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Just read Whatever Happens for like the 4th time and I was wondering if you will everv continue this story.. I love this story. Now to reread For Love for the 4th time
Ah! 🙈 so see what had happened was....I had planned on another update and I had a draft of it and everything. BUT my super smart self deleted it 🙃🙃. The fact that you have reread this put a super huge smile on my face!
I guess Tumblr's doing the thing again because the forloveff fan fiction can only be viewed through downloading the Tumblr app and not through a mobile site anymore.
Girl, remember when the mobile site was amazing? When it looked and operated just like the webpage? I hate staff for doing away with that.
Wait hold on. I think…I think it’s because of the setting where you allow or not allow “logged out users” to see your blog. I think I fixed it. SORRY!
^^^ same for this blog. SORRY YALL!
What's Happening Now 2
A/N: I couldn’t help myself. Had it in my mind so I had to write it. Enjoy!! :)
Lau
“Uhh babe,” I heard Renee call with a shaky voice from the bathroom. I was laying on the bed channel surfing waiting for her to come out of the restroom. We were getting closer to the due date for our baby, and still staying at Larry and Kris’ house. I wanted us to go back to our apartment since they have a new baby in the house, but they insisted we stay until Renee went into labor. That way we’d all be together when it happened. I mean I can’t lie, I enjoyed being around little Maddie for these past two months. I was truly a hands on uncle, trying to train myself on daddy duties, feeding, changing diapers, and just sitting in on baths. I was still nervous about that, but I loved that Kris and my twin trusted me so much.
“Yes bebe?”
“Unless this baby has made me lose control of my bladder, I uh…” She trailed off. “I think my water just broke.”
I felt my eyes widened and I hopped up from the bed and went out the bedroom door. “Larry! Kris!” I ran down the hall towards their room.
Larry came out. “Lau. Shut up!,” he whispered harshly, closing the door behind him. “We try to get Maddie to take a nap. Why you yelling for?”
“Because,” I was suddenly out of breath. “I. She’s.” I stuttered out.
Kris opened the door holding and bottle feeding my niece. She saw my frantic look and her eyes widened. “She’s in labor!” She yelped and took off towards our room. Larry and I rushed after her. “Wait where is she?”
“I’m in the bathroom still,” Renee laughed lightly.
“Oh shit! I sorry,” I made my way towards the bathroom to go to her but Kris stopped me.
“Go get the bag Lau. I’ll get Renee,” she said handing Madison to Larry.
“I not remember where the bag is,” I ran my hands down my face. I felt so stressed out and overwhelmed. “Mon dieu. Help me,” I groaned.
“Lau man, juste breathe. Is ok.” Larry tried to comfort me. “Is in the closet on the floor. Is where we put it after me and you pack it last month,” he smiled at me.
Kris walked out with Renee, who was grinning and shaking her head. “I knew he’d be more crazy than me when this day came,” she chuckled but that was short lived when her face contorted showing she was in pain. She hissed and groaned.
“Renee!” I yelped.
“I’m ok babe. I’m ok. It was just a contraction.” She paused and stared as if she was in deep thought. “Oh my gosh. I’m really in labor,” her eyes welled up and she smiled at me.
“Oki bebe. You drive them to the hospital and I stay here with the bebes,” Larry said before looking at me. “He not gonna be able to drive,” he laughed.
“Shut up Larry!” I cut an eye at him.
“Ok, ok, hello. Woman in labor here,” Renee called out.
“Oki. We go now,” I rushed out the room and house. Kris drive my truck. I decided to copy Larry and got an escalade too, but mine was white. He hated that I copied him, but he was always talking about how good of a truck it was so why not?
We got to Cedars Sinai pretty quickly and were led to the birthing suite. “This like a hotel room,” I said in awe. “Midget. How much this cost?! Does my brother know you do this?! You juste have one of these no? For you delivery.” The doctor laughed behind me, but I seriously wanted to know.
“I did and it doesn’t matter,” she retorted. “What matters is that my two little parents to be are comfy and have a private uninterrupted space for these next few days in here,” she smiled. “Besides, me and Larry went half…on this one.”
“Mom dieu. What I gonna do with you?” I laughed. The doula came in after Renee was escorted and helped into the tub to relax as she had contractions. We sat by her for hours, which felt like forever, waiting for her to be dilated enough to push our little one out into the world. Once she was, the doctor and I guided her and helped her into the bed. I had to put scrubs on and Kris went to go in the waiting area of the suite.
I felt her grip my hand tightly, causing me to look at her. Her eyes were wide with fear, and I was beyond anxious. “I’m scared now Lau,” she spoke barely above a whisper as a tear fell from her eye.
“Non bebe. No cry. Is oki. I’m here,” I kissed her hand. “Kris is here too.”
“Can she come in here too?”
I looked to the doctor and the doula. I prayed they said yes because not only was Renee scared, but I juste didn’t know what to do to keep myself from freaking out about seeing my wife having a bebe, our bebe. The doctor nodded, and I released a breath I was holding. “I go get her really quick oki?” I kissed her forehead and bolted to go get Kris. “Midget!” She jumped at the sound of my voice. “Put the scrubs on and come in the room!” I tossed them to her.
“Lau?” She sounded a bit panicked. “Is everything ok? What’s going on?” She asked as she slipped on the scrubs.
“No. I mean yes. She scared and want you in the room too. And I,” I tried to breathe. “I can no relax. I need you in there too.”
We rushed back to the room where she was delivering at and Kris immediately grabbed her hand. “It’s ok sis. All you have to do is push when the doctor tells you to and breathe with Lau ok?” She looked to me and began breathing how Larry did with her. I followed her, which oddly helped to relax me. “Good job babes, just stay relaxed. You can do this.” As Kris spoke I rubbed Renee’s forehead and kissed it softly.
“You sure you need me in here?” The doula said, making all of us laugh. “It seems like you’ve got this in the bag.”
“I have 4 year old twins and a two month old at home. So this is all pretty fresh for me,” Kris laughed.
“Ok. We’re gonna push on this next contraction and each one after that until this baby is out. Ok Renee?”
She breathed out heavily before responding. “Ok,” she said with a shaky voice. When she had her next contraction, I found myself basically yelling with her. She squeezed my hand so hard I thought it was broke.
“Yes Renee. Give me big pushes like that every single time.”
