Everything I don't say out loud

[omneco]

[echo-temporis]

won’t you celebrate with me by Lucille Clifton won't you celebrate with me what i have shaped into a kind of life? i had no model. born in babylon both nonwhite and woman what did i see to be except myself? i made it up here on this bridge between starshine and clay, my one hand holding tight my other hand; come celebrate with me that everyday something has tried to kill me and has failed.

via poetryfoundation.org/

[judilyart]

happy yuri day to all sapphics 💕👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

art prints of these here

[everythingidontsayoutloud]

you forgot everything

you forgot how tough you are

and became a frightened child again

wake the fuck up

[everythingidontsayoutloud]

One day you'll sit by the beach and you will stumble across some songs you used to listen when the world felt tight.

You will take a deep breathe, without noticing darkness will pass throughout your eyes and you will feel nothing but relief. You won't feel like that anymore.

Without noticing the trees now are greener and the waves make a beautiful sound when they crash into the sand.

Life now has little details that keep you here.

[perfectquote]

“She had a way of seeing the beauty in others, even, and perhaps most especially, when that person couldn’t see it in themselves.”

— J.K. Rowling, The Prisoner of Azkaba

[moonstoast]

@rbhvleo // roberto ferri // mothering by ainslie hogarth // rainer maria rilke // ? // planet of love by richard siken // a self portrait in letters by anne sexton // indian summer by ron hicks

[incognito-melancholia]

"How many scars did you justify because you loved the person who was holding the knife?"

[quotesthatstayedwithme]

[cache-e]

“I'm a master at speaking silently, all my life I've spoken silently and I've lived through entire tragedies in silence.”

Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Meek One.

[wedarkacademia]

[coffeestainedfingers22-deactiva]

I wonder if you're haunted like me. When you past by our spot can you see the figures of us still hand in hand. Smiling and kissing as if nobody has been hurt yet.

[emotionalwords]

[missinyouiskillingme]

forever…

[everythingidontsayoutloud]

our love was physical

physically enough to get me out of my head

my head full of wounds was slowly fading

our love was painful

painless was when i touched you

painless was feeling your warmth

our love was made of touch

a touch that destroyed walls and arms

harmfuly feeling the warmth of the rain

our love was once love

harmfuly realizing you're touching the rain

and nowhere to be found

our love had nowhere to go

even so i tried to follow a path

i followed this path knowing i'd come back in blood that rained

our love had transformed rain into blood

[thehopefulquotes]

“How amazing is it to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— Nina LaCour

[everythingidontsayoutloud]

I gave everything i had for you, and yet, i am sitting here with nothing. You even took the pain away, you left me here with absolutely nothing.

[everythingidontsayoutloud]

I began my healing process this year, and right now, i am even worse than how i was when i got hurt.

I keep telling myself it is part of the process but i'm terrified of my past with depression, i don't want it to come back.

Even though i have things under control, i can feel it trying to corrupt my mind again. And the stars know i live with a constant war with my own mind, every single day.

Will i ever be in peace? Or will i forever be terrified of my own weapons?