WAIDHA

[whatamidoingherealone]

i wish to be

eudaemonic

to produce my own happiness

be my own basin of opportunity

[whatamidoingherealone]

i hate growing up

i love it here now

but i also loved it there then

-WAIDHA

[whatamidoingherealone]

and i think i loved you

as much love as i know what to do with

and with as much sorrow as i knew how to handle

how could you put this all on me

i looked into your eyes and saw our future

and tasted your lips to experience it

-WAIDHA

[whatamidoingherealone]

to live a proper life you must first learn to forgive

perhaps your never ending sorrow lies in your inability to do so

you exist here and now

you must not relinquish yourself in the past as that is the easiest way to lose your future

forgive yourself for ever forgetting that you matter

-WAIDHA

[whatamidoingherealone]

i want to be bones

scattered and engraved with the misfortunes of times past

to lie down peacefully on a creek bed

to be dug up and admired

but to settle back down with the sediment

worm food

calcium

particles of nothingness coming to futile fruition

to be forgotten would be a gift

a relic of what i once was

-WAIDHA

[whatamidoingherealone]

to write a poem is to stain yourself

to let your sins flow like blood

and your words become your angels

whilst you remain the devil

-WAIDHA

[whatamidoingherealone]

to be a star you must burn

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WAIDHA

[whatamidoingherealone]

thou too hastily doth thy friend a drunkard

beseech then thy wicked manner

for thou who taint thy brother name

shall too be ridiculed and outcast

-WAIDHA

[whatamidoingherealone]

“the wound is where the light enters you”

-WAIDHA

[whatamidoingherealone]

someday, someone you love will die, and everything after that will become irrelevant

-WAIDHA

[foreveryoursvincent]

for as long as i live

i’d rebuild our sandcastle

if you’d let me

waves, weather, whatever comes to attack

destroying what i’d just fixed

though i guard it with my life

for as long as i live

i’d rebuild our sandcastle

if you’d let me

siempre tuyo

tuyo para siempre

J

[whatamidoingherealone]

if only my age reflected how tired my soul is

-WAIDHA

[happyheidi]

via radiantsomatics

[everythingidontsayoutloud]

love gets lighter when you realize it's every where, especially in the little details

[flowerytale]

Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Vanessa Bell (August 1908)

[27paperlilies]

Parted in a time-lapse

Moonlight in her eyes

Sunshine in his smile

Forever intertwined

They make each small moment worth their while.

[whatamidoingherealone]

when they dig up our bones in 2000 years I don’t want them to be able to tell your hand bones from mine

-WAIDHA

[whatamidoingherealone]

how is it fair that you take up so much of my thoughts

that you’re mere presence in my life hurts more than you can imagine

and while i am being dramatic you don’t get to down play the fact

that you showed me everything I ever wanted and took it away in the same instant

-WAIDHA