Thoughts @wellmaybeitsdani - Tumblr Blog

I’m just never going to be fixed enough.

I’ll never be ready in time.

I’ll forever be my own worst enemy.

My fear isn’t if, it’s when.

Will when ever come?…

I guess delicate time will tell…

I don’t like goodbyes..

Please never leave…

Please keep your promise…

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“I think people spend too much time staring into screens and not enough time drinking wine, tongue kissing, and dancing und the moon.”

— Rachel Wolchin

I’ve been feeling a bit lost lately…

My heads been real foggy, I forgot a lot of important things this week, and I still am neglecting to call clinical sites. Part of me thinks I need a break from smoking, part of me feels I need to once again go back and find a quality therapist, and part of me thinks I’m being to have a mental breakdown.

I feel like I’m going through the motions but I’m happy and miserable all at the same time. I know this is my depression but fuck… maybe I need medication? Do I need a break? What’s causing me to feel like this?

I shouldn’t feel like this if I’m honest. I have a good job, I’m in school, a healthy and wonderful relationship, I have a dog, I’ve been saving money… what’s the problem? Why is life passing me by while I’m struggling to keep up with the weekly bullshit… Am I cut out for this? Have I bit off more than I can chew? Am I confused? Am I making the right choices?

Fuck me, man… I’m so tired of this shit.. I need a fucking break or some help or something…

#thoughts

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not to sound like a commie or anything but I hate how it costs money to be alive

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Dark times all around but there are still people out there who love you

Do not hurt yourself, do not hurt others, get help, talk to someone, anyone. Humanity has survived before and we can do it now if we all just support each other. My country and my people let me down and endangered my life but there’s nothing I or anyone else can do about that so let’s try to spread the love that is so clearly lacking.