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Going Stupid
Peter Parker x plus size reader
Peterās roommate is driving him up the wall
Warnings: reader is kind of a bimbo and kind of based on Elle Woods, implied smut, Peter kind of hates her but not really, swearing
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Peter groaned as he entered the small two bedroom apartment he was currently renting. The walls were vibrating with the force behind your Bluetooth speaker as you listened to your current hyper-fixation song. It was never his choice in the first place to have you, the bubbly underclassman studying fashion, as his roommate but when rent was jacked up, he was forced to take in the first willing person he could find.
peter and reader at avengers tower and theyāre both avengers but theyāre ābest friendsā cuddled up on the couch asleep and none of the avengers let them forget it for weeks
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Being an Avenger definitely came with plenty of risks, seeing as you put your life on the line every day in attempt to save the world. Along with the risks, there were several upsides that outweighed your anxieties about the superhero lifestyle.
Every few months, the team was required to spend a week at the compound for training; it was something fairly stupid, but staying in the mansion for a week wasnāt something youād complain about. Especially when the team made the most of it.
You enjoyed getting up at dawn to run with Steve, and cooking dinners with Wanda. One thing always stood out to be something you looked forward to most: movie night. You came up with the system so that everyone had a chance to pick a movie, and this week, it was Steveās turn to pick. Unfortunately, he chose āSnow White and the Seven Dwarves.ā
The entire team corralled on the couch, sharing four or five bowls of popcorn and chips, and watching the movie on the giant flatāscreen in the meeting room. You were sandwiched between Steve and Peter, attentive to the screen in fear that Steve would be offended if you werenāt. It made you crack a small grin to overhear Sam trying to commentate on the movie, and Bucky immediately tell him to shut the hell up.
You donāt recall at what point of the movie you fell asleep, or how the blanket got draped over you, but it didnāt catch your attention quite like the silent snorer you were cuddled next to. The sound was oddly soothing, and the arm snaked around your torso warmed you more than the blanket did. You wouldāve tried to drift back off to sleep in the midst of comfort, if not for the snickers heard beyond your closed eyeālids.
āThey look so cozy.ā Buckyās voice was hushed, speaking just above a whisper. The dark of your closed eyes lit up for a second by what you recognized as a shuttered flash photo.
Shit.
āIām going to make that my lockāscreen.ā Sam added, trying not to sound as amused as he felt.
There was a quiet pause. āIsnāt that a little weird?ā Buckyās whispered question carried itself above the scattered footsteps of their departure.
When their ascending paces creaked the carpeted floors further out, your eyes lifted, turning your head up to look up at your designated pillow. Upon shifting your sleeping position, you watched Peter adjust midāslumber, unconsciously catering to your new position.
A smile touched your lips at how peaceful he looked beside you ā mouth parted slightly, eyes gently shut, curls falling in front of his face. When you moved to sit up a little, his armed grip around your waist grew tighter, and his sleep stirred at the idea of your absence. You decided against leaving, or moving, and rested your head in the nook of his shoulder. Sleep welcomed you back into slumber quicker than Sam changed his wallpaper.
When you woke in the morning, you thought almost nothing of falling asleep next to Peter. The only thing left to remind you was the lingering aroma of Peterās cologne, and the ghost of his arm leaving your waistline colder than the rest of your body.
You didnāt pay much mind to it, nor how frequently your train of thought seemed to derail back to Peter somehow; how snug his hold was, the way your head fit with his shoulder like a missing puzzle piece. It felt like a slowāburning ache, the way you missed him. But he was merely your best friend, and the rest of the team seemed to agree with that.
āGood morning, Sleeping Beauty.ā Sam chimed, watching you waltz into the kitchen. He leaned the small of his back against the marble countertop beside the espresso machine, waiting for the pull of his latte shots.
Your hair was still damp from your shower, and your hoodie husked over your body to protect from the looming winter chill. You arched a brow lightly at how amused he seemed to be, slowly recalling his whispered conversation with Bucky from the night prior. You decided to be coy with him. āI think youāve got your Disney movies mixed up.ā You started, pressing on your tiptoes to reach a bowl from the shelf. āWe watched Snow White last night, Sam.ā
He hummed, sounding skeptical. āWell, everybody but you and your little cuddleābug boyfriend.ā Sam tried to keep himself from laughing. He started to steam the milk heād set aside to froth to cut you off from giving a witty remark.
Boyfriend. Peter wasnāt your boyfriend, and he probably wouldnāt ever be your boyfriend. Admitting that to yourself sent a sharp jab at your heartstrings, but the pain was quick. Quick like the blush that fanned your face before you dismissed it. Quick like the pour of cereal into your bowl like the thought didnāt flash through your mind.
The steam wand simmered down, and you made it a point to let out a scoff that he could hear. āHeās not my boyfriendāā
You turned. Like an idiot, you turned, bumping bodies with someone and nearly spilled your entire bowl of cereal across the tiled floors of the kitchen. Wide eyed, you looked up, meeting the familiar stare of your best friend. His arms hovered inches from yours, but the electricity flowing between you felt like that length was much shorter. The scent of his cologne filled the room so quick, you nearly forgot how to breathe.
Peter tried to laugh off how tense the room felt, feeling safe enough to once he knew you were okay. āWhoās not your boyfriend?ā He asked, the chuckle weaving through his words, sending a pink glisten to your cheeks.
You could feel the smile Sam pressed to the lip of his mug, slurping his latte as he eyed the two of you. āIāll give you guys the room.ā With that, he left, still leaving the kitchen with just as thick of tension. It felt like he left a gigantic elephant in the room, one that had never existed to them until Sam pointed it out. He pointed it out all because you passed out on Peterās shoulder.
Shaky fingers set the bowl of cookie crisps on the kitchen island before you walked to the fridge for some milk. Your eyes stayed glued to your task, almost like you were trying to avoid eye contact with Peter for some weird reason. How odd.
āBoyfriend?ā You pressed air through your closed lips, blowing a dismissive rasberry. āI didnāt say boyfriend, I said Boygeniusāā It was a solid cover up, for sure; you thought, pouring milk over your cereal. āTheyāre performing this weekend with Clairoāā
Peter pressed his palm into the kitchen island, leaning against the structure right beside you. The body heat from him radiated into yours from your close proximity, reeling you in with how intoxicating his presence was. āY/N, are you hiding something from me?ā He faked an offended expression, mouth agape from his act of shock.
Thatās when your eyes met. And you swore that the connection of your vision sent him every thought that ran through your head. Every feeling that coursed through your veins telepathically traveled through his too. It was a second, just one second, where you felt like he shared the same conflicting feelings you did. Perhaps he felt the same attraction towards you that you felt for him.
It didnāt help that he stared down at you with such earnesty and attentive nature. His eyes glossed over every inch of your face, studying your expression like heād find the answer to his question there. You knew the exact moment that he found it, too.
Shit.
You picked up your bowl of cereal, stiffening your posture as you took careful steps backwards. āNope! Nothing. Iām not hiding anything!ā You sounded as suspicious as ever, so your escape route needed to be hasty. You opened and closed the fridge with just enough time to throw the milk in before rushing off to your bedroom.
This wasnāt the first time youād gotten these intrusiveāromantic thoughts about Peter Parker, or when youād gotten these franticāgiddy jitters around him, either. Typically, you just let them die out over a day or two and then you could find your little pocket of comfort and normalcy again.
