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[wave2tyun]

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latest work: hideaway (beomgyu x reader)

latest repost: love foolish (taehyun x reader)

also check out: project: matchmaker - teaser (soobin x reader)

credit for the moon and stars divider to @enchanthings ! <3

[wave2tyun]

Hi dearest Alex! 🩷🫂

Hows life treating you? And how was your holiday?!!!!

It was my graduation ceremony Saturday hehe

hello my dearest ella!!!!!🥹🥹🥹🫶🫶💗💓💞💕💗💖💘💞 and oh my god!!!!!! congratulations on the graduation, i'm so proud of you!!!!!!! :DDD💞💓💗💘💖💘💘💖💕

honestly life has been better i can say that for sure😭😭😭 it was nice to be home during the holidays but overall winter was a rough period for me- and now there's quite a few big changes coming into my life that i'm not exactly sure i'm ready for😖😖 so i find myself overthinking a lot and just feeling super anxious most of the time😭 i'm trying to take it easy but it's difficult

how are you doing my lovely????? :((((<333💗💗💗

[wave2tyun]

i've genuinely been put through hell and back and then once again through hell these past 2 weeks but heeeeeeeey at least i've got some inspiration for this one fic that i've had in my drafts since literally 2024😍😍

[wave2tyun]

HELLO MY BELOVED ALEX

HELLO MY DEAREST ELLA!!!!!!🫂🫂🫂🫂💗💖💞💓💞💖💕💗 how are you my lovely????😖😖💓

[wave2tyun]

OMG !!! ALEX ALEXXX HIYAAA :3 ive missed u sm hru ?^^

OMG SAKU HIIIIIII HELLO!!!!!! I'VE MISSED YOU TOO!!!!! :DD💞💖💓💗💞💖💓💗💗💞 honestly i don't know how i've been able to get through these past 2-3 weeks because it's been so stressful and i was so tired that i slept for uhmmmmm........14 hours today😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 which hasn't happened in a very long time but i guess my body really needed it😖

but besides that i'm overall just veryyyyy excited for the holidays!!!!🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ it's insane how christmas is literally right around the corner already- i can't wait to eat so much good food and not have to worry about anything else for at least a few days😔🙏 i'm also hoping to get back into reading because i pretty much put it off during the semester🥹 and i also brought my nintendo switch to get back on that animal crossing grind😼😼

[sweetheartsaku]

YAYAYYAYA THATS REALLY GOOD U GWT TO RES NOW🥹🥹🥹uts also the holidays for me!!! Make sure u get lots of eepies bc i have too.. YOUR BODY DEFINITELY NEEDS IT!!!!! ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

ikr Christmas defo is NOT like a couple days from now... ong 😭😭😭😭where is all the Christmas merry?!?!?AND YES GOOD FOOD!!! Eat lots!!! Yummy yummy.!!! I js had a massive meat bbq it was sososo good ^_^

Im also going to the library today to do some reading!!! What ru planning to read? :0 and yes.. anc grind is ON this holiday!!! (Ive only logged in twice)

[wave2tyun]

i'm replying after an embarrassingly long time i am SO SORRY MY SAKU!!!!!😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏💗 even now that the holidays are over i still feel like i didn't get enough sleep.........i am so done waking up early and having to face the cold i cannot do this anymore😞😞💔

but i did indeed eat lots on christmas and new years😋😋 i had so much cheese i felt like a mouse🐭 but that's what being festive is all about (maybe)🤭🤭 a meat bbq sounds sooooooooooso good i could absolutely DEVOUR one rn!!!!!

and lately i've been reading perks of being a wallflower!!!!! :DD i actually never knew anything about the plot but i knew that people loved it a lot- i'm still not that far into the story (i am under 100 pages) but i'm really enjoying it so far + i love the writing style because it's like the main character is addressing you directly through letters so it feels very personal!! what have you been reading also?? :000💞💞

and i have to say i did not work on my island as much as i was hoping during the holidays😔 BUUUUUUUT have you tried the new animal crossing update with the hotel????? :0

[wave2tyun]

Also!!!! Remember I was reading that strange houses book? I finished and it was so good! It’s really short so I recommend it😄 now I’m reading strange pictures, which is from the same author, and😩😩😩😩😩😩😩 really good too! Both are supposed to be thriller, but the second one is waaaay more thrilling (and confusing too tbh but that’s the fun of it)

Strange houses would be an 8/10 for me bc now that I’m reading the other one, this one is very predictable, but still very interesting and very good

