Over 18. They/them. Big byler fan, started shipping them after se 5 volume 1 and then very quickly had my canon hopes crushed by everything that followed lol. I write a little, draw a little, mostly yap. Will be 18+ stuff here also. Hi!!
Michelle Wheeler discoverig the wonders of lesbian sex <333
Wrote something about Michelle and Willow and sexuality struggles and yeah. This one is long and gets really smutty so l'll put most of it under a cut ^^
Something about slightly older, early 20s lesbyler and they aren't together. And they've both moved away from home, are both in different colleges and Willow has really gotten more experience with other women, like she was nervous about it at first but determined to get over Michelle and put herself out there. She went to her first gay/lesbian bar all alone and met a cute girl and they made out and it's all a blur when she has her first time but she enjoys it, it's exactly how she imagined it. Except that the girl with the dark curls isn't Michelle. She still enjoys it so much though, asks the girl out on a date and eventually they get together. Willow learns and grows a lot through it, both emotionally and sexually, and the relationship is nice but at some point they both realize that this isn't working out. They're both not fully in the relationship, Willow especially, hung up on something that the girl can't give her and so they break up but stay friends (as lesbians do). Willow tries it out with other women and none of her experiences are bad, she actually gains a lot of confidence in herself and her sexuality through it, but she still feels like something is always missing, which is why she doesn't get into any other relationships and only does random one time hookups. She denies it when talking about it to her queer friends but deep down she knows it's because all of those women aren't Michelle.
Meanwhile Michelle is... well, she tries to date some guys but they all kind of suck. Eventually there's a sweet boy she meets in a class who seems to like her and he's a little awkward and nerdy so she says fuck it and starts to date him. And then they try to have sex for the first time and she cries. She doesn't know why, tells him that it's not his fault, she just went through some stuff when she was younger so it's hard for her to open up to new people. Pretends that that's the only reason. She also talks to some new friends about it, some of them have boyfriends currently or have already been in serious relationships in the past. At some point she let's it show that she didn't really enjoy her first time that much, doesn't tell them about the crying though. And then one of her friends tells her that she has to fake it too sometimes. That that's just how sex with guys is, sometimes you have to fake it to make them happy. Michelle is confused and doesn't really believe it until some of her other friends say that they also sometimes do that, it's normal, happens to most women, because it's hard to find a guy who actually knows what he's doing. Michelle hears all of that and thinks if that's really what sex includes for most women, "faking it", then she probably should do that as well. Have sex, fake it, fit in. And so she does. And she doesn't cry again but she still doesn't really enjoy it, can't figure out why, and so she fakes it and afterward stands in the shower for what feels like hours until she finally feels clean again. She tries going out with other guys to see if it's any different but it never is. After a while it gets exhausting and she decides to stop dating and just focus on college instead. It feels easier and people call her a nerd for it but Michelle kinda likes being a nerd so she doesn't care. Plus it makes her parents happy.
Cue the party's monthly meetup weekend at one of their places and, as it happens sometimes, they start talking about sex. Willow is surprisingly involed in the conversation while Michelle stays mostly quiet, only answering questions when being directly asked something. Their friends are super interested and invested in Willow's stories about the various girls she has hooked up with and it's fun, it's light, and Michelle feels wrong because her friends all seem to enjoy it so why can't she? Even Willow who used to be so innocent, almost prudish even, is talking about it now, unashamed and like it's an incredible experience every time. She doesn't seem like she needs to fake anything.
Michelle goes to bed early that night but has a hard time closing her eyes or shutting her brain off and because she shares a room with Willow whenever all of them meet up she hears her come into the room and climb into bed next to her quietly like an hour after Michelle excused herself. Michelle isn't asleep but Willow probably thinks that she is. Willow still quietly whispers "good night" into the dark of the room and Michelle can't stop herself when she whispers "good night" back. Willow makes a little "oh" noise of surprise and is quiet for a while before taking a deep breath and asking Michelle if anything is wrong. She says that Michelle was quiet the whole evening and Michelle wants to cry a little because Willow actually noticed and somehow that makes her feel things. Her other friends from college never notice when she's more quiet than usual or in a bad mood but Willow only has to take one look at her and she'll know when even just one little thing is off. She pushes the tears back and instead stammers around, not really knowing if she should bring it up or not because it feels stupid now, to be upset about her friends having better sex than her.
So Michelle tries to brush it off but Willow obviously notices that she's deflecting and so she tells her that it's okay, she can tell Willow, they're best friends, whatever it is they can figure it out. And then Michelle actually starts to cry. She tells Willow that it's dumb, it's just, the whole sex talk made her feel weird. And Willow hesitates, didn't expect that to be the reason and she asks Michelle if she is okay, if it made her uncomfortable, wants to know if anything happened. She also tells her that they don't have to talk about it so much anymore, that if she wants, the next time the topic comes up in the group, Willow can try to subtly change the conversation to something that's not about sex. Michelle tries to wipe her tears away, laughs embarrassed and says everythings okay, nothing happened and it's really sweet of Willow to offer but the topic itself isn't actually the problem. Willow doesn't say anything, only carefully finds Michelle's arm in the dark of the room, squeezing it gently and it helps Michelle feel more secure. She takes a deep breath and then says that it's just a little embarrassing cause she can't really take part in the conversation. Not because she doesn't know anything about sex or because she doesn't like the topic but she guesses because she's just never had good sex.
