roadkill fawn you said how sad, left to rot alone

collective he/it • bodily an adult system account. no links to main.

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whatever. had a good day. don’t need to think of them. whatever.

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how do i move on from someone who shaped me into what i’ve become

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i wonder if kenny thinks of me

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i never get more suicidal than when i’m unable to go outside

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things always get bad again don’t they

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being passively suicidal is like fine until you get struck with one that’s like oh yeah that one’s probably worrying

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systems are never gonna be treated well life is so much fun

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you’ll tell a singlet you’re a system and then a week later they’ll be like omg what if i was a system…

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sometimes you look into something and you’re like hahahahahahahahahahah that hits way to close to home but i couldn’t have experienced that hahahahahaahaha

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i love reading osddid fics written by singlets like you guys know jack shit it’s so entertaining

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wow i feel horrible and disgusting i think maybe we should die

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experiencing the bloody horrors being trapped in a car with rws father

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seeing one of my mutuals reblog something related to being plural when they never have before has me 👀

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sitting here like wow man why am i wide awake at 5am. wow man why am i not feeling g like a human. turns out being triggered that violently does kinda fuck you up!

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my stupid thing i do is go through any new fandom tag on ao3 im in and search for did. see what (usually) singlets are writing and be bewildered that these people thought posting this was a good idea

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i truly do not understand the constant comparisons within system communities. who gaf. focus on your own system and healing you’ll be so much happier

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putting this here not on main but some people are so lucky they don’t have anons on or they would be getting strongly worded anons