But the second you entered your room, you saw the framed photo of what you assumed was the photo Sam took of you and Peter passed out on the couch. The second you saw it, you knew this wouldnāt die out as quickly as youād hoped. You couldnāt lie, thoughā¦It was a pretty cute photo. Although, you didnāt have too much time to dwell on the captured moment. The neonāpink sticky note on the top right corner caught your attention.
āI better get invited to the wedding, āSam.ā
Shit.
not entirely sure how i missed reposting it,
but this entire mini series is SO good. iām in love with how they write, and the whole fic is just ugh! i canāt wait for part 4.
Icarus
Pairing: mob!Bucky x tattoo artist!reader
Summary: you come home from work, only to find a mob boss in your house looking for your roommate.
Warnings: mentions of a gun, mentions of arms and drug trafficking, murder, kidnapping, torture, swearing, tattoos, gambling, think thatās it
A/n: Iām a simple girl. Mob!Bucky makes my brain go whurrrrrr. This is pure self service because I have this tattoo lol. Been along time guys whatās up?
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āLate night?ā The deep voice came from the dark.
āHoly-ā fear spiked through your heart from the unfamiliar sound, your arms dropping the bags and your back crashing into the closed front door, ā-who.. who are you?ā You asked the unfamiliar voice. Turning slightly you see the long haired, leather covered man sat in the dining room. His left arm rested on the table, the prosthetic shining, the light from the street lamp outside shining through the window. His face was half shrouded in darkness, the other half showed his eyes, a little confused but also amused.
āYouāre not Caleb.ā He replied, sitting back in the chair, tilting his head to the side and moving something that looked suspiciously pistol shaped off of the table and into the inside pocket of his jacket, you reached up and flipped on the light.
Would you ratherā¦
Beefy Steve accidentally startles you awake from a nap so abruptly from a nap that you accidentally punch him in the face
Youāre not watching where youāre going while youāre walking down the street and you slam your iced latte into beefy Buckyās chest, absolutely ruining/drenching his shirt. He is a total stranger to you at this point.
One second you're looking at your phone, your vision blurred by tears. Your boyfriend-ex boyfriend-is showing off his new girlfriend. It hasn't been a week. Not even a full seven days and now he's in so love. You never realized how one single picture could shatter your heart into pieces until now. The caption, finally found someone worth loving pierced your chest like a dagger. A tear spills over, splashing across your screen, rolling down her perfect smiling face.
Then you run into him. It all happens in slow motion. Your phone slips from your hand, clattering on the pavement. Your coffee slams into his chest. Caramel. Ice. Skim milk. Three shots of espresso. Sink into his red Henley turning it almost black as it spreads across his chest.
His very muscular chest. The one you're staring at it with your mouth wide open.
"Are you alright?" His voice, rich and deep and warm-Can voices be warm? You don't know but his is wrapping around you like a thick knitted blanket.
You still staring. You should probably stop that. In a second. Focus on breathing first and then worry about blinking.
"I'm sorry, I didn't see you."
Your eyes meet his and all you can do is nod helplessly. If his voice was warm, his eyes are pure fire, sultry and scorching and so blue you could lose yourself in them.
His thumb swipes across your cheek, wiping away the remnants of your tears. A large hand cusps your chin, tilting your face upward. His touch is assertive yet gentle and you want to lean into his palm.
"Are you okay?"
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Bucky saw you.
Moments before you collided with him.
You're stunning and he couldn't stop staring at you as you made your way down the street, he was debating if he should approach you, so sure that someone like you must already be taken. But when you lifted your face to the cloudy sky, eyes closed tightly trying to drown out the world, you intrigued him and he knew he had to take a chance.
Your eyes, beautiful and sweet, slowly cracked open, you looked around with a soft sigh that was lost under the low hum of the city, the pain brimming in them awakened a part of him that has been dormant for years. A protective, primal voice whispering to protect you, help you, take away your pain and make you happy.
So he stepped in your path.
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The team loads into the jet but you somehow end up last in and the seats around Bucky are taken so you sit on his lap. Steve/Tony tell everyone to prepare for departure so while everyone is buckling in, you pull Bucky's metal arm around your waist. Steve/Tony tell you to find your own spot with an actual seatbelt. "You really think that flimsy piece of fabric will keep me safer than this?" Bucky is smug and smirks at everyone but inside he's melting because the thing he hates most about himself makes you feel the safest. šš« š„¹
Hooked On A Feeling
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader
Word Count: 897
Summary: Bucky has always been the one who makes you feel safest and maybe, just maybe, he can start to believe it's true.
Author's Note: Hi sweets! Thank you so much for this super sweet request, I absolutely love the idea of him being readers 'seatbelt'! So cute! I hope you enjoy this and thank you for kind words! Have a lovely day! š„°Thank you all so much for reading! Much love always! ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøDivider by sweet Daisy @firefly-graphics thank you loveš„°
Warnings: soft and sweet fluff
GIF NOT MINE: Credit goes to @mcavoys thank you lovelyš
āLetās go slow poke!ā Sam shouts. āWe gotta get outta here.ā
You trudge up the platform and into the jet, your legs sore and tired from the mission.
āIām cominā, Iām comināā, you grunt.
You step foot inside and have to jump forward at the sound of the hatch beginning to close. You shoot Sam a dirty but playful glare before surveying the seating situation.
There isnāt any place to sit unless youāre going to squeeze yourself uncomfortably into the corner.
With a defeated sigh your shoulder slump and just before you resign to the worst seat ever you catch Buckyās eye. Heās staring at you, his expression soft and inviting. Ā
āGrab a seat!ā Sam shouts your way. āWeāre takinā off.ā
i am in love with this man
going to a coffee shop with bucky and him trying something other than bland black coffee for the first time ?!?!?!?!? bunch of fluff
almond milk | bucky barnes
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this is actually so fucking adorable. i can just see him looking at the menu and having no idea there was so many kinds of milk and syrups etc. then just asking him some questions about what he likes and helping him figure out what he should get. iām picturing you and him already in an established relationship so heās comfortable around you but gets shy/insecure because he doesnāt know something that seems like common sense. you comfort him and show him that you love him and want to help him learn.
āwhat the hell is a grande? like that singer you like?ā bucky grumbled, holding your hand a little tighter as you two stood in line at a nearby starbucks.
āitās a size, italian for medium. venti is a large and tall is small. i know, itās confusing. theyāll understand if you use the english words though.ā you smiled softly, looking up at your cuddly teddy bear of a super soldier.
āwhat are you getting?ā he asked, shoving his gloved metal hand into the pocket of his leather jacket. you frowned at his action, knowing he was letting his insecurities get the best of him.
Daughters Will Love Like You Do
Pairing: Peter Parker x Stark!Reader
synopsis: Peter gets hired as Morganās babysitter and tries to ease the tension between you and her
Themes: enemies to lovers, modern family references š³, sibling rivalry
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āI wouldnāt do that if I were you.ā
You screamed when you heard a voice coming from behind the open refrigerator door. You quickly shut the door and saw a boy you didnāt recognize standing in your kitchen.
āOh my God. Where did you come from?ā You asked as you put a hand over your pounding heart to calm it.
āLower east side of Queens. And you should probably put that back.ā Peter said and nodded towards the beer you had just taken from your refrigerator. Once you calmed down from the scare, you threw your guard back up and narrowed your eyes at him.