Willow is surprised at that, carefully asks Michelle more, like if she knows the reason and Michelle says she doesn't know and that that's the whole problem. She doesn't know what she doesn't like about it, why it's so uncomfortable for her. Willow says that surely they can figure it out and she asks Michelle about foreplay and if a guy has ever gone down on her, you know, stuff that's not just penetration. Michelle says no and that she doesn't really know about the foreplay, like what that would even include. Then she tells Willow what her college friends told her, about just faking it and the second Willow hears that she calls bullshit. She says that that's not how it should be, those girls' boyfriends probably just suck at sex and don't care about their girlfriend's enjoyment enough. She tells Michelle that she really shouldn't have to fake anything and says, suddenly a little embarrassed, that she herself has never had to fake it, that the women she's been with always made sure that Willow's pleasure was most important and that Willow also always did the same for them. Michelle says that it's probably just different if you're with another woman instead of a man and then Willow answers that she wouldn't know but that she has a lot of female bi friends and none of them have ever told her about having to fake anything either when they're with guys. (She also tells Michelle that she should find better friends <3)
Michelle is silent, confused and then gets a little upset inside and she quietly asks Willow why she can't enjoy it then, why she has never come from it? Willow is quiet at that and thinks for a while and then she tells her that it might be that the guys she's been with just never made sure to pay attention to her needs too, that she knows men will often only really do what they like and not actually care about the fact that a woman needs more than just a few minutes of penetration. All of this makes Michelle feel really inexperienced and so she asks Willow what she means and Willow tries to explain how it is when she has sex with women, that they always do a lot of foreplay, ask what the other likes, pay attention to the way the other person is reacting, if they're really enjoying it or not. And the more Willow talks about it, the nicer it sounds to Michelle, and she thinks to herself that she wishes she could have that too. Maybe she's also getting a little wet...
She listens to Willow intently, while she had earlier, with their other friends, kind of tuned out of the conversation, not really taking in what was being said. Now she's very interested though, asks Willow as many questions as she dares to ask before it might seem weird. She asks Willow about foreplay, what exactly she means by that, how it works, how she usually likes it. Willow tries to explain but she gets a little flustered and embarassed talking about it in this much detail. It also gets a little hard to explain because saying it doesn't really compare to doing it and so at some point she jokingly asks if Michelle just wants her to show it to her. She laughs quietly until she realizes that Michelle isn't laughing or saying anything in response. Willow thinks that she might have gone too far, Michelle isn't gay after all so maybe the suggestion of her having sex with a women might have been a little out of line. She wants to apologize, says sorry she didn't mean it, that it was just a joke. When Michelle finally speaks she quietly says that maybe that would actually help her though, if Willow showed her what it's like when it's actually good and Willow's brain stops working entirely because did Michelle actually just say that? Did she actually just tell Willow that she should show her what good sex is like??
Willow is really quiet, her face hot as she tries to process it but Michelle doesn't say anything else and she doesn't say that it's a joke either so she must be serious. Willow hesitates and carefully tells Michelle that that's not really how it works, that Michelle probably won't enjoy it if she isn't actually interested in women. And Michelle answers right away, says that if she can date guys and not enjoy sex with them then surely it's not actually about the gender and rather about the performance, right? And in her head Willow knows that that's not true, that if Michelle was totally straight then she likely wouldn't enjoy sex with women, the same way Willow would never enjoy sex with men, no matter how good the guy might be at it. But she is intrigued by Michelle wanting to try it and she is still a little hung up on her so she tells herself fuck it and asks Michelle if she is really serious. And Michelle says yeah I mean, It really can't be worse than all the sex I've had before, so why not? Willow only replies oh. Okay. Feeling kind of bad for her and suddenly really wanting to change her perception of sex, wanting to show her how good it can be, how amazing it can feel. They're both quiet for a little while and Michelle shifts in the bed, Willow can feel her stare at her through the darkness and then Willow realizes and asks Michelle is she means that they should try it right now? Michelle laughs a little nervously at that and says that now might be best because they're all going back to their colleges tomorrow and the next time they see each other will only be in a month. She also says that Willow of course doesn't have to do it if it's too sudden or if she's uncomfortable with it but Willow is quick to reply that nono they can do it now. Michelle suddenly feels nervously excited and she tries really hard to ignore the fact that this whole conversation has already made her wetter than anything sexual she has done with any man before.
They both don't really know how to start and Willow is playing with the blanket that's on top of both of them. Michelle is feeling restless now like she kind of needs them to just start already and not waste any more time quietly lying next to each other and so she carefully asks Willow to show her how she would usually start. Willow shifts next to her, thinks for a second and then she says that it usually starts with kissing but that they can skip that part. Michelle is a little disappointed but doesn't say it and so she asks Willow what she would do next then. That's when Willow sits up next to her, looks down at Michelle and she says that if they're really doing this then she'd probably have to be on top of Michelle and she asks if Michelle would be comfortable with that. Michelle says yes sure and thinks to herself that it can't be much different from hugging Willow.
But then Wilow crawls over to her, pulls the blanket off of Michelle's body, puts one of her legs over Michelle's hips so that she's straddling her with her knees on either side of Michelle and suddenly Michelle feels something that she has never felt before. She stares up at Willow, watches her lean down, place both her hands on either side of Michelle's head and she suddenly forgets how to breathe. The way Willow is leaning over her, her face close enough to be clearly visible in the dark room, her long hair tickling Michelle's cheeks, her big sleeping shirt with the wide collar giving Michelle a nice view of her boobs, and Michelle can only stare at all of it.
Willow says that before she starts she wants Michelle to know that they can always stop, Michelle only has to say that she doesn't want this anymore and Willow will immeditaley stop. Michelle looks back up at Willow's face and nods. Then Willow adds that Michelle should also tell her if she doesn't like something or even if she does like something because that's what it's all about. Willow only wants to do things that Michelle will like so Michelle needs to show her if that's the case. Michelle nods again and then they're both completely silent for a second. Willow swallows, then quietly tells her that now that that's said, she'd probably start out like this, sit on top of her, and then she'd kiss her neck. She doesn't immediately do what she says and Michelle realizes that she's waiting for permission so she nods and a little nervously tells her to go for it and Willow scans her face for another second. Then she leans down and starts kissing Michelle's neck carefully, gently moving her face with her hand in different directions to kiss every part of Michelle's neck. She stops for a second just to tell Michelle that she doesn't have to worry, that she'll be careful and won't give her any hickeys that the others might see and Michelle really isn't worried about that at all and can only really focus on the way Willow's lips brush her skin as she talks. She nods weakly and then Willow continues kissing her, slowly moving further down her neck. Willow stops again at her collarbone, asks Michelle if it's okay to go even further down, touch and kiss her boobs, because that's what she always does and what she also likes a lot when other women do that to her. Michelle can't really say much anymore, feeling incredibly out of breath, and just looks down at Willow. She makes a small mhm sound, then pushes herself to weakly say yes and then she lets her head fall back onto the pillow as soon as Willow starts to kiss her again. Willow stays on Michelle's collarbone for a little while longer, really making sure to kiss every part of it and take her time to get Michelle into the mood, not knowing that Michelle is already very much in the mood.
