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You ARE incredible . You Are smart . You Are worthy of things you dream of . There is NO ONE who can take that away from you . Your power knows no bounds . Your strength and wisdom shines through . You ARE a power woman . Everyday day you are enough .

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Locked out

Summary- Tommy and reader get locked out of the Garrison after a close call. Tommy is hurt and reader takes charge.

Warnings- fluff, angst, blood, cheesy righting. 

Pairing - Tomm Shelby x Reader

“ Turn right here.” Tommy pointed. Y/n had found Tommy lying on the ground holding his abdomen. Y/n was busy working when she realised Tommy hadn’t come back from his meeting. It was very normal for Tommy’s meetings to go late, but for some reason y/n felt that something was off. She had been working for Tommy since Grace died. The family thought it would be wise to hire someone with a knowledge of first aid and since y/n had been a nurse during the war and had been working as a secretary since then she fit perfectly in the business. Tommy’s groaning was getting louder, y/n knew what a dying man looked like and she knew how much time he had before it was life threatening.  They arrived at the Garrison and Tommy held y/n’s hand as she guided Tommy to the back door. Y/n had kept most of the medical equipment in the Garrison. She gave free medical treatments to many of the people in small heath. Tommy didn’t mind as long as she did her job well. When y/n went to open the door her key snapped in the door. She groaned and hit the door. Tommy laughed bitterly and sat on the floor.

“ It’s no use love.” Tommy said as he took a drink out of a flask. Y/n ignored Tommy and looked at the window. She walked to Tommy and took the flask out of his hand. 

“ What the bloody hell?” Tommy yelled. Y/n walked to the window and used the flask to break the window. She used her dress to protect her hands and climbed through the window. Y/n unlocked the door from the inside and told Tommy to go to the office that had now been turned into a treatment room. Y/n washed her hands and put on a clean apron. Tommy was on the small bed in the treatment room with his shirt up. Y/n closed her eyes for a moment and tried to push memories of the war away. She took a deep breath and opened her eyes. Tommy watched y/n move around the room. He had never seen someone as comfortable with blood and violence as she was, it pained him to think she was also in the war. Someone as kind and gentle should not have been in a place of war fair. Y/n gave Tommy pain killers and told him to lay down. She was gentle and quick with her treatment. Y/n stitched the cut in his abdomen and cleaned the wounds on his chest. Y/n washed the skin around the wound with warm water. Y/n had a spare shirt in a drawer for occasions like these. She watched him as he carefully put the shirt on, she tried not to stare but it was difficult when he looked like that. She shook her head out of the thoughts that ran through her mind.

“ Well your abdomen is done but you seem to have a few cuts on your face.” Y/n stated. Tommy was mesmerised by her movements. Her delicate touch seemed to heal him more then the treatment. Once Tommy had been treated y/n took him back to the car. Fuelled with pain killers and exhausted by the day, Tommy fell asleep on the car ride to his home. 

Tommy woke up in his bed in severe pain. He heard a gentle knock on the door followed by a creek with the door being opened. 

“ Hello Tommy, I brought you some pain killers and something to eat. You’re probably not hungry but you need to eat.” y/n said as she sat next to Tommy on the bed. 

“ I don’t need the pain killers, but I will take the food.” Tommy smiled. Y/n rolled her eyes.

“ Don’t be a hero, take the pain killers.” Y/n said. Tommy smiled and put his hand on y/n’s.

“ I don’t need the pain killers as long as you stay with me.” Tommy whispered. Y/n froze, she wasn’t sure if she had heard him correctly. Tommy pulled her close to his chest. Y/n gently lay on him, avoiding any areas that would hurt him. Tommy smiled and played with y/n’s hair while eating the food she brought. This is how y/n and Tommy spent the next 3 days. Y/n would spend all day with Tommy, reading books, listening to music, helping him shower, getting him food. Tommy had never healed so quickly from a wound before. He was beginning to think it was more than just his abdomen wound that was healing. 

“ Tommy, you know you don’t need me anymore right. Your wounds are basically healed. “ Y/n said while Tommy has his head on y/ns lap. Tommy looked up and smiled. 

“ So you’re saying Im ready to get back into action?” Tommy whispered. Y/n nodded. Tommy sat up and pulled y/n for a kiss. Y/n smiled and eagerly kissed him back. 

“ I hope you don’t do this with all your patients.” Tommy mumbled between kisses. 

“ Shut up.” Y/n laughed

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Love in the air ( One shot)

Summary : Tommy and y/n in a love bubble

Warnings : fluff

Pairing: Tommy x reader

The house was empty , besides one room. The fire was lit , a glass of red wine was poured . Music playing from the gramophone . Y/n’s eyes closed as she listened to one of her favourite songs . A smile made a way to her face as she thought of all the memories she had with this song. It was her and Tommy’s wedding song. The song was more chipper then the Shelby’s were used . Y/n could still remember all the drunken singing and dancing from the night. She often listened to music when Tommy was at work. Today was like no other . She tended to the horses . Sent her children to school . Helped Ada with the company . Retrieved the kids from school . Ate dinner . Washed them . Sent them to bed. Now she was waiting from Tommy to come home. She knew he was going to be late . He told her as much when he left before the crack of dawn . What she wasn’t expecting was him coming home to her dancing in her night gown.

“ My dear y/n . You have made this day much better.” Tommy said as he leaned against the door.

“ Tommy !!!” Y/n ran and jumped into Tommy’s arms . Tommy caught her with ease . Laughing at his wife. He kissed her ass she wrapped her legs around his waist.

“Tommy , you have missed so much ! Marry-Ann had her foul . A strapping boy . And the kids named him Stomper.” Y/n said in between kisses.

“ You’re wearing a new night gown.” Tommy replied.

“ Yes I am. What do you think.” Y/n said as she posed while in Tommy’s arms. Y/n had put on a red lace gown that left little to the imagination.

“ I think we need to have a dance. I need to see you move.” Tommy said as he put y/n down. He bowed and took her hand . He pulled her close and they danced . Y/n and Tommy danced until there feet hurt . At some point even the music stopped but they continued to sway. The fire was dying and a chill began to creep into the room.

“ Tommy , let’s go upstairs , it’s getting chilly and this gown doesn’t have much fabric .” Y/n whispered. Tommy was lost in a trance. All he could muster was a small “okay” . Y/n smiled and held his hand. They walked to their shared bedroom. Tommy’s eyes never wavered from y/n. He was more in love with her every single day. Sometimes he would wake up thinking it was a dream, that he couldn’t have a person like y/n in his life . Then he would hear her grumble in her sleep, or smell her intoxicating scent . He saw it in their children. They had a softness that could only be from their mother.

“ Tommy let’s get you out of these clothes.” Y/n said as she peeled the suit off. She kissed him tenderly as she undressed Tommy.

“ Y/n how did I get so lucky.” Tommy whispered .

“ I’m the lucky one . You are a great husband and an even better dad. Everyday I’m with you feels like I’m reading a book and I never want to put it down.” Y/n gently put Tommy to bed. Kissing him on the forehead . Tommy pulled y/n so that she was laying on top of him. Love was something that couldn’t describe the way they felt for each other . Two hearts beating as one. Souls finally finding each other and melding .

“ You are my everything.”

“ And you are my forever.”

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Teach a man to fish

Summary : Smut

Warnings : smut

Pairing : Tommy X reader

Camping was supposed to be fun. Y/n thought Tommy would be so much better at camping since he was a born nomad. Apparently this was not the case . Y/n couldn’t understand why he was so grumpy. It made her want to retreat back home and never talk about the trip again.

