* CURSED / TO PAWN

was a meant to be.

[warlockloved]

I KNEW NEW MUTANTS WAS GONNA B BAD BUT I DIDNT REALIZE IT WAS GONNA B T H A T BAD....... UH..... ANYWAYS. DOUG IS STILL ALIVE. JUST MOVED TO @silentaint

[warlockloved]

hello douglas has been moved over to @oldesper

[warlockloved]

i need to get active back on my multimuse bc like..... i cant... keep making ,...blogs its @oldesper and i. gotta back to that

[frostwill]

critical role sentence starters !!!

so… we’ll talk later.

why won’t you stay down and die with dignity?

no. no further.

this is not over. it can’t be.

try not to have too much fun without us.

i have this blink candle. it’s formed from various animals that blink.

it’s so rare that we’re actually given the opportunity to be honest about everything. we might as well try it once and see if we like it.

you know i’m in love with you, right?

you seem… like a person. and that’s great.

those are coins! you’re not making it rain, you’re making it hail!

i’m killing someone, hold please.

your secret is safe with my indifference.

my heart is someone else’s.

do not go far from me. if we are out of earshot, you are too far from me.

um, i don’t know if it’s the food you made or the fact that we’re going to die tomorrow, but i want to kiss you.

i was all kinds of fucked up a few weeks ago.

you’re all kinds of fucked up all the time. we all are. and that’s why we’re together.

i just want to let you know… i am possibly the worst person you’ve ever met.

i think i kind of hope… not necessarily to hurt you or harm you, but i hope that one day… that you can know just how awful i can be.

you can curse, it’s okay. you killed one of us.

i think i’ve always been in love with the idea of you.

i was only gone for thirty seconds!

i encourage violence.

i can give you the means to protect them.

i do not want to die who i am. i’d like to live long enough to be someone else.

you’re on your own, fuckface.

a volcano is - is nature’s candle!

sometimes people go and they don’t come back.

do you spice?

so we’re going to kill everyone that we see in the next ten seconds.

i don’t want to be here if you’re not.

i told you before. no one kills you but me.

he traded his life!

i don’t have very many things that i care about and i don’t have anything that cares about me.

i’m great! well, not really, but i’m just going to pretend i’m happy so everybody can be okay!

i’ve been in a barrel for an hour. i fell asleep in there!

yes. i heard. it was the only thing i heard.

don’t cry. i’m just a little cold.

i bury my shame.

i should have told you. it’s yours.

forgiveness - that’s the key, isn’t it? it’s the only way to really grow.

your hair’s a mess. sit still.

you are my heart. you are me. you are my other half. you are welcome with me always.

you don’t always have to put on a brave face, dear.

we’re friends, right? are we friends?

i know we don’t always agree and i know i can be unkind, but… you know you’re family, right?

i’ve had a terrible thought. and it is sort of my business to have terrible thoughts.

take me instead.

we walk towards glory.

that’s mine! that’s mine!

did it choose me because i was broken, or did it break me?

please bring him back to me.

you think you care about me?

this was always supposed to happen, wasn’t it?

i love you. if i can find you, i will. if not, stay alive.

if he’s gone i won’t be the same.

i’d watch your moral panic all day, it’s delightful.

in many ways you are my total opposite. but you are also my best friend.

i made a choice. this is my family.

i forgive you. but i cannot let you leave.

please. please. i love him as much as you do.

fix him. fix him!

i like this family. i’d like to keep it.

i want you to know that you are like a brother to me.

talk about my sister again.

it’s been a while since we’ve had one of our depressing chats!

i can’t have you gone. i need you here.

i think we’re very broken people. but i think together we’re much greater than the sum of our parts.

don’t ever fucking do that again.

you didn’t die. but you did! but you didn’t. but you did! and then you didn’t.

i don’t want any of this! i don’t want any of this.

i’ve just had a near death experience and i’m craving some lasagna. 

you know, you’re getting weirder.

you and i are very different.

i’ve killed two of those who’ve wronged me and nothing is better. nothing feels better. nothing is avenged.

call me “child” one more goddamn time!

if you’re lucky, you die last.