Eventually she stops pulling at the collar of Michelle's shirt to kiss her skin there and instead she leans back, sits up on Michelle's hips, looks down at Michelle's eyes that seem a little dazed, her whole face so red it's visible in the dark of the room. She rests her hands on Michelle's stomach and then pulls at the shirt Michelle is wearing, pulls it out from where she had tucked it into her sleeping shorts and then she places her hands on the naked skin of Michelle's waist. Michelle shivers a little under her and Willow counts it as a good sign so she keeps going, runs her hands over Michelle's sides and stomach under her shirt. Then she slowly pushes her hands up her body, pulling the shirt with it until it reveals Michelle's naked boobs. She pushes the shirt even further up, actually just wanting to leave it there to make Michelle feel a little more secure but Michelle automatically lifts her arms for Willow and so Willow pulls the shirt off of her body entirely and throws it to the side.
She repeats again how she'd probably kiss Michelle's boobs and she can see Michelle breathe quickly. Willow has to stop herself from getting too excited too, tries to not get too into it herself, because Michelle is making herself really vulnerable to Willow and she wants to make sure that Michelle has a good time, without getting distracted by the fact that she's also getting kinda horny doing this. Willow pulls her own hair together on one side over her shoulder and holds it back as she leans forward, puts her mouth back on the spot under Michelle's collarbone where she already kissed her before she took the shirt off. Then she slowly kisses down, presses careful kisses on Michelle's skin until she has reached Michelle's boobs. She kisses in between them first and then goes to her right boob, kisses it, carefully sucks on a few spots, light enough to hopefully not cause any bruises. She kisses up, next to her nipple and then she licks over it and Michelle gasps quietly. Willow gently places her hand over Michelle's other boob and starts massaging it as she licks over her nipple again and then starts sucking on it. Michelle makes a quiet restrained noise and arches her back a little, making Willow pull away and look up at her. She sees that Michelle has closed her eyes and then she hears Michelle whisper nonono please don't stop, I liked it and Willow feels all warm and fuzzy in her stomach as she leans down again and kisses over to Michelle's other boob, to do the same to it. When she presses her lips to it she can feel how fast Michelle's heart is beating under her skin and she places her hand on the boob she just kissed to massage that instead, while she kisses and sucks on Michelle's left boob. She does it maybe a little more intensely than she should but Michelle is arching her back again, basically shoving her boobs closer to Willow's mouth, and almost inaudibly whispering good good into the air, so she takes that as Michelle liking it. She sucks on the nipple here too, licks over it, sucks on it again, secretly enjoys the taste of Michelle's skin and maybe she does get a little lost in it, sucking and kissing more and more on the soft skin of Michelle's boob until she actually hears Michelle moan.
Willow stops dead in her tracks and her eyes snap up to Michelle, who is looking back down at her now, eyes wide. Willow asks her if she liked that and she probably doesn't even realize how hot it sounds to Michelle when she asks. All Michelle can do is breathe out a yeah. Willow smiles and says great and then she keeps going, puts her lips back around Michelle's nipple, starts massaging her other boob as she sucks and licks her tounge out between her lips, her other hand resting on Michelle's waist. She knows she can't keep doing that for forever because Michelle will get sensitive so she moves away from the nipple, kisses the rest of the boob again, kisses down under it and then kisses further down, keeping her hand on Michelle's right boob, not wanting to let go of it yet.
She kisses over her stomach, can feel it rise and fall quickly and then Michelle puts her hands on Willow's knees and digs her fingers in. Willow realizes she should probably continue talking to Michelle so she sits back up again, looks down at a version of Michelle that looks so wrecked she kind of can't believe it. She has her eyes closed and her bangs are sticking to her forehead from sweating. Her head is thrown back onto the pillow and her mouth is hanging slightly open. She's breathing rapidly, Willow can see the way her chest and stomach move and she can't help it, she's absolutely obsessed with it.
Michelle has to catch her breath and only then she looks back up at her, confused as to why Willow stopped and her vision hazy from pleasure, her brain only loud buzzing. Willow looks down at her and then tells her that there's other ways for women to have sex but if it's just about Willow trying to give the woman a good time, then she'd probably go down on her, you know, eat her out and she asks if Michelle would want her to do that or if that's a step too far. Michelle is completely breathless under her, wondering why Willow would even ask her because she'd honestly let Willow do anything she wants to her right now and be happy about it. She doesn't directly say that and instead she swallows hard and then tells Willow that she wants her to keep going, that she can eat her out, finger her, whatever she wants, really. Willow is kind of surprised, not necessarily by the response itself, but by how clearly and unashamed Michelle said it. Michelle is honestly just really really turned on and horny in ways she has never been before and she needs more which is why she for once really doesn't care what other people will think of her. Willow nods slowly and then she repeats that Michelle can still tell her to stop if she feels like she changed her mind in a bit and Michelle says sure, but she really doesn't sound like she's going to change her mind about wanting this. It makes Willow's heart flutter and she tries to ignore it.