“Kris how you not in pain?” She had her hand still in Renee’s, but she showed no signs of pain.
“Well for one, I’ve been through child birth. And two, I’m guessing Larry didn’t tell you his trick, but squeeze her hand back, she won’t feel it cause all her pain is down there.”
“Aaaaahhhhhhhhh! My god this hurts so much,” Renee cried out as she squeezed again. I tried out the little trick and sure enough, it helped out with the pain I had in my hand.
“You’re crowning. I need a few more pushes out of you baby girl and you’re baby will be here. Ready?”
“Come on bebe. You almost there,” I smiled at her. Her hair was sticking to her now sweaty forehead and her ponytail was now a messy one. “Our bebe almost here.” I was beginning to get more and more excited now. She pushed four more times and our Bebe was out.
“Congratulations Mr and Mrs Bourgeois. You have a beautiful and healthy baby girl!”
“You did it sis!” Kris yelped. Renee began crying as she looked at our baby girl.
“Laurent?” The doctor got my attention. “Would you like to cut the cord?” I nodded and grabbed the scissors with nervous hands and cut the cord. “Congrats on becoming a father!” She smiled before going to clean up our bebe girl. I wiped my eyes after realizing that I was actually crying.
“Ooh my babies are crying,” Kris said jokingly. “She did it bush baby!” She said rubbing the top of Renee’s head. “I’m so proud of you sis.”
“Thank you for being here sis,” she smiled tiredly.
Kris hugged her gently then hugged me really tight. “I’m gonna go call Larry,” she said before walking out.
“Thank you Lau for putting up with my crazy pregnant ways. I love you so much.”
I leaned down to kiss her lips. Both of our cheeks were wet from tears. “I love you too. Even more now that you give me a bebe.”
The doctor came back in the room with our bebe girl wrapped up. She looked so tiny as she was being handed to Renee. “Hi baby,” Renee sniffled. “Gosh. I can’t believe you’re here. You’re so beautiful. I love you already.” She was so happy with our bebe girl.
“Have you thought of a name?” The doctor asked.
Renee looked up at me and I nodded. “Yes,” she smiled looking down at our little bundle. “Anais Nicole Bourgeois.”
….…………….……
Larry and I sat in the room as Renee and Kris slept in the bed. Mama T was watching his bebes at his house. I sat and stared at my baby girl as I held her. I still couldn’t believe it.
“How you feel man?” Larry asked grinning at me.
“I’m in awe. I can no believe it. She’s from me. I have a daughter now,” I said on the brink of tears. “She mine. I love her so much already. She gonna be treated like a little princess, my little princess.” I was just so excited.
“Yea man. I know the feeling. I felt like that with all of my babies, especially my boys. And now I have two girls, well basically 3,” he nodded to my daughter. “We gonna need armies man,” he laughed.
“She gonna be home schooled. I not let her go out in public,” I laughed.
“Oh man. I swear I think for that all the time. And Lilo get older and more beautiful. I gonna make her wear a mask or something. My boys gonna have to cock block all the time for me. I not can have anyone taint my girls.”
“As long as they help with her too,” I looked down at Anais sleeping in my arms.
“Kris sleep like she have another bebe too,” Larry said nodding at the bed her and Renee were cuddled up in.
“She help a lot. Especially me,” Larry looked at me curiously. “I swear I was gonna pass out. I was nervous. Renee was scared too. But she, Kris, help a lot. She start breathing how you do with her and it help to calm me down.”
“Ah the old trick,” he grinned.
“Why you no tell me they get super strength when the contraction come,” I almost yelled making him laugh. “She almost break my hand off man.” Larry was laughing hard at my pain. “Is no funny! And you no tell me about the squeeze back trick. I almost not have a hand man.” Larry wiped his eyes from laughing so hard. “I sorry man. I juste. Oh gosh. I thought I tell you. I know I tell you Kris squeeze the shit out my hand. I had to have tell you to do the squeeze back. I sorry man,” I chuckled.
“Whatever man,” I rolled my eyes.
We ended up staying in the suite for a few more days after she had our bebe. Mama T came by for a little bit and my Maman flew out here too. She was currently laying down in the second room. Renee had breastfed Anais and now they both were sleeping peacefully. I couldn’t help but to stare at them both. My wife and my daughter. My beautiful girls. My thoughts were interrupted by s knock on the door. I was hoping it wasn’t another visitor, since I was tired myself. I opened the door to be greeted by a nurse holding a vase with flowers and a gift bag. “This was sent here for you,” he said handing everything to me.
I thanked him and closed the door. I sat the flowers down and looked through the bag. It was full of bebe clothes. I found a card with mine and Renee’s name written on it so I opened it.
To the new parents,
Congrats on your new bundle of joy. I know that I may not have a chance to meet her, but I can’t help but to wish that I could. I would love to meet you as well Laurent, after all you are my son in law. But again, congratulations on your baby girl. I love you so much Renee.
Love Mommy.
If I had Larry's email I'd forward this to him.
😍😍😍😍😩😩😩😩
daaahh this is like Aiden kissing baby Maddie
Whatever Happens, Soon We'll Be Found, Musicality Woes.......
That awkward moment when you realize your life is sorta like Just Friends fused with Starcrossed. 😳
Thank you for updating this!! I love it sooo much. The squeal I let out was so loud😘😍
You're so very welcome! ☺️
I'm super happy you are continuing this beautiful story. I'm excited to see what's in story for Renee and Lau.
:) yea I’ll be doing little updates every now and again.
*internal squealing* :))) I loved this lil update.
:)
What’s Happening Now...1
“Oncle Lau,” Aiden said as he wandered into the guest room room, rubbing tiredly at his eyes. Laurent jolted up from the bed, causing Renee to stir in her sleep. Aiden stood stared at his uncle before he spoke again. “When is papa bringing mami and the baby home?” His voice sounded a little shaky.
Lau immediately picked him up sitting him in his lap. “Hey man. It’s way past you bed time. Is so late for you to be up still,” he said tapping Aiden’s nose. It was at least 4am. Larry had been staying at the hospital the last few days with Kris since she had an emergency cesarian. He’d come home to make lunch and/dinner for the boys and Lilo, grab some clothes then head back to the hospital. Lau and Renee had been staying with the kids at Larry and Kris’.
