We fight to survive

"The second hand looks like a knife, as it's counting down the rest of our lives"

[wefighttosurvive]

[wefighttosurvive]

I made this account when I was 14. I was lost, hurt and drowning in things I didn’t understand. I abandoned it at 16 and forgot about it. Now, 9 years later I remembered I had this account and came back.

What hurts me is that nothing seems to have changed. It’s like I am continuing exactly where I left off. Like time just froze for a while. I promised my 16 year old self that we shouldn’t give up because the place we were in was temporary. Yet I still feel everything at 25 that I felt at 16. I’m still lost. I’m still hurt. I’m still drowning in things I don’t understand. And I don’t know how I feel about it.

[fairylilies]

i’m so sorry if someone made you think it’s hard to love you

[wefighttosurvive]

I’m not your safety net. I’m NOT a safety net.

[aveoi-deactivated20150922]

*tries to get eight hours sleep in 3 hours*

[dakdakdakdakota]

Let's make a list of things that make you feel like a complete piece of shit

1. When you’re really passionate about something and people don’t appreciate it.

[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

2. When you love someone, they lead you on, and later they decide to be just friends.

[dakdakdakdakota]

3. When someone points out one of your biggest insecurities.

[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

4. When for once I’m feeling good about myself, look good, and I’m shamed by rude comments, usually along the lines of attention-whore, conceited, fake, etc.

[dakdakdakdakota]

5. When you’re having a bad day and someone tells you to just “get over it.”

[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

6. When you build up the courage to express your problems, and they say “people have it worse.”

[dakdakdakdakota]

7. When you spill your guts out to someone and they have no reaction.

[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

8. When you stop talking to people, just to see if they care and no one checks back on you.

[dakdakdakdakota]

9. When you’re told there is something wrong with you just because you love differently than the majority.

[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

10. When people say they love you, but at the same time say you’re still going to hell.

[wefighttosurvive]

11. When you put in a lot of effort to do something and people tell you that you could’ve done better or it’s not good enough.

[tendersadness]

I wanted you to fight for me and you didn’t.

10 word story (via despre-noi-doi)

[nova-smrt]

I failed as a student. I failed as a daughter. I failed as a girlfriend. I failed as a human being.

i.o. (via nova-smrt)

[coldely-deactivated20210320]

[aurol]

one of the worst feelings ever is being in your own house and feeling like you need to go home

[hplyrikz]

It’s okay to lose yourself for a little while. In books, in music, in art. Let yourself get lost.

Unknown (via hplyrikz)

[sunthetika]

When a person tells you you hurt them, you don’t get to decide you didn’t.

Louis C.K. (via classically-incomplete)

[mycolorsfadeout]

[coltre]

[wefighttosurvive]

what i wanna be: aesthetic

what i am: pathetic

[fxksfletch19]

I love how people think they know you, even after so long they still have no idea.

Me (via fxksfletch19)

[bollingralls]