She leans back over Michelle then, kisses her more and lower, listens to Michelle react and her breathing get quicker, feels her move her legs behind her, pushing them up and down, squirming. When she can't bend further down she slowly crawls down Michelle's body and continues kissing her, carefully pushing her knee between Michelle's legs as she does it and enjoying the way her breath hitches, until Willow is lying on her stomach, between Michelle's spread legs, kissing her under her belly button. She stops for a second and looks up, sees that Michelle is back to her head being in her neck on the pillow and her eyes being closed. She also sees the way Michelle is gripping and pulling at the sheets at her sides, next to her. Willow scoots down further and then pulls Michelle's legs up to be bent and stand up and then she holds on to one of her thighs and carefully places her lips on the side of Michelle's knee. Michelle's leg twitches in her hand and Willow can't help but make a little noise at that. She kisses up the inside of Michelle's thigh and when she reaches it close to where Michelle's shorts start she looks up and a little embarassed asks Michelle if it would be okay for her to possibly give her hickeys down here, where nobody will see them. Michelle, who had been trying so hard to supress her moans and sounds of pleasure the whole time, gets surprised by the question, so when she carefully opens her mouth to answer, she can't stop herself and fully moans the words god yes please without opening her eyes. The next moment she can already feel Willow's lips on her thigh again and it's different now, she's not kissing anymore and instead she's sucking, properly sucking on her skin and Michelle's legs twitch again, her fingers gripping the sheets firmly, a restrained noise coming from her mouth as she bites her lip. Willow sucks hard and then licks over the spots she just sucked to soothe them and Michelle spreads her legs for her, involuntarily pushes her hips forward a little and she can feel herself clench and unclench unable to get the satifaction she really needs. Meanwhile Willow moves over the her other thigh, pulls at the pant legs of her shorts and pushes them up her thighs so she can kiss right where her leg meets her hips. Michelle strains and tightly holds on to whatevet she can grab, as Willow sucks more and more hickeys into the soft skin of her inner thighs, closely watching Michelle's reactions, every twitch of her leg, every small noise coming from her mouth.
At some point Willow stops herself, doesn't want to overdo it and she sits up between Michelle's legs, watches her, the way she's lying with her head in her neck, her hands in fists, trying to relax her breathing. After a while Michelle has relatively come back to herself and she asks Willow, still a little out of breath, what she would do next. And Willow didn't even think they'd get this far, never thought Michelle would like this or even encourage it and so she stutters a little, forgets how she usually does it because this isn't usually, this is Michelle and Michelle is different, Michelle is special. Michelle is who Willow has always wanted to have sex with, so suddenly having the opputunity to be able to not only have sex with her but also show her what good sex is like, makes it a little hard to think. Michelle looks at her then and it feels like she has a hard time keeping her eyes open, her vision kinda hazy and Willow tries to focus because this isn't about herself this is about Michelle. She takes a deep breath and then says that now would probably be the moment she'd take the girl's pants off and she watches Michelle's reaction carefully, watches her eyes go wide and her face flush darker and then she nods and says "okay" really breathy and Willow feels a little bit like she might pass out.
She has to sit and process for a few more seconds because she, for some reason, had still assumed that this would be the point where Michelle would want to stop. That, once it came to actually doing it, she'd realize it felt wrong and she'd tell Willow that she showed her enough and Willow would have nodded and felt a little sad but at least it wouldn't have been unexpected. But now she's sitting there, staring at Michelle, unable to see any signs of discomfort in her expression or her position (more like the opposite) and she kind of can't believe it. It does something to her and then she's suddenly moving, pushing her fingers under the waistband of Michelle's shorts, pulling at them roughly until Michelle lifts her hips for her and she can actually pull them off and down Michelle's legs. Willow throws the shorts to the side, just like how she did with her shirt, asks Michelle, out of breath, if she wants it over her underwear first of is she can take those off too, completely forgetting that this is just supposed to be a simple demonstration, not actually heated sex. Michelle hesitates and then says that maybe they can start with her keeping her underpants on for now and Willow nods says okay, okay, of course quickly and she leans down again, kisses Michelle low on her stomach, hears her breath hitch in surprise.
Willow is really getting into it, feeling lightheaded and as she kisses just above the waistband she asks Michelle which place she so far liked to be kissed in the most. She continues kissing, getting a little addicted to the taste of Michelle's skin, until she can feel something move next to her head. She looks to the side, her cheek still pressed to Michelle's stomach, and sees it's Michelle's hand. She watches it point to a spot high up on the inside of her thigh where a bruise is starting to form already and hears Michelle whisper "here" above her as she taps the spot. Then Michelle rests her shaky hand on top of her thigh, pulls her legs up, spreads them and Willow makes another small noise, that she hopes Michelle didn't hear. She leans over, wraps her arm under and around Michelle's thigh, placing her other hand on top of Michelle's and then kisses the spot she just pointed out, gently pressing her lips to it to not hurt Michelle. Michelle reacts immediately, feels her own legs twitch involuntarily at the touch of Willow's careful lips and she bites her own lip hard so she doesn't lose herself and start moaning uncontrollably, the way she would actually like to do. Willow kisses that same spot again and again, then kisses around it, licking over it, leaving her spit all over Michelle's thigh and breathing in hard when she feels it trembling in her hands and under her mouth.
After another minute Willow mumbles that she's going to kiss further in now and Michelle makes a quiet noise at the implication. Willow does as she says, kisses further in until she reaches fabric and then kisses over that too until she has her mouth right between Michelle's legs and can actually feel how wet the fabric still covering her is. It excites her and then she feels proud because it's proof that what she's doing is working, that Michelle is really into it and finally experiences what it's like when the person she is with actually makes sure to really take care of her and only does what she is into too. Willow finally presses her lips to Michelle's middle, licks over the wet fabric and then Michelle can't hold it in and she opens her mouth to let out a full moan. Willow can not get over the sound, like she needs to hear that again and so she presses her tounge closer, holds on to Michelle's thigh with her hand, to feel it move and fall to the side as another, more restrained moan comes out of Michelle's mouth. Willow is really enjoying herself, has not gotten such an intense reaction, this early on, from any other woman and she plays with Michelle a little, licks over and pulls at the fabric with her teeth, as Michelle squirms and moans, pushes her hips closer every time Willow pulls away for a second.
When Willow can feel Michelle getting impatient, she asks her if she wants her to take off her underpants too now, teasing her both with her words and her lips softly brushing over the fabric, as she speaks. She looks up through her lashes just in time to make eyecontact with Michelle, which gets her a beautiful reaction from her where Michelle's eyes get really wide and big and then she moans quietly while still looking down at Willow, who is now pressing her nose against Michelle. Michelle then nods, not blinking and keeping her eyes on Willow, says yes she can do it now really intensely and almost like she's in a rush and Willow won't be asked twice. She pulls off Michelle's underpants, almost a little frantically, leaving them somewhere next to them on the matress and leaving Michelle completely naked infront of her. And Willow wants to ask again, wants to just make sure one last time but when she opens her mouth, Michelle speaks first, whispers that Willow doesn't have to ask her another time, she wants her to do it and she wants her to do it now.
