Wandering Barefoot: Food & Tales

This is where you'll get to read a part of me. A manifesto of God's amazing work. Saved by grace. Philippians 4: 11-3. Only Joie de vivre. Talk to me at irenesharie[at]gmail.com

[wanderingbarefoot]

Candy

Dearest Mom,

First of all, I’m sorry if I had to go this way.

For 29 yeas we haven’t really known each other for who we really are. I’m sorry I never gave it a chance. I know I have misunderstood and I know you do care for me a lot and love me even if most of the time i was indifferent. 

 Mom you are beautiful and I have learned to appreciate the kind of woman that you are. You are my inspiration when it comes to dedication for work. You are not perfect and I wish I learned earlier to look beyond your imperfection. We could have bonded better. 

I love you, I hope you know that even if I do not say it or show it. You are in my thoughts. Thank you for loving my brother and Daddy. I will miss you. 

Happy mothers day.

[music-and-quotes]

The sun will rise and we will try again.

Twenty One Pilots, Truce (via music-and-quotes)

Tomorrow you need to rejoice because finally she is free.

Hi Dad, can’t wait to see you.

[psych-facts]

Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again. This time more intelligently.

Henry Ford (via psych-facts)

[psych-facts]

There are all these moments you think you won’t survive. And then you survive.

David Levithan (via psych-facts)

[wnq-writers]

She loved life but worried herself to death.

sarahscaffeinatedrants (via wnq-writers)

[wanderingbarefoot]

There is something about May, the toughest seasons in my life always happens in May. Well, as far as I can remember.

It’s been awhile since I wrote in this blog and although I swore to control the urge to write something depressing or an entry that just talks about what I feel but today I’d have to make an exception. 

My mind has gone haywire again. I have gone to self-destruct mode again. I am in a downhill spiral and everytime I am given the chance to get back up, I set myself up again for darkness. To be honest, I really am tired of having to live this life. I have been thinking about jumping off my condo for the past two days now. I waste away money on things that are unimportant. I am failing at work. I am one big failure.  and Im just quite addicting to failing. What is it in failures that lure me to it? I just really wish i had the courage to just end it all. I really wanna end it all. I miss my dad. 

I haven’t been eating right lately. I’ve been up every 6 in the morning and I just don’t want to get out of bed. U just want to do nothing. I have been spending so much time in that place where i could lose everything. I am in a sham. I am a shame. I am ashamed. 

I dont know whats going to happen in the next few days. but whatever it is I want you to know that it was a decision that I have made. I will miss you. I will miss my brother the most. Next to my dad he is my superhero. and to my mom I love her maybe in secret but my love for her is genuine. 

I’m sorry my faith in the lord has not saved me. It’s not enough. Maybe I don’t deserve his grace cause im pretentious as fuck. 

At this point it might be over. 

my life may be and I’m glad that you have been a part of it. I love you. I will miss you and I will see you soon. Hopefully somewhere happy and bright. 

[wanderingbarefoot]

More than the YMMA. Though I credit her dedication, passion and great attitude towards work as the reason why she leaves the company as 200% better when she entered. I appreciate the trust. And Congratulations Julie! Thank you Lord :) #victorious2016 #work #leadership #thingsilivefor #morethanmoney #morethanfame #morethananaward

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👯💕 With the mac n cheese queen! Really enjoyed the food trip over the weekend #friendsforlife #victorious2016 (at SM Aura Premier)

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So last night we braved the long lines and waited patiently for our *cough* overpriced, mediocre food at the World Street Food Congress last night. Although most of the choices were disappointing I'd have to commend the organizers for crowd control and clean portalets. Glad to go through the experience with @joanpaulazanoria Mickey and Jesse. #wsfc2016 (at World Street Food Congress 2016)

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After the #wsfc2016 let down, we found our way back to the comforts of food sold at #legaspisundaymarket 💕😋 another foodie day with Cebu friends @joanpaulazanoria Mickey and Jesse! (at Legazpi Sunday Market)

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Popping my @projectpieph cherry 🍕🍕 #pizzaparty #projectpieph #pepperph #pizza #yummyph #victorious2016 (at Project Pie, the New Park Square, Makati City)

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Sessy Bessy @hazelsumampong 😘👯

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Just when I was planning to buy a new one, the guys from @aquazorbph sent me a new Yoga towel with my name on it! 😀 Thank you guys! 💕 #aquazorb #victorious2016 #perksofthejob

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A friend in Facebook posted that I should find the good in a bad day. Well, found it. Starbucks Berry Panna Cotta summer drink is 💕

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God made it happen. 😀 🙏🏼#victorious2016 #faithgoal #nadineburlingtonperfectpair #sockstoschool #lizabiofreshloveteam #campaign #work (at Edsa Guadalupe)

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It is in the ocean where this soul belongs. #vsco #feedgoals #victorious2016 (at Bulalacao, Mindoro Oriental)

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Hello! Selling on hand 1 pc Dolce K #kyliecosmetics follow my new shop @shopplmnl (Premium Lips Manila) 👄 Will be selling premium and hard to find make up collections. Let me know if you guys are looking for something. For those looking for other shades You can comment your shades below and I'd place you on the list with a 50% DP. 😚