YES OMG I REMEMBER!!!!! actually i don't know if i've ever read thriller books before :00 but if you say it's good + also short then i MUST check it out😋😋 i have so many books on my tbr list i NEED to lock in this year because it's getting unacceptable😭😭😭😭

[wave2tyun]

No bc kai is crazy i wanna squish his cheeks he’s so bread coded

and of course I’m very happy that we don’t have to keep our relationship a secret anymore 😩

Answering your question to my other ask, I am sleeping better! Like, I went to the doctor last week and she told me to take this medication and I was like ok cool! She told me about the side effects but then I started hallucinating 😭😭😭😭😭 then I read the information and it said it was normal cool ok lack of sleep was another side effect, but for a week straight I woke up at the same time and that was scaring me so much bc why would I be ok with that

Now I stopped taking tho! It’s been two days and yes I did rest a little

STOPPPPPPPPP ANDBSJFHJSBS BREAD CODED IS THE BEST WAY TO DESCRIBE HIM!!!!🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ i wish i could have a bite.........😔💔💔💔

HALLUCINATING?@,$&*@&@*#^#*@;#*&@? WHAT!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭 that sounds so scary😖😖 i really hope you've been able to get some good rest lately my dearest ella (and without hallucinations)!!!!!

[wave2tyun]

hellooooo, i want to wish a merry christmas to all of you who celebrate!! :DD<33 i really hope that this holiday season will be one filled with only joy and warmth, and that it will keep your heart at ease<3

i also have a few quite busy (but exciting) days ahead- i will still try to pop in before new years but i just wanted to give a little heads up in case i don't have time :0

please enjoy this time of the year to the fullest!!! eat lots and laugh lots!!!! i love you dearly!!!🫂🫂🫂💓💓

[wave2tyun]

HELLO MY BEAUTIFUL DEAREST DARLING ALEX HAPPY CHRISTMAS

MY LOVELIEST DEAREST ELLA!!!!!!!🥹🥹🫶🫶💞💖💗💞💖💞💖💓 thank you sooooooo so much and merry christmas to you as well!!!! i love you dearly and hope you enjoy today to the fullest!!!!! :DDD💗💗

[wave2tyun]

hideaway

pairing: beomgyu x reader

genre: fluff, established relationship

summary: when the weight on your shoulders grows too heavy, it is in beomgyu's warm embrace that you still find solace

warnings: none<3

word count: 730

a/n: anybody else just barely making it through doomed december?????🙌🙌 i wrote this in the middle of the night in an attempt to bring myself some sort of comfort from all the stress i just can't seem to escape. i haven’t written something new in a long long while so i apologise if it's not that good- i’m trying to post it without thinking too much about it😖 but if you're also feeling overwhelmed and powerless, no matter whether how small the matter is, i hope that this can bring you a tiny bit of comfort as well<3

beomgyu was sitting on the carpet, leaning his back against the couch. his fingers were lightly drumming against his guitar’s strings in an impromtu tune, keeping his humming on the low. the december night was still and quiet, sneaking in its coldness through a window’s slight opening.

a hint of smoke was hanging in the air, and you could hear the wind moving in a gentle breeze, accompanied by the slight rustling of nearby leaves. the candles scattered around the room were the only source of light, besides the bright screen of your laptop, which was constantly shifting colors as you browsed again and again through the infinite tabs you had managed to gather in the past hour.

every now and then, beomgyu would peek through his bangs to steal a few quiet glances at you; he could only see your back from where you were sitting at his desk, but it seemed like you were becoming more and more frantic by the minute- sighing with your head dipping forward, pressing your forehead against your now trembling hands. his eyebrows furrowed with concern at the heavy sigh you let out, followed shortly after by a faint, yet unmistakable sniff- the sound making his humming come to a still. he had been unsure whether to intervene up until that point, knowing just how important this assignment was for you- but he couldn’t bear seeing the stress taking its toll on you any longer.

“come here” the words made a soft escape from beomgyu’s mouth.

hesitantly, your fingers froze in mid-air, hovering over the keyboard. you tried to take in a deep breath to gather yourself slightly before speaking, but the knot in your throat only tightened further. the tears welling up in your eyes didn’t go unnoticed by beomgyu- a faint, rather forced smile tugging at your lips as you turned around to him.

“i should finish this first- i don’t know if i can make the deadline” you responded, voice trailing off in doubt as you gave a short look back at your screen.