Willow suddenly feels a little nervous, doubting herself for a second because what if Michelle doesn't like it? They've gotten so far, what if she hates it now? Then she looks back up at Michelle's face, sees how serious and almost desperate she is and she forgets what she was even worried about. And Michelle really is so desperate, her own hands running over the insides of her thighs to maybe get some form of release while Willow is just sitting in between her legs and not really moving, just staring at her. Michelle then takes a deep breath and quietly tells Willow to please do it, she's never felt anything this good before and if that was only foreplay then she really has to know what the actual thing is like too, so Willow should please show her now, if she still wants. Willow nods at that, breathes out that of course she still wants to show her and so she pulls her hair back and stops, asks Michelle if she maybe has a hairtie, cause she always hates when her hair gets in the way. Michelle stops rubbing her thighs and looks down her naked arms, doesn't see a hairtie and she's about to shake her head when she remembers something and then pulls at her own hair. She pulls out the hairtie, that she had in her own hair and holds it out to Willow, because she's gonna need it more than her right now. And then Michelle gets to watch Willow tie up her own hair while sitting between her legs and the motion of it is so smooth and Willow looks so beautiful and honestly kind of hot while she does it that it momentarily takes Michelle's breath away.
The next thing she knows, Willow is leaning down, lying back onto her stomach, moving closer until Michelle can feel her warm breath on her and then she suddenly also feels her tounge. Michelle chokes on her own spit when she feels Willow slowly lick over her, her mouth and tounge warm and soft and Michelle wants to say something, think something, but it's like the licking motion shut off her brain entirely and all that's left is just a loud buzz and her own heavy breathing, that she can hear, so loud. She lets her head fall back onto her pillow, her legs fall open and she doesn't know where to put her hands, shakily trails them up her own body, then holds them above her own head, digs her fingers into the pillow. She feels so hot, especially between her legs but also all over her body, her skin prickling and she closes her eyes, focuses just on the sensations of Willow's tounge and mouth and lips and her hands that are holding her under her thighs, holding her legs in place. Willow licks and kisses her again and again, presses her tounge closer, more firmly and she doesn't really hear Michelle react, only hears her loud breathing and can feel her legs twitch. She can also feel how wet Michelle is, how much wetter she is getting every second and so she starts to suck on her clit and at that Michelle does make a noise. She can feel her shift and arch her back, press closer as her body tenses and relaxes and she keeps going for a few minutes just licking and sucking and then she stops, pulls back a little to look up at Michelle.
Michelle doesn't really react, her legs still occasionally twitching and she is breathing loudly. She doesn't look down at Willow and seems to be almost in her own world, her breaths deep and shaky and her hands still holding on to the pillow and Willow says her name to get her attention. Michelle only make a mhh sound in response, so Willow says her name again and at that Michelle actually looks up at her, her eyes dazed and far away, her cheeks red and her hair is a mess, like she has been moving her head a lot on the pillow. Willow instinctively licks over her lips and Michelle blinks at her rapidly, tries to focus back onto Willow. Willow then asks her softly if she is enjoying herself and Michelle nods, whispers "fuck yes" and then she swallows and tells Willow that the guys she's been with before didn't usually talk to her during sex. Willow frowns, says that that kinda sucks, because talking and communicating are like the most important part of it being enjoyable for all the people involved and Michelle just kinda shrugs, which looks really cute with her arms still above her head, but Willow tries to not get too lost in how pretty Michelle looks like this. She says that if Michelle doesn't mind, she'd like to talk to her throughout this, like if there's something she wants to know or if she wants to try something new, then she wants to ask Michelle first. She also says that Michelle can of course talk to her too, tell her what feels good or really just say whatever she wants, if she feels like she needs to say something and Michelle nods, says that she would like that, that it's actually kind of nice because it feels closer, more intimate somehow and maybe that also makes it better. Willow smiles at her, replies "great" and then she says that what she initially wanted to ask Michelle, the reason why she stopped, was whether Michelle would like it if Willow also added her fingers. She says that getting both the sensation from her mouth and her fingers together can feel even better but she of course doesn't want to do that if Michelle doesn't like penetration or if it makes Michelle in any other way uncomfortable, so she wanted to ask first. Like, she doesn't want to do that if Michelle doesn't want it either and if that's the case then Willow can also just keep going, only eat her out and she's sure that Michelle can have a great time with just that too.
As she speaks, she's also like gently brushing her fingers over Michelle's skin on her thighs and when she's done talking Michelle kind of just makes a noise, that Willow can't quite tell if it's good or bad. She asks Michelle if everything is okay and then she can see Michelle's arms move, wipe over her face and she carefully asks Michelle if she's crying. Michelle sniffs and wipes her hands over her eyes again and then she nods, quickly says it's not because she doesn't like this but because she's just never had anybody actually care about her feelings and what she is and isn't comfortable with so much. She says that she really doesn't want to cry because she actually feels so good right now but maybe she's crying exactly because of that, because she's never had that before and it's just a lot. She wipes over her eyes again but the tears are still rolling down her face and she apologizes, says she's sorry, they can keep going in just a second, it's fine, she'll stop crying. When Willow hears that she immediately tells Michelle that she does not have to apologize, this is about Michelle and not her so if she has to cry then she should cry, and if afterward she really wants to keep going then they can do that, but she doesn't want Michelle to force herself to stop, so she should just let it all out. She says that there's seriously no rush or pressure to do anything and Michelle should feel comfortable and relaxed and not like she has to hold anything back, especially if that's tears. At that Michelle just cries more and then she nods, says "mhm" quietly, then adds "okay" in a wet voice as Willow continues to gently brush over and caress her skin. After a few seconds of wiping away at her tears and only more tears coming out Willow asks Michelle if she needs a hug and Michelle nods quickly, says that that might be good and she tries to laugh but it comes out sad and sounding off. Willow pushes herself up and then carefully crawls up between Michelle's legs and over her until she's leaning over her and has her knees on one side of Michelle's hips so that Michelle can close her legs if she wants. She just looks at Michelle with sad eyes and then she leans down, lies down on the matress next to her and half on top of Michelle. She wraps her arms around Michelle's neck and pulls her in, so that Michelle's face is in the crook of her neck. Michelle wraps her arms around Willow's waist, turns more toward her and presses her fingers onto her back, pushes her face into Willow's shirt to let her smell calm her down. Willow puts one of her hands in Michelle's hair, runs it through it, carefully untangles all the knots without actually pulling at her hair and she starts tracing little shapes into Michelle's shoulder with her other hand. Michelle relaxes immediately and just allows herself to cry as much as she wants and then Willow kisses the top of her head and puts one of her legs over Michelle's hips to pull her closer and make her feel less exposed and Michelle just feels so loved and cared for and it overwhelms her a little.
