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Long Beach Antique Mall II

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if i were to start all over what would i do differently?

i have to be more creative and really feel into these thoughts and make them happen. its hard but the outcome will be worth it

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i think i can sense when someone is thinking about me. i’ll start to think about them out of nowhere and then i’ll receive a phone call or text message from the person.

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listening to western music makes me think of the time i lived in phelan with elizabeth, full of regret i was you her then to see the beauty that was. i miss the high desert there was this sort of spirit among the people and a stillness at night which i loved. me and liz visited these 2 abandon places. one a abandoned one story house, at one point the roof had collapsed due to the house being mistreated. i wonder why the owners left, there was clothes all over the floor it was like they left in a rush. i forgot the color of the house but it was placed in the middle of a huge plot. it was about a ~10 min walk from my high school and next to it was this abandoned swimming pool. when the swimming pool was dry we would lay down in the pool and get high off my wax pen, me liz and laura. another place that i sadly only got to see once was this bus graveyard it was this huge parking lot filled with graffitied busses and large trucks ect. god i miss this so much i wish i had the eyes i have now.

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phony prophets stole the only light i knew

and the darkness softly screamed

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me : i wish i could see myself through your eyes

him : you wouldn’t see much

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a perfect day

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feel my luminous halo quietly pulsating inside

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i wish i could see myself through your eyes

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I am the wound and the knife! I am the blow and the cheek! I am the limbs and the wheel, and the victim and the torturer!

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she’s everything i want to be

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It was good what we did yesterday

And I'd do it once again

The fact that you are married

Only proves you're my best friend

But it's truly, truly a sin

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i wish i lived near a forest, somewhere i can loose myself in

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you know when you look back at a memory and everything seems so bright and warm. sunday felt like one of those days but i was living in that moment and it was beautiful

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my faith makes me a dope

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cried today because life is beautiful