“you can take a break, it’s okay” he whispered slowly, honeyed voice still using that same soothing tone as before. he placed his guitar on the couch, then softly patted his thighs twice, motioning you to come lie down.

you fidgeted with the hem of your sleeve, twisting it nervously between your fingers as you struggled to decide what to do next- it felt like you had completely emptied out your lungs before you finally let out a defeated sigh. he was right, despite the anxiety-ridden thoughts trying to convince you otherwise- so you chose to join him, carefully sliding down onto the carpet next to beomgyu, letting your head rest on his thigh.

with one hand, beomgyu’s fingers were slowly playing with your hair, brushing away stray strands from your forehead. then, with the other, he was cupping your face, wiping away the tears that quietly started streaming down- you hadn’t even realised you were crying before you felt his thumb caressing your cheek.

“you don’t have to be so strong all the time, you know?” he murmured, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. the stress in your shoulders was beginning to slowly dissipate as you relaxed into the rhythm of his voice, sinking yourself deeper into his touch.

“others are doing the same thing- yet holding up better than me” you choked out “it makes me feel weak- i hate it” you pressed a hand down your chest, attempting to stop the anxiety from completely spilling out of your body.

beomgyu’s hand left your hair to give yours a tight, reassuring squeeze. then, his face inched closer, rubbing your noses together before placing a tender kiss right on top of your forehead, and two more on both of your cheeks. the warmth of his touch seemed to linger on your face even when he pulled away- he must have felt your temperature rising up through his lips.

“i’m weak when it comes to you, do you hate that too?”

unable to look him in the eyes, you turned to bury your face in his palm, a chuckle escaping past your lips.

“that’s not the same thing” you teased back, pressing a kiss against his skin.

“i know” beomgyu whispered, rosy cheeks visible from the soft candlelight “just wanted to make you smile”

[wave2tyun]

OMG moonie thank you sooooooo much!!!!!!🥹🥹🫶🫶💗💞💓💖💓💖💗💞

[wave2tyun]

hideaway

pairing: beomgyu x reader

genre: fluff, established relationship

summary: when the weight on your shoulders grows too heavy, it is in beomgyu's warm embrace that you still find solace

warnings: none<3

word count: 730

a/n: anybody else just barely making it through doomed december?????🙌🙌 i wrote this in the middle of the night in an attempt to bring myself some sort of comfort from all the stress i just can't seem to escape. i haven’t written something new in a long long while so i apologise if it's not that good- i’m trying to post it without thinking too much about it😖 but if you're also feeling overwhelmed and powerless, no matter whether how small the matter is, i hope that this can bring you a tiny bit of comfort as well<3

beomgyu was sitting on the carpet, leaning his back against the couch. his fingers were lightly drumming against his guitar’s strings in an impromtu tune, keeping his humming on the low. the december night was still and quiet, sneaking in its coldness through a window’s slight opening.

a hint of smoke was hanging in the air, and you could hear the wind moving in a gentle breeze, accompanied by the slight rustling of nearby leaves. the candles scattered around the room were the only source of light, besides the bright screen of your laptop, which was constantly shifting colors as you browsed again and again through the infinite tabs you had managed to gather in the past hour.

every now and then, beomgyu would peek through his bangs to steal a few quiet glances at you; he could only see your back from where you were sitting at his desk, but it seemed like you were becoming more and more frantic by the minute- sighing with your head dipping forward, pressing your forehead against your now trembling hands. his eyebrows furrowed with concern at the heavy sigh you let out, followed shortly after by a faint, yet unmistakable sniff- the sound making his humming come to a still. he had been unsure whether to intervene up until that point, knowing just how important this assignment was for you- but he couldn’t bear seeing the stress taking its toll on you any longer.

“come here” the words made a soft escape from beomgyu’s mouth.

hesitantly, your fingers froze in mid-air, hovering over the keyboard. you tried to take in a deep breath to gather yourself slightly before speaking, but the knot in your throat only tightened further. the tears welling up in your eyes didn’t go unnoticed by beomgyu- a faint, rather forced smile tugging at your lips as you turned around to him.

“i should finish this first- i don’t know if i can make the deadline” you responded, voice trailing off in doubt as you gave a short look back at your screen.