What she didn’t realise was that Tommy was distracted by Y/n . She was in casual clothing that cling to her . He had never seen her dressed like this, it was mesmerising. Her hair fell on her face when she picked up the logs for the fire, she didn’t look as refined as she normally looked . Y/n is beautiful and in this environment just proves how naturally stunning she is. She had a glistening of sweat on her face from all the work she was doing. Tommy couldn’t help but stare. Y/n said something about needing to eat something . Tommy wasn’t listening just watching . She tried to show Tommy how to fish but he couldn’t focus on fishing when the water made her clothing sheer. Tommy knew exactly how to fish but for some reason his brain seemed to freeze. When they finished fishing y/n gutted and cleaned the fish. She put the fish on the fire and cooked it . She told Tommy to sit next to her so they could share the fish. After they finished eating y/n stood up and excused her self.

She couldn’t stand Tommy at the moment . He was barely talking. He seemed out of sorts . Maybe he hated the camping idea. Y/n felt defeated . She just wanted to go home and forget it ever happened. As she went to their tent she heard Tommy behind her.

“Y/n.” Tommy said , his voice sounding husky .

“Tommy , I know you are hating this. Let’s just go home”. Y/n said defeated.

“ Darling , you have no idea how much I am enjoying this.”

“ Tommy you haven’t said a word since we got here.”

“ Y/n I have been enjoying the view . The way your arse looks when you bend over to pick up the wood. Or the way your breasts bounce when walk up the hill. Watching your nipples harden when the breeze hits.” Tommy said grabbing yn by the waist . He started kissing her neck. Y/n was taken back by the change of pace. Her eyes fluttering shut as soon as his lips touched her neck. Tommy became hungrier . He picked her up and took her closer to the fire . He placed her on the soft grass near the fire. Tommy stood up and got undressed . Watching y/n squirm on the floor. Seeing her laying on the grass ready for him made him hard . He could feel the precum when the cool breeze hit . Y/n sat up and moaned at the site . She started unbuttoning her blouse . Tommy watched y/n get undressed. He started pumping his length unable to stop himself . Once y/n was undressed Tommy told her to lie down so he could see her on the grass. The fire flickering in the distance created a soft ambiance to the moment. Tommy hovered over y/n pinning her underneath him. Y/n was wet with anticipation. She needed Tommy to be inside of her.

“ Look at you, so desperate for me. Don’t worry darling , I need you just as badly . I need to taste every single part of you. These need attention.” Tommy said as he squeezed Y/n nipples . He moved his mouth to nibble on one of the nipples while he massaged the other . Y/n moaned and wrapped her legs around Tommy’s waist . She pulled down with so much force that Tommy fell on top of her. He smiled around her nipple and let go of her . He put his hand under her legs and pulled her off of him.

Y/n tried to pull him close again but Tommy moved and away and put two fingers in her. This made y/n freeze. Tommy started curling her clit. Making a fire burn in her core. He didn’t stop until y/n was screaming his name. Once he knew she was a mess he aligned himself and pushed himself in. He began softly, waiting for y/n to settle down. Once he knew she was ready he fastened the pace. Hitting her in the exact place she needed. Y/n came undone within minutes. Tommy came shortly after. They lay together on the grass. Tommy grabbed a blanket for them to lie under as they drifted off into a deep sleep. They would definitely be going camping again.

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Coffee shop cliche ( part 1)

Summary: Y/n has a cafe and Henry is her customer. ( Clasic Cliche)

Warnings: Most cliche and predictable thing you will ever read.

Pairings : Henry Cavil x reader ( female)

Yes , y/n works in a coffee shop and yes, y/n fell in love with her customer. It’s a walking cliche , but she can’t help it . He makes her knees week when he walks in. It’s a good thing he orders something different every time because if she had to remember anything when he came in she knew there would be trouble . He once told her he changes his order to keep her on her toes. He once ordered a latte with half almond milk , half oat milk and two pumps of hazelnut syrup. He said it was awful but drank the whole thing. He also sometimes ordered food. That made y/n very nervous because she was always so particular about the food. He said he can’t order everyday otherwise he would ruin his meal plan . Apparently he has a crazy fitness regime and meal plan when he is working . Every now and then he orders one of the muffins . Whenever he does eat something , he makes this incredible moan that drives y/n crazy . She will never forget the day he closed his eyes and moaned . Ever since that day she pushes her freshly baked muffins hoping it will be the day he eats another one. Just as she was putting out her freshly baked apple cinnamon muffins, she heard the door open .

“ Good morning Y/n.” Henry smiled. He stopped in his tracks and looks at what y/n was holding. The muffins. Every day he tried to ignore the muffins but not today !!

" Good morning Henry" she replied. Y/n was wearing a green sundress that perfectly clung to all the right places. Henry loved y/n in a dress, she normally wore a variation of an apron and dress. Today was one of his favorites. He was brought out of his daze by a sweet smell.

“ Freshly baked apple and cinnamon muffins.” Y/n sang.

“ I need two . I finally have 3 months off and I need to make up for lost muffins.” Henry said.

“Yes sir.” Y/n mock saluted .

“I would also love a hot chocolate.” Henry said nonchalantly. Y/n froze . He had never asked for a hot chocolate . He had asked for everything else the cafe had to offer but never a simple hot chocolate . He once asked for some orange juice in a coffee mug so people took him seriously .

“ A hot chocolate and 2 muffins.” Y/n stared at Henry as if he had grown two heads.

“ Why are you looking at me like that?” Henry asked.

“ Sorry. Coming up. You know I make the best hot chocolate in town.” Y/n smiled.

“ How come I don’t know this.” Henry asked.

“ You never asked for one.” Y/n replied. She handed Henry two muffins and started her work on the hot chocolate. Henry paid for his order and sat down on a chair close by.

“ That’s true. I have been dying to have a muffin. It’s agonising coming in here and being tempted.” Henry responded . He took the muffin out of the brown paper back, unwrapped it from the muffin paper and took a bite. He closed his eyes and leaned back into his chair. He was suppressing his moans. Something y/n noticed immediately. He looked so serene like nothing would ruin this moment for him. That was until another customer walked through the door. His eyes shot up and he quickly lowered his head down. He devoured the muffin like a silent assassin. The muffin never stood a chance. Y/n helped the customer, luckily all they wanted was a muffin. Once the customer left she brought Henry his hot chocolate and a small biscuit that he usually refuses. He politely accepts and eats the biscuit. He put the hot chocolate to his mouth and takes a sip.

“ God y/n this is incredible,” Henry whispers. Y/n blushes at the compliment and moves back to her post. Henry finished his muffin and hot chocolate. He didn’t have anything to do that day so he was contemplating sitting in y/n’s cafe and eating everything. He looked toward Y/n, noting the way she moved in the cafe. She was swift and angelic. He had been dying to ask her out for months, but every time he got the courage she would smile at him and he would melt. Maybe if he caught her off guard it would be easier.

“ Y/n what are you doing today ?” Henry asked.

“ Well the cafe closes at 2 today. Then I am baking for tomorrow.” Y/n responded.

“ Can I watch?” Henry asked nonchalantly.

“ You want to watch me bake?” Y/n replied. She could feel her face heating up.

“ Yes.” Henry said with confidence. He walked to the counter and crossed his arms.

“ No.” Y/n replied .

“No?” He replied . Henry was surprised by the answer . He thought she had a crush on him. She always blushed when he spoke to her . Maybe it was all in his head .

“ It’s a secret recipe.” Y/n mumbled , embarrassed by the reasoning. She would not be able to bake infront of Henry . She could barely make coffee with him watching.

“ I won’t tell a soul I promise”. Henry said as he mustered his best puppy dog eyes.

