I felt inspired to render this into prose: so here ya go!
It is a muggy day—the kind of day where spring is just, only just peeping up from the basement like a mischievous houseguest who refuses to fully emerge. A demented little tease that winter is over, and its safe to long for the brush of sunlight once again. Dense fog warnings abound, the air hangs heavy and damp. This season is also known as MUD.
From beneath receeding ice and packed snow, a road re-emerges—lo and behold, actual asphalt. And with it, potholes: raw, cratered mouths gaping skyward, evidence that winter did not go quietly.
Behollllldddd.
The engineer steps out into this damp in-between world and begins the daily pilgrimage: down and away from the noise, away from the comofrting pounding of turret punch presses, and worked steel and fluorescent hum, toward the café that promises a fragile miracle—better cell service. Steel toed boots press imprints into softening ground. The air smells of thaw and dirt and the promise of sunny days to come.
There are grievances today. Small ones. Spouse cannot meet for lunch. Earbuds lie abandoned on an office desk like forgotten relics. Silence will accompany the walk. Alas.
For the first time in weeks, the trees are stitched with sweet sound. Thin, bright chirps pierce the damp air like needles pulling thread through heavy cloth. The world, so long held in frozen suspension, is beginning to murmur again. Something small and feathered dares to declare survival.
Perhaps the engineer is lucky today.
Perhaps signal bars will rise like tentative green shoots to the promised land of art and storytelling. Perhaps.
Point A to Point B is achieved—not in triumph, but in steady, confident steps. A small-town strip tucked improbably close to the hum and clang of manufacturing. One block over, steel and precision and prototypes and schedules. Here? Window displays. Painted signs. A small retail stretch that feels like it misplaced itself from a gentler decade. It is cute in the way something hard-working tries to be charming anyway. Brick facades. Hand-lettered chalkboards. The café waits at the edge of this thawing world like a lantern left burning in a window.
All hail Soup Lady and her tiny, radiant domain. Soup Lady does not know she runs a sanctuary. She does not know the stories that have been drafted at her tables. The fic updates have been inhaled with rapt eyes.
Today’s sacrament: Chicken Corn Chowder.
The engineer is doing good today. The chowder is velvety, savory, fragrant with spice.
And lo—three bars of service.
The engineer is excited, had been looking forward to an update to this budding oddessy.
The image appears. The caption unfurls.
The brain processes. Processes...processes...
Laughter erupts mid-spoonful. Chicken corn chowder is violently pulled into forbidden sinus territory. This is not how chowder is meant to travel. The quiet café witnesses a near-death-by-comedy incident.
An entirely novel interpretation of an integral equation. A mathematical horror rendered as a long-proboscised insect poised to stab.
“FREAKY-ASS BUG,” indeed.
The engineer—veteran of the Calculus Wars—drowns in gleeful whimsy.
Because here is the truth, rarely admitted in polite company:
The engineer actually really—reaaaallllyy—likes math.
Not just tolerates it. Not just uses it as a tool. Loves it.
Loves the clean, merciless order of it. The way the universe can be laid out into symbols. The way a page of notation, once opaque, can unfold into utter clarity. There is something holy in that kind of structure. Something steady. Something that does not care about weather or mood or market fluctuations.
But loving something does not mean it was easy.
There were late nights under the interrogation lamp of a desk light. Early mornings fueled by coffee and spite. YouTube videos paused mid-sentence because the leap from line three to line four felt like being asked to jump a canyon without visible ground on the other side.
There were pages rewritten until the paper thinned. There were concepts forced through—not elegantly absorbed, but wrestled into place by repetition and stubbornness. Solve it again. And again. And again. Until the shape of it began to feel less like an enemy and more like a familiar coastline.
The engineer did not fall in love at first sight.
And over time, the hooks became curves. The curves became tools. The tools became fluent. The language became home.
So when someone eyeballs a spooky lookin' differential equation and sees a long-proboscised insect poised to stab—
Its beautiful, its hilarious, and gawddd damn, that was NAWT on my bingo card today <3 THIS THIS IS BEAUTIFUL, and I almost DIED. with love - the engineer. THE EYEBALLS, the BROOM sent me.
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