something i’ve been kind struggling with lately is,, hobbies?? like i have a lot that i enjoy doing/have the materials for, and now that my work schedule is consistent, i have time to devote to them. but i just... can’t. i feel bad and anxious and guilty just watching netflix or, if i have slightly more mental energy, playing video games for hours at a time. i know there are more mentally stimulating, productive things i could be doing, and i miss doing them, but i also don’t want to and can’t find the motivation. i have a hx of depression, and i’ve been low a lot this year, but i really wish i could find it in me to try harder :/














