Sincerely Yours, AK

“We want to inspire you beyond what you can get from a relationship between a star and fan, but as a person to person.” ㅡ GOT7's Jinyoung | « jypstan, ahgakonic, multifan » | Blog for my thoughts. Eng's not my first language.

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Korean song recommendations? Please and thank you~

Korean song recommendations~! :)

♡ Across The Universe (우주를 건너) - Baek Yerin (백예린)♡ Awoo - Lim Kim (김예림)♡ Crazy For You - G.Soul♡ Different - Winner ♡ Don’t Forget(잊어버리지마) (Feat. Taeyeon(태연)) - Crush (크러쉬)♡ Erase (지워) - Hyorin (효린) & Jooyoung (주영)♡ I am a Woman Too (나도 여자예요) - Minah (민아)♡ It’s Cold (Feat. 이하이) - Epik High♡ Letting Go (놓아 놓아 놓아) - Day6♡ The Manual (너 사용법) - Eddy Kim (에디킴)♡ Parachute - Code Kunst (Feat. Oh Hyuk & Dok2)♡ Rain & Cry - 15&♡ Sometimes (가끔) - Crush (크러쉬)♡ what2do - DΞΔN x CRUSH x JEFF BERNAT♡ You End, And Me(장난인거 알아) (Feat. Kanto(칸토) Of TROY) - Raina (레이나)♡ 21 - DΞΔN ♡ 네게 난 - Jooyoung (주영)

+ everything by iKON ^.^

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Wow~ I saw you recommend Korean song which you told all songs of iKON. So, I think you like iKON the most now. Who's your special favorite in iKON?

Hehehehe ^.^

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✗ favorite jonghyun quotes 

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you did an amazing job here jjong, rest now, rest well. you will always be remembered.

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I really love seeing Hanbin with Hanbyul (we all do) because I know how much he misses his sister. I wish they could spend more time together. Such cuties, I'm in tears rn ;;;;; ♡

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“Regrets are pointless. There's no use in crying over spilled milk. All you can do is slowly fill the glass up again. Time won’t flow backward for you.” “Don’t cry too much. Don’t beat up yourself for too long. But never forget what happened.” ㅡ Jung Jae Chan (WYWS, Lee Jong Suk)

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"Unique" and "different" are not similar. In this world, we may possess unique personalities or qualities that other people don't have but we are not different from anyone. We, humans are all the same. The s a m e.

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I've been spending 18 years of my life with them but it seems like they still barely know me..

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What would my whole life be like if I didn't become a fangirl? I always think of this. It somehow became really necessary to me like without it, I'd be doomed forever. I'd be lifeless. I'd be sad. Whenever people questions me being a fangirl, it always slices my heart. I wish they knew how hard it is being a fan. I wish they could feel the pain also. The pain when you can't afford a ticket. The pain when your faves are going through really tough times. The pain when you badly want to see them but you can't. But, know what? The pain of being a fangirl/boy can't be compared to the happiness it brings. It brings us an unmeasurable joy. It gives us something other things can never give. Being a fan surely isn't easy but it's also the definition of happiness. How can someone who isn't a fan be able to understand how we feel, right? We can explain it to them but they still wouldn't be able to understand us fully. They might think we're ridiculous and annoying. I remember how emotional of a person I was when I was little (until now, I still am though). I always lock myself up in the bathroom whenever I feel sad and whenever I'm rethinking things. It changed so much when I became a pure fangirl. I don't do that anymore now, whenever I feel sad or stressed or whenever I have things to think about, I always turn to twitter to spazz or to fb/messenger to talk to my co-fans slash reliable friends or to my gallery to see my faves or very simple, to my music gallery to listen to their songs. No one will ever be able to understand this. They will never understand how doing all those things can take our stress away. They will never understand this unless they're fans as well. My heart literally feels like it's being sliced open while I'm writing this. Why are we fans being judged when we're just trying to have fun and be happy? Why can't we be fans without being judged? Why do we always need to explain our side to other people who won't even bother to listen to us once? It's just so hard when you have to be sorrounded with people who doesn't even understand your heart.

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A friend said she feels unimportant and I really do wanna comfort her but I don't know how because most of the time, that's how I feel too. One of the heartbreaking things a person could ever feel is feeling completely insignificant. When you feel so sad because you're wondering what really your purpose was or if you even have a purpose or what. It just hurts. It's even worst when the friends whom you think can make you feel important is way too far away from you. You're closer to people who never cared about your importance but you're far from those people who make you feel you're needed like, why is it so unfair? Why does it need to be that way? I remember my own thought that once broke my heart big time: "Am I even needed here?"

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Only Yours (Hanbin Fluff Scenario)

Word Count: 1073 (went a little overboard oops)

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A/N: I told myself I don’t have the time to write another request but I did anyway on the train home. Enjoy!

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I chose English as my specialization and it includes Poetry, of course. I'm actually the worst when it comes to these things so help me, God [sobs eternally]. I really want English as my specialization so I should do everything for it ㅠㅠ

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Our acquaintance party went well. It was not what I expected it to be since I didn't really expect anything because I didn't want to, lmao. Anyways, I was never into parties so I didn't really enjoy it THAT much but it was still way better than our promenade and graduation ball in high school. Umm. Fin (lololololol I'm already so sleepy so I should end it here already) PS: I don't know if it's just me or I'm really so difficult to approach. I'm really such an awkward person and sometimes, I really can't help but feel like I make some people uncomfortable ㅠㅠ I never was a bad person fbjgbjfbh believe me. So, I hope people wouldn't judge me right away. I hope they wouldn't get uncomfortable around me anymore ;;;;

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Presenting a report infront of our instructor and the whole class is always a big deal to me since I have stage fright. Our instructor said, it's okay to feel nervous but after five minutes of being infront, you shouldn't be feeling nervous anymore. She even said that we feel nervous because we're conscious of ourselves and that we shouldn't be because it's not ourselves that we're gonna have to present infront, it's our report that we prepared for for a long time that we're going to present. That was quite helpful but I still can't help feeling nervous, lmao. This is so hard for me because I had to stand there for a longer time alone which was something I had not done before. This is college now so I have to face this. It's not like I can just runaway from it for the rest of my life, right? Whenever I feel nervous, I only think of how my ults passed their auditions before and how nervous they get whenever they need to face a large crowd... then my nervousness decreases. Ah...

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just me being that fangirl

It feels nice to have a lot of idols to stan because I gain more motivators and inspirations. Recently, I got into two new fandomsㅡiKONIC and Wannable. Hanbin and Guanlin are my ults c': Anyways, Guanlin is my babyyy but Hanbin, that man.. it was not that long yet since I entered the fandom and I'm already so into him. I'm already so inspired by him. He is such a great man and a motivator. Like he's so passionate and hardworking, and like for a fan like me, you would suddenly just feel like, "I want to be able to match him, even just a little so I must work hard also and so on and so on". I don't know guys. He's really like something that I will never be like but he's something that I want to be like. I'm in love with that man. I hope God will protect him all the time and his members and his loved ones, I love him so much ♡

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http://iheartintelligence.com/2017/03/01/things-to-know-love-someone-with-guarded-heart/

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I love Park Jinyoung a looooot. Good night. ♡ PS: And GOT7 too ofc. And my ahgases. Lmao bye c: