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Forgotten Letter #68 by James Andrew Crosby
I’m made of love and I move with love
Backwards, Warsan Shire
~ from http://weheartit.com/entry/283934677
Lafayette stood alone on the balcony of their apartment. The chilly wind nipped at their cheeks, as their hair moved freely in the flowing air. A cigarette sat snug between their thumb and forefinger. It was lit, and had several ling drags taken from it- but the light at the end slowly dimmed in the cold night.
Smoking was a new habit for the frenchman- a bad one, they knew that much. Smoking was never the plan but they figured that chasing the pain with smoke was better than drowning it with wine. Better to be a smoker than alcoholic; or it sounded better.
They flicked the cigarette and watched the ash fall from the end. It fell slowly, and Lafayettes eyes never left the ember as they drifted back into their thoughts.
Their rotten thoughts. Thoughts of their father, their familys distaste for them, the fact that they were lying to their friends. The facade was getting harder to keep up as time drug onward- do you know how hard it is to always be so happy? To present as if everything is fine? It wasn’t killing them, yet. Yet being the key word.
What would they think of them? Knowing they’re struggling but refusing to show it. Would Alexander look down on them? Would Hercules see them differently? What about Laurens- would Laurens want to see them again knowing Lafayette was keeping such big things from them? The only argument Lafayette had against telling them was the idea that it was ‘not their problems.’
The wind seemed colder now. The ember was burnt out, lifeless and vanished. Was that their fate? This jetset mask they wore was a burning flame but behind it was an ember that begged to be relit, desprate for a match. Were they really just going to give up, just going to fade out with no fight?
Lafayette put the cigarette out and made their way back inside of the well-lit apartment. They were on a mission now, a mission to burn brighter than their mask; a mission to live more than they had been dying.
They reached for the phone, unsure of what words they’d be able to find once the truth about their downfalls came out. They’d find them, they always did. they always did.
Lafayette found their place again at the table, then proceeded to pour themselves a heafty serving of the newly opened wine.
“One of a kind! Yes, Alexander! You always know what I am trying to mean.” meaning to say is moreso what they meant, but seeing as English wasn’t their first language there was no need to fault them for any mistakes. Besides, they’d just come back from spending a long time in France.
Tending to family business. At least..thats what they said they were doing; In reality they took care of their deceased fathers estate. He’d passed not too long ago and the thought still hung heavy on the frenchmans heart- perhaps thats why they were all too willing to keep the wine flowing. The estate came with their greiving, yet distant, mother. She had never been Gilberts biggest fan; they turned out much too queer for her liking. They’d been very afraid they were to be cut off from family funds- keeping them from coming back to America. Of course they hadn’t told Alexander, or anyone for that matter- how could they? They were supposed to be strong, they had to keep that perfect apperance.
Lafayette stared at the wine swirling in their glass for just a moment too long, then snapped back to the present. No need to dwell on things that made their heart and mind heavy- they were with their friends! Here beside those they loved most.
“It is, er, difficile to know how you live here without me! no fashion, no good wine! Tell me, Alexander, how have my friends been? While I am in France, alone without you all.” The more the drinks flowed, it seemed Lafayette had harder times finding words- but yet again, headstrong.
“I trust your answer will be nothing short of the word bored” They gave a small chuckle before resting their chin in their palm, elbow to table.
& — The fumbling through the English language is reasonable, and though as of late people have accused him of holding some ingrained distaste for those who do struggle in this same fashion, he truly doesn’t mind it; speaking in one language can possess its own multi-faceted difficulty. He’s learned a fair bit of Spanish, and that, too, proves even more challenging than his first — still. He pours himself a full glass of wine, leaning back and relaxing once its safely held up in his hand, the same pose as an elitist disowning the local poor ( or, in a descriptor he’s heard before, in a sort of I’d like to speak to the manager fashion, all high and mighty and far too elegant for the current situation ). The conversation returns soon enough, and the smile never once leaves his face, plastered across it in great enjoyment. He almost comments, but Lafayette first finishes their thought, and Alexander hesitates, ever briefly; how has everyone been? His smile slowly begins to fade. Not good, he wants to say, but knows that sounds just about as boring as it comes — he scoffs in fake surprise at his friend’s comment regarding it; no, he has to tell a story, he has to twist and turn and weave the words into a tale of unfathomable woe, an eloquent analysis.
“Eh,” he starts, “we’ve been alright.” He thinks it the overstatement of the century and yet still, he continues. “Missing you, of course, and oh!” he points with his glass, the wine swirling around as the force is barely enough to…contain it, thankfully, not a drop spilling free as he continues talking with the disinterest he so often displays once he’s begun a tirade. “John and I, we’re going to look at a house! We’re hoping to move soon, so we can start planning the wedding. Again.” he stops, takes a sip of his wine, before adding, “Remind me to never get married again. It’s so much work.”
“Une maison! Oh, Alexander that is wonderful news for you two!”
Lafayette exclaimed, a grin spreading on their face. The corners of their eyes crinkled a bit, their tispy joy obvious on their face. What is not being said in the lines by their eyes, or the white teeth behind the grin is the fact that Lafayette was a bit jealous of the couple. Marriage was something that seemed so far off to Lafayette, an almost unattainable goal.
Unattainable only because of Lafayette, themselves. Who would want to marry someone who is just a bit out of touch with reality, someone who carts off to France at the drop of a hat? The jetset lifestyle will kill you, after all. They, of course, had Hercules in their life but why subject such a great human being to such torture?
“Alexander, I would love to help you plan the wedding!” They probably had very different ideas of the perfect wedding, of course, but Laf would help be it a party of 4 or a party of 400. “Oh! I must also find the perfect gift! Me et mon Hercules will have to start looking immediately.” A statement more for themselves.
