Seeker

Restless soul. Wandering. Wondering. Hopeless romantic. Rainbow dipping.

[remanence-of-love]

[emotionalwords]

[wingsandfeather]

You cannot stay in an environment where people don’t know the true value of you.

[wanderingfragments]

Her: I can never sum into words how it felt when she died. Everything in me went with her. All I can ever think of was her. Her pure heart, kind soul, beautiful mind. Her eyes, tgar bore my entire galaxy and her radiant smile, never fails to light up the darkest corners in me. All of it vanished when she left, like a pretty snowflake melted by the spring breeze or a lavender field on winter morning. She took the colour away, and all I could see was black and grey. No love songs will ever play without me seeing her in every lyrics and melody it plays.

[emotionalwords]

[thoughtkick]

“I feel very small. I don’t understand. I have so much courage, fire, energy, for many things, yet I get so hurt, so wounded by small things.”

— Anaïs Nin, Nearer the Moon: The Previously Unpublished Unexpurgated Diary, 1937-1939

[thoughtkick]

“I withdraw from people and places from time to time. I need space from a world that is filled with millions of mouths that talk too much but never have anything to say.”

— Kaitlin Foster

[wanderingfragments]

Hey!

How are you? Have you been living your best life? I'm doing great if you may ask... not living my best life but somehow close to it. Feeling, living and savouring... You know, sometimes I think I found you, that I'm finally, slowly seeing you then sometimes I feel like it might not be you or probably not sure that it's you... but you know, how would we know? Probably not until we've said along the lines of "finally, we're here." How amazing is that!?! Anyway, as you can see the photo's a folage of some sort where Shakespeare's body lies but the song's about love. I think I've wanted to tell you I'd love you even before my mind could get a grasp of it. My heart does for quite a while, my eyes and mind's slowly seeing it now. I might be hesitant to tell you but I love you for quite a while now and it's shocking for me to say it because it's been god knows when since I've said it with all of me. No hesitations, nor reservations. All of who I am, right now feels and choose this. I hope you do too, because my heart will shatter if you don't.

Anyway, I'm rambling. Just enjoy the music and possibly feel. I hope you had the same realization as me.

Always,

Yours

[wanderingfragments]

The lack of follow-through chips away trust and create doubt in one's mind.

[wanderingfragments]

Kissing you feels like waves cradling you

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[thepersonalquotes]

[wanderingfragments]

Hi,

I don't know, I feel like my insecurities are winning right now. It's resurfacing one by one as the day goes by. My guarded self had been more present today than any other days. I thought I've given my full trust on someone, but today that was tested. I realized I haven't given it fully. There's a tinge of distrust that I still have because of a previous trauma that had resurfaced earlier and was not addressed properly. I know it isn't fair but I'm trying... I'm trying to understand and remind myself people are different. I'm reminding myself people have a life before me. They have people they met before me, so am I, and I have to understand it's okay to live that life while we're building ours. We have to weave new connections where both of us are included in those important connections. It will take time and we both have to work on it if we want to make this last.

Always,

Yours

[somewhatsomelikepoetry]

Looked into her eyes and it felt so familiar, so safe

[remanence-of-love]

[wanderingfragments]

Hi you,

How have you been? I'm alright if you may ask... You know, I'm wondering if we've found each other. I know it might take a little bit of awhile before we can even say we've found each other, but I hope our hearts would realize it sooner than our minds can comprehend. I hope we choose to love and stay in love.

Always,

Yours