āThanks for the advice, random boy in my home, but I think Iāll stick with my original plan of getting drunk by the pool.ā You smiled sweetly at him. You started to walk out of the kitchen when Peter grabbed the beer bottle out of your hand without even touching it. He pulled the web he had used off the beer and quickly disposed of it before putting it back in the refrigerator.
āIām sorry, but I canāt let you do that. Thatās Mr. Starks beer and Iām pretty sure he doesnāt want his underage daughter drinking it.ā Peter said, sounding genuinely apologetic
āIām 20. Iām like 6 months under age.ā You rolled your eyes and went back to the refrigerator. You started to pull it open but Peter pushed it closed.
āThen in six months, I wonāt stop you.ā
āIād like to see you try and stop me now.ā You scoffed and opened the refrigerator again. You took out a bottle of beer and dangled it in his face for a moment to show him youād won. He reached for it but you yanked it back, making him stumble forward. With your faces close together now, you smirked before pushing him away.
āAs fun as this has been, I gotta go.ā You said and started to leave again.
āIām gonna have to tell Mr. Stark that youāre drinking his beer. I wouldnāt want him to think Iām the one doing it.ā Peter called after you. You froze in your tracks as you tried to think of a way to get him to keep your secret. You looked down at the silky robe you were wearing over your bathing suit and got an idea. You subtly opened the robe and pushed it open so that Peter could see your boobs in your bikini top.
āAre you sure you have to do that?ā You asked as you batted your eyes at him. Peters eyeline didnāt flinch and he didnāt so much as glance down at your busy.
āNice try.ā He chuckled. āBut I was raised by an aunt who grew up during the second wave of feminism in the 70s. Your eyes are up there. Thatās the only place Iām looking.ā
āYou have an answer for everything, donāt you? Who even are you?ā You grumbled and tied your robe shut.
āIām Peter. Your dad hired me to babysit Morgan for the week while heās away.ā
āWait, what? Why wouldnāt he ask me to babysit?ā You asked, feeling slightly insulted.
āProbably because youāre irresponsible.ā Peter shrugged.
āYou donāt even know me. What makes you think Iām irresponsible?ā
āThe beer bottle in your hand.ā Peter said simply and you realized he wasnāt trying to insult you. You sighed and handed him the beer bottle before getting a sinking feeling inside.
āI didnāt even know my dad left.ā You mumbled without looking at him. You didnāt want him to know this, but it hurt you that Tony left without saying goodbye.
āHe left this morning after his goodbye ceremony with Morgan.ā
āAfter his what?ā
āThe ceremony where they say goodbye and he gives her enough kisses and hugs for each day he wonāt be here.ā Peter explained, making you feel even worse.
āOh.ā You said quietly.
āHe doesnāt do that with you too?ā Peter asked when he saw the disappointment on his face. You quickly threw a sarcastic smile on as you put your guard back up.
āNope. Iām the first born daughter. He doesnāt do anything with me.ā You tried to laugh it off but you couldnāt hide that it hurt you. He was always so quick to shower Morgan with attention but when it came to you, you felt invisible.
āI didnāt even get a text that he was leaving.ā You said, mostly to yourself.
āDo you want to talk about it?ā Peter asked sincerely and took a step towards you. His tone was so kind that you almost gave in. But instead, you got defensive, just like you always did when someone tried to care about you.
āYeah. Can you braid my hair too? And maybe weāll even have a pillow fight?ā You said sarcastically before rolling your eyes at him.
āYour words say one thing but your tone says another.ā Peter replied. Just then, you heard a crash followed by Morgan crying in the other room.
āHm. Your boss is calling you.ā You snorted and pointed towards Morganās bedroom.
āComing Morgan.ā Peter called and ran towards her bedroom.
āHave fun playing dolls. Iāll be out by the pool.ā You called after him before grabbing a beer bottle and going out to the pool.
You laid down on one of your sun chairs and had a good fifteen minutes of quiet until you heard the sound of the sliding door.
āHi Y/n!ā Morgans muffled voice pierced through your earbuds. You took and earbud out and lowered your sunglasses to see Morgan and Peter standing by the pool.
āWhat was that?ā You asked.
āI said hi.ā Morgan repeated as she nervously played with the goggles in her hand.
āOh. Hey.ā You gave her a quick smile before putting your sunglasses back up. Morgan looked up at Peter for reassurance and he nodded at her to let her know he would handle it.
āMind if we join you?ā Peter asked as he walked up to you. He looked at your body for just a split second before looking back into your eyes.
āI do mind, actually. I came out here to get away from all the baby stuff.ā You said and gestured to the floaties in Peters hand. Morgan overheard the comment and looked down at the ground.
āDonāt worry. Weāll stick to the shallow end. Come on Morgie.ā Peter said triumphantly and went back to Morgan. You tried to go back to your music but couldnāt help but watch Peter. He tugged his shirt off and dropped it on the ground before putting on some sunblock. With the protection of your sunglasses, you unapologetically checked him out and paused your music so you could focus. Peter then knelt down and applied sunblock all over Morganās face. You couldnāt hear them, but Peter was making Morgan laugh louder than you had ever heard her. He then helped her put on her floaties before putting her goggles on her. You couldnāt help but smile at how sweet he was with her, but that fondness quickly dissipated when they started going in the water.
āPeter, wait. Can she even swim?ā You called to them as you pulled your earbuds out.
āNo. Thatās why we have floaties.ā Peter said as he held Morganās hand and walked down the pool steps with her. You chewed your bottom lip as you watched them go fully into the water. They started to splash each other but all you could think about was how little she was compared to how deep the water was. You got off your chair and walked over to them.
āWait. I donāt like this. Itās one thing when thereās a lifeguard but itās making me anxious for her to go in the pool with just me and you here. If something happensā¦ā You trailed off and looked to Peter for help.
āNothings gonna happen. Donāt worry. I have super quick reflexes and Iāll be with her the whole time.ā Peter assured you.
āBut sheās so little.ā You said nervously as you looked at Morgan.
āWatch this.ā Peter said and grabbed one of the diving rings. He dropped it but shot a web at it before it could touch the water. Your eyebrows went up and you found yourself impressed with Peter.
āIāll be even quicker if itās her. I promise. Sheāll be safe.ā Peter assured you. Curious of him now, you sat down on the edge of the pool and put your feet in the water.
āHow did you do that?ā You asked him. āYou did it before too.ā
āIām Spiderman.ā He shrugged.
āYouāre what man?ā
āSpiderman.ā
āSpiderman? So you have spider powers?ā You laughed and expected him to say no.
āYes. And itās not-ā
You cut Peter off by covering your mouth and bursting out laughing. Peter couldnāt even be upset because he was too charmed from hearing your real laugh for the first time.
āHow did you possibly get spider powers? Weāre you bitten by a super spider or something?ā You laughed and leaned your chin on your hand to look at him.
āYes.ā Peter sheepishly admitted.
āWHAT?!ā You burst out laughing again and clapped your hands.
āShut up. Your dad doesnāt even have powers. He just has a metal suit that does all the work.ā
āItās an iron suit, genius. Not metal.ā You said and tapped the side of your head. Peter gave you a look and you realized your mistake.
āIron is a metal, isnāt it?ā You asked him.
āYeah. It is.ā
āWhatever. Go play mermaids with your boss.ā You snorted and stood up.