They just lie like this for a while with Willow soothing Michelle and Michelle letting the tears flow, seeping into Willow's shirt, but Willow doesn't mind, both of them pressed closely together and holding on tightly to each other. Willow wonders if maybe Michelle fell asleep because she isn't saying anything and her breathing has relaxed and feels calm and she doesn't mind, just wants Michelle to feel good. She also feels sad for Michelle, that she has made such bad experiences that the one time somebody does care about her needs the most, it makes her cry because she's never gotten this before. In her head she's already starting to form a plan on how to find the guys and beat them up or make Lucas beat them all up or something but then Michelle makes a small noise and pulls away slightly, looks up at Willow with red but now dry eyes and whispers "thank you". Willow brushes her hair away from her face and her cheeks, whispers "of course" back and then she leans down and kisses Michelle on the cheek, tasting the salty tears that are drying on her skin. She pulls back again and lies her head back down next to Michelle's, looking at her, smiling softly. She puts her hands on Michelle's cheeks and wipes over them with her thumbs, wipes the tears away as Michelle just stares at her with big eyes and blushing slightly.
They both just look at each other for a bit, Willow caressing Michelle's cheeks and Michelle staring at Willow's face that is so close and she kind of wants to kiss Willow but stops herself because this is just Willow showing her what it's like and not actually them being together or anything. Then Michelle looks down and quietly tells Willow that they can keep going now and she blushes a little more. Willow asks Michelle if she's sure and Michelle replies that yes, she's sure, she has cried all the tears she needed to cry and is ready to continue. Willow tells her that that's good, but that they should only continue if Michelle really actually wants it and she says that if she feels too vulnerable or tired then Willow doesn't want Michelle to do something she might regret later. Michelle smiles a little at that and maybe she kind of unknowingly falls in love and she replies that she's not tired and she's sure that she won't regret it. She says that she's actually like so wet right now, so she kind of really needs Willow to keep going. She laughs a little embarassed at having said that and then Willow laughs too, says okay then, but she's going to start from the beginning again, to really get Michelle back in the mood and avoid the switch of emotions being too abrubt. Michelle breathes out kind of relieved, relaxes more, says "allright" and smiles at Willow and then she whispers "thank you" again. Willow replies that she only wants the best for Michelle and Michelle jokes that if she continues saying such sweet things then Michelle might cry again and Willow says that that's okay.
They both take a deep breath together and then Willow tells Michelle that she's gonna start kissing her neck again and Michelle, feeling a little more confident now, tells her to go for it. Willow smiles and scrunches her nose at her adorably and then she leans down, puts her arms back around Michelle's shoulders and kisses her on her neck gently, pushes her face up to kiss Michelle under her chin. This time Michelle automatically moves her head for Willow so that she can get good access to the underside of her chin and her neck and Willow stays on her neck for longer, just gently kissing her on various spots over and over until she can hear Michelle make a quiet noise that sounds like it might have been a moan. Willow then runs her hands over Michelle's arms as she kisses her lower on her neck, can feel her arms go limp around her and then she touches Michelle on her hips and waist, lets her hands wander over her stomach, feels it rise and fall quickly. Michelle moves and squirms a little, stretching like she likes it and then she shifts, turns her hips toward Willow and pushes one of her legs between Willow's, presses her hips even closer. She whispers, out of breath "can I-" but she doesn't really know how to say what she wants. Willow gets it though and is so into it. She nods against Michelle's skin, says that of course she can and then she pushes her leg, the one that isn't still draped over Michelle's body, between her legs and pushes it up so that Michelle can easily grind on it. And then Michelle actually does, starts grinding down on the naked part of Willow's thigh and Willow gasps quietly before pulling Michelle closer and continuing to kiss her neck. She can feel Michelle dig her fingers into her back, pull her closer and then Michelle whimpers over Willow's head as Willow moves her mouth lower to kiss Michelle's collarbone again. It's wet on Willow's thigh, where Michelle is moving her hips, pressing onto it and Willow knows this, she has done this before with other women, but this time it feels so much more intimate, like this actually means something and even though she isn't doing anything for herself and is still wearing her sleeping clothes she is very aware of how wet she is too. Meanwhile Michelle is like fully in her own world, just grinding on Willow and quietly moaning every time she feels Willow push her leg further up or kiss her particularly hard and she whispers to Willow how good this feels, how she needs this, needs more, please.