" Willing to sign a NDA ?" Y/n asked. Henry laughed.

" I will do one better, a pinky promise. " Henry put his finger out.

“ Fine. Come back here at 4:30. Bring wine.” Y/n said and accepted his pinky promise. Henry let go and gave his best smile

“ Good. See you then”

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Locked out

Summary- Tommy and reader get locked out of the Garrison after a close call. Tommy is hurt and reader takes charge.

Warnings- fluff, angst, blood, cheesy righting. 

Pairing - Tomm Shelby x Reader

“ Turn right here.” Tommy pointed. Y/n had found Tommy lying on the ground holding his abdomen. Y/n was busy working when she realised Tommy hadn’t come back from his meeting. It was very normal for Tommy’s meetings to go late, but for some reason y/n felt that something was off. She had been working for Tommy since Grace died. The family thought it would be wise to hire someone with a knowledge of first aid and since y/n had been a nurse during the war and had been working as a secretary since then she fit perfectly in the business. Tommy’s groaning was getting louder, y/n knew what a dying man looked like and she knew how much time he had before it was life threatening.  They arrived at the Garrison and Tommy held y/n’s hand as she guided Tommy to the back door. Y/n had kept most of the medical equipment in the Garrison. She gave free medical treatments to many of the people in small heath. Tommy didn’t mind as long as she did her job well. When y/n went to open the door her key snapped in the door. She groaned and hit the door. Tommy laughed bitterly and sat on the floor.

“ It’s no use love.” Tommy said as he took a drink out of a flask. Y/n ignored Tommy and looked at the window. She walked to Tommy and took the flask out of his hand. 

“ What the bloody hell?” Tommy yelled. Y/n walked to the window and used the flask to break the window. She used her dress to protect her hands and climbed through the window. Y/n unlocked the door from the inside and told Tommy to go to the office that had now been turned into a treatment room. Y/n washed her hands and put on a clean apron. Tommy was on the small bed in the treatment room with his shirt up. Y/n closed her eyes for a moment and tried to push memories of the war away. She took a deep breath and opened her eyes. Tommy watched y/n move around the room. He had never seen someone as comfortable with blood and violence as she was, it pained him to think she was also in the war. Someone as kind and gentle should not have been in a place of war fair. Y/n gave Tommy pain killers and told him to lay down. She was gentle and quick with her treatment. Y/n stitched the cut in his abdomen and cleaned the wounds on his chest. Y/n washed the skin around the wound with warm water. Y/n had a spare shirt in a drawer for occasions like these. She watched him as he carefully put the shirt on, she tried not to stare but it was difficult when he looked like that. She shook her head out of the thoughts that ran through her mind.

“ Well your abdomen is done but you seem to have a few cuts on your face.” Y/n stated. Tommy was mesmerised by her movements. Her delicate touch seemed to heal him more then the treatment. Once Tommy had been treated y/n took him back to the car. Fuelled with pain killers and exhausted by the day, Tommy fell asleep on the car ride to his home. 

Tommy woke up in his bed in severe pain. He heard a gentle knock on the door followed by a creek with the door being opened. 

“ Hello Tommy, I brought you some pain killers and something to eat. You’re probably not hungry but you need to eat.” y/n said as she sat next to Tommy on the bed. 

“ I don’t need the pain killers, but I will take the food.” Tommy smiled. Y/n rolled her eyes.

“ Don’t be a hero, take the pain killers.” Y/n said. Tommy smiled and put his hand on y/n’s.

“ I don’t need the pain killers as long as you stay with me.” Tommy whispered. Y/n froze, she wasn’t sure if she had heard him correctly. Tommy pulled her close to his chest. Y/n gently lay on him, avoiding any areas that would hurt him. Tommy smiled and played with y/n’s hair while eating the food she brought. This is how y/n and Tommy spent the next 3 days. Y/n would spend all day with Tommy, reading books, listening to music, helping him shower, getting him food. Tommy had never healed so quickly from a wound before. He was beginning to think it was more than just his abdomen wound that was healing. 

“ Tommy, you know you don’t need me anymore right. Your wounds are basically healed. “ Y/n said while Tommy has his head on y/ns lap. Tommy looked up and smiled. 

“ So you’re saying Im ready to get back into action?” Tommy whispered. Y/n nodded. Tommy sat up and pulled y/n for a kiss. Y/n smiled and eagerly kissed him back. 

“ I hope you don’t do this with all your patients.” Tommy mumbled between kisses. 

“ Shut up.” Y/n laughed

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The soldier inside of me

Summary: Bucky has a hard mission and needs a release. 

Warning: SMUT!!  i did not edit this. also its short

Pairing- Bucky Barnes X reader

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IT support

Summary : Henry found y/n trying to print something and her computer isn’t working . Henry is more then happy to help.

Pairing : henry cavil x yn

Warnings : fluff . Smut . Bad jokes .

Henry was always much better at computers then Y/n . But she was determined to do this herself . She was booking a holiday away for their anniversary and the stupid computer wasn’t printing and kept freezing .

“ I’m pressing print ! I’m literally clicking you stupid f-“ beep beep . “ Why are you beeping ? What the hell , stop beeping.” Y/n stood up and threw her hand in the air. She knelt down to go under the desk to figure out if something wasn’t connected.

“ This stupid machine .” Y/n didn’t notice that Henry was watching the entire thing . He was leaning against the door admiring her ass while she looked at the plugs . Y/n tried to stand up and hit her head on the desk then pulled some plugs out on there way out. She had tangled herself with plugs and was on the verge of a mental break down . Henry bent down to get a better look at yn .

“ Hello darling , need some assistance.” Henry said smiling at y/n .

Y/n huffed and looked up at Henry. She felt so defeated .

“ I’m trying to print something.” Y/n sighed.

“ Do you need help?” Henry asked.

“ It was supposed to be a surprise .” Y/n whispered .

“ How about this . You get out from under the table. I’ll sort out the computer. Then when we print out whatever you want to print , I will act surprised.” Henry smiled.

“My Hero.” Y/n forced a smile. She felt like she couldn’t do anything right. Henry could sense she was upset so he concocted a plan.

“ I am gonna need a favour from you though.” Henry said as he began working on the computer .

“ Sure. What is it?” Y/n said.

“ Can you check in the top drawer for the manual and then read out section 13 to me .” Henry asked . He stood up and noticed there was something wrong with main board. He knew exactly how to fix it without the manual but this way he could get y/n to watch and learn . They started working . Y/n handing Henry small tools and watching him work . It didn’t take long before he had fixed the computer and the printer started printing . In fact it wouldn’t stop printing.

“ My darling how many did you print.” Henry laughed .

“ I honestly have no idea.” Y/n laughed as she tried to stop them from printing . It took a few minutes but she cancelled all the other prints. Henry watched again in amusement when she screamed in excitement . Y/n stood up and smiled at Henry . She walked up to him and jumped up. Henry effortlessly lifted her up so he was carrying her. Y/n kissed Henry while smiling . Henry could feel her smile.

“ Are you gonna tell me the surprise?” Henry asked breaking the kiss.

“ I booked a villa in Italy for us . Very remote”-kiss- “private pool”- kiss- “ for our anniversary”. Yn said. Henry laughed .

“ We should really stop surprising each other . I booked suite in Paris .”kiss-“ Penthouse” -kiss- “ best view of Paris” - kiss-“ private hot tub” Henry moved yn to there bedroom . Y/n smiled as Henry lay her on their bed.