āFine. I will. But itās really sweet that you were so worried about her.ā Peter said with a teasing smile.
āI wasnāt worried about her. Sheās not even my sister.ā You said in a quiet voice so Morgan couldnāt hear.
āSheās your half sister. Is there a difference?ā
āMy dad had her while I was a floating around as a pile of dust for five years. I donāt even know her.ā You shrugged and gestured to Morgan, who was sitting on the pool step with some mermaid dolls.
āThen why donāt you come in the pool with us and get to know her?ā Peter whispered to you.
āPass. I donāt babysit.ā
āItās not babysitting if itās family.ā
āYouāre right. At least with babysitting, you get paid.ā You said and started to walk back to your chair. Peter sighed in disappointment to see you leaving.
āCome in if you change your mind.ā Peter called after you. You gave him a sarcastic thumbs up before putting your earbuds back in.
Peter played in the pool with Morgan while you laid in the sun. You snuck glances at them every so often and Peter caught it every time.
āYou know, the pools a lot more fun when you go in it.ā Peter shouted to you.
āBoys are a lot more fun when theyāre silent.ā You shouted back.
āCome play with us Y/n!ā Morgan called to you.
āSorry. Canāt hear you.ā You said and pointed to your earbuds. Peter saw the disappointment on Morganās face and quickly reassured her.
āShe wants to play with you. Sheās just busy.ā Peter told her.
āSheās always busy. She never wants to play with me.ā Morgan said quietly.
āMaybe itās just because you guys are so far apart in age. Sheās a little too old to play.ā Peter tried to convince her.
āI guess so.ā Morgan sighed. Peter looked back over at you and made it a personal mission to get you two to connect before the week was over.
Peter didnāt see you at all the next day but caught you when you came in from a night out. You came stumbling through the front door and immediately took your heels off to ease the pain. You looked up to see Peter in his pajamas on with Morgan on his hip. He was humming something in her ear as he bounced her up and down.
āOh my God. Are you gonna breastfeed her too?ā You laughed at the sight in front of you.
āShh. I finally got her to sleep.ā Peter hushed you and checked to make sure Morgan was still asleep.
āHow? Did you tell her the story of all the girls youāve dated and she felt so uncomfortable in the silence that she fell asleep?ā You asked him.
āVery funny.ā Peter narrowed his eyes. āAnd what makes you think I havenāt dated any girls?ā
āEverything about this makes me think you havenāt dated any girls.ā You said and gestured to Peter and Morgan.
āYou may be right. But that doesnāt mean I canāt date them if I wanted to.ā Peter whispered.
āIt absolutely does.ā You whispered back and wandered into the kitchen. When you got in there, you saw a cup of water, a plate of toast, and some ibuprofen. You smiled at the kind gesture from Peter before downing the ibuprofen. He wandered into the kitchen after putting Morgan in her bed and smiled to himself when he saw you eating the toast he made for you.
āSo what about you? How many heirs and princes have you dated?ā He asked you teasingly.
āNone. I donāt date.ā
āReally? Why not?ā
āBecause boys are stupid and not worth my time.ā You shrugged and took another bite.
āI mean, thatās absolutely true on all counts, but donāt you want somebody to love?ā
āNo. I have me.ā You shrugged as you looked down at the plate of toast Peter had made you. You felt like you had let him in just a little too much and started to get defensive again.
āHow come its powerful when you donāt date but lame when I donāt?ā Peter asked as he walked closer to you.
āBecause mines a choice. Yours is sad.ā You replied. You didnāt like that you were being mean to Peter, but it was your natural instinct to push people away when they were kind to you. You looked into Peters eyes and decided to fight against your nature.
āThank you for the toast. And the water. You didnāt have to do that.ā You smiled sheepishly at him.
āNo problem. Can you just do me a favor and let me know when youāre going out next time? I donāt want to be a nag but I am the babysitter, so I kind a need to know where the babies are.ā
āFine. But just so weāre clear, youāre Morgans babysitter. Not mine.ā
āGot it.ā Peter chuckled. āAnd Iām sorry if it feels like Iām smothering you. Itās just that my natural instinct is to take care of people.ā
āAw. Youāll make a great mother one day.ā You smirked and patted his chest.
āThanks.ā He blushed. āSo where were you tonight?ā
āA party.ā You shrugged.
āOoo. Fun.ā He clicked his tongue. āDid you meet anybody worth mentioning?ā
āI just told you. I donāt date.ā
āEver?ā He asked with a teasing smile.
āNever.ā You said simply. Peter looked down at the ground and shook his head.
āHuh. Thatās too bad.ā He smiled softly as he looked up into your eyes.
āWhy is that too bad?ā You wondered.
āNo reason. Goodnight.ā Peter smiled sweetly at you before heading off to bed. You frowned in confusion but shrugged it off and went to bed as well.
The next morning, you went down to the kitchen to follow the smell of pancakes. You walked into the kitchen to find Morgan sitting at the table with a high stack of pancakes in front of her. Peter was busy giving her pancakes a face using whip cream before squirting some whip cream into his mouth. When he looked up, he made eye contact with you and quickly put his mouth over his hand.
āY/n. Hi.ā He said with a mouthful of whip cream.
āHey Peter. Having fun?ā You laughed and raised your eyebrows at him.
āGood morning. Breakfast?ā Peter asked and handed you a plate of pancakes.
āThanks. You make a pretty good housewife.ā You winked at him and took the plate.
āYou mean that?ā Peter blushed and pretended to tuck hair behind his ear. You laughed and rolled your eyes at him before taking a seat at the kitchen counter. He sat across from you before talking some pancakes for himself.
āSo how come youāre staying here for the week? Shouldnāt you be in school or something?ā
āIām off this week. Spring break.ā Peter told you.
āHold on. Youāre spending your spring break babysitting a five year old? Exactly how much is my dad paying you?ā
āNothing. He said he needed a babysitter on short notice and I want him to know Iām as reliable as I am responsible.ā Peter shrugged and took a sip from his coffee. You raised a skeptical eyebrow at him and he looked away from you.
āPlus, he pays for my tuition.ā He mumbled.
āAh, there it is.ā You snorted. āIām just saying, he pays for my tuition too but that doesnāt mean Iād willingly change a diaper.ā
āI go on the big girl potty now.ā Morgan said, making you roll your eyes.
āCongrats. Same.ā You said sarcastically. You thought Peter would laugh but he just looked at Morgan to see if she was okay.
āYou just donāt see the appeal because youāve lived in a place like this your entire life. I live in a s-h-i-t-t-y apartment thatās the size of your walk in closet. Plus, I love kids. So why wouldnāt I spend a week living in mansion with a great kid?ā Peter shrugged, making sure Morgan overheard.
āBecause you have no friends to hang out with instead?ā You asked sarcastically.
āFunny.ā He rolled his eyes. āWhat about you? Youāve been home most of the week too.ā
āI donāt feel like going out.ā You shrugged and took a bite of your pancake.
āWhy not? Donāt you have daddyās credit card to spend?ā Peter teased you right back.
āDonāt you have your virginity to keep forever?ā You whispered so Morgan couldnāt hear.
āListen, since youāre asking nicely, Iāll give it to you.ā Peter said and held up his hands.
āWoah. What would your feminist aunt say to that?ā You laughed.
āSheād tell me I was the most handsome and special boy in the world.ā Peter shrugged, making you laugh again.
