Dolion

Hello! Call me Wyeth or Dolion (He/Xem) Just here to rant/vent about random shiiii- Asks always open!! {Given is my comfort manga/anime ackk ToT}

[waywardwyeth]

Feeling so scared and anxious and unloved that I throw up...

[waywardwyeth]

C*tting myself to your name. Why am I not as important. Why is **he** always brought up. It's not fair. Not right. If I ended it all you'd just go straight to him anyways so why am I sticking around?

[waywardwyeth]

Change...

Any tips?

I turn 18 on thursday, and, I don't live in a very good place. My father is awful and has done a lot of shitty things. The plan has been to move out for a while now, but of course, it takes a lot of planning to move out, and while I already have a living situation sorted out, I still have a lot of belongings that I'd like to take with me. Now.

I had plans to go out with my bf and some friends for a lateish birthday thing since it never gets celebrated anyways, but they want to turn it into me moving out this saturday. Which I don't want. All day I've been practically forced to, when I've said multiple times that I want to wait a couple of weeks and then move. But my bf won't let up. And yes, I know that if moved out I'd finally be able to see him outside of school more often and we could hang out a lot more, however it's not possible right now and I don't know what to say to make people just drop it. I broke down into tears multiple times today over it and I just can't take it anymore. Now my boyfriend seems a bit pissed off at me, and I of course, am freaking out over it. I just don't know what to do and just. Can't take it anymore.