“ I know . I saw the booking. I booked for after that. “Yn smiled cheekily . Henry laughed, he should have known. They were awful at secret keeping . The kisses became hungrier and more urgent . Henry lay half on top of yn and put his hand on her hip. Gently digging his hand as the kiss became more passionate. Y/n moaned in Henry’s mouth . Henry moved his hand up to Y/n just below her bra strap. Y/n put one hand on his chest and the other in his hair . Tugging and digging to earn groans from Henry.

“Put your hands above your head.” Henry demanded. Y/n put her hands above her head.

“Good girl.” Henry said. He pulled down her pants leaving her in her underwear and used the pants to tie her hands. Y/n squirmed underneath Henry. Henry realised he hadn’t taken her top off yet and tied her hands up to quickly.

“My darling , how much do you like this shirt.” Henry said as his hand gripped the hem of her shirt. His thumb touching just above her underwear.

“I would like it more if it was on the floor.” Y/n whispered suggestively. This wasn’t the first time Henry got ahead of himself. Henry smiled and started ripping the bottom of the shirt . He ripped the front of the shirt and the sleeves to free y/n of her top. Y/n now in a bra and underwear.

“ Henry darling , you can’t rip the bra. It’s gonna have to stay on. Next time you need to be more patient.” Y/n laughed. Henry grunted in response . Henry took off all his clothes painfully slow . Y/n’s whole body felt like it was on fire. She could easily get out of the hold she is in but last time she did that Henry didn’t let her finish. She knows better now.

“ Henry please .” Y/n begged . Henry smirked and left the room. Y/n sighed and looked at the ceiling . A few moments later Henry was back in the room with a stack of papers.

“ Henry ? What is that?” Y/n asked.

“ Well these are all the things you printed. Let’s read them .” Henry sat down infront of yn and read the itinerary. He turned the pages and kept reading .

“ Henry it’s only two pages long , why are you reading all of them.” Y/n asked.

“ Well I don’t want to waste it. So I’m reading every single one of them.” Henry laughed.

“ Oh my gosh Henry please there’s like 30 pages.” Y/n groaned . Henry smiled but kept his eyes on the pages . Y/n started clenching her thighs together . Needing some relief . Then an idea popped into her head . Something she knew Henry could never ignore.

“ Henry, if you don’t come here now I will take matter into my own hands.” Y/n said. Henry knew what she was doing , he flinched but didn’t look up. Y/n got up hands till tied up on this time it was infront of her . She moved towards Henry , who still hadn’t looked up. Y/n put her tied up hands over his head and around his neck and sat on his lap.

“ You keep reading Henry.” Y/n whispered. Y/n positioned her self so she was riding one of his thighs. He was trying to ignore the moans. He could tell she was getting close. He threw the paper on the floor and grabbed y/n’s ass. He forced her to stop. He place her on his lap and moved her underwear to the side. He positioned himself inside of her and began thrusting. It was rough and animalistic. It was desperate. At some point they had moved to the bed. Henry had gone from hungry to loving . They went into waves of pleasure for hours. Both trying to prove to each how much love they had .

“ My dear y/n , why did you choose Italy.” Henry asked while holding Y/n.

“ The pasta .” Y/n responded . Henry laughed and kissed y/n in the forehead .

“ Ask me why I chose France.” Henry said .

“ Why did you choose France?” Y/n asked.

“ The pastry.” Henry asked. Both burst into laughter .

“ I could go anywhere with you , aslong as there is food.” Y/n whispered .

“ So a stranded island with no food is a definite no.” Henry asked.

“ Sorry I don’t love you enough. I need the food” Y/n laughed .

“ Don’t worry , I’ll find you something good to eat.” Henry winked . Y/n laughed and hit him in the shoulder.

“ Henry .” Y/n said while sitting up.

“ Yes”. He replied sceptically.

“ I can hear the printer again.” Y/n said motioning towards the door .

“ How many did you print?” Henry laughed.

“ I honestly have no idea.” Y/n smiled

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Broken Pieces

Summary: Tommy helps his business partner feel better.

Pairings : Tommy SHelby X reader

Warnings : Fluff ? implied smut. Alcohol drinking.

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The last sip

Summary : Tommy and y/n are childhood friends and both want more .

Warnings : mentions of drinking . Swearing . Smut . No story line . Not enough metaphors

Pairings : Tommy Shelby x y/n

It was a hard day . Tommy was in desperate need of a drink . He went to the living room to find his golden nectar. He was ready to leave his troubles in a bottle . As he walked in he saw yn and an empty bottle of bourbon. She had a glass in her hand with bourbon in it . Tommy watched with horror when he saw yn tip the bourbon out the window . Y/n had taken it upon her self to look after Tommy . They had been childhood friends then lost contact after Tommy went to war . Yn came back into Tommy’s life when John died . She saw how much he needed someone to care for him. Even if he didn’t want it .

“ what the f**k are you doing ?” Tommy yelled. Y/n turned to face Tommy . No sign of fear or regret on her face.

“ I am tired of you drinking until you pass out. You have a child and a family . Grow up Tommy , this drinking thing is so childish. Alcohol isn’t gonna fix your problems.” Yn spat .

“ Is this all because I kissed you last night.” Tommy replied. Tommy got drunk and kissed Yn .

“ Yes. It is Tommy . You treat people like trash . Then you expect them to treat you like a hero. You kissed me and then told me I am not worth it . That I was a waste of a kiss.” Yn yelled .

“ I was drunk Y/n. I didn’t mean it.” Tommy yelled back.

“ You still said it . I can only imagine what you say to the rest of the family when you have been drinking.” Y/n spat.

“ They don’t see me drunk. It’s only you. You’re the only one who sticks around.” Tommy said .

“They don’t stick around because you keep hurting them Tommy.” Yn said gently . Tommy sighed and walked to a couch. He put his head in his hands and mumbled.

“ How do I stop ?” Yn walked to Tommy and put her hand on his shoulder.

“ Well for starters let’s get rid of the alcohol.” Y/n whispered .

“ Then?” Tommy said. He looked up at Y/n who still had her hand on his shoulder. She knelt down and moved her hand to his cheek.

“ Let someone in.” Y/n held Tommy’s gaze . Trying to read his expression. He was quite for a while. Trying to process the right thing to say. Tommy looked at y/n then back down to the ground . He too in a deep breath and spoke.

“ The kiss wasn’t a waste because it was with you, it was a waste because I had done it drunk. You are worth more then a drunk kiss. I should have kissed you under the stars or near a fire. It should have been different . I am sorry.” Tommy explained . He moved closer to y/n and pulled her into his lap. She didn’t say a word , too scared it would ruin the moment. He closed his eyes and leaned into the couch . Y/n let a smile slip out . She moved closer so that her mouth hovered over Tommy’s .

“ You smell like bread.” Tommy muttered . Y/n laughed and nudged Tommy .

“ Aren’t you supposed to be a smooth talker? What kind of foreplay is that?” Y/n said smiling. Tommy opened his eyes and laughed . He had meant it to sound soothing , maybe he had lost his touch.

“ I mean you smell like bread in the oven.” Tommy corrected himself . Y/n laughed once more . Tommy started laughing with yn . They laughed until tears formed . Tommy had no idea how to tell her that when he smells bread it reminds him of her . It was warmth and home . Every time he tried to get it out they burst into laughter .

“ Ok , ok Tommy . Will you stop trying to seduce me with all this bread talk and just kiss me already .” Y/n said. Tommy moved his hand towards her face and pulled her in for a kiss . It was a kiss they would remember for years to come. Filled with love and passion . Tommy held her so close he could feel her heart beating . He gentle pushed her away making y/n concerned. He gently moved his hands to her blouse , slowly unbuttoning each button with shaking hands . Tommy had never felt so nervous before . Y/n put her hand over his and took over . Once she finished taking her blouse off . She pushed Tommy further into the couch . She stood up and took her skirt off . Leaving her in her underwear . Tommy took a deep breath and covered his face with his hands .

