I've never been strong

Jayden Michael Argent || 17 || Younger Fraternal twin brother to Allison Argent [ Jayden - Meaning; God has heard. ] "I almost died when I was born, y'know? Been fighting to live everyday, even if I'm not like my family. I don't hunt. And I'm still fighting to survive.." { indie oc for the teen wolf fandom. } Tracking: #weakenedsilver Icons made by: me

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anybody want a starter?

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it's getting better

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Danny smiled softly as the two continued to sway along to the music playing in the background. His arms were loosely wrapped around Jayden’s small waist. His feet barely moved, though, as he wasn’t a very skilled dancer. All he wanted was not to step on Jayden’s feet. 

Thankfully, he wasn’t doing such a terrible job. He glanced down at Jayden smiling warmly. “I think we do,” Danny mused quietly as he continued to sway. Today was different than any other day and he honestly was thankful that it was turning around. 

Hearing Jayden speak, Danny began to listen to the other’s confession. A dimpled grin appeared on his face as he was listening. “Really?” He asked with the same grin on his face. “It’s okay to be nervous and Jayden, you are not a loser. Don’t say that you are because you are not.”

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If he closed his eyes, and relaxed, Allison wasn’t on his mind for a little while, and when his crazy mind did produce her figure on the ledge behind Danny, she was smiling and giving him a thumbs up. Approving of his happiness, she’d been the only one to know of his crush on Danny and she’d kept his secret for him, carried it to her grave with her and he would never forget that. She’d always told him, though she loved to pick on him and tease him, she said it was his secret to tell. And now he was confessing.

He listened to the other speak, lifting his head so he could look him in the eye, a smile pulling at his lips. “I was more than nervous. That was around the height of my crush on you, when I contemplated joining band and when I was always coming to the games.” He blushed, the topic was still beyond embarrassing. And he hid his face against the others shoulder, “I always tried to talk to you, but when Jackson was around he always seemed so intimidating.”

A small pause, and he lifted his head again. “Attractive, but intimidating. And I always felt like I had a couple bricks in my stomach when you looked at me.” Shrugging his shoulders, he looked down. “Seems so weird now, that I was so afraid of you rejecting me that I always ran away.” It’d gotten worse after his mother’s death, “Allison used to tease me about it, she always wanted to hold mistletoe over my head and push us together to see if you’d kiss me.” He smiled fondly at the memory, “if there was one person who tried to help me talk to you, it was her.” Closing his eyes, he hid his face against the others shoulder again. Trying to change the subject, he mumbled; “You smell really good..” Oh, yeah. Real smooth, Jay, real smooth. You’re a regular sweet talker.

[weakenedsilver]

it's getting better

”..we have something now.”

They did have something, didn’t they? It’s not everyday someone can make your stomach feel like there’s a flock of butterflies in it, not after losing the person closest to you anyways. Not everyday you can smile after such an event, much less that someone you’ve liked since your first day of high school will dance with you in the middle of some random little place in Disneyworld after its been shut down.

The tune of ‘Good to you’ seemed far too perfect for the moment, Jay’s arms around the others neck and head resting on Danny’s shoulder, since those words had left the others lips - Jayden didn’t feel so awkward about blurting out the confession of his crush, he was almost happy that he had. Actually, almost happy? No, he was happy.

"I guess.. we do have something now." And if his heart skipped at that thought, he hoped it wasn’t noticed. And the months and so on that’d passed since he and his family settled, the time that’d passed since this crush had first began seemed like such a little thing. All the failed attempts to just /talk/ to Danny, much less the seeing him go down the hall when he did have a boyfriend, the time when Jay had just almost worked up the courage to ask the teen to the winter dance only to completely lose his nerve and run away.

"Remember when I found you in the library, the weekend before the dance when you were with Jackson doing homework or something? And then I ran away and left school early? I was actually there to ask you to the dance, and then my nerves got the better of me.. I was such a loser. Well, still am but.. that’s not the point here."

[weakenedsilver]

moving involves too much cleaning, Ew

[lastargentstanding-deactivated2]

Chris had no idea why he asked Jay that, he knew his son hardly ever touched a knife never mind a gun. “Well if you see it tell me.”

[weakenedsilver]

"You know I will, dad." Of course, there’s a crease in his brow, before he asks something he can probably already guess the answer to. "..how’d you misplace it? I’ve never known you to lose track of that.. like.. ever." The answer should be clear, and yet Jay feels the need to ask, a certain awkward presence creeping around due to the fact he never really spent much time with his dad in particular.

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“Who took my gun?”

[weakenedsilver]

"Don't look at me, I don't like guns." that's probably why people are constantly asking him how he's an Argent. "I stay away from things potentially harmful to my health." Which is pretty much everything, Jay. That's the sad thing.

[weakenedsilver]

Send ✉ for an 2 AM text

Send ✘ for an unsent text

Send ☠ for a threatening message

Send ❤ for a lusty/loving/affectionate message

Send ♣ for a drunk message

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[inboxideas]

Uh oh! Your character is watching mine get hit on and is feeling possessive. How does your character handle this?

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I'd totally fuck you

Dark eyes widen, obviously taken off guard by the statement, brows lifting before a snort comes from his nostrils. "Um.. I'd let you, if I wasn't gay." Please tell him she doesn't seriously like him, that would be awkward beyond belief and the thought has him rubbing the side of his neck nervously. Cora is a beautiful girl, even to him, but there's nothing but friendly feelings there.

[easterbunnymundlover]

Send me "I'd totally fuck you" to see my character's reaction.

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I hate being mobile bc I have no icons but I’m in dire need of someone trying to make Jay leave his room bc maybe he’s been locked inside for almost a week and convinced no-one knows his pain because losing a twin is like losing part of yourself and he’s lost and depressed and physically torturing himself by barely eating or anything.

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[roleplayingpsas]

This blog is open to getting questions about or aimed at my character(s).