“But I can’t sleep. I miss my mami,” he pouted nearly crying.
“Aww, mon petit neveu (my little nephew). Is oki. You papa will be home soon with you mami and you bebe sister oki?” Laurent tried his best to reassure his nephew as he coddled him.
Renee stirred and slowly sat up next to Lau. “Babe,” her voice heavy with sleep. “What’s going on?” Her eyes were squinted as she fully sat up against the headboard, rubbing at her belly. She was now almost 8 months along. Her and Lau opted out of finding out the sex of the baby, even though everyone believed she would be having a girl.
Aiden was now resting his head against Laurent’s chest as Lau rubbed his back. “He miss his maman,” Lau playfully pouted looking down at Aiden who was back to rubbing at his eyes.
“Aww baby,” Renee cooed. “It’s ok. She’s gonna be home very soon.” She wiped at his cheek with the pad of her thumb. “Wanna sleep in here with us?” Aiden nodded and reached for Renee.
“Bébé. Be careful for you belly,” Lau panicked. He slowly released and helped to guide Aiden into Renee’s embrace. He cuddled into her side immediately after. “I jealous. He no cuddle with me like that,” Lau pouted.
“Cause I have all the body heat,” Renee laughed. “Plus he love his tata more,” she said tickling Aiden making him giggle a little.
“No say that!” Laurent feigned sadness. “Get some sleep mes bébés.” He rubbed at Renee’s belly then kissed it, “you too.”
Laurent woke up before everyone. The sun was peaking through the curtains, but he didn’t dare open them or else he’d feel the wrath of his pregnant wife. He smiled seeing Aiden curled up under her as she slept. He kissed both their foreheads and walked out to go check on Lilo and Adrien. To his surprise, Adrien was in the hallway still half sleep and rubbing his eyes. “Is mami back yet?”
“Not yet little papa. She be back soon,” he said scooping Adrien up.
“Where is mon frère?” Adrien yawned laying his head on Laurent’s chest.
“He sleep with you tata. You wanna lay in there too?” Lau could feel Adrien nod against his chest. He walked back to the bedroom seeing Aiden and Renee in the same position he left them in. Lau put Adrien down on the bed and he began to crawl up towards them. Renee stirred a little and slowly opened her eyes to see Adrien coming towards her.
“Hey baby,” she looked at Adrien. “You coming to lay with us?” He nodded and curled up by Aiden but slightly below him so he could be next to Renee still. Lau stood at the foot of the bed grinning. “Why are you looking at me like that weirdo?”
“Cause you are ready to be a mami. I love seeing you like this. Is beautiful to watch. I can’t wait for our bebe to be here.”
Renee smiled back, blushing a little bit. “I can’t wait either,” she said lightly drumming her her fingers on her belly.
“Go back to sleep. I bring you breakfast in a little bit.”
Once in the kitchen, Lau pulled out his phone to call his brother.
“Hello?” Larry answered in a semi-groggy voice.
“Hey brother,” Lau said softly. “How’s everything? How are the girls?”
Larry sighed before speaking. “Everything is oki. My new bebe is good, she juste eat and now she sleeping again after I fed her. And Kris. She resting. Doctor say they can leave today.” Kris had been in the hospital for a week after having their baby girl Madison. It was as if she wasn’t quite ready to come into the world yet. While in labor, Kris pushed as she was told and as she was crowning, it became harder to push. She thought it was more intense than birthing the twins since this time it wasn’t a water birth, but that was not the case. When it came to pushing baby Madison’s shoulders out, she didn’t budge. She was stuck and Kris wouldn’t stretch anymore. Once the doctors declared an emergency c-section was needed, Larry and Kris both panicked. The doctors had Larry guide Kris through breathing exercises to both calm them down and to also keep from stressing the baby.
“But how are you feeling frère?”
“I,” he sighed. “I better now knowing that they both oki. I was so worried and scared Lau, but everything oki.” He huffed out a breath before continuing. “How are bébés doing with you and Renee?”
“I love it here with all of them. They love being around Renee more though so they can cuddle with her and her belly,” Lau chuckled. “They like her more than me,” he pouted.
Larry laughed a bit. “You sound so hurt for that. Is oki. You new bébé gonna love you so much.”
“I hope as much as Aiden loves Kris,” Lau laughed causing Larry to smack his teeth. “He come in the room with us early this morning saying he miss his mami. He cry a little too.”
“Aah he such a mami boy,” Larry scoffed.
“Adrien come in too. He miss his brother not being in the room with him. He curl up right by Aiden and Renee belly.”
“Oh gosh my boys. They not miss me?! I’m sad,” he pretended to cry.
“Babe,” Kris groaned in the background. “Is everything ok?”
“Yes. I juste talking to Lau-”
“Let me talk to my little midget!” Lau yelled happily into the phone.
“Fine,” Larry sighed. “He wanna talk to you,” his voice sounding far away since he was handing the phone to Kris.
“Hey bush baby. How goes it?” She laughed tiredly.
“It goes good. You bébés miss you, well really Aiden miss you the most.”
“Aww my baby boy,” she cooed. “How are you handling 3 kids at one time along with Renee?” She laughed.
“Is not bad actually. Renee, she sleep a lot so is no hard to deal with her. And the boys they just hyper all the time, is no different from me and Larry. Lilo like to be around Renee most the time so they do girly stuff and she nap with Renee too. And thankfully you husband come and cook enough so I no have to worry about-”
“Burning our house down,” she cut him off laughing.
“I not burn the house down!” He laughed. “I know how to make pancakes and waffles. Larry teach me the easy stuff oki. I am gonna make them this morning.”
“Ha. Ok Lau,” she yawned.
“Midget?” He called cautiously.
“Yea?”
“You know. You so strong. I see you have so much happen for you over these years and you just get more and more strong-”
“Lau,” she sighed. “Don’t make me cry,” she chuckled a little bit.
“I juste tell the truth. You so strong and you make Larry stronger too. And I love you so much for it all. You make me happy knowing that you do all that. You a real superwoman,” he laughed. “I know she not say it, but Renee was so scared of being a mami, but after she see how you are with the boys and Lilo and then see you have another bébé, she feel better and ready now.”
“Bébé. Why you cry?” Larry sounded panicked in the background.
“Lau being all mushy,” Kris sniffled laughing.