“ You make me so nervous,” Tommy mumbled through his hands. Y/n moved forward and kissed Tommy’s hand. Tommy moved his hands and pulled yn in for another kiss. This time with hunger and passion. Y/n moaned into the kiss. Tommy no longer nervous started stripping his clothes off, leaving him in his underwear. Yn sat on Tommy again and started grinding against his length. Tommy began pushing Yn further onto him so they could feel each other through their underwear. He had never felt this good from just rubbing onto someone. He desperately needed more.

" Tommy please," Y/n begged. She didn't even know what she was begging for, all she knew was that she needed him.

" Darling , tell me what you want." Tommy whispered.

" I need you to be in me. Please. " Yn begged. Tommy lifted yn and moved her so she was lying on her back. He gently took off her underwear. Y/n wiggled underneath Tommy. Tommy held on to y/n by the hip. He began kissing her inner thigh. Slowly making his way to her core. Y/n moaned at the sensation. Still needing more.

" Tommy please," Y/n begged again.

" What a desperate girl," Tommy said. He stood up and took off his underwear. He pushed himself into her . Both eliciting a moan at the sensation. He began slow, letting yn get used to his size. Then when she began begging he moved faster. Y/n felt dizzy from Tommy. They made love for hours. Both climaxing multiple times. Years of tension washing away with each thrust. They had made there way to Tommys bedroom and were lying on his bed. They were holding each other, soothing each others muscl. Y/n eyes closed and she sighed contently.

" I love you."

" I love you too."

[wednesdayismyfunday]

The last sip

Summary : Tommy and y/n are childhood friends and both want more .

Warnings : mentions of drinking . Swearing . Smut . No story line . Not enough metaphors

Pairings : Tommy Shelby x y/n

It was a hard day . Tommy was in desperate need of a drink . He went to the living room to find his golden nectar. He was ready to leave his troubles in a bottle . As he walked in he saw yn and an empty bottle of bourbon. She had a glass in her hand with bourbon in it . Tommy watched with horror when he saw yn tip the bourbon out the window . Y/n had taken it upon her self to look after Tommy . They had been childhood friends then lost contact after Tommy went to war . Yn came back into Tommy’s life when John died . She saw how much he needed someone to care for him. Even if he didn’t want it .

“ what the f**k are you doing ?” Tommy yelled. Y/n turned to face Tommy . No sign of fear or regret on her face.

“ I am tired of you drinking until you pass out. You have a child and a family . Grow up Tommy , this drinking thing is so childish. Alcohol isn’t gonna fix your problems.” Yn spat .

“ Is this all because I kissed you last night.” Tommy replied. Tommy got drunk and kissed Yn .

“ Yes. It is Tommy . You treat people like trash . Then you expect them to treat you like a hero. You kissed me and then told me I am not worth it . That I was a waste of a kiss.” Yn yelled .

“ I was drunk Y/n. I didn’t mean it.” Tommy yelled back.

“ You still said it . I can only imagine what you say to the rest of the family when you have been drinking.” Y/n spat.

“ They don’t see me drunk. It’s only you. You’re the only one who sticks around.” Tommy said .

“They don’t stick around because you keep hurting them Tommy.” Yn said gently . Tommy sighed and walked to a couch. He put his head in his hands and mumbled.

“ How do I stop ?” Yn walked to Tommy and put her hand on his shoulder.

“ Well for starters let’s get rid of the alcohol.” Y/n whispered .

“ Then?” Tommy said. He looked up at Y/n who still had her hand on his shoulder. She knelt down and moved her hand to his cheek.

“ Let someone in.” Y/n held Tommy’s gaze . Trying to read his expression. He was quite for a while. Trying to process the right thing to say. Tommy looked at y/n then back down to the ground . He too in a deep breath and spoke.

“ The kiss wasn’t a waste because it was with you, it was a waste because I had done it drunk. You are worth more then a drunk kiss. I should have kissed you under the stars or near a fire. It should have been different . I am sorry.” Tommy explained . He moved closer to y/n and pulled her into his lap. She didn’t say a word , too scared it would ruin the moment. He closed his eyes and leaned into the couch . Y/n let a smile slip out . She moved closer so that her mouth hovered over Tommy’s .

“ You smell like bread.” Tommy muttered . Y/n laughed and nudged Tommy .

“ Aren’t you supposed to be a smooth talker? What kind of foreplay is that?” Y/n said smiling. Tommy opened his eyes and laughed . He had meant it to sound soothing , maybe he had lost his touch.

“ I mean you smell like bread in the oven.” Tommy corrected himself . Y/n laughed once more . Tommy started laughing with yn . They laughed until tears formed . Tommy had no idea how to tell her that when he smells bread it reminds him of her . It was warmth and home . Every time he tried to get it out they burst into laughter .

“ Ok , ok Tommy . Will you stop trying to seduce me with all this bread talk and just kiss me already .” Y/n said. Tommy moved his hand towards her face and pulled her in for a kiss . It was a kiss they would remember for years to come. Filled with love and passion . Tommy held her so close he could feel her heart beating . He gentle pushed her away making y/n concerned. He gently moved his hands to her blouse , slowly unbuttoning each button with shaking hands . Tommy had never felt so nervous before . Y/n put her hand over his and took over . Once she finished taking her blouse off . She pushed Tommy further into the couch . She stood up and took her skirt off . Leaving her in her underwear . Tommy took a deep breath and covered his face with his hands .

“ You make me so nervous,” Tommy mumbled through his hands. Y/n moved forward and kissed Tommy’s hand. Tommy moved his hands and pulled yn in for another kiss. This time with hunger and passion. Y/n moaned into the kiss. Tommy no longer nervous started stripping his clothes off, leaving him in his underwear. Yn sat on Tommy again and started grinding against his length. Tommy began pushing Yn further onto him so they could feel each other through their underwear. He had never felt this good from just rubbing onto someone. He desperately needed more.

" Tommy please," Y/n begged. She didn't even know what she was begging for, all she knew was that she needed him.

" Darling , tell me what you want." Tommy whispered.

" I need you to be in me. Please. " Yn begged. Tommy lifted yn and moved her so she was lying on her back. He gently took off her underwear. Y/n wiggled underneath Tommy. Tommy held on to y/n by the hip. He began kissing her inner thigh. Slowly making his way to her core. Y/n moaned at the sensation. Still needing more.

" Tommy please," Y/n begged again.

" What a desperate girl," Tommy said. He stood up and took off his underwear. He pushed himself into her . Both eliciting a moan at the sensation. He began slow, letting yn get used to his size. Then when she began begging he moved faster. Y/n felt dizzy from Tommy. They made love for hours. Both climaxing multiple times. Years of tension washing away with each thrust. They had made there way to Tommys bedroom and were lying on his bed. They were holding each other, soothing each others muscl. Y/n eyes closed and she sighed contently.

" I love you."

" I love you too."

[lavender-romancer]

Crosses on my body

Part Four

Tommy Shelby x reader

AN: new character inspired by Father Hughes but not him

You were a nun in Dublin but when you decided to take action against those in powerful positions in the church you had to escape. When you turn up in Birmingham and begin a relationship with Tommy Shelby will he be able to protect you from your past?

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previous chapter

"They found me, they've fucking found me," you said quietly to Tommy as he sat at the bar talking to you.

"What?" He raised an eyebrow and you handed him the unopened letter. "You haven't opened it?"

