Ya Bitch Relapsed

Lw: 136 cw:a fucking lot? ugw:120 He/Him Stay safe 💛💛

[little-boney-pain]

If you try to feed someone against their will, after they’ve made it clear that they do not want to eat...

Please follow these steps :) ,

Go fuck yourself

Eat shit

Think about your life

Thank you <3

[wannabemalesp0]

Change my FUCKING ADDITUDE? I want to die everyday. Every second is fucking AGONY. But if you feel the need to threaten to beat me everytime I show anything outside what you deem a normal range of emotions. It bothers you that I have breakdowns where I try to hurt myself? You looked disgusted as you said under your breathe, “no normal person does things like that.” You’re a good mom. I love you. But please STOP. I can’t go back to the mental hospital. I’d rather die. I’d rather be fucking dead. I can’t breathe. It hurts so much and I can’t stop shaking. I think about the times you’ve actually beat me everytime before bed. Even when I’m happy. It plays on repeat. In front of my bestfriend. In our old living room. I want to die.

[skinny-princesa]

one day

[lowcalrecipebook-deactivated202]

~Low Cal Single Serve Coffe Cake~

(Adapted from BlogLovin’)

This is suuuper tasty for when i’m craving sweets, which is ALL the time! Tastes just like the ‘real’ thing

Stay safe 💕

[Submission by @youcancallmepurpleskye​]

[wannabemalesp0]

I made this recipe while high and tried it AND IT WAS AMAZING.

[wannabemalesp0]

If you’re seeing this I need help!! I don’t know whether or not to add a few extra hours to my fast. I could sleep and make it a 43 hour fast. Or if I should end it at the original time. I’m afraid I might binge if I end it in 2 hours idk.

[12369096321]

Y'all, I practically live off of soup and I wanted to share the very basic recipe that I always follow. The calories differ depending on what you put in it but it’s really low calorie and filling as heck. This makes quite a few servings so it’s good for meal prepping.

Ingredients:

1 box of vegetable broth (I’m a vegetarian so I use veggie but you can use chicken or beef) 40 calories for the whole thing, 10 calories per cup

3 russet potatoes, diced, 170 calories each (but you only get like ¼ per serving, so around 42 calories)

1 onion, diced, 115 calories (again, you get very little per serving)

3 carrots, sliced, 75 calories total

Plus any other vegetables you want to add and seasonings, I use paprika, chile powder, pepper, salt, oregano, and basil

Directions:

Cook your onions so they taste better

Add the broth and boil the carrots until they are slightly tender

Add potatoes and cook until carrots and potatoes are soft

Add any other veggies and cook until heated

Serve and enjoy :) this makes a l o t of soup, like I said, so you can make it for your family or save it for the week!

[wannabemalesp0]

Okay but why isn’t seaweed a huge ed food. It taste amazing (taste like the ocean if you’re into that) it’s crunchy and satisfying to eat AND ITS LIKE EATING AIR ITS SO LOW CALORIE. 25 calories a package?? You can binge on these and stay relatively low. You can roll stuff up in them too. Fish, any other meat, maybe just some hot sauce, a n y t h i n g. I had it to stop a binge and IT WORKED. You can eat for an hour straight and stay under 50. Plus it’s not terribly expensive and almost everywhere I’ve been carries it. It’s usually 1-3 dollars a package.

[spirituallythin]

Affirmations for Weight Loss

Half the battle is in the mind, so repeat after me until these phrases sink into your psyche… 

“I have learned how to keep myself from overeating”

“I don’t binge anymore”

“I am reaching my ideal weight”

“I lose weight more quickly because I eat slower”

“I do not eat out of anxiety or depression”

“Food provides me energy, nothing more”

“My body is becoming more efficient”

“I choose to eat nutritious food and avoid unhealthy foods”

“Weight loss has become effortless for me” (FAVE)

I like to say these before bed, or during yoga/meditation. Try it. I lost 9lb this week.

[fadingscorpio]

[wannabemalesp0]

I had a dream when I first relapsed that I had a seizure due to my ed. I have a lot of strange obscure prophet dreams so I’m trying my best not to let myself get too too sick. I felt just like I did and the whole situation and place was parallel to the dream today and forced myself to eat 70cals of cheese. I’m still alive so?

[wannabemalesp0]

Could’ve done better. I ate the cheese because I could literally feel my organs failing and was cold to the touch even though it was 100 degrees out? Never had that happen before but I was literally cold sweating. Felt like I was gonna die. I had the pasta 🤢 because it’s my favorite dish my mom makes and I was kinda tweaking. Good news: I got more weed today!! I ate way way too much today and the 200 cals for the pasta is probably way under. I’ll try to burn off atleast 300 and I might take a laxative if I can find one. Overall a good day. Feel way too full and wish I could purge but what can ya do

[blxebxrrygashes]

[wannabemalesp0]

HOLY SHIT DO CRYSTAL SHOPS MAKE MY KLEPTOMANIA ACT UP

[neumimjist]

Looking for an ana buddy!

Interact with this post if at least three of the following apply to you!

You have anorexia

You are 15+

You have other social media (bc texting on tumblr sucks)

You are a guy (cis or trans, if you use he/him, you're a guy to me!)

You fast

You low restrict

Your daily cal intake is less than 600 kcal

You are from Europe (time zones lol)

You watch ss vs ss

I'm going to post something about me in the replies on this post, so check it out!!

[wannabemalesp0]

Howdy!!! I’m a transboy from the US :,( and pretty much everything about us lines up!! I’m 15 going on 16 and I try to eat <450 a day. I binge any show that’ll keep me on track (ss v ss just happens to be one of them) I’ve had an ed for over 2 years and I’m overweight due to an attempt at recovery. Feel free to dm me anytime and I’ll give you my insta if you wanna start talking!!!

[end-division]

[wannabemalesp0]

My brothers not coming home. It feels like all hope is gone. I still can’t stop crying. I just want a fucking hit. I feel sick.