I SHIFTED HEREEE BTW WOOWOOWOOO
Section 1: old life
I miss my Mama and Papa and my brother but I don't want to go back. I'm a girl named Meia in Canada here in this reality and I live in a really big beautiful house here and the food is really yummy and the streets are clean. okay so before y'all ask me, "Uhmm where are you from? why would you shift here? It sucks here, it's hell here" GIRL.. Where I'm from is the Philipines, and I was living in povertyyyyy. In this reality, I still see people saying that Philipines is a corrupt 3 world country and that's fine but in my OR, the Philipines is not as economically developed as here. Like, the rich cities in this Philipines aren't like that in my old reality, so I was pretty shocked when I saw Cebu especially. My Papa's dream place to go to was Cebu, he would love it if he was here. ☹️
Oh also the spelling of Philipines only has one P. I know that in this reality it's spelled as Philippines but sorry what
We weren't homeless, but you'd pity us. Literally we were living in poor neighborhoods and there's no food that tastes decent, and when it rains i put a pail under the leak near the window because mama said if we don’t save rainwater we might not have any left when the taps stop working again. sometimes they stop for days.. Obviously since we were poor, we didn't have any vehicle to travel anywhere so I'm forced to walk in the streets and the streets smell like gasoline I HATEE IT. trash everywhere, it's so bad. If you're wondering how the economy is like for other countries in my OR, idk. Because we weren't taught other countries in school. Literally, the only country that I know is the Philipines (or Philippines) and America. I don't know what America was like because I didn't go there but in my OR, America is like a really rich country where everyone has blonde hair and white skin and all of them are rich. I wanted to live in America when I was in my OR, but in this reality America has many people that look different and Spencer in TikTok talks about the government.
Section 2: shifting here on accident.
There's more but I want to talk about this reality more than my OR because I'm living better here.. But I think I need to talk more about how I shifted first. I shifted here on complete accident, but before that I actually had a lot of lucid dreams. My lolo like my grandpa taught me how to lucid dream when I was really young and so I just lucid dream and never tell anyone as many nights as I can, because it's my only form of escapism. Eventually my lucid dreams would be very very vivid like real life but they'd still be dreams I guess, until I accidentally woke up in an experience that's completely different from my lucid dreams. In my lucid dreams, I'd always wake up in nature like grass and big hills, or beaches, and I would fly and play all the time. Sometimes I do wake up in bedrooms or MY bedroom but without my family, but I'd just think of a place I want to go to. Playgrounds or the beach and stuff. Sometimes I'd try to go to the city, but I've only entered Fast food restaurants lmao.
But anyway, one day I woke up in like a bedroom. I was tired and the bed was really cozy and I'd always just take some time to not move. But I was looking around and admiring the room because it was colored pink, the bed was big, I had my own TV, and I just had a pretty bedroom. But when I tried to get up, I had more senses than usual because in a dream it felt surreal and my body is never heavy but there I had to stretch and stuff and I could feel plegmn in my mouth. Like I generally felt like I just woke up. Then I lived like normal, I made my bed and arranged my teddy bear, unplugged my phone but right when I was about to open my bathroom door, I realized that.. I was in another life... And I was NOT dreaming. Then I remembered my OR life, because literally I almost forgot but not as escapism, I generally entered another life. It's nottt a lucid dream, it's like you just randomly know.
Then I panicked.
It felt normal, like I just had another consciousness. I have knowledge and memories and can speak english and know my house but it felt ODD that I was IN ANOTHER LIFE.. Because what? Am I not in the Philipines? I had a mirror in my bathroom and I saw what I looked like. I cried. Because I was so pretty. I mean, sorry that's arrogant but I had blonde hair, and it was straight and I had white skin. Like an American, but I'm in Canada. I knew my parent's names, and I knew also that we were atheist and that's like not being Christian. Everyone was Christian in the Philipines but that also means I don't know that there were other religions. And I thought being atheist was bad because you'd go to hell, but now I'm atheist and even if I come back in the philipines, I'd probably still be atheist because God never answered my prayers back then.
Also, I also remember the first few nights, I would be so scared of sleeping because I don't want to either go back to the Philipines and be Jonalyn again, or enter another life that's more random than this one because either it's worse than the Philipines OR I'm just gonna feel more disoriented.
What does shifting feel like?
It feels like entering a lucid dream if you're a lucid dreamer in the process, but when you actually enter your new life in this reality then.. At least from my experience, you can FORGET until you remember and I think that's because your life is real and when you are aware of the reality you go to, it feels like just YOU.. like just normal because it's you, until you remember your original life. Then the life you're aware of now stops being original. So it's like your awareness transfers in this reality but you have to stay aware of your old life.
Section 3: learning about shifting.
So obviously, I had to learn about shifting. I went on tiktok then tumblr to research about lucid dreaming until I found shifting. Then it made sense to me, but it took me a lot of time. I'm very tired of typing now so I'll stop, but I'm genuinely so grateful of being here in this reality and I'm actually excited because I'm planning to enter the community and shift to fantasy movies. I love fantasy movies. I rewatched all the movies I remember loving HERE, especially avatar. I think ME here always LOVED avatar because ofc I remember that, but when I rewatched it again, I cried again. Because it's my present experience again, not just some information my memory. I want to shift to Pandora. I never got to watch movies and it's even insane how people are so privileged here. My mom and dad even tease me for not being on the phone so much anymore and being more invested in the guitar and being obsessed with games on my Ipad but in the Philipines there's no guitar no virtual games and no Ipad. No books either. I have a sister here Aria that has a lot of fairytale books because she is only 5 years old and I read her books sometimes on my own and sometimes for her. I love reading, and I love fairytale books now. Because I didn't have any of that in the Philipines.
Section 4: to shiftblr
Shifting is definitely very simple and easy, like lucid dreaming. In fact shifting was discovered through someone lucid dreaming and getting an even realer experience. Everyone can shift because everyone can lucid dream. Don't overcomplicate it because if you overcomplicate lucid dreaming, it will be hard too.
You can ask me questions! But just know that I don't want to go to much detail of my old life in the Philipines because I actually don't want to remember it anymore. I could but it's hard not to, since I still miss my family. I hope they shift to a better place like I did in a dream one day, but it's sad that suffering is still a present experience instead of just a memory.
But I love my life and my new family now. They're more stress free and my dad makes me emotional because he can spoil me. And my mom cooks a lot which breaks my heart because my other mama can not cook anything for us because we had no food or good kitchen. 😢
Byeee I love you live life good ❤️
Also I'm sorry if I'm bad at storytelling