some people have no sense of fucking honor!

i’ll take my clothes off if it’ll inspire us.

thank you for believing in me.

you’ve never done anything for me! never! you’ve never risked anything, you don’t know me!

everyone else believes in you. why shouldn’t you?

how many fingers am i holding up?

what’s the first letter of the alphabet? this you know.

yay! teamwork!

you fucking died!

don’t touch me right now! i’m not - don’t touch me!

i’m going to go get a sandwich.

you had us all very worried.

your reckless impulses will get you killed!

i’m done with gods. they will not help me. perhaps you will. 

this is too fucking much.

come here, you shithead.

it has been an honor.

screw you! i want my final words with you to be indignant and irritated.

you’re the face i saw when murder entered my heart.

i’m undecided about you.

never forget you’re my favorite. and i’m so sorry.

i’m not leaving him.

you’re a better man than you believe.

feel like making a home here?

you’re an idiot and i’m very proud of you. don’t do that again.

sound off if you’re alive.

it’s not going to work.

[warlockloved]

HELLO rec me ppl to follow. i need interactions and friends

[signspin]

me on the dash every 5 minutes:

[warlockloved]

im alive, jus visiting family rn. should be on tmw.

[warlockloved]

❛ i’m the judge of what’s a shit ton. ❜

meme. l accepting.

“say’s who? i -” he’s quick to stop, knowing it won’t get him anywhere to argue as she might very well take it as a challenge. and douglas really doesn’t want that, friends or not. “then, judge, what exactly is a shit ton? ‘cause this has gotta be close.”

[warlockloved]

ME, VIBRATING: ANOTHER DOUG ANOTHER DOUG ANOTHER DOUG ANOTHER DOUG

[warlockloved]

UH - hi ! i know, i know. need to add my links back up. i spent the last few days either working or studying or. i’ll be honest, i was with my coven for 78% of the missing time but. still! anyway. ah. replies? soon. i’m cleaning. co.vid - 19 has my state in a panic and i’m exhausted hearing about it.

[radiantresource]

          ✧ *:･ 𝟔 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒. ･:*✧

❛ so we’re all going to die? ❜ ❛ everybody’s got someone, or something to lose, man. even you. ❜ ❛ fuck the government. i’m going to do this myself. ❜ ❛ do you mind? i can feel the tip. ❜ ❛ jesus, who raised you, the mob? ❜ ❛ that was a glorious clusterfuck. ❜ ❛ why are you covered in blood ? ❜ ❛ in art, our most fervent hopes come true. heroes always win. it’s bullshit. ❜ ❛ i’m soooo mad at everyone right now. ❜ ❛ are you crying? ❜ ❛ good things can erase the bad ones, right? ❜ ❛ no more getting arrested by the pigs just for being naked, or just usual stuff. you know, being naked, getting drunk. casual stuff. ❜ ❛ i’ll fucking knock you out in front of my mother. ❜ ❛ god, that’s so bad. you’re definitely going to die. ❜ ❛ fuck you, high blood pressure. i’ll eat whatever the fuck I want. thank you very much. ❜ ❛ sometimes you have to put the bad guys on a throne. ❜ ❛ i want you to meet my mother. ❜ ❛ honestly, i didn’t think we’d make it this far. ❜ ❛ oh, darling, you could be on fire and still have that creepy, blank expression on your face. no offense. ❜ ❛ remind me, where the fuck is here? ❜ ❛ you’re a danger to yourself. ❜ ❛ do i look like a ghost to you? ❜ ❛ nobody watches nick at nite? ❜ ❛ maybe later we can coochie coochie woochie woochie coochie… ❜ ❛ hey, chatty cathy. do you know what over and out means? ❜ ❛ don’t you give me attitude, okay? ❜ ❛ i would love to meet your mother. ❜ ❛ shit’s about to get crazy. ❜ ❛ who’s this honey badger? ❜ ❛ you gave me fucking goosebumps. ❜ ❛ i’m the judge of what’s a shit ton. ❜ ❛ we’re all going to die. may as well do it while we’re alive, right? ❜ ❛ you’re such a pussy. ❜ ❛ ooh, big guns! oo la la. ❜ ❛ oh god, you did not just say that. ❜ ❛ you dumb motherfucker! ❜ ❛ no, fuck YOU! ❜ ❛ does it ever bother you, bro? to mean nothing to anyone? ❜ ❛ hey, papi. ❜ ❛ nobody is going to save the world. but, we can make it a little less shitty, you know? ❜ ❛ god, this is all so fuckin’ dangerous. ❜ ❛ i’m feeling fucking carsick. ❜ ❛ i’m a grown man. i can handle my shit. ❜ ❛ don’t handle your shit, flush it down the toilet like a grown-ass man. ❜ ❛ i don’t HAVE ANYMORE BULLETS! ❜ ❛ i am the danger. ❜ ❛ ohoh, you’re gonna be a pirate. ❜ ❛ fucking millennials. ❜ ❛ are you guys fucking or making love? ❜ ❛ we’re fucking. ❜ ❛ i’m gonna kill him. ❜ ❛ i feel like a jedi. ❜ ❛ i didn’t think we’d get this far. ❜ ❛ you know, laughter is life. just kidding. i stole that from my old dentist’s office. ❜ ❛ if you’re going to shit your pants, there’s a bathroom in the back. ❜ ❛ this is so stressful. ❜ ❛ where are you running to? ❜ ❛ that’s fucking disgusting. ❜ ❛ jesus. what did you do? you goddamn animals. ❜ ❛ you’re SICK. ❜ ❛ next time, can we just knock off a fucking casino? ❜

