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I can feel myself becoming a worse person in real time and it’s wild and upsetting

#idrk what to do about it #hot and irritable and old and cranky #increasingly #sigh

Have my annual stress test tomorrow. Forgot to study. Again. So now I’m up at 10 pm googling “how to run”

#that sounds like a joke #it is not!#I forgot how to run when I lost a bunch of memories a few years back #and then never learned again bc my heart was lowkey too weak for it #but my heart doctor makes me do it once every year or two #for testing purposes #and I genuinely cannot ever remember How to do it #bc it’s Not just faster walking!#you have to like? jump kinda?#idk. I have not mastered it yet 😔😔#how run?

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I’m going to be evil actually. It’s evil time

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Jesus Christ the evil arc is firmly back on

#oh? my god???#im losing my mind #what did I do to deserve this?????#someone will die

Man this is the most high school bull shit ass drama I have ever seen

And I know I should be an adult about it

But I want to go scorched earth! I have literally all the proof

#literally why would anyone do this?#causing drama like it’s middle school #with just provable lies

accidentally outed myself to someone in town

someone who is friends with the girl who told me, apropos of nothing, that she thinks it’s important that all gay people are dead before she has her children bc she “doesn’t want them coming up in a world like that” a few weeks ago

yay

#girl I outed myself to has tattoos #and didn’t immediately shoot me even tho I was At Her House and she prolly could have #so I’m choosing to take that as a win #she just asked me out of nowhere #and my flustered silence answered for me 😔😔#but actually tho #the number of ppl who have told me to my face that all queer ppl need to die this pride month is lowkey homophobic #i fear it’s the hair #love a small town #happy pride to me

I hate a gift card

#it’s just money but add extra rules and stress #I am literally Paying People additional money to take gift cards off of me #bc I have collected too many and they SUCK to use #I need a friend who likes them I can offload them onto #they will just expire and rot in the back of my closet #I fear I am not built for them #😔😔😔😔

I think I need to take a day off work

#I haven’t taken any time off since I started in August #and I’m moving up to 6 days a week now #and I do have 3 vacation days available #idk what to do with it #but I’m getting kinda twitchy

A gentle hum

#mmmmmmm #yk?

I’m going to be evil actually. It’s evil time

#I am to tired to keep being treated like this

I’m losing my mind. I have asked everyone I can think of who might possibly know what to do + about 5 other people just for kicks and Nobody is answering my messages

#obviously I know people are busy #but I’m losing my mind #and 0/14 on people answering atp #I’m going to scream

Overheard at the office by the interns

“You could always use the old reliable, Chat”

“…I don’t know, I think I want to use my brain for this one. Keep it active.”

#great work team

25

#:))))#yay

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Just spent an hour flirting with a cute girl

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Was real. I have a girlfriend now

#happy pride

Just spent an hour flirting with a cute girl

#life is worth living #was it a joke #was it real #was it a dream #it was a good time is what it was

ndnbutch

the author’s thinly veiled nothing #notwriting #straightupnotwritingit

Sometimes I think stereotypes of the South’s nosiness are a bit overblown… then I come home 2 hours later than usual for lunch and this happens

Yeah….. maybe they have a point

#genuinely though I do appreciate it #he works at the church up the road #and he knows about my chronic illness bc I share one with his daughter #so he’s genuinely being sweet and thoughtful #but yeah #no big city anonmity here #you change your pattern even a Little and somebody will notice #it’s nice to be cared about though

is finding a therapist so god damn awful on purpose? is their goal to make you kill yourself before you ever schedule the appointment?? is that what this is?

#fuck everyone who ever recommended therapy to me #i hate all of this #I’m actually going to die trying to fucking get better #fuck this

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