can we create something beautiful and destroy it

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16/10/15  • rewriting case cards for law ft. my organic tea and an unusually clean working space

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still fangirling over meeting patty walters tbh

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fangirl challenge [1/30] romantic relationsips // karma and amy

it’s karma, isn’t it? i’m starting to have feelings for her again

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i love my family but sometimes they just seriously work me up, especially when it comes to things like this bc they just see themselves as being right and won’t even consider what i’m saying and it is just incredibly frustrating

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get to know me // [2/5] favourite relationships

you deserve someone who loves you with every  b e a t  of his heart

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fangirl challenge // [1/50] movies

i wake up in the morning and i feel like i’m missing something. i know that there’s something not right, and it takes me a while to remember what it is … then i remember. my best friend is gone. my only friend. it was silly of me to rely so much on one person.

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just something to tide you all over during the hiatus, i’ll keep updating this :)

fanfics ; multi-chaptered

bellarke i make my own luck what love’s all about if i should fall behind when the stars are the only things we share how to woo bellamy blake in five minutes or less newton’s law of universal gravitation superlatives our kind of love fall back together the conversation this one’s for believing (if only for its sake) transition i held you like it was nothing (it was something) the discovery of kindness tree house now and then

clexa move on me alliances the heart is the strongest muscle all i want is nothing more (to hear you knocking at my door) one more time, let’s do it again weakness v. strength

fanfics ; one-shots

bellarke the hundred soulmates excuse me, that’s mr. princess to you to dust or to gold we are undone by each other i wanna be your joey ramone (or, clarke is a punk rocker) the world is full of magic things the feel-good hit of the summer sing the rage of peleus’ son achilles slow it down the spine of your body and its bones coastal waters a heavy dose of atmosphere the pedal’s down, my eyes are closed mess is mine chase the hurt the start of us in my house on the hill (there’s room for you still) darkest of marks love will come through she’s got me up all night & all i’m singing is love songs in our hearts, we find our courage i don’t wanna live like this (i don’t wanna die) i threw stones at the stars (but the whole sky fell) build this fire higher, higher toward the sky

wicken not a chance (or, the time raven reyes doesn’t get left behind) step-by-step instructions a helping hand an elegant design the spirit of scientific inquiry warmth finding your good thing the guide to holding hands in july

clexa they take their shots but we’re bulletproof (i wanna be) your left hand man there is no sweeter innocence (than our gentle sin) solar flare only hell knows me sparks fly you’re in my veins (and i cannot get you out) people like us (know how to survive)

playlists

general kids are victims in this story the kids from yesterday warriors the wild youth i’m a renegade, it’s in my blood the kids aren’t alright

bellarke love is weakness so come back when you can find your way back to me may we meet again come back, i’ll help you stand remains you’re forgiven you always return i’ll love you long after you’re gone he would do anything for her

clexa do you fall in love too easily? what you would’ve done show me that you’re human it doesn’t make us weak she makes my heart scream color heart made of armor your mess is mine harbinger love is weakness (but i love you) two sides of the same coin

wicken she is electricity lay your cuts and bruises over my skin

clarke griffin only i can find my way here’s my battle cry, my masterpiece there are no good guys at the cost of my soul take it all

octavia blake this space is not my home i am not afraid rise up now i’m a warrior i was meant to be a warrior

raven reyes me, i’m a creator satellite mind

bellamy blake i wear no crown a bad combination in the dark it won’t be in vain

videos

general no bravery radioactive run boy run flares this is war nobody can save us now our tired souls fire, fire yellow flicker beat everybody wants to rule the world warriors battlecry we must be killers to build a home

masterposts

bellarke masterpost bellarke fic recs (another) (and another) (and another)

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amy raudenfeld in every episode - know thy selfie

i’m already faking one relationship.  if i’m going to have a real one i want her to like me for me.

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how does an island of light sound to you john?

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can we create something beautiful and destroy it

[unabashinglyme]

[staywithmeforevr]

[lmaoooo]

[atlxlangdon]

do you feel cold               and lost in d e s p e r a t i o n

listen here

mirgraine - twenty one pilots // lead me out of the dark - crown the empire // i have a problem - beartooth // snuff - slipknot // bury your head - mallory knox // stay away from my friends - pierce the veil // can you feel my heart - bring me the horizon // me in my own head - beartooth // scars - para roach // therapy - all time low // can't save myself - as it is // pittsburgh - the amity affliction // kissing you goodbye - the used // iridescent - linkin park // feels like forever - of mice & men // last resort - papa roach // get me out - falling in reverse // drown - bring me the horizon

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all i learnt from the last episode is that i’m basically just clexa and wicken trash