“You’ve never been one to shy away from the idea of work before! I know you’ll get through this- I have heard the planning is the worst part, you know.”
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The frenchman was not known to hold their alcohol very well. It was to be expected, given their small frame- not a lot of places for the drinks to go except for straight to their head. It shiuld come to no surprise to their friends that they were now very, very tipsy.
“Alexander!” they exclaimed, slightly too loud for a room that only held four bodies. “-I have missed you so, my poor heart could barely LIVE in France. Comment ai-je fait sans toi?”
They moved to clear off the table, clumsily grabbing the dishes, stacking them in a haphazard tower so they could attempt to make the least amount of trips possible. Lafayette was always headstrong- and this extended to all tasks, large or small. They continued to speak to their friend as they swept off to the kitchen; somehow keeping the grace of a dancer as they did.
“I miss this city when I leave, almost as much as I miss you- there is no one in France quite like you, you are….” They search for words, looking towards the ceiling as if there would be a guide there. “.. unique en son genre. Comprendre?”
They disappeared around the corner for just a moment before reappearing with a new bottle of wine to replace the now empty one that took residency on the table. It would probably benefit the entire party to stop while they were ahead- but it would be rude to refuse the grace of Lafayette, wouldn’t it?
& — Life, as of late, was but a series of tumultuous disasters, each more catastrophic than the last, and within the eye of it all, standing amidst this hurricane that surrounds him, Alexander; surviving the past month or so has been quite the task, even moreso with his previous friend group having long since physically separated. Distance was a cruel, fickle thing, and it seemed the prayers he muttered into the night have been answered; his best friends, returning in synchronized rhyme, parallel hope — dinner plans are made, and he accepts the invitation for both himself and his husband with ease. The meal is eaten, wine abundant and flowing like the river Styx, carrying desolate thought downstream, and all the while, Alexander is beaming like the sun; he realizes, later on, that this is the first time he’s been genuinely happy for at least a month now. He isn’t entirely satisfied with the thought.
Lafayette goes to begin to clean up, however hastily, rambling in their melting pot language of both English and French, and Alexander shakes his mind trying to search for effortless translation; he learned French in grade school, or at least to the conversational level, but time oft unjustly stole this sort of knowledge in times of great drought. He recognizes a few key words, and hopes to himself that this sparse understanding would last him the conversation. “ – you should know you can’t live without me by now,” he says, ego inflated through social encouragement; this was what his friends did: they lifted him up, for better or for worse. He realizes this, now, wine coursing through blood, inebriated thought circling his friends’ names in red highlight. Lafayette disappeared around a corner, going to and from the kitchen, and Alex listens, still, to the best of his abilities.
“Ah…no sé,” he says, mostly to himself; the languages in his brain are combined too easily in this state, but he quickly shrugs and continues his train of thought. “Oh! One of a kind, maybe?” he offers, the translation presumably a terrible attempt at the term, just before Lafayette sets a new bottle of wine onto the tabletop. Alex quirks an eyebrow, almost as if to say, “okay, so we’re doing this.” Instead, he says,
“I’m in.”
Lafayette found their place again at the table, then proceeded to pour themselves a heafty serving of the newly opened wine.
“One of a kind! Yes, Alexander! You always know what I am trying to mean.” meaning to say is moreso what they meant, but seeing as English wasn’t their first language there was no need to fault them for any mistakes. Besides, they’d just come back from spending a long time in France.
Tending to family business. At least..thats what they said they were doing; In reality they took care of their deceased fathers estate. He’d passed not too long ago and the thought still hung heavy on the frenchmans heart- perhaps thats why they were all too willing to keep the wine flowing. The estate came with their greiving, yet distant, mother. She had never been Gilberts biggest fan; they turned out much too queer for her liking. They’d been very afraid they were to be cut off from family funds- keeping them from coming back to America. Of course they hadn’t told Alexander, or anyone for that matter- how could they? They were supposed to be strong, they had to keep that perfect apperance.
Lafayette stared at the wine swirling in their glass for just a moment too long, then snapped back to the present. No need to dwell on things that made their heart and mind heavy- they were with their friends! Here beside those they loved most.
“It is, er, difficile to know how you live here without me! no fashion, no good wine! Tell me, Alexander, how have my friends been? While I am in France, alone without you all.” The more the drinks flowed, it seemed Lafayette had harder times finding words- but yet again, headstrong.
“I trust your answer will be nothing short of the word bored” They gave a small chuckle before resting their chin in their palm, elbow to table.
@restitutiion
The frenchman was not known to hold their alcohol very well. It was to be expected, given their small frame- not a lot of places for the drinks to go except for straight to their head. It shiuld come to no surprise to their friends that they were now very, very tipsy.
“Alexander!” they exclaimed, slightly too loud for a room that only held four bodies. “-I have missed you so, my poor heart could barely LIVE in France. Comment ai-je fait sans toi?”
They moved to clear off the table, clumsily grabbing the dishes, stacking them in a haphazard tower so they could attempt to make the least amount of trips possible. Lafayette was always headstrong- and this extended to all tasks, large or small. They continued to speak to their friend as they swept off to the kitchen; somehow keeping the grace of a dancer as they did.
“I miss this city when I leave, almost as much as I miss you- there is no one in France quite like you, you are....” They search for words, looking towards the ceiling as if there would be a guide there. “.. unique en son genre. Comprendre?”
They disappeared around the corner for just a moment before reappearing with a new bottle of wine to replace the now empty one that took residency on the table. It would probably benefit the entire party to stop while they were ahead- but it would be rude to refuse the grace of Lafayette, wouldn’t it?