"I can't do it." You fidgeted with your fingers.

"You do that a lot…when you're anxious." Tommy observed and you rolled your eyes before twitching your leg as he opened it. "Shit," Tommy said under his breath and your eyes shot up.

"What? What the fuck is it?" You hissed, your eyes wide as Tommy pulled out a letter and a card, the ace of spades. "Is that supposed to mean something to me?"

"In the war when we had gained ground and there wasn't as much of a threat overground we would put this card on the bodies of dead Germans. As a way to…" he looked like he was struggling to form his words.

"Why? For what reason?" You said quietly, leaning over the bar before realising it was still sticky and recoiling.

"It was to make fun of their deaths. The ace of spades is the death card." He looked from the card to you before placing it down and opening the letter.

"So they're making fun of my theoretical death?"

"I don't know if it's so theoretical to them," he turned the letter around and all it said was "The wrath of God is coming".

"Those fucking bastards." Your eyes began to water and you ran into the back room, sinking down to the floor against a wall and sobbing.

Thank god the pub was loud enough to not hear it. The sobbing felt like your whole body was slowly dying, your chest couldn't breath, your head couldn't think, limbs unable to do anything aside from hugging yourself in some notion of comforting yourself but it wouldn't work.

"Y/n," you turned your head with terror and saw Tommy. "It's just me,"

"I-I can't w-where do I go!" You stuttered and he knelt down in front of you.

"You'll be with me. What can the church do against the Shelby's?" He smiled at you and placed his hands on your shoulders.

"I mean… I have n-no fucking clue about your family a-aside from fucking w-whispers," you tried to smile but you couldn't see through the tears.

"You're going home, come on." He went to pull you up but you began crying harder, shaking your head insistently.

"They know where I live!" You exclaimed in fear.

"Don't worry. We'll go there, you pack some things and then you can stay with me." Tommy helped you up to your feet and your legs began to shake.

"But you're not involved," you hung your head but he put a hand under your chin gently and lifted up your head.

"Well I am now. And I intend it to stay like that." He leaned forward and kissed your cheek before pulling you closer to his body.

You wrapped your arms around him and felt his comforting weight around you, feeling so overwhelmed the pressure from his arms seemed to somewhat calm you down. Your breath was hitching every so often but the longer he held you the longer you could hold deep breaths.

"Permit me to help you," Tommy whispered and you pulled away slightly to look up at him and nod.

"Tommy we need to talk," Polly walked into his office and shut the door.

"What's this referring to?" He asked, leaning forward on his chair.

"People are talking," she paused. "About the nun."

"Ex-nun." Tommy interjected and Polly groaned.

"For once just shut the fuck up, Thomas!" She exclaimed. "They're talking about what she's done and I've heard even more whispers in church. I'm not bothered but some people are sounding more malicious than others. Is she protected?"

"She's staying at the house, so yes." Tommy scratched his head and Polly rolled her eyes.

"So that's your real concern then, getting her into bed?" She asked.

"No, I feel…I don't know what it is but we haven't even had sex but I want to be around her all the time," Tommy sighed. "I know it could all go fucking wrong but what she knows, what she's done was for reasons you'd stand by."

"I hope she's worth it, Thomas. We're too vulnerable to lose someone else in all this Russian business." Polly sat down in front of his desk in the armchair.

"I know what I'm doing, Pol." Tommy tried to reassure her. In reality he wasn't sure if he was doing the right thing.

After Grace died Tommy wanted to swear off all marriages and all close relationships with anyone but you, he just couldn't leave your understanding as just being colleagues. He couldn't see you and not want to talk to you, tell you his darkest thoughts and exist with you for as long as the world would allow.

"Do you think it's safe to be here?" You asked Tommy as you sat on the pews and he nodded.

"I have people outside and I'm here. Considering I'd be collateral if you stay with me you're more likely to be safe. I doubt the Catholic church would want to piss us off." Tommy smirked and you nodded, still anxious.

"It's just the power they have globally. That's what scares me the most, they know what I have, what I know. People who left before didn't even take anything incriminating with them and they were chased down." You rested your elbows on your knees and hunched over, head bowed in defeat.

"They won't hurt you," Tommy reassured you.

"You and God can only protect me for so long and the Lord won't even show himself to me. I desperately need to go to confession but I can't, it would incriminate me." You groaned and closed your eyes, only opening them when Tommy started rubbing his hand on your back.

"I won't let them hurt you, regardless of what God decides. I can't fear something I don't believe in." He whispered.

"I'm surprised you'd belittle him whilst in here," you paused "Do you still believe yourself to be the Devil?"

"An incarnation of the devil perhaps," he raised an eyebrow and you smirked.

"I would be punished for my relationship with you if you were. I don't believe there is only evil in you, there can't be." You sat back up and looked at Tommy.

"What I believe, is nothing. But I like listening to you talk about it," he stared into your eyes and down to your lips that seemed to part as soon as his gaze wandered to them.

"How do you travel through life with no belief?" You asked.

"I believe religion is a foolish answer to increasingly foolish questions." His hand moved up to your hair.

"But what if you die? What will happen to you?" You furrowed your brow.

"I choose to live." He whispered before pulling you into a passionate kiss that carried all the tension that had built up over the past month.

His other hand gripped your waist and you moaned into the kiss, wrapping your arms around his neck and moving closer to him before you were on top of him. Tommy's hands rested on your backside and yours running along his shoulders before going to unbutton his shirt.

"Not here," Tommy whispered and you laughed.

"So now is when you find religion?" You asked.

"No, I know that you'll hate me eventually for doing this here." He pulled you towards him and touched your breast which made you close your eyes and bite the inside of your cheek.

"You're a fucking tease," you whispered close to his ear and he shook his head.

"You're the fucking tease. I miss being in a fucking room with you. The hold you have on me should be outlawed." You straightened your back and he pushed a hair away from your face.

"Are you regretting praying with the fucking nun?" You asked with a raised eyebrow and Tommy shook his head once again.

"I don't experience much peace or rest in this life, but I think I will in the next if I'm with you " his hand went behind your neck and pulled you close to him, wrapping his arms around you in the safest embrace you'd ever felt. Not to last long.

"So this is what you've been up to since you left us?" A voice called and your eyes shot up, you knew that voice.

"Father Fagan," your voice was so quiet as you stood up and Tommy followed, standing in front of you.

"Multiple cardinal sins and now lust to add to that list, not how we raised you was it?" He walked to the last line of pews a few meters in front of you both.

"Edward Fagan. Is it?" Tommy asked, putting a cigarette in his mouth, you looked up at him, perplexed.

"What of it g*psy scum?" He growled.

"How's your molestation case coming along these days?" Tommy lit his cigarette and Fagan sat down on the pews.

"The case was dropped, you cunt." His voice was filled with such malice.

"I've spoken to some of the mothers of those children. Appears it didn't impact your reputation but then, that could change with a crown court case against you." Tommy looked at him with dead eyes you hadn't seen before but it made you feel safer to be on the right side of them.

"You speak as if you have any power. A little drug and alcohol business won't survive you through the decade. We have politicians the police and-"

"And your faithful followers, yes. But what do you have here?" Tommy asked, there was a long pause in the conversation.

"Difficult little creatures aren't they?" He paused, smiling creepily. "Children are such a blessing for the church. You've got a boy yourself haven't you?"

"Leave him out of this ple-" you started.

"Shut it you mongrel fucking whore." Fagan spat out.

"The mongrel and the whore, eh?" Tommy said to you with a raised eyebrow and you hit his arm.

