P A I N

depression/dca/borderline.. NOT in recovery CW:56,8 LW:45 GW1:55

[angel-gainingitswings]

the dream.

[butteranaflies]

[molochniychai]

reminder!

[lowlevelofserotonin]

[thinharmonica]

my morning routine

[star-struck09]

I fear the sadness will consume me alive one day.

[iwanttobelovedplease]

Why is it so fucking loud in my head

[worthless-misery]

I hate myself.

I hate my face.

I hate my eyes.

I hate my ears.

I hate my nose.

I hate my mouth.

I hate my lips.

I hate my hair.

I hate my neck.

I hate my shoulders.

I hate my chest.

I hate my back.

I hate my belly.

I hate my hips.

I hate my arms.

I hate my hands.

I hate my fingers.

I hate my skin.

I hate my crotch.

I hate my thighs.

I hate my knees.

I hate my legs.

I hate my feet.

I hate my ankles.

I hate my toes.

I hate my smile.

I hate my laugh.

I hate my scars.

I hate my stretch marks.

I hate my bones.

I hate my body hair.

I hate my voice.

I hate my mind.

I hate my thoughts.

I hate my dysphoria.

I hate my depression.

I hate my anxiety.

I hate my eating disorders.

I hate my trauma.

I hate my nightmares.

I hate my past.

I hate my memories.

I hate my childhood.

I hate my adolescence.

I hate my adulthood.

I hate my existence.

I hate my life.

I just hate every single thing about myself so fucking much...

[waifsilbesil]

If you rely on motivation you’ll lose it

Build discipline

Become obsessed

[defencing]

me opening this app after another weekend of b1nging

[wishiwasanyonelse]

the things I hate most in this world are myself and the fact that I’m still alive.

[irenexana]

I don't wanna exist anymore

[jodiebyszaa]

my depression & £d feeding off of each other

[manicpussydreamboi]

it’s called self sabotage baby and i do it so well

[wh4lef4t]

Ho bisogno di annullarmi,sparire, sono così stanca di essere così. Dissolvermi in mille frantumi. Voglio solo le mie ossa sporgenti visibili a vita.

[detached0l]

[anabearsworld]

If you eat what you always eat then you’ll weigh what you always weight