Willow breathes hard, asks Michelle if she can be a little rough for a second and Michelle breathily moans "yeah" with her eyes closed and then suddenly Willow is pushing her to lie on her back, pressing her into the matress on her shoulders, leaning over Michelle with one leg between Michelle's, knee pushing up between her thighs. Michelle moans at the sudden firm touch and the sight above her and then Willow is already leaning down again, kissing lower and back over Michelle's boobs. This time it's harder to restrain her moan and Michelle wraps her legs around Willow's knee to pull herself against it, to feel the friction and then Willow is softly biting her skin, sucking on her nipple again and Michelle is moaning, moaning so openly that it makes her dizzy. She arches her back into it, pushing her boobs to Willow's mouth, her own hands digging into and pulling at Willow's shirt desperately. Willow licks over her nipple again, leaves her spit all over Michelle's boobs and moves further down, can feel Michelle's breathing get quicker the lower she goes. She leans down further, crawls back until she's sitting on Michelle's knee and can't help but moan a little at the way it feels between her legs as she kisses. Willow has her hands on Michelle's hips now, digs her fingers in just slightly and then moves them further back under her body to touch her ass. She can feel Michelle's legs move under her, restless as Willow kisses where Michelle's leg meets her hips, near her pubic hairs, and then high up on the insides of her thigh, where Michelle said she liked to be kissed the most, pushing Michelle's leg down with her own body weight. She slows eventually, regains a bit more self control and she knows she must look so into it too while she's just leaning over Michelle's thigh, kissing and sucking it, biting the skin gently and then licking over it, likely adding more bruises to the ones that are already there, holding on to Michelle's sides with firm hands. She doesn't care what it looks like though and then she hears Michelle gasp loudly and knows that she has probably done enough to get her back into the mood. She sits up, looks at Michelle, waits for her to open her eyes and look back at her and when Michelle does Willow tells her that she didn't actually reply earlier. Michelle seems confused and so Willow explains that she asked her earlier if she could add her fingers too or if Michelle didn't like that, but that she didn't actually get an answer from her. At that Michelle hesitates, thinks about it because she didn't really like penetration when she's had sex before. But she also feels like this is different and so she tells Willow that if she goes really slow and is careful then she wants to try it and Willow says that of course she will be slow and careful, anything else might hurt her and she really doesn't want to hurt Michelle. Michelle nods, tells her that then she wants Willow to use her fingers too and Willow smiles at her, tells her that she won't regret it and it turns Michelle on a lot.
Willow then crawls down the rest of the way, tells Michelle that she doesn't have to do anything, Willow can be the one to make sure that she feels good and right now Michele shouldn't have to work for that. Then she leans closer and Michelle is about to close her eyes when Willow looks back up at her and tells her that by the way if she doesn't know where to put her hands then she is allowed to put them in Willow's hair and that she can also push her head a little whenever she likes a spot. Willow says that she doesn't mind when women do that to her, Michelle just shouldn't be rough about it, but she trusts her. Michelle just nods at that, is kind of in love with the way Willow communicates during sex and how she just knows what she likes and dislikes and she thinks to herself that she wants that too, wants to find out what she likes, not just what she doesn't like. Then Willow asks her if she's ready and Michelle replies that she is so ready, making Willow giggle. Willow then leans back in and starts licking over Michelle again who is so, so incredibly wet. She pulls back a little just to lick her lips and swallow and Michelle watches that, gets embarrassingly turned on from it, makes a noise and then the next moment Willow is already back and sucking on Michelle's clit. She gets right to it and Michelle lets her legs fall open, arches her back a little and then she does put one of her hands on top of Willow's head, her other hand holding on to the pillow again because she feels like it gives her some stability while she is feeling rather unbalanced, even though she's already lying down.
After a while Willow pulls away slightly, mumbles that she's gonna add just one finger now and Michelle nods, says "okay" while breathing rapidly. Willow runs her fingers along Michelle and gets them really wet and slick and then she finds her entrance, carefully pushing against it until she has the right angle and her finger slips in. Willow goes slow and Michelle can feel the difference, can feel how much better it is when it's slow and careful like this, when Willow does it, her other hand under Michelle's thigh, holding it up and also gently tracing her fingers over her skin to soothe her. Michelle keeps quietly moaning the further in Willow pushes, feels herself open up and then Willow pulls the finger out slightly and pushes it back in, curls it as she does and Michelle chokes out "oh my god-" at the feeling. Her breath is going fast and deep and she can feel Willow's finger move inside of her, push in and pull out and then push in again until Michelle is back on the pillow with her eyes closed and her mouth open as she lets out a loud moan. Willow asks her if she can add a second finger and Michelle moans "please", shifts her hips forward and spreads her legs and then Willow is pulling her finger out to add a second one in. She carefully pushes them in all the way, listens to Michelle moan and whimper and can feel her legs shake and twitch. She thinks it's absolutely beautiful.
When both fingers are as far in as she can push them, she starts a careful rhythm, thrusting into Michelle and curling her fingers again and again and then Michelle moans her name and actually does push her face closer, which makes Willow feel all warm inside. She asks Michelle if she wants her to do both at the same time now and Michelle just moans "yes" over and over. Willow gets her face back between Michelle's legs, pushes them a little further apart with her free hand and starts sucking in synch with her hand movements, which gets her a sound that's so beautiful, all choked and whiny, that she wants to burn it into her memory forever. Meanwhile Michelle finally gets it, finally actually feels what she always heard she would feel during sex and she can't get enough of it, carefully pushes Willow's face closer and pushes her own hips forward, pulls her legs up to a position where it feels like Willow can reach even deeper and she completely looses her mind, moans so loud she instinctively presses her own hand over her mouth, even though it barely muffles the sound. She arches her back, throws her head back and lets herself get fucked and eaten out by Willow.
At some point Michelle starts to feel more desperate, feeling everything even more intensely than it already is. She can feel herself throbbing, her legs are twitching and shaking hard and she feels something build up inside of her that's hot like fire and so intense and good that she can't even grasp it or put it into words. She gasps, moans Willow's name, feels Willow hum against her and Michelle wants to tell her but she can't find the words. She moans Willow's name again, tries to say something but everything she says just comes out messy and broken off and she keeps starting again, says it feels- she can't even‐ it's so much– and Willow speaks against her, absentmindedly asks her if she's going to come soon. Michelle can't really think what that would be like, just stutters that she doesn't know but she might, she doesn't know what that feels like and she's breathing so quickly, panting, gasping for air as the intensity only grows. Willow sucks on her clit again and then asks if Michelle wants her to go faster and Michelle only nods, then remembers Willow can't see her and so she says that yes please, she needs her to go faster, she needs more and then she moans as Willow speeds up.