“Lau. Stop make my wife cry man.”
“Tell him I say shut up. Is happy tears dammit!”
“You’re on speaker phone Lau,” Kris laughed. “So he heard you.”
…………………….
Larry
I was in the room with Kris helping her to get dressed. The doctor was doing some last minute tests and doing a final weighing for Madison before we could take her home. I was double checking everything in the room, making sure we had everything packed and ready. I double checked the car seat making sure it was perfectly fine for my bébé to go home in.
“Babe,” Kris called to me laughing. “Relax. Everything is in order. We have everything. Just come help me put my shoes on,” she poked out her bottom lip making me roll my eyes and laugh. As I walked over to her I watched as she pulled the waist of her leggings up higher over her stomach. Her bottom lip came out as she pouted. “I have this pudge again.”
I squatted down in front of her to put her shoes on her feet, but move her hand from rubbing at her stomach. “Stop it bebe.” I kissed her stomach. “I like you little pudge,” I grinned making her roll her eyes.
“Yea well don’t get used to it,” she scoffed. “Soon as this soreness from the c-section is over with I’m running this off.”
I laughed cause I know how true her statement was. Even after the boys she found moments in between pumping and then napping to do quick home workouts and she didn’t even have much to work off. As I slid on her Nike Air Max’s, the doctor wheeled in our bébé girl. Madison Abella. I loved her so much already.
“She’s all good. I love her already. I can’t wait till she gets older,” doctor Monroe said. “She already so alert with these beautiful big eyes like her mami.” She was smiling down at Madison as she spoke. “You’re gonna need a whole army now that you’ve got two girls,” she laughed.
“I already need one juste for Kris,” I laughed looking back at Kris who rolled her eyes.
“He’s already trying to teach the twins how to block any and every boy who talks to her. They don’t quite understand the concept since they’re only 4, but trust me, that’s not stopping Larry.” She shook her head.
"What? I gotta start young,” I shrugged.
Dr. Monroe laughed at us. “Do you have a onesie or something else you want to put on her?”
“Well,” Kris said looking at the diaper bag that I over packed. “I’m sure there’s something in there, right babe?” She laughed and went to grab the bag from the chair and placed it on the bed. She went through it and took out a onesie, socks, pants, and a beanie. I’d packed way more little outfits and sweaters since she was born at the beginning of November.
“What about shoes?” I asked looking at the bag.
Kris rolled her eyes. “You and these damn Jordan’s. I’m glad they were free. It’s about time you got sponsored by Jordan and Nike.”
“I know you not complain. You like all those shoes, especially while you pregnant,” I chuckled.
“Ok. I’m gonna leave you two,” Dr. Monroe laughed before heading to the door. “Come see me before you leave. Love you guys!” And with that she walked out.
“You want me to dress her bébé?”
She walked over to the hospital bassinet with the onesie, “I got it babe,” she smiled at me before reaching down to put it on her. I moved closer to watch. Madison’s eyes were wide open and she indeed was very alert making small noises as Kris maneuvered the onesie onto her tiny body.
I reached behind me to hand her the socks and little pants. “Is so little. Oh mon dieu. So cute,” I cooed earning a smile from Kris as she began putting them on. I grabbed one of Madison’s little fists between my thumb and index finger and rubbed my thumb along the soft skin of the back of her hand. Her tiny fist opened and closed around my index finger. I gasped and smiled. “My bébé already hold on to me,” I gleamed. I grabbed and put the burping cloth on my shoulder with my free hand before releasing my finger from her tiny grip and picked her up. Kris watched me smiling and blushing. Truth is I was excited to do this all over again.
On the drive home, Kris sat in the backseat with Madison as I drove my truck. By the time we got to our house, not only was the baby sleep, but so was Kris. “Bébé,” I rubbed at her thigh gently after parking to wake her. She stirred a little before opening her eyes. “We home.” I got out and rounded the car to open her door and help her out of the car. She reached for the diaper bag and the other bags in the front and I swatted her hand away. “I get it Kris. You no need to carry anything oki?”
“Yes daddy,” she smirked at me.
“Don’t start. That’s why we have a new bébé,” I laughed. I turned back to the car and began unhooking the car seat to take Madison out. I got her out and grabbed the diaper bag and Kris and I bag, throwing the straps over my shoulder.
“Babe you sure you don’t want me to grab anything?” Kris asked with concern.
“Nope. I got it. Juste grab the keys from my pocket and unlock the front door for us.”
She grabbed them and we headed to the front door. She was excited to be back home. She unlocked the door and pushed it open slowly. “I’m hoooome,” she sang walking through the door. Within seconds we heard the screams and the sounds of tiny feet running towards the foyer.
“Mami!” Aiden was the first to bolt out with Adrien and Lilo following him. He ran straight to her and I was scared for Kris since she was still in a little pain from surgery.
“Hey be gentle with mami oki!” I yelled right before he got to her stopping him in his tracks. He looked up at me with his innocent, bright and round eyes and nodded his understanding. Adrien was right behind him and went to hug his mami.
“We missed you mami!” Lilo shrieked before she went and hugged Kris.
Kris hugged them all and kissed each of them on the forehead. “I missed you all too. And so did you papa,” she looked to me smiling. I was still holding the car seat with Madison in it, which drew the three of them to me. Renee waddled her way into the foyer with Lau behind her.
“There’s my hot mama,” Kris teased and Renee made her way over to her.
“I’m so ready to push him or her on out,” Renee groaned after hugging Kris. “I got a few more weeks then it’s eviction time for this one,” she rubbed at her belly.
“Can we take this party to the living room?” I interrupted. “I holding all this stuff and the bébé.” Lau immediately ran over to me and grabbed the bags from my shoulder before we walked into the living room and took over the couches. The kids crowded around me as I removed the blanket from covering the car seat. “She still sleeping guys so you have to be quiet oki?” They nodded and Aiden climbed up onto the couch next to me as I reached into the seat to grab Madison out. She flinched a little when I touched her and started to whimper. “Is oki bébé. Papa hold on to you,” I cooed but she began to cry a little louder. Kris came to the rescue with a pacifier. It took her a while to take to it, but she finally did and quieted down again. Adrien was now standing in between my legs and Lilo was leaning on the couch by Aiden. They all stared at her with bright eyes and nervousness, not knowing what to do with her.