"Now I don't know why you would defend this slut Mr Shelby but, I can promise you we can make your life very difficult by ignoring the advice I'm going to give you," Fagan stood up and pulled out a cigarette for himself whilst Tommy stood strong.

"And what's that, heavenly father?" Tommy mocked.

"If you choose to save this corrupted soul before you, we can make you life very fucking difficult." He was still approaching the two of you slowly.

"The Lord will protect me, and Thomas can protect himself," you scowled at Fagan and he began laughing.

"You fucking- I'm wasting my breath. Give me what I want or we will blow up every single one of your establishments one by one or maybe all together." Fagan breathed smoke in your direction.

"And what are your demands?" Tommy asked.

"The whore and the papers." He looked you up and down. "There are some uses she could still have in the convent, even just as an example of what allowing the devil into your life can do "

"Right. So who and what army will be attacking me?" Tommy questioned.

"You don't need to fucking know," he growled as Tommy breathed out smoke before continuing.

"I heard it's the economic league or is it Section D?" Tommy pondered, this seemed to catch Fagan off guard a little.

"And you think that information makes you special do ya?" Fagan tutted. "Trust a fucking tinker to get bad intel."

"When do you demand, your demands that won't be met, be met by?" Tommy asked.

"Friday," he spread his legs out into a stronger base.

"Fuck off now," Tommy said and Fagan laughed in a hollow way.

"You should fuck off and leave me with that creature," Fagan licked his bottom lip and looked at your chest, it make you want to crawl outside of your body.

"Well unless you want a bullet in your fucking skull and a few others scattered around your body. Fuck. Off." Tommy announced.

"We'll be in touch, Mr Shelby. Don't you worry about that." Fagan looked him in the eyes before turning and leaving slowly.

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Broken Pieces

Summary: Tommy helps his business partner feel better.

Pairings : Tommy SHelby X reader

Warnings : Fluff ? implied smut. Alcohol drinking.

The timing of it all seemed cosmic . Meeting Tommy during his most ruthless days was something he wish he could have taken back . Maybe then it wouldn’t have taken so long for yn to fall in love with him. She had seen him do things out of hurt . He said awful things to her so she never got close . It has been a year and Tommy falls more in love with her every single day . When they became business partners it was clear to both of them that they had different  views on how to handle employees. Yn was gentle and kind . She rewarded good work . Tommy was brutal and harsh . Both stubborn in their approach .  It took a few fights and bickering but they worked out their good cop / bad cop partnership well. Business had never been better .

“ Tommy , why did you yell at that kid. “ Yn asked with her hands on her hips.

“ He screwed up . What else would you like me to do . “ Tommy muttered in response. He took a big swig of his bourbon and placed it on his desk . Y/n sat down on the chair opposite him , grabbed his glass and finished off his bourbon. Tommy raised an eyebrow at his business partners odd behaviour. Y/n rarely drank .

“ I can pour you a glass if you like. “ Tommy said.

“ Tommy ,  do you like working with me?” Yn said .  Tommy sat up straighter and looked  yn in the eyes .

“ Do you want me to be kind or honest ?” Tommy replied .

“ Honest ?” Y/n responded.  Tommy stood up and grabbed another glass and the bottle of bourbon . He poured himself and yn a drink and sat down .

“ Sometimes you make me want to put my head through a wall . Most of the time I’m glad you’re here . You make the days seem less bleak. “ Tommy said. Y/n nodded and picked up her glass. She downed the whole drink and poured herself another one. Tommy was baffled , had he done something to upset her? Probably .

“ Y/n tell me what’s wrong . What is going on?” Tommy asked gently . Y/n stood up and straightened her trousers . She took his glass and motioned him to come to the sofa . They sat down next to each other knees touching . 

“ Sometimes I think I am un lovable. “ Y/n sighed. 

“ Y/n where is this coming from. What happened today? “ Tommy asked. He took the drink from her hand and put it on the table. Y/n let out a gentle sob. She was crying. Tommy moved closer and held her. Y/n cried on Tommy’s shoulder. They sat there until she stopped crying. 

“ Love, please tell me whats wrong. “ Tommy whispered. Y/n looked at Tommy. She new she loved him. She didn’t want to. 

“ Matthew broke up with me. He told me I am emotionless, that I will never find someone who will deal with me. “ y/n whispered. Tommy didn’t even know she was dating someone. He hated this guy immediately. Who would say that to her. Y/n is love in human form.

“ He is a moron. What kind of man would say that to you. Y/n darling. Never have I met someone as kind , funny, sweet and charming. You charmed me so much that I made you business partner. My dear y/n. You have no idea what you do to people.” Tommy said stroking her hair. Y/n looked at Tommy through her lashes. 

“ Tommy, I’m broken.” Y/n whispered. 

“We are all broken. Some of us are just better at masking it. “ Tommy said. He lay down and pulled Y/n on top of him. Y/n closed her eyes and relaxed at his touch. They lay there until they both fell asleep. Only waking when the winter air nipped at their skin. Tommy woke up first. It felt like it was the first rest he has had since Grace died. 

“Yn, I know its comfortable but we will freeze to death here. Let me start the fire, or we can go to my bedroom the maids would have lit the fire by now.” Tommy whispered loud enough to wake y/n but not loud enough to startled her. Y/n mumbled something incoherently. Tommy smiled and slowly moved y/n next to him so he could get off the sofa. Y/n opened her eyes and watched Tommy make a fire. He moved with so much grace. 

“ Tommy Shelby making a fire.” Y/n said as she sat up to take  sip of bourbon. Tommy smiled and finished making the fire, flexing more now that he knew she was watching. 

Y/n relaxed into the sofa enjoying the view. Tommy turned to look at yn. The fire bringing a gentle glow to the room. Yn looked at peace, maybe for the first time. 

“ I am in love with you.” Tommy blurted out. Y/n sat up straighter and smiled.

“ I am in love with you too.” Y/n laughed. Finally admitting to both Tommy and herself that she was head over heels in love. Neither made any effort to move. Both afraid it would break the spell. The fire crackled and flickered. The air was beginning to heat up. Tommy swore she would be able to hear his heart beating. It was as if it was forcing him to move closer. Yn stood up and walked towards Tommy.  

“ You sure you want this broken person.” Yn said putting her hand on his cheek.

“ Maybe my broken pieces will fit with yours and we can make a whole new person.” Tommy laughed. Yn smiled and leaned close enough to feel Tommys breath.

“ I warn you, once you kiss me there is no going back.”  Y/n smiled.

“ I hope that’s a promise.”  Tommy replied closing the gap. The kiss said thousand words. It promised love, it promised friendship . Tommy pulled yn to the floor , and lay on top of yn. There they broke all rules of being a business partner. Two broken pieces finding each other to make one whole human. 

“ I hope you haven’t done this with any of your other old business partners.” Tommy said while holding y/n in her arms . Y/n laughed , it was pure joy and happiness that seeped from her lips. A feeling of  content that she had never felt. 

“ Only the really rich ones.” Y/n joked. Tommy laughed and kissed her forhead. The fire was slowly going out, but the warmth in the room only seemed to grow. 

[runnning-outof-time]

K’s Reading List - MARCH

Hey there! Thanks for stumbling upon this reading list! I figured that as a way to support the lovely writers within this fandom that I’d compile a reading list of all of the stories I read over each month.

March was a wonderful month filled with incredible stories. Below is the list of stories that I read. I hope you will find some that you like as well!

As always, please make sure you heed to the warnings on each fic!!

@zablife

Keep Us Safe - Tommy Shelby x Reader (mini series) — contains some 🔞 themes. Please read warnings!

