warm touches turned cold

31. she/her. I just want to be touched and feel loved. lies I tell myself

[sexy-mood-swings]

I can't fix her but imma fuck her so hard that she forgets all her problems.

[allo-frouto]

close enough

[nuryongel]

[warmthintouches]

Sometimes I don't feel like we're even a real couple because we do not do any of the things couples do.

We don't spend much time together outside of work. I'm lucky for a mere 15 minutes of your time outside of work weekly. Fucking ridiculous btw

We don't go on dates

We've never been on a date

You have never stayed the night at my house

You still leave me on read sometimes

We don't tell each other much about our days when we're not at work bc we barely talk

You have only ever bought me one gift for no reason that wasn't food and I had to bring it up several times

You don't care if we take our breaks together or not

You don't wait for me after work bc I take 10 minutes longer than you

We've not met any of each others family

Your fb still says single 🚩🚩🚩

You don't ever tell me I'm pretty or beautiful without me asking you if you think so. You never just tell me I'm pretty...ever. never. Ever. Not that I'm beautiful or pretty or even cute. You don't see a selfie and tell me I'm pretty.

You never go out of your way to do anything to help me and I'll never fucking ask

I know all this and yet I like you so much that I just keep accepting it. I just keep trying to be okay with it. I haven't wanted to pressure you or rush you.

I moved for a lot of reasons, but one was definitely so that we'd have somewhere to be comfortable at, and we hang out less now.

I just feel horrible and stupid.

I feel worthless to you

[blueberrry-farts]

I just want to fall asleep with you

[mothurs]

[muresetivoire]

I just want to be romanticised the way I romanticise others

[warmthintouches]

You tell me

You love me

But only when you're drunk.

It bursts out of you, like you've been holding it in forever. And it feels so nice in the moment.

But then morning comes

And we never talk about it.

[feelingsoftheday]

i love conversations mixed with lil flirting and joking

[yourfavchubby-deactivated202409]

addicted to this 🤭

[kosmogrl]

I'd be so powerful if I could let go of things

[daily-spooky]

[angelsforverforeverangels]

[aza-busu]

AMARTE.

[un-father]

If you have a crush on me just come talk to me and I promise you will get over it

[balkanparamo]

Luo Li Rong

[fairygoulish]

“you dtf?” yeah I'm dumber than fuck

[yidan]

The kiss and its prelude.

2020

Zhang Yidan (instagram)

[ultrvmonogamy]

*passes u a "do u like me?" note w yes/no checkboxes*