āYou know what, I think she may be right.ā You humored him, making Peter blush. You were enjoying the time you got to spend with him, only to be interrupted but Morgan tugging on his sleeve.
āPeter, can we go play now?ā She asked.
āWeāre talking, Morgan.ā You said, a little coldly.
āOh. I can go play by myself.ā She said sadly and took a step back.
āNo, itās okay. Go head to your room. Iāll be there in a minute.ā Peter quickly assured her. You couldnāt hide the disappointment on your face as Peter chose her over you. You knew it was silly, but it hurt you to see him get up. Youād been having a nice conversation and now he was gonna run off the second Morgan needed attention. It reminded you of your relationship with your dad and that made hot tears of frustration come to your eyes. You got out of your seat before Peter could see you cry but he stopped you.
āY/n, wait. Please stay.ā He said, sounding a little desperate. You stopped and turned to him wigh folded arms.
āWhy donāt you join us? We can all hang out together.ā Peter suggested. He was feeling the same connection you were and didnāt want to leave, but his job was to be with Morgan. Deep down, you knew that, but it still hurt to see him leave you at a moments notice. You looked between him and Morgan as a familiar sinking feeling set in.
āI already told you. I donāt babysit.ā You said and started to walk away.
āMaybe we can talk later?ā He called after you, but you didnāt respond. Peter sighed before putting on a happy face for Morgan.
After sulking in your room for a little bit, you decided to go check on Peter and Morgan. You couldnāt help but overhear the constant laughter coming from Morganās room and wanted to see what could possibly be that funny. But most of all, you felt guilty for the way you behaved in the kitchen and wanted to say hi to show them you were sorry.
You pushed open Morganās door and burst out laughing when you saw Peter in sparkly red lipstick, messy blue eyeshadow, and hot pink blush. All this was topped off by the three curlers he had in his hair.
āOh. This is good.ā You laughed and took out your phone to take a picture.
āSee Morgie? I told you you were a natural at makeup.ā Peter said, making her smile.
āCan I give you a makeover Y/n?ā Morgan asked hopefully.
āHard pass. Iām not trying to look like that.ā You laughed and pointed to Peter, making Morganās smile fall.
āIf you didnāt come for a makeover then why are you here?ā Peter asked you.
āI just wanted to see what you two dorks were doing.ā You shrugged. āAnd I wanted to tell you Iām going out tonight. Since you asked me to tell you.ā
āOh. Okay.ā Peter nodded as his disappointment set in. He hoped to get to talk to you some more after Morgan went to bed, but now he knew heād spend the night alone.
āSee you later, Pete.ā You waved to him before shutting the door.
āBye Y/n! I love you.ā Morgan called after you.
āYou too.ā You unenthusiastically called back.
Tensions were high the next day when you didnāt come down for breakfast. You didnāt feel like seeing Morgan or Peter so you stayed in your room until you needed to eat. You got a snack from kitchen but got distracted by Morganās voice in the other room.
āOops.ā Morgan said following the sound of glass shattering. You ran into the room and saw a picture frame on the floor in many pieces.
āWhat happened?ā You gasped and pulled her away from the frame so she wouldnāt get cut by the glass. Once she was safely away, you went to go inspect the frame.
āIām sorry. It was an accident.ā Morgan apologized. When you saw the picture she had broken was the only picture of you and Tony in the entire house, you felt something snap inside. You had to walk by wall after wall that was covered in pictures of Morgan from the years you were snapped away. There were family portraits that you werenāt in all over the place but the one photo that Tony hung up of the two of you when you were five now laid in pieces on the ground. You looked to the side and saw the one of million of Morganās toys that had done the damage.
āUgh! You did this on purpose you little brat.ā You stamped your foot and felt more like the brat yourself.
āWoah. Whatās going on in here?ā Peter ran into the room when he heard the shouting.
āShe broke a picture frame.ā You said and picked the picture of out of the glass.
āOn accident!ā Morgan quickly explained.
āOh please.ā You scoffed and folded your arms. Peter knelt down beside Morgan and pulled her into his arms.
āY/n, sheās five. I really donāt think it was on purpose.ā Peter said in a kind tone.
āItās the one picture hanging up around here that sheās not in. How could it not be on purpose?ā
āI didnāt mean to. Iām sorry.ā Morgan whined.
āYou know what? Things were so much better before you got here.ā You snapped and stormed out of the room with the picture still in your hand.
You sat in your room for a little while until you heard a knock at your door. You hoped it was Morgan so you could tell her you were sorry for overreacting, but it was Peter that opened your door.
āHey. Any interest in some hot coco?ā Peter asked as he peaked his head into your room. You were sitting on your bed with your chin resting on your knees as you stared at the picture of you and Tony.
āDonāt. Donāt be nice to me right now. I donāt deserve it.ā
āIf it makes you feel any better, she cried the other day because she didnāt like the spoon I gave her for her ice cream. Five year olds donāt really have control over their emotions yet.ā Peter said as he took a seat on your bed.
āNeither do 20 year olds.ā You mumbled and turned away from him.
āDo you think we could talk?ā He asked and set the hot chocolate down on your nightstand.
āWhat do you want, Peter? An explanation?ā You sighed. āI have nothing to tell you. I donāt know why Iām so angry all the time. I wish I knew but I donāt. So just go away before I snap at you too.ā
āI donāt need an explanation. I just want to know what youāre thinking. I hate it when things are unbeknownst to me.ā
You laughed at his choice of words and reluctantly looked at him. He looked like he genuinely wanted to know what was bothering you, so you let your guard down.
āI disappear for a couple years and when I come back, my dad is married and has another daughter. And I wasnāt there for any of it. He dated my mom for years but always told her he wasnāt the marriage type. Then all the sudden, I get blipped and gets married to his assistant and has a kid with her? He doesnāt even talk to my mom anymore. And he barely makes time for me.ā You said for the first time out loud. Peter stayed silent as he listened to you but put his hand over yours to let you know he understood. You felt tears come to your eyes the more you thought about it.
āI justā¦I just feel like he completely moved on to his new family. Iām the only part of his life that still hangs around and sometimesā¦ā
āSometimes what?ā Peter asked when you trailed off.
āI feel like he doesnāt want me anymore. I think he wishes I wasnāt around.ā You admitted as your tears spilled onto your cheeks.
āWhat? Thatās crazy.ā
āIs it? I feel like Iām just his random adult kid from an old relationship that hangs around his house while he raises his new kid with his new wife.ā
āIām sure he doesnāt feel that way. Youāre his firstborn. Youāre irreplaceable.ā
āI thought I was. Until he replaced me.ā You said as you stared at the picture of you and Tony. Peter looked at the picture too and smiled a little. You were about Morganās age in it and smiling wider than he had ever seen before. You traced the outline of your dad with your fingernail and let out a sigh.
āI know I could be nicer to her. I know sheās just a kid. But she was already five by the time I first met her. I never saw her grow up. We never had a chance to bond because I wasnāt there. Now Iām here and I have no idea how to connect with her so I donāt even bother trying. Iām not good with kids like you are. I have no idea how to talk to them.ā
āIs that the only reason you wonāt play with her?ā Peter wondered. You looked him in the eyes and smirked a little, knowing he saw right through you.