‘Protect’ Drabble - Tommy Shelby x Reader

‘Pleasure’ Drabble - Luca Changretta x Reader

Forgiveness - Tommy Shelby, Polly Gray (re-imagining of canon)

Bye Bye Blackbird - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@toms-cherry-trees

Once I Was - Tommy Shelby x Reader

Five Sentence Blurbs - Assorted Peaky Characters

@cillmequick

Sleep Story - Cillian Murphy x Reader — contains 🔞 (NSFW) themes!

Premier - Cillian Murphy x Reader — contains 🔞 (NSFW) themes!

Kiss and Tell - Tommy Shelby x Reader — contains slight 🔞 (NSFW) themes!

Kiss and Tell 2 - Tommy Shelby x Reader — contains slight 🔞 (NSFW) themes!

@teenwolf-theoriginals

Paper Lies - Tommy Shelby x Reader — contains slight 🔞 (NSFW) themes!

Dad!Tommy - Tommy Shelby x Reader

Last of the Whiskey - Tommy Shelby x Reader — contains slight 🔞 (NSFW) themes!

@little-diable

Addicted to You - Tommy Shelby x Reader — contains 🔞 (NSFW) themes!

@notyour-valentine

Life is a Cabaret - Tommy Shelby x Reader

The Head of The Snake - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@amysteryspot

Tommy Shelby Drabble - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@dearshelby

The Road to Peace - Tommy Shelby x Reader (on-going civilian!AU series)

Caressing Their Cheeks Blurb - Tommy Shelby x Reader

The Devil’s Advocate - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@evita-shelby

Relax - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@aliypop

When The Sun Rises - Tommy Shelby x OC

A Little Friendly Advice - Alfie Solomons x OC (platonic)

@peakyscillian

Pizza and Champagne - Modern!Tommy Shelby x Reader

Family Ties - Modern!Tommy Shelby x Reader (series) — contains strong 🔞 (NSFW) themes!

@bi-bard

I Could Never Define All That You Are To Me - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@mgcldydrms

The Only Thing That Matters - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@camilaiswritingstories

The Death of Mine - Tommy Shelby x Reader (series)

@acewritesfics

Fireflies - Tommy Shelby x Reader

You Are My Home - Tommy Shelby x Reader

I Remember None of That - Arthur Shelby x Reader

March Drabble Challenge - Assorted Peaky Characters

@raincoffeeandfandoms

The one I love - Tommy Shelby x Reader

The mysterious blue-eyed man - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@there-goes-thefighter

I’d Kill For You - John Shelby x Reader

If You Leave Me - Tommy Shelby x Reader

The Sound of Silence - Tommy Shelby

@gypsy-girl-08

Office Christmas Party - Modern!Tommy Shelby x Reader (series) — contains 🔞 NSFW themes!

Encounter - Tommy Shelby x Reader — contains 🔞 NSFW themes!

@look-at-the-soul

Matters of the heart - Tommy Shelby x OC

@tommyhardyx

The Spy - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@prettyboyswow

Our Weeping Willow - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@priceofasapphire

Nights Like This - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@mistersshelby

Untitled (set in Season 5) - Tommy Shelby x Reader

@wednesdayismyfunday

Grief - Tommy Shelby x Reader

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[wednesdayismyfunday]

Grief

Grief comes in all shapes and sizes. Y/n watched Tommy after Graces death. She wouldn’t dare say her name around Tommy. He was broken. Y/n watched Tommy go through his version of grief. It killed her. Even when he was happy it never reached his eyes. Each smile was a dagger to her soul. She knew the only thing that he needed was time. But you can’t exactly jumped a few years into the future to make it hurt less. Tommy tried to put all of his grief away by working. That only clouded his judgement. 

Y/n was only there to watch Charlie. She was an invisible to the family. That didn’t mean she wasn’t adored by Charlie. Tommy had noticed he started calling for her when she was not around. It hurt Tommy more then he liked to admit. When Charlie stopped asking for his mother and instead for y/n, it felt like he was the only one still in pain, it made him feel weak. 

Y/n couldn’t understand why she was let go. The only thing that was said to her was that her services were not needed anymore. She knew this was a lie. Charlie needed her and she needed him. Someone to care for after her dad died. Y/n found herself in her small apartment over analyzing everything she had done in the past few months. She was grieving just as much as Tommy was, maybe he could sense the sadness and didn’t want that to effect Charlie.  Y/n poured herself a drink. She never usually drinks but with all the loss around her she needed the distraction. It seemed to work for Tommy, even if it was a brief escape. 

Tommy hadn’t slept the entire night he let go of y/n. He couldn’t bare to look at Charlie, knowing he had been the reason 2 people have now left his life. It was selfish to do that to Charlie, he knew that. But how was he supposed to grief when all he could think of was y/n. It had only been 6 months since grace died, it was too soon to have these feelings for another women. Yet he couldn’t shake the feeling that they were two lost souls who needed each other. Grief is and always be hard. Sometimes it can feel less painful if you are grieving with someone. Sometimes it makes it harder to focus on your own pain, if you are trying to help someone else. Tommy knew it was better for both of them to separate. Maybe, in a few years, they could meet and get to know each other once there hearts had healed. Or maybe there hearts will forever be hardened. 

Y/n realized she was using Charlie and the Shelby’s as a distraction to the loneliness she was feeling. Maybe time away will do her good. Maybe when she feels less invisible she can finally tell Tommy how she feels. But that will take time, and you can’t exactly jumped a few years into the future. 

[wednesdayismyfunday]

Grief

Grief comes in all shapes and sizes. Y/n watched Tommy after Graces death. She wouldn’t dare say her name around Tommy. He was broken. Y/n watched Tommy go through his version of grief. It killed her. Even when he was happy it never reached his eyes. Each smile was a dagger to her soul. She knew the only thing that he needed was time. But you can’t exactly jumped a few years into the future to make it hurt less. Tommy tried to put all of his grief away by working. That only clouded his judgement. 

Y/n was only there to watch Charlie. She was an invisible to the family. That didn’t mean she wasn’t adored by Charlie. Tommy had noticed he started calling for her when she was not around. It hurt Tommy more then he liked to admit. When Charlie stopped asking for his mother and instead for y/n, it felt like he was the only one still in pain, it made him feel weak. 

Y/n couldn’t understand why she was let go. The only thing that was said to her was that her services were not needed anymore. She knew this was a lie. Charlie needed her and she needed him. Someone to care for after her dad died. Y/n found herself in her small apartment over analyzing everything she had done in the past few months. She was grieving just as much as Tommy was, maybe he could sense the sadness and didn’t want that to effect Charlie.  Y/n poured herself a drink. She never usually drinks but with all the loss around her she needed the distraction. It seemed to work for Tommy, even if it was a brief escape. 

Tommy hadn’t slept the entire night he let go of y/n. He couldn’t bare to look at Charlie, knowing he had been the reason 2 people have now left his life. It was selfish to do that to Charlie, he knew that. But how was he supposed to grief when all he could think of was y/n. It had only been 6 months since grace died, it was too soon to have these feelings for another women. Yet he couldn’t shake the feeling that they were two lost souls who needed each other. Grief is and always be hard. Sometimes it can feel less painful if you are grieving with someone. Sometimes it makes it harder to focus on your own pain, if you are trying to help someone else. Tommy knew it was better for both of them to separate. Maybe, in a few years, they could meet and get to know each other once there hearts had healed. Or maybe there hearts will forever be hardened. 

Y/n realized she was using Charlie and the Shelby's as a distraction to the loneliness she was feeling. Maybe time away will do her good. Maybe when she feels less invisible she can finally tell Tommy how she feels. But that will take time, and you can’t exactly jumped a few years into the future.