“Hi Maddie,” Aiden waved and whispered making us laugh.
“Can I give her a kiss?” Adrien asked looking up at me.
I nodded. “But you have to be gentle oki?” He nodded and slowly leaned in carefully, softly grazing his lips across her tiny cheek and grinned when he pulled back.
“I finally have a little sister,” Lilo said happily looking down at her baby sister.
We only stayed in the living room for a little while longer before it was time for baths and bedtime. After putting the boys to bed and reading a story to Lilo I headed downstairs to the kitchen for a glass of water. I was shocked to see Lau in the kitchen. “What you doing in here?”
“I just wanted a snack and so did Renee,” he laughed holding up a bag of ritz chips and a box of white cheddar cheez its.
“So you ready for all this papa stuff,” I said sipping water from my glass.
“I think I be fine. If not, you gonna get lots of calls from me. You so good at this. I just watch and leave from you.”
He wasn’t telling me the truth. I could tell he was hiding his nerves. “Lau. You my twin. I know you and you not slick. You hiding something.” I eyed him curiously.
He sighed. “Fine. I. I’m scared as shit. What if I not good at this?”
“Brother. I was scared remember. I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t even married and Lilo was born and that’s when everything click for me. Is like,” I moved my hands trying to find the words. “When they born you just turn into a papa. You juste wanna love and keep them safe all the time. And make sure they always good.”
“You were scared,” he laughed. “But you so great. You are like the best papa I see and I gotta try to be like that. Like you.”
“No Lau you don’t. You juste gotta be the best you. You gonna be fine. And of course I help you if you need me, but not all the time cause you gotta learn. Juste like you shoulda learned that if you take too long with pregnant women food, she find a way to kill you.” His eyes widened in realization making me laugh loudly.
“I gonna take this to her before I not get make it to see my bébé born,” he laughed. “Goodnight man.” He grabbed the snacks and headed back up to the room he and Renee were in.
I finished my glass and heads back to our room. When I walked in, I noticed my girls were sound asleep, all 3 of them. I smiled seeing Lilo under Kris and Madison laying next to her. Lilo must’ve snuck in here while I was downstairs. I had 3 beautiful girls now. I couldn’t help but to stare and smile at what was in front of me. Mon dieu, I loved my family. Dieu merci.
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Q&A: What was the very first LT fic you read, and how did it impact your fandom life (if it had any impact at all)?
I think mine was Deception…and shortly after Deception started, so did Something New. SN inspired me to start writing, and my writing prompted me to start this blog. I still love both of those fics.
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Doing this since it’s been a little slow around here and I’m bored.
Oooh. Mine was deception too! I remember just scrolling down my dash and reading (not knowing what the hell a fanfic was or that they existed) and was like "aww hell nah! Larry did what?! Why is this girl telling all this shit on tumblr?!" So I proceeded to click the link lol and found out what a fanfic was. Then all of of a sudden they just started popping up more and more and I got excited at seeing how they all differed. And I got sucked into reading more and more. And now I write them....*ahem* speaking of. Let me get back to For Love. *exits stage right*
How to make a character's death sadder
Don’t have them die of old age after a long, fulfilling life. Many people don’t even think of this as sad (note that this can still work if you have enough of the other factors).
Leave one of their major goals unfinished. The more enthusiastic they are about completing the goal, the sadder.
Give them strong relationships with other characters.
Make them fight against whatever is causing their death. Their ultimate loss is sadder if they struggle.
Kill them in the middle of their character arc.
Don’t describe their funeral in detail. Maybe it’s just me, but I find that long descriptions of funerals kill the sadness.
That’s enough Satan’s publisher…
I feel like somebody would benefit from this. *takes notes for upcoming chapters of a specific fic*
Super side eying you.
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a/n: because B was like “uhhh excuse me girl….where are you?” Hey Girl!
Larry
I’d been calling and texting Dani and to no avail, I couldn’t get in contact with her. Now being that we just got back on good terms, I was a little worried. I tried not to think too much into it and tried not to panic, but I mean what if she was still upset and this was some sort of punishment she was pulling on me. She hadn’t told me of any meetings today either. I was starting to worry a little. I guess this is how she felt when I didn’t answer her. The only thing I could think to do next was to call Monique.
“Hello,” she answered in a sleepy voice. It was after 3pm though so I was confused.
“You sleep? I thought you’d be studying.”
“Ugh. I was taking a study break. And by break I mean a nap. What do you want Larry? You fuck up again?” She got straight to it. I was still getting used to her bluntness.
“No!” I responded quickly. “I mean. I don’t think so. I’ve been calling her all day and she hasn’t answered nor responded to my texts.”
She sighed and I heard shuffling on her end. “Well let’s see. It’s the week of the anniversary of our moms passing.”
I panicked and felt bad for not remembering this. “Oh god. How are you feeling?”
“Besides the stress of finals, I’m fine Larry, but D on the other hand. She tends to get really emo around this time and kind of shuts everyone and everything out. It used to piss me off but now I just let her be. More than likely she’s at the cemetery. I’d tell you to go too, but-.”
“I want to,” I rushed out cutting her off. “I just wanna make sure she’s good.”
“Well isn’t that sweet. The only thing is, I couldn’t tell you how to get there once you get to the cemetery. It just turns into on big maze,” she paused for a little. “How bout this. Come over and I’ll drive you.”
“You don’t have to do that.”
“Dude. Bring your ass. I’m only gonna say it once.”
I chuckled a little bit. “Alright. I’ll be there soon Mo.”
When I pulled up she was walking out with her backpack on. “Damn is your truck big enough?”
“I need it for my catering, so yea it’s big enough,” I said looking back at my suburban.
She rolled her eyes. “Come on,” she said getting into her small Mercedes truck.
I rounded the car and got in with my bag. “Should I have gotten flowers or something? I feel like I should’ve brought something. I mean I brought-.”
“Larry. Chillax. Please and thank you. Your presence will be fine I’m telling you.”
From then on I sat back and enjoyed the ride, actually dozing off since I’d just come straight from work. Monique tapped me to wake me up showing that we were pulling up behind Dani’s car. I could see Dani laying on a blanket next to her mother’s grave. “Where are we?”
“Rose Hills Park Cemtery,” Monique responded before getting out.
