Chapter Five
Lionpaw drug his paws sloppily through the cold, dusty leaf litter. Keeping his head lowered, he lamely followed Stormfur on a patrol of Thunderclan territory. His head was racing with angered thoughts and feelings of disbelief. He couldnât believe Firestar would ever consider saddling him with some cat who wasnât even from the clan!
While he was preoccupied with his tantrum, he didnât notice that Stormfur had stopped directly in front of him. The gray tom was looking at him expectantly, waiting for him to answer a question he wasnât even listening to.Â
Stormfur twitched his whiskers and was clearly suppressing a sigh. âI was just asking if either of your parents have taken you out to see the lake before.â Turning his head, he gruffly added, âBecause weâre here now.â
Finally taking in his surroundings, Lionpawâs eyes widened at the massive body of water in front of him. Even in the bitter cold of leaf-bare, the lake was absolutely stunning. The pristine clear water was gently lapping at the polished colorful stones on the shore.
Stormfur hummed. âThatâs what finally got your attention?â His voice only seemed to annoy Lionpaw more.
âArenât you supposed to be training me? Why are we out here anyways?â Lionpaw tossed aside a pawfull of sandy pebbles. His comment seemed to hurt his mentor, seeing as the gray cat pinned his ears back.
âLearning your territory is a key factor of your apprenticeship. Itâs my job to teach you these things.â Stormfurâs voice was leveled as he tried his best to remain calm. âShouldnât you be excited youâre out of camp anyways?â
Lionpawâs feelings were conflicting inside of him, like ants crawling through his pelt. He had waited his whole life for this moment, and yet his entire world had just been crushed. His excitement was completely ruined by this Riverclan cat.
Stormfur swallowed his growing anger. He simply shook his pelt, and gave Lionpaw a gentle smile. âFrom where weâre standing, you can actually see all three of the other clanâs territories.â
The gray tom pointed a huge paw to his left and noted, âYou see those flat hills over there? We call that the moorland. Windclan lives among the open plains.â In a joking manor he added, âI guess thatâs why they have so much air in their heads.â
Lionpaw twitched his ear and grunted in response.
Stormfur turned his head in the other direction. Lionpaw squinted his eyes. He could just barely make out a line of cats on the shoreline. That particular side of the forest looked dark and uninviting. He felt a shiver pass down his spine.
âYeah I feel the same way about Shadowclan.â Storming murmured, eyeing the other cats warily. âThey usually keep their distance if you leave them alone. But Itâs best to always keep an eye of them.â
Lionpaw flexed his claws. âWhy arenât we actually going to the borders? So i can actually see where not to go?â
His comment looked to set off his mentor. Stormfurâs tail had fluffed up and was lashing against his sides.
âWe already went to Windclanâs border this morning, Lionpaw.â The grey cat shut his eyes, and deeply inhaled. âI had asked if you wanted to set a marker, but I can see you were paying just as much attention to me as you were to your surroundings.â
His pelt itched, knowing he was in the wrong. âYeah well. What about over there? Guessing thatâs Riverclan, right?â He flicked his nose towards the other side of the lake.
Stormfur nodded. âWe donât have too much to do with them since we donât share any borders with them. But since their specialty is swimming, you always need to make sure to come all the way down to the shore-edge.â He promptly turned tail, heading back into the forestâs welcoming cover.
Lionpaw chuffed, pawing the ground miserably. âIâd bet youâd know all about those stupid fishbrains.â He whispered to himself.
âLionpaw what in the name of Starclan is wrong with you?â Stormfur whipped around to face him. Lionpaw jolted back, shocked that Stormfur had heard his comment.
He suddenly felt intimidated. Stormfur almost rivaled Brambleclaw in height.
âWhy are you being so cruel? Me and Brook have always treated you like family!â Stormfurâs eyes searched the young tom, clearly not understanding where his anger was coming from. But his mentor only spoke the truth. Lionpaw often remembered how much he loved playing with Stormfur, while his siblings listening to one of Brookâs stories.
