i'm not sorry that i'm in love with you

"i learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it" megan. 15. just a little bit obsessed with nina dobrev's face.

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16/10/15  • rewriting case cards for law ft. my organic tea and an unusually clean working space

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still fangirling over meeting patty walters tbh

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fangirl challenge [1/30] romantic relationsips // karma and amy

it’s karma, isn’t it? i’m starting to have feelings for her again

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i love my family but sometimes they just seriously work me up, especially when it comes to things like this bc they just see themselves as being right and won’t even consider what i’m saying and it is just incredibly frustrating

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get to know me // [2/5] favourite relationships

you deserve someone who loves you with every  b e a t  of his heart

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fangirl challenge // [1/50] movies

i wake up in the morning and i feel like i’m missing something. i know that there’s something not right, and it takes me a while to remember what it is … then i remember. my best friend is gone. my only friend. it was silly of me to rely so much on one person.

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just something to tide you all over during the hiatus, i’ll keep updating this :)

fanfics ; multi-chaptered

bellarke i make my own luck what love’s all about if i should fall behind when the stars are the only things we share how to woo bellamy blake in five minutes or less newton’s law of universal gravitation superlatives our kind of love fall back together the conversation this one’s for believing (if only for its sake) transition i held you like it was nothing (it was something) the discovery of kindness tree house now and then

clexa move on me alliances the heart is the strongest muscle all i want is nothing more (to hear you knocking at my door) one more time, let’s do it again weakness v. strength

fanfics ; one-shots

bellarke the hundred soulmates excuse me, that’s mr. princess to you to dust or to gold we are undone by each other i wanna be your joey ramone (or, clarke is a punk rocker) the world is full of magic things the feel-good hit of the summer sing the rage of peleus’ son achilles slow it down the spine of your body and its bones coastal waters a heavy dose of atmosphere the pedal’s down, my eyes are closed mess is mine chase the hurt the start of us in my house on the hill (there’s room for you still) darkest of marks love will come through she’s got me up all night & all i’m singing is love songs in our hearts, we find our courage i don’t wanna live like this (i don’t wanna die) i threw stones at the stars (but the whole sky fell) build this fire higher, higher toward the sky

wicken not a chance (or, the time raven reyes doesn’t get left behind) step-by-step instructions a helping hand an elegant design the spirit of scientific inquiry warmth finding your good thing the guide to holding hands in july

clexa they take their shots but we’re bulletproof (i wanna be) your left hand man there is no sweeter innocence (than our gentle sin) solar flare only hell knows me sparks fly you’re in my veins (and i cannot get you out) people like us (know how to survive)

playlists

general kids are victims in this story the kids from yesterday warriors the wild youth i’m a renegade, it’s in my blood the kids aren’t alright

bellarke love is weakness so come back when you can find your way back to me may we meet again come back, i’ll help you stand remains you’re forgiven you always return i’ll love you long after you’re gone he would do anything for her

clexa do you fall in love too easily? what you would’ve done show me that you’re human it doesn’t make us weak she makes my heart scream color heart made of armor your mess is mine harbinger love is weakness (but i love you) two sides of the same coin

wicken she is electricity lay your cuts and bruises over my skin

clarke griffin only i can find my way here’s my battle cry, my masterpiece there are no good guys at the cost of my soul take it all

octavia blake this space is not my home i am not afraid rise up now i’m a warrior i was meant to be a warrior

raven reyes me, i’m a creator satellite mind

bellamy blake i wear no crown a bad combination in the dark it won’t be in vain

videos

general no bravery radioactive run boy run flares this is war nobody can save us now our tired souls fire, fire yellow flicker beat everybody wants to rule the world warriors battlecry we must be killers to build a home

masterposts

bellarke masterpost bellarke fic recs (another) (and another) (and another)

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amy raudenfeld in every episode - know thy selfie

i’m already faking one relationship.  if i’m going to have a real one i want her to like me for me.

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how does an island of light sound to you john?

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all i learnt from the last episode is that i’m basically just clexa and wicken trash

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everybody wants to go to heaven but nobody wants to die ☼

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we were stars up in the sunlit sky - ((aka bellarke au)) ((aka best friends brother au)) ((aka au with an accompanying playlist)) i should go - levi kreis // two pieces - demi lovato // a part of me - neck deep // save my heart - jason reeves // in my veins - andrew belle // kiss me again - we are the in crowd // a daydream away - all time low // the last time - taylor swift // i was wrong - sleepstar // this ain’t goodbye - train // ((listen))

clarke and octavia have been best friends ever since the blakes moved next door.  ((and when octavia finds out that her mum lied about who her dad is, she goes straight to clarke and cries on her shoulder all night and it’s then that clarke vows that she would never hurt octavia like that.)) to clarke, bellamy was just o’s geeky older brother, but she always kind of had a crush on him.  ((once when octavia’s mum was babysitting clarke and octavia got sick, bellamy told clarke that she could sit in his room with him and he let her choose what they watched on tv and he shared his secret stash of sweets with her.  the next day when octavia asked what she’d done while she ill, clarke told her that she’d been with bellamy but she didn’t tell her that she now gets butterflies whenever she looks at him)) until he returns from his first year of university for the summer and she finds out that he’s turned into a self-absorbed, playboy ass and their relationship becomes a lot less civil.  ((“stop getting so worked up, princess.”  ”i told you to stop calling me that!”)) but that changes after finn cheats on clarke with raven and she’s sat in her garden crying and it’s bellamy who comes and sits with her and comforts her ((bellamy’s heading back to his own house when, “bellamy? thanks for tonight.”  ”anytime princess.”  and this time when he calls her that she doesn’t mind so much.)) somehow it becomes a thing for them both to sit in clarke’s garden every night and just talk.  and then they start to realise that the feelings that they have for each other might be starting to move past just platonic.  ((“this can’t happen, you know that right?”  ”i know, octavia would hate you and me being together, and i’m not about to do anything that’s going to ruin our friendship, she means too much to me.”  ”it’s not just that clarke, you’re only fifteen. you and me, it just can’t happen.”  and then there’s silence for a moment because they both want this so much and it’s breaking their hearts.))