āI resent her.ā You admitted. āI resent her for replacing me. My dad missed me so much that he had another kid and now, Iām nothing to him. Iām just Morganās older sister. I can never measure up to her.ā
āYouāre a lot more than that. Youāre you. And there is nothing replaceable about that.ā Peter said as he rubbed his thumb over your knuckles. You looked at your intertwined hands and smiled a little.
āPlus I had to teach Morgan how to put her hands in her pockets yesterday. She didnāt even know how. So thereās not much to measure up to.ā Peter added, making you laugh.
āWhy are you so good at this?ā
āBecause. Itās my job to take care of Tony Starks daughters.ā Peter shrugged.
āWait, he didnāt actually ask you to look after me, did he?ā You raised an eyebrow.
āHere. Why donāt you read the text.ā Peter offered as he handed you his phone. You looked at him skeptically before taking his phone to read his texts.
āHey Penis Pecker tell me what you got for number seven on the geometry homework or I will stick my finger up your-ā
āOops. Wrong text.ā Peter quickly grabbed the phone. āThatās my friend Flash. Here.ā
You laughed at him before looking at the new text he had pulled up.
āHey Pete the treat. Thanks again for offering to babysit. Iām sure youāll have your hands full with my youngest, but please keep an eye on my Y/n too. She seems distant lately and Iām not sure if sheās a typically youth raging against the machine or if thereās really something bothering her. Her door is always closed when I try to go talk to her so maybe you can get through to her in a way I canāt with your youthful boyishness.ā You read off Peters phone. You felt tears come to your eyes to see all your fears put to rest.
āHeās right. You are very boyish.ā You laughed softly and wiped your face.
āHe cares about you. He just doesnāt know how to show it.ā Peter assured you as he brushed some of your hair off your forehead.
āI guess I donāt really give him a chance. But he could still try harder. He didnāt even say goodbye to me before he left.ā You pointed out.
āThatās my fault. He was about to go into your room to say goodbye and I kinda told him not to.ā Peter sheepishly confessed.
āWhat? Why?ā
āI sorta gave him the idea that if he gave you some space, youād come to him. I told him not to try so hard.ā He admitted.
āYouāre giving my dad parenting advice?ā You chuckled.
āYeah. And clearly I should stop because it didnāt work. I tried to help him out but I just ended up hurting you.ā Peter sighed and shook his head in embarrassment.
āI donāt know. I think itās sweet you tried to help him.ā You said as you played with his fingers. Peter blushed all the way to his ears as he looked up into your eyes.
āYouāre sweet in general.ā You smiled softly. āYouāre a really nice guy, Peter. I donāt know why Iām so mean to you. I donāt know why Iām so mean to everyone.ā
āThatās okay. I know why.ā Peter said and nudged you a little.
āYou do?ā
āYeah. Itās probably because youāre on your period.ā Peter said sweetly. You narrowed your eyes at him before cracking a smile.
āOh really?ā You humored him.
āYep. Women are really overemotional. Itās not your fault. If you learned to plug it up-ā
āItās less funny and more offensive now.ā You cut him off.
āIāll stop.ā He said immediately. You laughed and looked into his eyes again. This time, you didnāt feel the urge to push him away. Instead, you wanted him closer.
āDo you think me, you, and Morgan could hang out tonight?ā You asked him.
āI donāt know which one of us would love that more. Me or her.ā Peter grinned.
āProbably you, perv.ā You mumbled out of the corner of your mouth.
āYeah. Who am I kidding? Its definitely me.ā Peter chuckled. You looked down at your intertwined hands again before giving Peters hand a squeeze.
āWhat if Iām not good at talking to her?ā You asked without looking at him.
āKids are easy to talk to. All kids really want is two things, to be happy and to make you happy. So just match their excitement when they speak and say what you think will make them feel special.ā
āYou think I can do it? Iām kinda a bitch.ā
āI know you can do it. Come on. Letās go see what sheās up to.ā Peter said and led you out of the room with his hand. You got to Morgans room and knocked on her door without ever dropping Peters hand.
āHey Morgan. Mind if I join?ā You asked as you entered her room.
āReally? You wanna?ā She asked excitedly.
āOf course. Where can I sit?ā You asked when you saw the tea party she had set up with some of her stuffed animals.
āRight here. Next to me.ā Morgan patted the spot next to her that was conveniently left empty. When you sat down beside her, you saw there was a place card with your name on it that Morgan had made. Your name was sloppily written in crayon with hearts all around it.
āThis is so cute. Howād you know I was coming?ā You asked and picked up the card to see it better.
āI always leave this seat open for you in case you ever want to play with me.ā Morgan explained as she poured you some pretend tea. You froze and looked up at Peter, who gave you a reassuring smile. The urge to shut her out went away and instead, you wrapped and arm around her.
āThanks, Morgan. That was really sweet of you. Itās the best seat in the house.ā You said and hugged her to your side. Morgan eagerly hugged you back before turning to Peter.
āPeter, can you get a tiara for Y/n please?ā
āGems or feathers?ā Peter asked her. Morgan looked at you and you seemed to read each others mind.
āFeathers.ā You said in unison. Peter smirked and got a tiara with pink feathers out of Morgans toy box.
āOoo. Just my style.ā You danced a little as you put the tiara on your head. While you did that, Morgan placed a sparky blue tiara on Peters head.
āHow do I look?ā He asked you.
āVery handsome. Like a prince.ā You answered, making him blush.
āPeter is Queen of Spiderlandia.ā Morgan explained to you.
āIs he now? Very impressive. And what are you the queen of?ā You asked Morgan.
āIām not the queen. Iām the princess.ā Morgan replied as she pulled a drawing out from under her teacup. She handed it to you and you saw a stick figure of a girl with your colored hair in a poorly drawn tower. Down below, a stick figure with Morganās hair color stood on the ground with a sword in her hand.
āYouāre the queen. But youāve been locked in your room by an evil force that Peter said was called āpubertyā. And thatās why you never leave your room.ā Morgan explained her drawing to you. You felt sad inside to hear the explanation she had made for herself to justify why you never left your room, but you kept on a happy face for her.
āAw. Did Peter say that?ā You smiled sarcastically at him.
āI donāt think Peter said that.ā Peter said quickly.
āIām the princess. And itās my job to set you free.ā Morgan continued as she pointed to her stick figure at the bottom of the drawing.
āWell thank you, princess. Your work here is done. You set me free. Now I can come to your tea parties.ā You smiled softly at her as you tucked her hair behind her ear.
āReally? You will?ā She asked hopefully.
āI will. So I can come hang out with my sister.ā You nodded and she threw her arms around you. You stiffened at first, then hugged her back. Peter watched with a proud smile as the two of you finally connected.
āOne sugar cube or two?ā Peter asked you and held up the bowl of pretend sugar cubes.
āTwo please.ā You said and held up your tea cup.
āOne for me.ā Peter said out loud as he pretended to put a sugar cube in his cup. You couldnāt help but laugh at how dedicated he was to the performance.
āAnd eight for Princess Morgan.ā He said and pretended to put exactly eight cubes into her cup.
āEight?ā You laughed in surprise.
āIām five. Give me a break.ā She shrugged and took a sip of her pretend tea.
āYou sound just like dad.ā You laughed again and Morgan smiled proudly.
āSpeaking of dad. Mr. Stark just texted me.ā Peter said as he checked his phone.
āWhat did he say?ā You wondered.
āOh wow. Heās home early.ā Peter read off his screen.
