers, thinking you’re already asleep.
But you hear him, and you smile, the warmth of the day and the depth of your feelings settling in like a perfect autumn evening.
You squeeze his hand in the dark. “I love you too,” you murmur.
And for a long, golden moment, everything is perfect.
It's the little things
Morning:
The day started crisp and golden, the kind of autumn morning that makes you pull your sweater a little tighter. Braeden was already outside, hands tucked into his jacket pockets, scarf loosely wrapped around his neck. He didn’t speak much, just fell into step beside you. His shoulder brushed yours every now and then, subtle, grounding, like a quiet promise that he was there.
As you reached the first crosswalk, he slid his hand into yours. “Ready?” he asked casually.
You nodded, and he guided you safely across the street, fingers entwined. A car honked behind you, and he gave a small squeeze to reassure you. Once on the other side, he gestured toward your bag. “Here, let me carry that.”
Before you could protest, he had lifted it onto his shoulder. “You shouldn’t be weighed down,” he said, smiling lightly. Then, noticing your shoelaces were untied, he knelt to retie them without a word, tucking the loops carefully so they wouldn’t come undone again.
Late Morning – Café and Walks:
At your favorite café, he had already ordered your usual. When your hands brushed while grabbing the cup, he held it steady just long enough for you to take it safely. A sudden drizzle caught you off guard, but he tugged your hood up and adjusted it around your face. “Better?” he asked.
Walking to the record store, he held the door open, brushed leaves off your jacket, and even nudged you around a puddle. When a leaf threatened to land on your shoulder, he caught it mid-air without saying a word. Inside, your bag was back on his shoulder while he kept a careful eye on you as you browsed.
“Do you ever stop being so… careful?” you teased.
“Only when I’m not around you,” he said, grinning.
Afternoon – Park and Streets:
You strolled through the park. The leaves crunched beneath your feet, and he brushed his arm along yours, resting it over your shoulder when the path narrowed. A stray dog ran toward you, and before you could react, his hand was at your back, guiding you safely away.
Crossing a narrow bridge over a creek, he shifted subtly to keep his hand close in case you lost balance. A gust of wind loosened your scarf, and he caught it mid-air, adjusting it. When a small leaf landed in your hair, he brushed it away without hesitation.
On the streets again, he noticed a puddle forming near the sidewalk edge and adjusted your path so you wouldn’t step in it. When the wind threatened your hair, he brushed it aside gently.
Late Afternoon – Cozy Errands:
At a small corner shop, he waited patiently while you picked snacks. Noticing your hands were cold, he suggested holding the warm items for you while you dug in your bag for cash. On the way out, he adjusted your hood again, making sure it stayed in place.
Evening – Apartment and Tea:
Back at your apartment, he carried your bag inside despite your protests, and carefully closed the door behind you. You curled up on the couch under a throw. He tucked it around your shoulders and brushed a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
He returned with two steaming mugs of tea, carefully handing one to you and making sure it wasn’t too hot. He perched on the couch arm, so you had space, and throughout the evening, he continued: adjusting your pillow, brushing hair from your face, rubbing your back when you tensed, and occasionally squeezing your hand gently to ground you when little creaks startled you.
When a bowl of popcorn fell slightly as you reached for it, he steadied it with a laugh. When your foot brushed an uneven floorboard, he nudged your leg just enough so you didn’t stumble.
Night – Bedtime Comfort:
Later, as you both curled under blankets on the couch to watch a movie, he noticed your hands were cold and rubbed them between his. He adjusted the blankets, pulled pillows closer, and even fixed your hair once more. Every gesture was quiet, deliberate, protective.
Finally, you leaned against him. “Braeden… why do you do all this? All the little things, every single time?”
He paused, then smiled warmly. “Because I like taking care of you. The little things… they matter. You matter.”
“Even when it’s… tiny?” you whispered.
He leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. “Especially when it’s tiny. I plan on doing this for a while.”
Next Morning – Lingering Care:
The next morning, you woke to find him making coffee quietly. He handed you a cup just the way you liked it, and noticed your sweater was bunched up awkwardly—he smoothed it down. On the way out, he carried your bag, offered you his scarf when the wind picked up, and held your hand as you crossed the first street of the day.
Even after nearly 36 hours of shared moments, his protective gestures felt as natural and unforced as breathing, making you feel endlessly cared for and safe.
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