I grabbed my bag hurriedly and got out. Walking up to Dani, I took my phone out and dropped a pin so I could know how to get back here if I ever needed to. Dani sat up quickly hearing us come towards her. She had on dark shades and was dressed rather casual in a t-shirt, leggings and Nike free runs.
“Hey sis,” Monique said leaning down to hug her before spreading her own blanket. Dani looked over to me and I froze. I didn’t know what to say or do as she was in a fragile state. She looked up at me giving me a small smile.
“Hey Dani,” I smiled back. She patted the spot next to her and I quickly took off my bag and sat next to her. Once I sat down comfortably, I turned to pull her into my embrace and felt her relax into me after releasing a long sigh. I kissed the top of her head as I held her and looked over to Mo who had cracked open her books and put in headphones, completely tuning us out. We sat in silence for a while until I took a chance and broke it. “I was worried about you.”
She tensed and pulled away from me sniffling. She pushed her glasses up the bridge of her nose and looked at me. “I’m sorry. I just get in this mood around this time. I should’ve warned you, but I guess Mo did,” she chuckled a little wiping at the tear escaping from her glasses. Taking off her glasses, I cupped her face and wiped at her tears with the pads of my thumbs. I already know my face was laced with worry. “I’m ok Larry. I really am.”
I didn’t know what to do at this moment besides kiss her, so I did. I planted one of the most gentle kisses I could onto her lips. “I’m sorry that I can’t fully understand how you feel. I can only imagine what it’s like not to have my mom, and even imagining it makes me sad.” I pulled her back into my embrace and she held on to me even tighter.
“Even after all these years, you’d think it wouldn’t hurt me so much still.”
“It’s ok. This isn’t something you just get over, overnight. It’s gonna take time. And you take as much time as you need to heal, don’t try to rush it.”
“I know, but,” she sighed. “I don’t know. It just makes me feel weak.”
“Danielle stop.” I moved her so I could look down into her eyes. “You aren’t weak. At all. I don’t want to hear you say that again.”
“But-”
“Nope. Crying doesn’t make you weak. It’s healing. It’s part of life. You’re releasing the pain. You won’t always cry, you’ll always feel some sort of sadness and emotion but you won’t always cry. Who knows, you make wake up tomorrow and smile at all the good memories you had with your mom and not a tear will fall. Just live baby, don’t try to change anything.”
She gave me a weak smile and buried her face into my chest. “Can we go back to my place?”
I mindlessly rubbed her back and looked over to Monique who was still in her own world. “Is she gonna be ok here by herself?”
She sat up to look over at her sister. “Yea. She comes out here all the time and does this,” she said as she started to get up and stretch.
Remembering I had a bag with me I grabbed it. “I uh. I almost forgot. I brought you pudding,” I said holding it up as she smiled a genuine smile.
“I was wondering what was in there. I hope it’s still ok to eat by the time we get to my house.”
“The bag is insulated. Don’t worry about that.”
We said bye to Mo and headed to Dani’s car. “Could you drive?” She looked up at me nervously. I mean I was shocked she asked me this, and I’m sure it showed. “It’s just that since I’ve been crying, my eyes hurt and I have a slight headache too.”
“Yea. I don’t mind,” I stammered out. She handed me the keys and I unlocked the car before opening the door for her. After she was in the car, I put my bag and the blanket in the backseat and rounded the car to driver side to head to her house. On the way back to her place, she ended up falling asleep since we hit traffic. The whole time, she was holding on to my hand and I relished in it. I almost hated having to wake her to tell her that we were back at her place, but the calm smile she gave me was a soothing one. She was ok. I don’t know what this girl was doing to me, but I think I liked it, a lot.
……………………
A few days had went by and I’d sometimes go by or just call to check on her. But today I decided, because of how gas prices are going up like crazy, to take the train then uber to her place from the station. Once I got there, Mo let me in and I went straight to the kitchen. Today I decided to cook Jamaican curry shrimp. Had to get away from the creole food for a day.
“Ummm. Hey uh Larry,” Mo called cautiously.
I looked up at her curiously, sensing a favor about to roll off of her tongue. “Uh oh. What’s going on Mo?”
“Weeellll. You know how I graduate next Friday right. And I know this is a little last minute, but I’m having a little get together afterwards and just wanted to know if you could possibly, maybe, if you love me enough, cater it?” She ended by giving me the most puss in boot look she could muster up causing me to laugh.
“Yea sure.”
“Oh my gosh! Thank you. Thank you!” She screamed and hugged me.
“Couple questions though,” I sat down the spoon I was mixing with and wiped my hands. “What do you want to eat? And how many people?”
“Ah. See that’s what I don’t know. I was hoping you’d help me on the food choices part. Nothing to extravagant though. It can all be finger foods. And as far as how many people,” she trailed off covering her mouth slightly. “75-100 people,” she mumbled out.
My eyes widened. “Monique! That’s not a small get together.”
She sighed. “I know. But it’s last minute. But of course I’m gonna pay you! And I’m sure Dani will pay you, in a different way of course,” she laughed making me shake my head and roll my eyes. I started moving around the kitchen checking on the rice I had cooking as well as the curry the shrimp was cooking in. “Laarrrrry,” she whined.
I turned to face her and let out a huff. “I’ll do it. You’re lucky I like you-”
“You love me! Ok maybe you just like me and love my sister, but either way. Thank you!”
“I hope you know I’m not cheap,” I side eyed her playfully.
“I mean, with the way your food tastes why would you be cheap? I might fuck around and overpay you,” she laughed.
“Hey I’m not opposed to that,” I laughed.
“Oh my god you’re a lifesaver I swear!” She hugged me again. “Thank you!”
“You’re welcome,” I hugged back.
“So are you sharing this? Or is this just for you and D?” She looked around at the pots.
I laughed. “Sadly I don’t know how to cook for only two people, so there’s more than enough to share.” I began plating food for myself and Dani.
“See. You’re over here casually cooking and your presentation is like you’re about to serve the president. This is why I need you!”
“Oh my gosh,” I chuckled pulling out two ginger brews from the fridge.
“You even brought ginger brews! Oooooh can we keep you here forever?!” She shrieked and ran to the fridge. “I mean not we, Dani already has you, but I’ll slide you some money under the table if you wanna cook for me on the side,” she said opening her brew.
