watch me disappear

19yrs

[watch-med1sappear]

god i miss her so much, even tho we weren’t in the healthiest relationship

[watch-med1sappear]

found out messed up things from a mutual friend that she never told me (probably because she was embarrassed) and now i’m fully over her. can’t stop thinking about who i loved and defended when my friends and family said she wasn’t good for me for three years. i’m kinda embarrassed too because some people thought i knew the crazy things she’s done, but i was just defending a crazy messed up person that i actually never really knew.

[watch-med1sappear]

god i miss her so much, even tho we weren’t in the healthiest relationship

[angelic-for-ana]

sometimes I go through blogs and forget there are real people getting those 30 notifications

[lanadelreyrexii]

doing it for the girl that cried every night

doing it for the girl that got bullied for her body

doing it for the girl that was afraid to eat in public

doing it for the girl that never felt pretty

doing it for the girl that got called fat

doing it for the girl that dreamed of skinny thighs

doing it for the girl that was scared to drink water

doing it for me.