[warlockloved]

@xmarksthescott​

“part of me is glad i was never a real x - men,” technically, sure. yeah. he had a suit. he’d been on missions and what not, but cypher hadn’t exactly made headlines. no one was willing to notice a man who’s ability wasn’t visible or dangerous - not that he minded. being in the shadows had it’s perks too. “no offence. i’m sure nearly dying all the time is great.” the last part is muttered under his breath, an arm reaching up to rub at the back of his neck. “do people really ask you for autographs or is that just a rumor that hasn’t been debunked?”

[warlockloved]

like for a starter..................

[warlockloved]

so, new introduction. hi, my name is cj. i use they/them pronouns and i’m 19 years old.  i previously went under the name of davie. i’m going to follow a few people, but my account won’t be redone for a few days. new theme, rules, all that fun stuff. i’m also going to be remaking my noh varr acount, previously it was under the handle of something like midgardianaesthete ? aesthetic? something like that. but yeah, that was also me ! he’s coming back too. please feel free to interact with me still!

[lcdiablcblanc-moved]

Oh  don’t  mind   H I M,   he’s  just  out  here        S T E A L I N G      from  the  rich  &&  giving  to  H I M S E L F.   It’s   N O T H I N G,     promise!

[warlockloved]

“tell me,” douglas pauses. as if thinking his next words carefully or perhaps preparing a lecture for his teammate - he isn’t doing either. it’s more so for the effect, really. “how is it you can practically steal a ring off an old woman without being detected but the moment i ask you to get me socks to replace the ones that your cats tore up, it suddenly isn’t just?” he’s teasing. maybe.

[warlockloved]

IND. DOUGLAS RAMSEY AKA CYPHER ! : / / i kinda thought i was a mystery and then i thought i wasn’t meant to be - you said yourself fantastically               ! !                 "congratulations you were all alone" 

your time will come if you wait for it, it’s hard, believe me i’ve tried. but the rain won’t fall for the both of us, the sun can’t shine on the both of us. believe me when i say i wouldn’t have it any other way - but i won’t wait much longer ‘cause these walls they’re crashing down … and i keep coming up short.

[warlockloved]

so, new introduction. hi, my name is cj. i use they/them pronouns and i’m 19 years old.  i previously went under the name of davie. i’m going to follow a few people, but my account won’t be redone for a few days. new theme, rules, all that fun stuff. i’m also going to be remaking my noh varr acount, previously it was under the handle of something like midgardianaesthete ? aesthetic? something like that. but yeah, that was also me ! he’s coming back too. please feel free to interact with me still!