eswstrefis

[mementomorih]

[andewitt]

rabbit house 🐇

[possessable]

it's fine i don't even need to be part of social groups or friend groups anyway (giant hole appears in my chest spontaneously) ? what's that

[tropiyas]

weaponized competence

[tropiyas]

learned helpfulness

[honeydewdropp]

imagine having a little garden where you grow strawberries for your cakes and cucumbers for your sandwiches and you have tea with your partner every midmorning.  you plant each other’s favorite flowers and give each other bouquets. thats the life.

[cheshmenoor]

[jumpscaresoutoftheblue]

OH MY FUCKING GAWD BRUH

[funeral]

Finally, when shame has been completely internalized, nothing about you is okay. You feel flawed and inferior; you have the sense of being a failure. There is no way you can share your inner self because you are an object of contempt to yourself. When you are contemptible to yourself, you are no longer in you. To feel shame is to feel seen in an exposed and diminished way. When you're an object to yourself, you turn your eyes inward, watching and scrutinizing every minute detail of behavior. This internal critical observation is excruciating. It generates a tormenting self-consciousness which Kaufman describes as, "creating a binding and paralyzing effect upon the self." This paralyzing internal monitoring causes withdrawal, passivity and inaction.

John Bradshaw, Healing the Shame that Binds You

[asomebunny]

making lists is so important to me like yesssss girl let's break a large concept into manageable pieces

[kmnysak]

[mournfulroses]

Maggie Smith, from a poem titled "Self-Portrait as an Incomplete List of Mysteries," featured in A Suit or a Suitcase: Poems

[ilydead-deactivated20220428]

of course u want to kiss me im an angel

[mothcub]

I don't even care.

[gobloggirl]

[2006machine]

[killed-by-overthinking]

[anajudraws]

luna III ⨾༊󠀺