A Year Changes So Much
Addison ran her fingers through her hair and looked over the letter. It wasn’t going to be sent to anyone so she didn’t know why she was taking the time, but it still felt right. So much had happened over the last year she needed to make sense of if.
So hey,
Another new year another new me. I know that sometimes people say that and it’s always a lie. I used to say that and it was a lie. But now I don’t know. It’s been a year since I left Clearbrook and came back home to deal with the mess I created. I didn’t really think about what my actions did and the consequences they would have back when I let the cat out of the bag.
Blurting out you’re a waterbender than just up and leaving was not smart.
I didn’t think that saying that would cause my mom and step-dad to separate for the first half of 2015. See after I dropped the fact I was a waterbender my mom felt the need to tell the truth too. For 6 moths my mom lost yet another person she loved and it was my fault. Paige and Isaac didn’t see their father and it was all my fault. I had to fix it.
Honestly it took me 6 month to get them talking again but things are back to normal now. Or as normal as things can be while the twins are learning to control and use their abilities. Because now that Warren knows, well things are better. Even mom thinks so. I still feel guilty for causing everyone pain but I’m happy at where things ended up.
I didn’t go back to Clearbrook.
Honestly maybe I should have but I just felt like my time there was over....It got me to where I needed to be. It showed me who I was and who I needed to be. I never did get to say a proper goodbye though.
But I can now say with confidence that I am a true waterbender. I still have a lot to learn but I don’t struggle anymore. Once I fixed things with Warren, and he knew it was like everything clicked. I found a teacher in London and joined a small group of benders and now I teach younger kids. It’s.....well it’s amazing.
Another hiccup about last year was that I finally admitted I was Bi. Honestly I had worked it up so much in my head that when I actually told mom and Warren they took it fine. I guess after knowing about the supernatural a queer daughter is no so big.
I’ve also finished my Literature degree but I don’t use it anymore. School was never really my thing, way too much energy. I’m still competing but I’m also teaching full time and I know now that it’s what I want to do with my life.
Thinking that she was just going to end it there Addison just couldn’t. Something was missing. Picking up her pen she wrote a few more line.
I guess what last year showed me is that I’m happy. Something that I wasn’t really before. I do have some regrets, Lorelei may be the biggest one, But that’s life right? New Year and you gotta move on.
I can’t wait to see what 2016 brings.
~ Addi
Addison put the pen down and smiled.