“you can take a break, it’s okay” he whispered slowly, honeyed voice still using that same soothing tone as before. he placed his guitar on the couch, then softly patted his thighs twice, motioning you to come lie down.

you fidgeted with the hem of your sleeve, twisting it nervously between your fingers as you struggled to decide what to do next- it felt like you had completely emptied out your lungs before you finally let out a defeated sigh. he was right, despite the anxiety-ridden thoughts trying to convince you otherwise- so you chose to join him, carefully sliding down onto the carpet next to beomgyu, letting your head rest on his thigh.

with one hand, beomgyu’s fingers were slowly playing with your hair, brushing away stray strands from your forehead. then, with the other, he was cupping your face, wiping away the tears that quietly started streaming down- you hadn’t even realised you were crying before you felt his thumb caressing your cheek.

“you don’t have to be so strong all the time, you know?” he murmured, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. the stress in your shoulders was beginning to slowly dissipate as you relaxed into the rhythm of his voice, sinking yourself deeper into his touch.

“others are doing the same thing- yet holding up better than me” you choked out “it makes me feel weak- i hate it” you pressed a hand down your chest, attempting to stop the anxiety from completely spilling out of your body.

beomgyu’s hand left your hair to give yours a tight, reassuring squeeze. then, his face inched closer, rubbing your noses together before placing a tender kiss right on top of your forehead, and two more on both of your cheeks. the warmth of his touch seemed to linger on your face even when he pulled away- he must have felt your temperature rising up through his lips.

“i’m weak when it comes to you, do you hate that too?”

unable to look him in the eyes, you turned to bury your face in his palm, a chuckle escaping past your lips.

“that’s not the same thing” you teased back, pressing a kiss against his skin.

“i know” beomgyu whispered, rosy cheeks visible from the soft candlelight “just wanted to make you smile”

[csbenthusiast]

this is like a warm hug while I drink hot cocoa 🙂‍↕️

[wave2tyun]

MY DEAREST ELLA OMG THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!! :(((((((💖💓💓💞💓💖💓💖💞

[wave2tyun]

Hello my beautiful Alex how are you doing

Lately I’ve been into analog horror videos (even though they will scare me to death in the middle of the night😭😭) and idk if it’s related to that, but for the third consecutive night I woke up at 3 am and I am so paranoid about ghost and all

I thought that I’d be able to finally get some sleep bc college is over, but apparently not😭

MY DEAREST ELLA!!!!!!!😖😖😖💗💞💖💖💓💗💞 initially for today i mostly just planned on staying in bed and doing nothing but kai insta has filled me up with so much energy it's INSANE!!!!!!

I'M THE EXACT SAME analog horror is a really cool concept, i would watch markiplier play games based on it- and in the moment you're into it but at night i also turn into a scaredy cat and it's like all images are flashing through my mind again as i'm trying to fall asleep😭😭😭😭

have you been able to sleep a little bit better lately?? :(((((<33

[wave2tyun]

KAI INSTAGRAM.

[wave2tyun]

HELLO BEAUTIFUL ALEX WHY DID I JUST SEE THAT YOU WROTE SOMETHING

Stupid tumblr didn’t show it 😭 I’ll read it nOW

also also did you see kai and his instagram 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 that was for me I swear he loves me so much

HELLO MY BEAUTIFUL ELLA!!!!!🫂🫂🫂💗💓💞💓💓💖💗 DON'T EVEN WORRY ABOUT IT OMG PLEASEEEEEEE it was just a silly little thing i wrote when i was feeling super stressed😖😖😖

AND YES OH MY FREAKING GOD IT LOWKEY FEELS LIKE A DREAM I CAN'T BELIEVE IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED😭😭😭😭😭😭 and the way he looks soooooo boyfriend i swear he posted only pics you took of him🤭🤭

[wave2tyun]

KAI INSTAGRAM.

[wave2tyun]

looking dreamy as hell in it too guys i can't.....................😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔

[wave2tyun]

KAI INSTAGRAM.

[wave2tyun]

OMG !!! ALEX ALEXXX HIYAAA :3 ive missed u sm hru ?^^

OMG SAKU HIIIIIII HELLO!!!!!! I'VE MISSED YOU TOO!!!!! :DD💞💖💓💗💞💖💓💗💗💞 honestly i don't know how i've been able to get through these past 2-3 weeks because it's been so stressful and i was so tired that i slept for uhmmmmm........14 hours today😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 which hasn't happened in a very long time but i guess my body really needed it😖

but besides that i'm overall just veryyyyy excited for the holidays!!!!🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ it's insane how christmas is literally right around the corner already- i can't wait to eat so much good food and not have to worry about anything else for at least a few days😔🙏 i'm also hoping to get back into reading because i pretty much put it off during the semester🥹 and i also brought my nintendo switch to get back on that animal crossing grind😼😼