“What? Oh my gosh,” I laughed. “Enjoy the food Monique,” I said as I carried the tray of food past her and ascended the stairs to Dani.
I knocked on her door, well used my foot to hit it. “Who is it?” She sang in response.
“Room service!” I responded.
I heard her laugh before the door opened. I was greeted by her smile. She seemed to be in a much better mood than early in the week and I was glad. “God that smells good,” she inhaled stepping to the side allowing me into her room. Dressed in pajama type shorts and a tank top, I watched her quickly climbed back on to her bed grabbing the remote to her Apple TV. She straightened out the comforter so I, along with the food, could rest comfortably on her bed.
“Have you been in here all day?” I noticed she was watching game of thrones.
She looked at me like a kid who just got caught doing something they weren’t supposed to be doing. “Nooooooo,” she said with with feigned innocence. She tried to grab a plate, but I shifted away so she couldn’t. It made her pout and me laugh. I looked at her silently repeating my question. “Ok yes. I’ve been binge watching this damn show. It’s so good! And plus I figured since HBO is now a client of mine, I should probably watch more of their shows.”
“Whoa that’s big. Congrats babe,” I smiled at her. She blushed under my stare as she grabbed the fork from her plate. When she finally looked up at me, I leaned in to peck her lips, feeling her relax.
“Thank you,” she smiled sweetly before forking food into her mouth. “Mmm my god,” she groaned. “This is so good.” Her mouth was full of food as she spoke. “I’m probably going to want more.” Her eyes widened at the site of the ginger brews. “And you brought ginger brew?! What you know about Jamaican food?”
“I’m offended. Creole ain’t all I know!”
She laughed. “I see!”
“Mo asked me to cater her grad party next week,” I blurted out. I heard Dani scoff next to me.
“I knew she would. And then sell the lie saying it was small, when she’s actually expecting 100 people to be in this backyard.” She sighed and shook her head. “Gotta love my little sister,” she said taking a gulp of ginger brew. “She’s going to pay you though, especially since its last minute and the amount of people too.”
“I wasn’t going to do it for free.”
“Good!” She grabbed her remote to push play on the current episode she was watching but paused. “Oh and by the way, you’ll be with me in Vegas from tomorrow until Monday morning. Already talked to Denise about it,” she smirked.
I was stunned to confusion. “Oh? Oh ok. Can I ask what for?”
“Well since I was the main marketing consultant for this fight, they’re giving me a lot of perks. Too much for just little ol me,” she grinned. “And it just so happens Mo is hosting the after party for Floyd. So quite a lot is going on.”
“Well then. I should’ve brought more clothes-.”
She put her hand to my lips. “Nope. That’s taken care of.”
I looked at her confused. “I can’t. No I don’t feel comfortable with you doing that. Come on Dani,” I groaned.
She shook her head and laughed. “I didn’t say I bought anything. I did the marketing for this fight. Floyd and his money team loved it and me soooo they are taking care of any and everything I ask for, including clothes for whomever I bring along because they are the money team and can just drop money like its nothing. So,” she ran a finger down my chest, following it with her eyes. “Like I said, everything is taken care of.” She ended her statement pecking me on my lips.
“No,” I grabbed her pinning her under me making her yelp in surprise. “Not everything is taken care of, yet.”
Dani
I sat in my office the next morning organizing everything that would be tackled upon my return to the office Monday morning. I mostly have a day with HBO’s marketing team. I was already used by directv and HBO loved what I did with this weekend’s fight, so they contacted me and now we will be meeting on Monday. I was waiting for the car to come get Larry and I from here. He had got me up early this morning to take the train with him since I said I’ve always wanted to, but never got up early enough to do so. And since I had already talked to Denise about him not being there until Monday morning, he opted on coming to my office with me. He just sat and watched me move around my office, answer calls and emails, and any other thing I did.
I was dressed down today, well kind of. I had on jeans and a nice tshirt, but still wore heels and walked in them as if they were the most comfortable pair of sneakers.
“Hey Danielle, Floyd is on line one for you,” Marie said through the intercom.
“Thanks!” I clicked the button on my office phone. “Mr. Mayweather! How may I help you?”
He laughed through the speaker. “Uh excuse me Ms. Danielle,” he mocked me. “What’s this I hear about you bringing a guy with you to Vegas. You supposed to be my girl!”
I looked at Larry’s amused facial expression as he perked up listening to this. “Oh? Is that so. And when did we make that agreement?”
“When I decided I wanted you for my marketing.”
“Yea I didn’t hear we in that statement, meaning only you thought that was happening,” I laughed. “What do you want Floyd? I’m pretty sure I’m gonna see you when I get there.”
“Does he make you happy? I just wanna know.” He disregarded my asking of what he actually wanted.
“Yes,” I looked up at Larry as he eyed me. “Yes. He does. Very happy actually,” I grinned like a little girl.
“Alright good. Just making sure I ain’t gotta fight nobody else this weekend. Is it the one guy from your Instagram? The chef?”
I looked at my phone in disbelief as if he could see my face. “Are you stalking my page?!” Larry shared the same shocked expression.
“I mean I’ve heard about him. Heard he’s pretty good in the kitchen.” Larry’s eyes looked like they were about to come out of his sockets. He started pointing to himself and mouthing saying ‘he heard about me???’
It took everything in me not to giggle on the phone. “Oh really?”
“Yea. You think he’d want to cook or cater something before the fight? He could probably get up with my chef, or shit just take over the staff for the day.” I looked up at Larry who was bouncing in his seat. We had a silent conversation, mostly with facial expressions and hand movements, which settled in me telling him to breathe and that he’d do it.
“I’m sure he’d love that!”
“Alright. Well let me know when you get here. The car should be coming soon to take yall to the airport so yall can get on one of my jets. I know your man is in your office, probably heard this conversation too,” he laughed.
“Boy get off my phone,” I laughed.
“Alright! I’ll see yall soon!” And with that we hung up.
“Oh my gosh!” Larry shot up and rushed me damn near tackling me to the floor. “Sorry. But oh my. He said he heard about me! Me?! I need to sit back down. This is. Oh my gosh. And of course I’m gonna do it. Who in their right mind would turn this down?!”
I cackled at his excitement. “Larry, baby. Breathe. Yes this is real life,” I laughed. “This is pretty exciting though. I’m happy for you babe!” I pecked his lips.