āHe is?ā Morgan asked.
āHe is.ā Tony said from the doorway, making you all jump.
āWell look at that. My girls are getting along. Isnāt that something?ā Tony smiled fondly and leaned against the doorframe.
āDaddy!ā Morgan cheered and ran to hug him. Tony scooped her up and kissed her cheek before looking at you.
āHey Y/n.ā Tony said in a low voice and threw up a peace sign.
āYouāre so weird.ā You laughed and got up to hug him. Tony froze in surprise and looked at Peter for answers. Peter gave him a double thumbs up so Tony hugged you back tightly.
āI missed you.ā You said as you rested your head on his shoulder.
āI missed you more, sour patch. Is this the part where youāre sweet again?ā Tony smiled teasing at you but sounded genuinely curious.
āNope. Now get out. Iām spending time with my sister.ā You said playfully and pointed out the door.
āSo Peter can stay but I canāt?ā Tony pretended to be offended.
āYep. Girls only.ā You replied. Peter cleared his throat and you gave him an apologetic smile.
āSorry.ā You mumbled. Tony kissed your cheek before leaving Morganās room. You took her hand and sat back down at the little table to continue your tea party.
āHey Morgan, do you think you could do my makeup after this?ā You asked as you pretended to pour her some more tea.
āYeah! Do you have somewhere special to go?ā Morgan asked excitedly.
āI do. After this, Peter and I are going on a date.ā You said simply, making Peter choke on his fake tea.
āReally?ā Morgan gushed.
āReally?ā Peter asked hopefully.
āYeah. So make me look really pretty, okay?ā You said and tapped Morganās nose.
āOkay.ā She grinned and went to get her makeup kit.
āA date, huh? I thought I couldnāt get those.ā Peter said
āYeah, well.ā You shrugged and sipped your tea. āNever say never.ā
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āYeah, well.ā You shrugged and sipped your tea.
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The forgotten child
Pairing's : fem! reader x peter parker, tony stark daughter! x tony stark, tony stark daughter! x peter parker
Warnings: really sad angst, jealousy, daddy issues, neglect, lmk if i missed anything! :)
Summary: dad of the year award? surely isn't going too him
a/n : I know the gif doesn't really match the theme of this story I just really liked it. I did not reread this so please ignore any grammar mistakes. Also, I'm not sure if i wrote a panic attack correctly but I wrote based on what their like for me. hope you all enjoy!
you really tried not to become the forgotten child, always tried you're very hardest to live up to your father expectations, trying to make him proud in hope's he'd show some form of attention.
always studying to get straight a's even through countless anxiety attacks from fear of failing and disappointing your father.
all you ever wanted was reassurance, and if you ever got lucky enough a "You did a good job" after getting a high score on a test.
but it never came, it would forever be something you longed to hear. he would usually just mumble a small, quiet "congrats" as his mind stayed focused on his work and his eyes stuck to the blueprint laid out on the table Infront of him.
you always tried you're best not to feel jealous whenever your father held morgan, you had no ressentiment towards morgan whatsoever, in fact she was the one that kept you smiling most days. although you couldn't help but feel your heart tighten from jealousy as you watched them have daddy daughter time
you really did try you're best to be happy for your younger sister, but you couldn't ignore that aching feeling. all you wanted was the attention she had that your heart ached so desperately for, but it never came despite your countless attempts.
you we're astound to hear a new avenger had been recruited, you always enjoyed meeting new people. mainly because they gave you attention they didn't even know you craved.
you always seeked to see the best in people, no matter what the circumstances we're. including peter parker, there was nothing wrong with him, he wasn't a bad person in fact quite a good one, and if you weren't so envious of him you possibly could have been friends with the boy. but you watched how peter and your father clicked so easily becoming like father and son.
it made the knots in your stomach tighten as you watched them spend time together, it made you feel as if something was wrong with you, like maybe if you tried harder or changed, he'd give you the attention you deserved.
your mother, pepper always said he loved you just as much as he loved morgan or even peter, but you knew the truth as much as you ignored it you knew. but oh, how you wish he did.
"Mom, I'm home" you called out knowing if father was home, he wouldn't answer you. after not receiving an answer, you decided to look through the house in search of your mother, after a couple of minutes searching you still hadn't found her and decided she probably went out and took morgan with her. you heard talking but it sounded like your father, and peter?? "what's peter doing here?" you wondered. you decided to peak you're head through the door and saw peter and tony standing with their backs faced away from you, working on some upgrades for peter's suit.
"you're a pretty great kid peter" tony told him as he smiled at him patting his shoulder. a wave of jealously hit your chest as you watched them, your throat tightening. "Thank you, Mr. stark," peter smiled cheekily as your fingers clenched into a fist at your side.
"Becoming like my son."
once those words left Tony's lips, your mouth went dry, your head aching as you backed away from the door as quietly as possible, you're breathing picking up rapidly. you quickly made your way to your room, tears forming in your eyes, you walked into your room and shut the door softly as your hands started shaking as you paced around your room quickly, trying to stop the tears from rolling down your cheeks. you never liked crying, it made you feel weak.
you're breathing came out in heavy gasp as you struggled to breathe. you leaned against the wall coughing as you squeezed your eyes shut as you tried to stop the words from replaying in your mind.
"Becoming like my son" continuously echoed through your head as soft sobs left your lips, you didn't want to feel this way, envious of what your father and peter had. it's not peter's fault about what your father feels about you so why hold him accountable. he'll never love you, at least not like he loves peter. you can't figure out why? you always tried you're best to impress him, but nothing seemed to be enough for him, it's like he didn't even care about your existence.
you stumbled over to your bed, taking deep breathes as your body grew exhausted from crying. you plopped down on your bed tiredly as you snuggled up against your blanket that was where your pillows we're supposed to be, you grabbed a pillow and hugged it too sleep.
you didn't want to put the blame on peter because it wasn't his fault, but a little piece of your heart blamed peter parker.
a/n: CLIFFHANGER!?!? I decided to leave it for now because I haven't come up with an ending that I thought fit the way I wanted so if you guys have ideas, please let me know. reblog's are highly appreciated, thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed!
youāre my secret santa?
you give remus a gift he thought heāll never have.
warnings: none
tags: remus is a sweet boy basically wbk, 1.2 wc, part two of my christmas event!
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three taps (kaz brekker x reader)
summary: kaz taps three times. itās his way to say i love you, i care.
or
the three times it took jesper to realize that three taps were something more than a meaningless habit.
warnings: violence, blood, implied se*ual as*ault (not detailed at all and very brief)
a/n: did i write this in less than a day? yes. did the inspiration come to me at six am? also yes. what about your other 50 wip, anna? did you write anything for them? nope.
hope you enjoyed reading this one as much as i enjoyed writing it <3
i. tap, tap, tap
Jesper had seen him do it more times than he could count. It was Kazās thing. Three taps, index finger hitting a wooden table, thumb brushing against a map or cane harshly meeting the floor. Most times they were fast taps, like a subconscious action, coming and going before anyone could give it any mind. Other times, however, they were slower, more emphasized, as if trying to make a point. Jesper was used to the taps, as he imagined (Y/N) and Inej also were. The sound came prior to every heist, prior to pronouncing the words of luck (no mourners, no funerals).
