She felt the tears fall for a while, until she couldn’t feel them anymore. She wiped her eyes. She heard the rustle of trees snapping and looked around, but couldn’t see anyone. El sat there, turning back around as she held her knees, placing her head on top of them. For a moment, she thought about it—why was she even out here, knowing that someone, or Hopper, might be looking for her by now? Everyone treated El differently, like she was made of glass or didn’t have a good understanding of things. But she knew more than she let on. She was smart and understood how the world worked, in her own way. Her ears caught another snap of branches, and she turned her head. A man was standing there. Her breath shortened slightly, but she heard him ask if she was alright. For a second, she thought it was Hopper, but the man was too lean to be him. The night seemed to swallow them whole, leaving just the two of them. The only light came from the moon, barely illuminating her small figure. What was she going to tell this man anyway? Was she really going to spill her guts about her breakup with Mike, or the fact that Vecna wasn’t the only villain? How could she explain the echoes, the loud noises, all the things messing with her mind? On top of that, how could she explain her powers? This guy probably didn’t know anything about what had been going on—or maybe he had some idea. El slowly stood up, brushing leaves and dirt from her pants as she placed her hands at her sides. “I—” a beat, “I’m okay. Just really sad. A lot going on…” she said softly, standing there and looking in the man’s direction. How could she even explain why she was out here in the first place? How the dark forest reminded her of that tank chamber she spent so much time in, when she was in the void. How the sounds of the lab filled her ears, how the lights would flicker, and the aura in the room felt dark and filled with disdain. How El tried to do what Papa wanted, but it was just too much for her young body at the time. Remembering it now hurt, but she pushed it away like everything else.