“I need another kiss. I need to calm my nerves, you know since I’m so excited and what not. Can you do that again?” He grinned at me and I obliged. “Wait another one. I’m not quite calm yet.” He pecked my lips again. “Ok one more. Nope. I. Need. More.” He kissed me in between every word and I felt his hands beginning to roam.
“Boy!” I laughed grabbing at his hands.
“This is crazy though. Thank you,” he said nuzzling his head into my neck.
“Why are you thanking me? You did this. I had no part in this besides bringing you with me. Your cooking got you this babe. This is all you,” I kissed his lips again, but before we could go crazy, we were interrupted by Marie’s voice telling us the car was here.
We headed outside to be greeted by a driver waiting beside a rolls Royce. I shook my head and laughed. “He just has to show out,” I muttered to myself as we got closer to the car. The driver opened the door allowing me to step in before Larry. When Larry sat down next to me in the back seat I watched as his eyes roamed the inside of the car. His leg bounced nervously. I touched his leg to calm him down, but it made him flinch. “Relax Larry.”
“It’s just a lot,” he chuckled.
“It’s the leader of the money team we’re talking about. And if he wants to spend it, let him. And let us enjoy,” I said smirking. I hoped he wasn’t thinking that this is what impressed me or made me want Floyd. “Larry,” I called cautiously causing his head to snap in my direction. “Don’t. Um. I don’t want you over there thinking this is how I always travel or require to travel. And I don’t want you thinking that this is what gets me hot and ready,” his laughter cut me off.
“Sorry. Can you use something else besides hot and ready. You’re not a little Caesars pizza,” he laughed.
“Oh gosh,” I rolled my eyes. “I was being serious, punk,” I said shoving him.
“No, but I’m not thinking that,” he stared at me with all seriousness. “Now if he would’ve had some chef or something like that in here. Then I’d be a little worried,” he laughed making me join in. “But how do you like to travel when you do?”
“Well. I mostly just like to be in first class and have my own room. That’s about it. But clients will do the most to try to win you over before you even give them a finished outline, let alone agree to do the job. They just try to win me over. It’s actually quite amusing. But Floyd is probably the most outlandish of them all,” I shook my head and looked out the window. “And don’t mind his antics. He has a bit of a Napoleon complex,” I laughed. “It’s all jokes between he and I. I’ve known him for years and he knows I’ll never want him.”
I heard Larry laugh bringing my attention back to him. “Because you want me?” He asked with a cocky grin as his eyebrow ticked.
I looked away and shrugged. “Eh. I guess you could say that.”
I heard him gasp and before I could do anything he yanked me into his lap causing me to yelp. “Last night you weren’t guessing anything,” he muttered into my ear just before nibbling on it. I felt my insides stir in preparation to be served on a platter just for Larry.
The driver pulled up the airport, right on the runway by the jet. Once out of the car we walked over to the jet and were greeted by the staff as we boarded. Larry sat next to me after we put stowed our bags. “You know. I don’t like private jets.” He looked at me confused with an eyebrow raised. “They’re just so small. I mean they’re nice, don’t get me wrong, but it’s so tiny. I feel like more than three people on this thing would make it go down.”
“Really?” He laughed at me. “If anything, you should be more scared of the bigger planes. Not only do they hold a large amount of people, but they hold all there luggage and more.”
“You have a point there,” I laughed.
“Plus this is a what? An hour long flight at the max. You blink and we’ll be there. Nothing to be nervous about,” he said grabbing my hand. I started blinking really fast making him laugh. “You goof,” he said pecking my lips. “Where’s Mo?”
“Look at you all buddy buddy calling her Mo,” I teased as he rolled his eyes. “She’s already there. Her and David left this morning.”
We were instructed to buckle up and sit back as we prepared for take off. After about 45 minutes we were hopping off of the jet and getting into yet another rolls Royce which made me laugh again. I could only imagine what the hotel would be like.
We got in the car and headed to the MGM grand hotel. When we tried to check in at the front desk, we were escorted to a different part of the hotel. We had been given a stay in the SkyLofts for the next few days and nights. We walked in and both mine and Larry’s reactions echoed each other. “Well shit!” I said.
“This is like my whole damn apartment perched at the top of the hotel. And we can see all of Vegas.” Larry started walking around the loft stopping at a small table with a box, card and envelope on it.
“What’s that?” I asked walking over to him. He shrugged and handed the card to me. It was from Floyd. He stood behind me, with his head nuzzled into my neck looking at the note as I read it out loud.
“Miss Danielle,
Thanks again for all your work on this fight. Hope you enjoy this. As promised, everything is on me. Just open up the envelope and have fun. And since you with your boo, get something for him too. That’s what that little box is for.
-Floyd.”
I grabbed the envelope and opened it. My eyes bugged out seeing all the hundreds that were stacked in there. Flipping it over I saw that it said “$100K” written on it.
“Shit!” Larry said behind me. “Well what’s in the box?”
“Oh of course you wanna know what’s in there,” I laughed as I grabbed it. Once I opened it I saw a gift card to Agent Provocateur.
“Yes! Let’s go there now!”
This was adorable and cute But I'm sad 😪 Ima go back and read from the beginning 😊
Aaah. I'm sad to end it....I think that's why I'm gonna do the updates lol. (Can't get myself to fully let it go yet) 😩
youre right there was definitely a time when Larry got the raw end of things in fics. It was a minute ago.. way back in the Love Games, TTW, fic days. I think majority of the people complaining about Lau in these fics either got a bad memory or haven't really been in the fic land for 4+years. why do people care anyway? theyre fictional characters I don't think authors purposely hurt Laus character. *shrugs* it's always an issue with that
i remember larry having the short end of the stick around the time that i ended wanderlust.. because people were side-eying me.. LOLOL and along with my less than perfect ending was larry being lied to in virtual insanity, losing his marriage in love games, being led astray in starcrossed, dealing with bs in whatever happens, falling to pieces in musicality woes… he was getting HIT.
i don’t know why people care.
i think authors go with whatever their imagination tells them to go with… at least i would hope, and i don’t think they should change that regardless of what anyone has to say about it.
Larry was getting killed, lost 29 babies, had to witness Lau off himself, got tortured and damn near killed…it was rough outchea.
