*thinks about the future (tomorrow, next week, a year from now, any time at all)* *screams in pain* :-)

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*thinks about the future (tomorrow, next week, a year from now, any time at all)* *screams in pain* :-)
I'm really feeling some kind of Way™ today
do you ever pause in the middle of dinner and have a mental breakdown about how you can't cook and won't survive in college?
it still hasn’t sunken in that i’m in high school and have to get serious about grades and college. i wanna go back to elementary school and not think about how i’m gonna disappoint my parents in a few years.
i don’t wanna go to college but i can’t not go to college so it’s like whaaaaattt
currently having a flurry of emotions and i dont know which to address
Always
remember that your value is not measured by how others perceive you. I’m constantly moved and inspired by those who work diligently for jobs that have been trivialized. I am more than lucky to even have one opportunity; yet, when is it right to settle? Does this even make sense. I’m sleep buzzed.
My parents are confused as to why I have no motivation to go to school and advance in life. I'm sorry, why would I be motivated to go into a world that charges you to be fucked over and spend the next 60 years panicking over the various stages of emotional and physical pain I will experience while waiting to die? No thanks, I'd rather watch another TV show