Female Loser👽

I only exist here 19 Faceless account mdni

[brunettedollys]

“ i was always an unusual girl, my mother told me that i had a chameleon soul. no moral compass pointing me due north, no fixed personality. just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide as wavering as the ocean. ” - lana del rey ( ride, 2012 )

[bbyolivier]

stop manifesting that boy and get your money up.

what. are. you. doing.

you only want that boys attention because you want to brag about him to your friends.

you only want that boys attention because you’re broke.

you only want that boys attention because you feel like you need his affection in order to give yourself permission to like yourself.

as women, that is our ultimate plight. ever since we were children, we were taught that if we do not find our sense of purpose centered around serving someone—particularly men and their fantasies—then we are not deserving of love. this is mostly projection from men; they are taught from young age that they need to be of service to someone or something in order to have a place in this world and if they do not, they will be discarded. they feel as though it is warranted for human beings considered lesser and undeserving for not subscribing to the mistreatment of modern society. they do no have the capacity to handle their frustrations on their own, so they pawn it onto us women.

hence why many of us are OBSESSED with receiving male attention and validation, so much so that the usage of the term “pick me” has risen considerably in recent years. i first want to say that is okay to have romantic feels for a guy and seek his love and affection, but so many of us mistake our need to fill the void caused by mommy and daddy’s neglect with limerence and infatuation. your inability to self-regulate you lack of self-esteem will not be solved by him and getting what you want from him and disregarding that he a whole human being who you want to use as your play thing so you can feel better about yourself. until you learn to channel those feelings of lowliness into something you can find pride in for yourself, you will never feel whole.

that’s why i’m here, writing this for you today. because no matter i like this stupid boy, he could proclaim his love for me tomorrow, but what am i to do if one days he walks up and decides that for whatever reason i am not enough for him anymore? who is the woman that i’d have to go back to?

[my-dailydreams]

[lastthoughtsofanidiot]

Thinking Abt that time with the 5"2 guy who liked hugs. Dear 5"2 guy who liked hugs and cuddling during movies and said he liked me before realizing he was aromatic, I'll probably never forget you. Neither will my friends they're not fans.

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[garpen]

"you already left kudos here"

And??? Let me like it again??? Clearly it deserves more??

[lickmyleg]

[weirdb1tchnextdoor]

I used to like frosting

[weirdb1tchnextdoor]

I feel like Margo got money troubles and Jane the virgin is somewhat similar

[weirdb1tchnextdoor]

Seeing freak shit when you not in a sexual mood is so

[skeksis98]

monkey’s tail is flowering again

[weirdb1tchnextdoor]

If antidepressants kill your emotions clearly It’s working cause even though killing my feelings is literally impossible it dulls them I need that I feel like I’m being protective of my true self like a screen protector

?? Lmao

[weirdb1tchnextdoor]

Crushing over a nigga whos shorttttrrfrrrfrtttttttttttfttttttttttttttttttt

[zamisriza-the-resurrection]

Reblog the 500,000 dollar written check from Seto Kaiba and money will come your way.

[channelsurfer02]

Might as well.

[percysfemmefatale]

nothing to lose.

[weirdb1tchnextdoor]

Deleting instagram has done me so good I wanna delete everything and the everything is locket but I love ittt so many pics from high school and college 😩😩😩

🙄

I won’t

[weirdb1tchnextdoor]

TATTOOS and DREADS

[dreamstars]

"Flower Nails", made by Masaharo Ono (2005)

[weirdb1tchnextdoor]

Everytime someone likes a post from when i was being a weak loser. Yea