It was Kazās habit, something he probably did without even realizing, and Jesper couldnāt help but find it oddly comforting, a routine that somehow eased his nerves. (The world could be going to war, Ketterdam could be crashing down in flames, and Kaz would still tap three times. There was a sense of safety in that.)
It wasnāt until Jesper had a closer look that he realized the action was perhaps not as meaningless as he believed.
ii. cane meets ground three times: come back to me, iām here
(Y/N) had known Kaz the longest out of all of them. Jesper hadnāt known the Slat without her, he hadnāt known Kaz without her. Sheād always been there, a person in which the Dregs often found solace and always obtained an ear to listen without judgment. (Y/N) was a walking contradiction, soft around the edges yet powerful enough to bring the toughest people to their knees. She was everything Kaz wasnāt, maybe that was the reason they complimented each other as well as they did.
hello & welcome to my, kinktober.
requests are : OPEN
i write for anyone in marvel , stranger things, and harry potter.
KINKS I WILL NOT WRITE FOR : scat , puke , piss, ( that may be it. iāll add to the list as i see fit. thank you.)
send your requests whenever, just be patient with me please. i am trying my damndest to get back into writing and i am hoping this will give me something to look forward too. thank you. ā”
itās almost fall and that means itās time to change my personality to āobsessed with jess marianoā
he reads i canāt help it
happy gilmore girls seasonšš
lovers
pairing/s; george weasley x fem!reader
warning/s;Ā none
word count;Ā -1k
summary;Ā alba from twitter āokay so it definitely has to be height difference because thatās shitās CUTE and heās actually tall as fuck???? and also maybe like⦠almost kissing???? and and and idk wearing each otherās clothes AAAAAAā
a/n; Ā i was gonna do a lil bit of angst but i couldnāt do that to poor georgie he goes thru so much already š„ŗ this is something i wanted to make for my friend alba for her birthday! happy birthday!
āgeorge, hon?ā you called from the kitchen of the burrow, on your tip-toes trying to reach the flour that was on the highest shelf.
almost instantly, you felt a presence towering just behind you. you startled and dropped to your heels, tilting your head up to face your incredibly tall boyfriend.
ācalm down, love. ās only me.ā george chuckled as he pressed a kiss to the top of your forehead and effortlessly grabbed the flour at the same time.
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i quite literally just woke up but this was on my timeline and i had to read it !
it was so adorable, & quite funny. āthe git shoved me into the fireplace to get to you, nearly died i did.ā sent me howling. thank you for such a cute read <3
Chapter 7 - Big Brother
Warnings: cursing, George and Fred arguing, angry George, sad Fred
Summary: An overprotective Fred confronts George and Y/N about the nature of their relationship.
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George Weasley x fem!reader Warnings: none Summary: Beginning of multi-chapter fic. British boy meets American girl. ~ā¢~ā¢~ Hogwarts, Spring
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"I don't see why you're so upset. I think they make a cute couple." Ginny smiled at George and Y/N lounging on their usual spot by the fire.
Fred opened his mouth, then closed it, pinching his lips together. 'Ridiculously cute.' But, there was no way in hell he was admitting that out loud.
A painful tightness formed in his chest at the sound of his brother and Y/N laughing. "Of course George would fall for the girl who lives half a world away and is leaving at the end of the year."
"So?" Ginny shrugged. "Long distance relationships are not unheard of, you know." She glanced up and slapped Fred's hand away from his mouth. "Stop biting your nails! You're making them bleed."
"Oi, Ginny! That hurt." Fred rubbed the burgeoning red mark on the back of his hand.
Ginny rolled her eyes. "Don't be such a baby. And stop worrying so much."
"But, this isn't going to end well." Fred whined, gesturing toward his twin and Y/N.
"Maybe. Maybe not. But George has to live his own life. You can't protect him forever."
"He's not ready for a broken heart, Ginny."
"No one ever is, doesn't matter if it's their first or their fiftieth."
this entire series is just.. *CHEFS KISS*
older brother | g.weasley
you and georgeās relationship throughout the years
masterlist for series
warnings: blood , werewolf , broken bones !
older brother thatās also a twin, is how you were introduced to george weasley. his twin following behind with a face covered in flour and george trying to sneak past both you and ron.
you having older sisters, understood. you and ron both swore to never like each others siblings and to stay bestfriends.
that was the plan until your first night in the burrow went for a turn.
you and ron had a brilliant idea to sneak out of the burrow. just for a walk, you hadnāt planned on going far.
but what the two of you hadnāt taken into mind, was that tonight was a full moon.
so when you first heard the howl, the both of you froze. not knowing what to do you guys scrambled towards the tree infront of you. thanking godric both of your siblings had taught you how to climb a tree growing up.
the howling had started getting distant and you and ron had both sighed in relief. both of you climbing down, you were positive this night had gone well. until you lost balance and dropped to the ground, hearing a twig snap underneath you.
ābloody hell y/n, are you alright?!ā ron rushed to your side trying to help you up but you slid your ankle from underneath your butt the most gentle way you could. feeling it grow wet.
āron, can you go fetch your parents?ā ācanāt we just walk. theyāll murder us if they catch us out here.ā āron i donāt think i can walk, and you most definitely cannot carry me.ā
the little moonlight that was on ronās face showed his eyes go wide and his face pale just a bit. though he couldnāt see your ankle, when he went to grab it he felt the blood.
āiāll be right back. stay quiet.ā he started running as fast as he could back to the burrow. it wasnāt like you were too worried, whatever happened molly could most likely fix it.
it had been a while, and you finally heard footsteps coming closer. someone had dropped by your side . āy/n , itās george. are you all right?ā 
āno. i think somethings broken. and i am most definitely bleeding. itās all numb though so i canāt tell.ā ron muttered georgeās name. george paid no attention to the boy ahead and yanked his shirt off to wrap it around your leg. āGEORGE!ā that was enough to get the redheads attention.
on the other side of you, was a werewolf approaching you, george had pulled you behind him the best he could and stayed completely still. ron nearly pissing his pants infront of you guys. right as the werewolf lunged a wave of red flew at it sending it tumbling.
an out of breath bill weasley stood beside ron. his wand up and his hand on his leg trying to catch his breath. āfred woke me. bloody hell you got yourselves into a mess.ā
george let out a breath, gripping your side and pulling you into him so he could lift you safely.
thatās when you calmed down enough to realize what was happening.
you were in the arms of your bestfriends older brother. who put himself in between you and a werewolf. the older brother who smelled extremely good for it being 2 in the morning.
your stomach twirled as he held you closer and ran to the burrow, bill beside him and ron infront. too scared to be there when the werewolf wakes up.
your blood dripped allover georgeās stomach. none of you knew the severity of it. ron laying some towels down on the couch so they could lay you down. all three of their eyes went wide when a tired charlie turned on the light. and charlie mocked their looks when he seen your leg.
ābill. go wake mum.ā bill didnāt even doubt what charlie had said and ran up the stairs. āiām sure itās nothing you canāt fix charlie. why fetch your mum!ā you spoke sitting up and looking down at your leg. a bone poking out of your thigh. and thatās when things went black.
a/n : i know this oneās messy. but i needed a dramatic reason for you to like george, why not him saving your life? ( or somewhat. more bill doing the saving, but atleast george ran to your rescue .)
itās been awhile, i unfortunately have been on a hiatus as my life has been crazy, ++ iāve been on a writing block! i deeply apologize and love u allš«¶š»