i made a deal with my dad that i would be able to go to a concert if i got an a- in either english or history this marking period; but it's the f**king middle of the marking period and i have 83% in both of them. and he said if i don't get an a-, he won't let me go even though he already bought tickets. he's willing to f**king waste his money on the small chance that i'll become a genius in only a few weeks. idk how the f**k he expects me to raise my grade by 7% in three f**king weeks? I have to get at least 97% (average of 83 and 97 is 90) on everything for the rest of the marking period and that's not f**king possible bc i suck at history and english. i cried for three days straight bc my dad kept refusing to change the deal even though i kept saying it's impossible. and he kept f**king saying he wants me to go to the concert but idk how the f**k that's true when he made the deal so f**king hard. i get that he wants me to try harder in school but it's the middle of the marking period and 97% is unrealistic as f**k. i would much rather the deal be to get a b+. it's easier than a- but it still doesn't mean it's easy in general. i still have to work really hard for it but at least it's mother f**king reasonable. i really want to change the deal but my dad already bought the tickets and i've already tried multiple times to negotiate and it didn't work. my dad thinks if i try really hard, i can do f**king miracles and that idea is just so f**ling stupid to me. when the grades i need to get are so high (97%), i think it's more based on luck than actual knowledge. there's so many possibilities for simple mistakes and perfect or almost perfect scores are just so f**king hard to get. idk why he can't just f**king understand that. if i actually believed i could do it (like if the requirement for the deal was b+), i would actually try hard instead of giving up bc i already know it's impossible and that my efforts will be futile. and my mom is the only one who understands that the deal is impossible but she didn't even want me to go to the concert in the first place. oh and idk if it's important but the reason my parents don't want me to go to the concert is because it's on tuesday night and i procrastinate a lot so they're worried the concert will f**k up my bedtime and i won't get homework done.