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When you don't let yourself cry,

doesn't it feel like the teardrops will eat you from inside, like erosion on your heart.

The stream creates a path, a hole, a creek of pain, of sorrow, of wrath.

And your heart gets worn out by that

Because even the most massive mountains will crack.

#life #longing #write #writer #dreams #poets on tumblr #poetry #poem

It feels like I’ve lost a piece of myself. A piece that wasn’t really so important or useful.

But it made me whole.

#write #writing #poem #poets on tumblr

walolwizard

My one and only true dream, is to be attractive and appreciated. Living in a city that i seem related to, almost through blood. And togheter we enjoy wine, cigarettes and all the new people we meet. I just want to feel at home.

View from the toilet

I long for a time long forgotten. And i long for a time not yet arrived.

#sky #thoughts

Do you think we'll live past 2030, or will the environment collapse even sooner?

Will we go through a lifetime without facing the fact that we are ruining our planet, just like our ancestors did?

I'm afraid that I don't have much time left on this earth and it gives me big fomo.

#climatebreakdown #climate news #climate denial #climate justice #climate

gen-z-culture-is

My biggest fear,

the one I’ve always had,

was that I wouldn’t leave behind

anything worth noticing.

I’m ace so there’s no kids coming

and that’s what so many people settle for

as a mark on the future.

Since I was tiny,

I was always told,

(we all were)

that I was special,

that I could make a difference.

And like a child,

I believed them.

I believed them until I didn’t,

Until I realized that I might not

leave anything of note behind.

The first time was when I missed out

on an award at my primary school that

always got the winner’s name engraved on it.

So no mark there,

I moved on to high school

I achieved a lot there,

but nothing worth noting for the school.

Again in year 11 and 12

I made the grades,

the best I could,

but there was nothing I could leave behind.

No mark to make there either.

Thats why I cling to the tiny things.

When I can spot a mark on the wall and think

‘I was here when that happened,

I was in that discussion’

We keep a database of quotes,

things said that sound strange out of context.

The first entry there that I was part of,

I cried when I saw it.

Those don’t go away.

Until one day they will.

That club won’t last forever,

it’s struggling already

although it’s almost 'too big to fail’

I’m desperate to do something worth noticing

To be the kind of person with a wikipedia page

Or just a shitty post telling my story

To leave some kind of impact behind

Something that can be traced back to me

To something I made or did or thought of

The thought that it might never come

That nobody in three generations will care

or know my photo or remember my name?

That thought haunts me

That all this,

everything I go through,

won’t be worth anything in the end

that I’ll be done on this planet

and there won’t be anything left of me.

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walolwizard

These are so fucking pretty and they remind me of how lonely i am.

If this is all there is

If we won't change soon

If we won't start living

Then I'll die

#write #life #poetry #death #depressive #sad #sad gay

faehaseul

“i’m sad i wasn’t born in the era of -” bitch do it! if you like love letters, write them! if you like poodle skirts, wear them! society is imploding as we watch on in abject horror! do whatever you want!

tariqah

Time to buy a guillotine

In a world unlike our. The rain is pollutingly sour. The air is unbreathable for all without money. But this doesn't matter.

Far back in history, when times was different. We took a trubbled step on our pavemnet. We let the forces of jealousy misslead us. But we won't let that happen again, ofcourse not.

Isn't this our world?

Yet another country where democracy is decreasing.

Yet another horrible president elected.

We need to be the opposition.

We need to fight back.

#politics #brazil #facsism #usa #trump

I am lonely and gay, that's not okay.