He knew he was too far into it to back down now. Shouldering his feelings aside, he tipped his head back to meet his mentors eyes. âI donât understand why Firestar paired me with you. Youâre not a true Thunderclan cat!â
Stormfur flattened his ears. âWatch your tone with me, boy. Blood does not define who you are.â
His long fur was pushed forward by a strong gust of wind. âYou of all cats should know that better than any other.â
His calmness only fueled Lionpawâs growing fire. âYou will never be a Thunderclan cat. Why donât you just go back to Riverclan anyways?â
Stormfurâs voice suddenly exploded into a yowl, âBecause this is the only family i have left! I would give my life to defend my brothers and sisters!â
âNot even your real clan wanted you! Why donât you just leave!â Lionpaw screeched at the top of his lungs.
Stormfur reeled back as if his face was struck by fierce claws. Lionpaw instantly regretted his comment. I donât have to apologize, Iâm only telling the truth. His reassurance made him puff out his chest, awaiting the other tomâs response.
But Stormfur had only dipped his head, and was avoiding any eye contact. âJust ... Go home Lionpaw. I have nothing left to say to you.â His voice was cracked and strained.
Seeing Stormfurâs broken spirit completely deflated Lionpawâs sense of righteousness. Lionpaw whipped around and tore through dead brambles.
The young cat ran blind with sorrow and anger, but at this point he couldnât understand which was which. Why in the name of Starclan would i say something like that?!
Whatâs wrong with me? His mind raced with hateful thoughts that he hadnât even noticed he was seconds away from ramming into another cat.
Too late! Lionpaw collided into a wall of fur, who then shrieked back in complete shock.
Brightheart had pinned him harshly against the ground. Lionpaw squirmed under her and hissed angrily, âItâs just me! Let me up!â In embarrassment Brightheart quickly released her hold on him.
âGreat Starclan Lionpaw, you scared the fur off of me.â The gentle she-cat smoothed her chest fur. She then narrowed her eye. âWhere is Stormfur?â
Before he could respond, Jaypaw slid out from behind a nearby tree. His head was held high with pride as he showed off a freshly killed mouse. Brightheart purred with enthusiasm. âI knew you could do it. Your first true catch!â
Lionpaw flattened his ears. Jaypaw was having a great day, while he was left running from his problems.
âIâm so happy for you.â Lionpaw managed to say through gritted teeth. Jaypaw mustâve sensed his resentment. His tabby brother dropped his head, and muttered something he couldnât quite understand.
Brightheart shifted her paws with uncertainty. âLook Lionpaw, i can see youâre upset. But Iâm not letting you wonder around out here by your own.â She fixed him with a stern glare.
The she-cat touched Jaypawâs shoulder with the tip of her tail. âLetâs head back to camp. Iâm sure everyone is gonna want to hear about your first day!â Her cheerfulness seemed to lift Jaypawâs spirit again.
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Lionpaw dragged a few paces behind his brother and Brightheart. The trip back had been deathly silent, only making Lionpaw feel worse than he ever could.Â
The sun had already begun to set by the time they got back to camp. The clearing was buzzing with soft chatter, as the last patrol had just returned for the night.
âYou can go ahead and join the other apprentices Jaypaw. Youâve done well today, and deserve a good rest.â Brightheart laid her tail on her apprenticesâ shoulder. Jaypaw only grumbled in response.
His tabby brother gave him a sympathetic lick. âSorry your day was bad.â His comfort was ripped away when his brother trotted away to the fresh-kill pile.
âLionpaw. Iâm glad to see you made it back safe.â
Firestarâs voice made Lionpawâs heart drop to the ground. Slowly turning, he was met with Firestarâs and Brambleclawâs unreadable gazes.
Brightheart coughed awkwardly, and quickly excused herself to find her mate. Lionpaw swallowed the urge to scream for her to stay, knowing his punishment was just a wing beat away.
Brambleclaw stood, keeping his voice low. âI understand we need to have about loyalties. Come now, son.â His father lead the trio to the shelter of Firestarâs den.
A flash of bright orange fur bounded towards them. âShall we begin?â His mothers calm voice only signaled to Lionpaw how deeply in trouble he was. Squirrelflight was strangely talented at hiding just how upset she was, unless you knew just how to read her.
 This is it. This is how i die, he thought to himself sarcastically.
Lionpaw swallowed a hard lump in his throat, and ducked into Firestarâs den.













