𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗡𝗖𝗘𝗥 + 𝗔𝗨𝗧𝗛𝗢𝗥𝗜𝗧𝗬 , a meta .
spencer, grew up around his parents pushing him away, due to this he never really had a stable living influence until he left his parents & moved into his uncles.
he grew into himself, like a tree on a busy highway, in a foreign way. teaching himself what he should do, & what he shouldn’t. due to this, he was the most mature in his freshman class, not really noticing when parents & teachers, asked about his parents. [ WHERE ARE YOUR PARENTS, SWEETIE? / DO YOU LIVE WITH OTHER RELATIVES? / DO YOU NEED A RIDE HOME? ] .
he never really cared to listen, to the teachers rules, he’d follow them to a point; asking to use the hall pass, not speaking out of turn. he understood rules, and where he sat in the food chain at school. but he never cared to follow them fully, a loner, in the making.
however, he acted as if his life was one of those broadway plays, AN ENDLESS ACT, PERFECTING WHAT WAS RIGHT & WRONG.
growing into his powers, the last weeks before he left, grew difficult for him. he’d repress his anger, and stability behind a cracking glass window pane. he found himself picking up after himself after every interaction. [ BOY SIXTEEN ; GOES TO THE END OF THE WORLD, BEHIND THOSE HAZEL HUES . ]
he found himself, making his own rules, getting in trouble everyday, forcing himself detentions, to stay out of way from his parents. needing more time, to think of where he was & where he wanted to be.
morphing back into the ‘good kid’ under his uncles roof, proved to be difficult, [ THE PAINS OF THE PAST, EASILY BEHIND, YET YOU COULD STILL SENSE THE WATER IN YOUR LUNGS . ] spencer swore to his uncle he’d continue his decency through his years at the salvatore boarding house; the only way he was able to attend the school year.
according to a doctor friend of his uncles, spencer had shown early stages of bpd, & had more of a chance as his paternal aunt had it too.
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