still here….

mostly rambling here to cope with my life….

[wellhelloimstillalive]

the lights went out when you left…

[wellhelloimstillalive]

I got broken up with. I didn't expect that.

[wellhelloimstillalive]

God, can you please give me one good year. Please.

[wellhelloimstillalive]

I could not stand the loss of you

I thought you were leaving,

And I broke my own heart in panic,

Smashed it on the ground and didn't

bother to pick up the pieces.

Please, please, please, please

Don't leave me. If I cannot

love you, I will grieve you.

The measure of it will at least

ring somewhat true. I won't

reach you the same way twice,

that is for Certain. Nothing

real can be recreated with

any original meaning. Any

Aphorism I make preserves of you

Nothing, nothing, reality

flees me as you do, I think,

I think, I think, I think!

[wellhelloimstillalive]

"I can’t stand being loved. leave me, leave me, leave me."

Bruce Springsteen, Born to Run // Mitski, First Love / Late Spring // Black Sea Dahu, Rhizome

[crashdavis]

Bruce Springsteen, Born to Run