when existing methods fail

|haze|28|TME 2S, any pronouns| you spend too long resisting what exists

[weirdmeal]

ed mention

having arfid and also whatever ed it is that makes you unable to eat when stressed is so fucking exhausting and infuriating i’m back to 99lbs bc i can’t fucking eat!!!!!!! my body always feels like shit and i hate how skinny i look it like actively disgusts me and it feels like there’s nothing i can do about it because every time i make progress something happens and resets it

i need to live somewhere else bc i feel like its harder to eat here but i also need to live at home because i can’t support anyone or myself and i need the car for my therapy

one of the triage nurses who saw me at the er on friday told me how skinny i was and i was like “i know im trying to fix it” and i was just so. so upset like i can’t fucking eat!!! i have to take breaks while eating or else ill make myself sick i cant even eat like a “normal” sized meal i hate this!!!! why is it so hard to gain weight!!!!!! i dont want to feel like this anymore!!!!

[gerardwaysbob]

like alright

[mangonetics]

I thought we were good as gravy, but you just wanted to get your pey wet

[anticurses]

[solassitudes]

this is what it feels like to be in your late 20s

[loveridden1999]

if i was a soccer player i'd simply kick that ball in the goal instead of wasting everyone's time

[pussyronin-deactivated20260120]

"like a boss" by lonely island was released ten thousand years ago when mammoths still roamed the big wide world. feel old yet?

[lesbianbloodritual]

No.

[catmask]

by the way. it never is too late to decide you want to be happy. the woman who helped me get hormones didnt start hers until she was 70, and i met her at 73, beautiful and smiling - and told me that the last three years of her life had been her favorite. your favorites might be ahead of you too. why not hang around and find out?

[dawatcher]

[segamascott]

[porkue-deactivated20240304]

fuck 12

[slunch]

my hoes are 200 years old

[melancholy-epilogue]

just ran into the blair witch in the park—she was honestly so sweet. we chatted and laughed for hours. i don't think i'll be scared of a terrifying cackle ever again

[adz]

macklemore “thrift store 3”

standing at the sink while i wash my wounds

when i’m finished i watch cartoons

the man on the screen reenacts my death.

[powerburial]

New macklemore “thrift store 2”

In the thrift shop at the hospital Found some clothes they dont need anymore Put the coat on and gain their memories

[rtvsclipsilike]

HLVRAI LIVE IN PERSON! And its just a soldout theatre of people watching wayne in a VR headset talk to himself with no screen to show us what he’s seeing and no speakers so we dont know what he’s hearing.

[rtvsclipsilike]

I cant stop thinking of this visual

[ostolero]

these guys ruled the world at the start of the 21st century

[segamascott]

they're both so fucking hot...

[dawatcher]