It takes her only a few more seconds and then Michelle is coming, her legs shaking hard, her hips stuttering, her fingers untangling from Willow's hair to dig into the sheets as she arches her back. She can feel herself clench around Willow's fingers, that are still moving, helping her through it as she lets out a choked moan into the air. Willow keeps licking at her too, licking up her cum and Michelle is arching so hard, the back of her head pushed so far into the pillow and she whispers to Willow to keep going, keep going please and while it surprises Willow she does as she is told and keeps carefully thrusting into Michelle and licking over her, pulling her fingers out a little and then licking around them, before going back over Michelle. Michelle's legs are still trembling but she can already feel that intensity again, she's like chasing it almost and she tells Willow, says that she can still feel it, she needs it again and Willow keeps thrusting but pulls her face back a little. She excitedly asks Michelle if she's one of the women that have such an easy time coming multiple times in a row and at that Michelle looks down at her, see Willow's face and moans before replying that she doesn't know, it's not like she has ever been able to figure it out with any guys, this is like her first time she found it easy to come at all, like she has never actually felt this before. Then Willow thrusts in again, curls her fingers, hits her spot and it cuts off Michelle in whatever she was going to say next and instead she moans really loudly and the next second she's already coming again. Willow is getting really obsessed with how easy it was to make Michelle come a second time and so quickly too, so she asks Michelle if she can try to make her come again and Michelle moans out a yes.
Michelle comes like 5 more times in the next 20 minutes and she probably could have gone for longer but both her and Willow are getting a little tired and so they both naturally decide when it's time to stop. Willow stops eating her out and stops moving her fingers, wanting to wait for Michelle to relax a little before she pulls them out, but Michelle just keeps leaking around her fingers and so Willow pulls her fingers out, can't really help herself when she licks them clean and then she watches Michelle. Michelle is lying flat on her back, her skin glistening with sweat, her legs stretched out on either side of Willow and her arms on her sides as she tries to stop panting and actually relax her breathing. Her mouth is open as she breathes, she only closes it occasionally to swallow and now that Willow has pulled out she can feel how open she is, how there's still wetness or cum or whatever it is, she isn't even sure, coming out of her. She eventually opens her eyes, sees Willow push herself up and crawl over to her to lie down next to her. Willow waits for a while longer until Michelle has gotten back to breathing through her nose and she turns her head toward Willow, so that they're both looking at each other. Then Willow asks her if she knows what aftercare is and when Michelle shakes her head, she hears Willow curse out stupid straight men under her breath. She feels Willow wrap her arms around her middle and pull her closer. Michelle leans in too, wraps her weak arms around Willow too, lets her head fall to the side, onto Willow's shoulder and she closes her eyes for a few seconds, before looking back up at Willow, still breathing hard, but definitely calmer than before. Then Willow explains to her that sometimes after sex you kinda crash because of hormones or whatever and so it's especially important for women to afterwards get taken care of a little. She says that it's mostly just cuddling but can also include talking about what you enjoyed during the sex, or it might be taking a bath or shower together to get cleaned up and it's really just making sure the other person feels cofortable and cared for. She tells Michelle that that's honestly probably secretly her favorite part of it all, what happens afterward, the way you will take care of each other, make sure everyone is okay and feeling good. Michelle says a small, surprised "oh, okay" and then tells Willow that she never really did that with the guys she was with but that that sounds nice, that she'd like that. Willow brushes her hands over Michelle's back and smiles, tells her that that's good because they're already doing it and Michelle looks down their bodies, sees them all tangles up and pressed close together and she tells Willow that she's right, she didn't even realize and then she thinks to herself that this just feels so normal that it wasn't even a question, doesn't feel weird or forced at all.
They stay like this, don't really talk much for a while until Michelle has fully relaxed and then Willow asks her, before she falls asleep, if she wants to get cleaned up first, if she feels like she has enough energy left to go to the bathroom and take a quick shower. Michelle thinks and then nods, says I'd they do it fast, then she should be able to and so they both get up, Willow gives Michelle her shirt and underpants back so she doesn't have to walk naked to the bathroom. While Michelle puts them on, Willow goes to Michelle's bag and finds new underpants for her to wear and then also gets some of her own underpants cause hers are pretty soaked too. They both sneak through the apartment, to the bathroom and giggle quietly, feeling sneaky and then they squeeze themselves together into the tiny shower just washing off everything. Willow helps Michelle get fully clean and also helps her untangle her messy hair and then they both put on their fresh clothes. When they're both done they kinda have a moment where they just looks at each other, smiling awkwardly and both pretty in love and then they both blink and laugh a little embarassed. Willow grabs Michelle's hand as they make their way back to the bedroom and then they both get back under the blanket, immediately wrapping their arms around each other, cuddling close and legs tangled, the way they always sleep together, even though now that they're in different colleges they don't do it much anymore and they both kinda miss it. Michelle plays with Willow's hair and Willow traces little circles into Michelle's skin and then Willow asks Michelle if she liked it, if she now feels better about her sexual experince and Michelle laughs because the question feels so absurd and silly. She replies that yes of course, she definitely liked it, it was like 1000 times better than any of her other sexual experiences and she adds that she's not even kidding when she says that she would gladly do that again, maybe even tomorrow. Willow blushes and then also laughs quietly, says that she's glad that it worked and that she wouldn't mind doing that again either. She decides to not bring up the big gay topic for now and then Michelle looks up at her with big eyes and asks her if she really means that. Willow blushes more and says yes, that she actually probably enjoyed this more than most of the stuff she's done with other women, so if Michelle wants to know about more sex stuff, then she'll gladly help her out again. Michelle replies "great" excitedly and then she yawns and Willow pulls her close again, hugs her tight and Michelle hugs her tight too. They both don't really say anything anymore and then it happens pretty quickly that Willow can feel Michelle's breathing even out and get calmer and she knows that she's asleep. Willow kisses Michelle's forehead and then puts her face in Michelle's neck, falling asleep easily and feeling so so warm and happy.
Bonus:
The next morning they get woken up by Lucas knocking on the door loudly, telling them to get up already because they're all eating breakfast without them. Michelle and Willow both carefully untangle from each other and then they both look at the mess Willow made of Michelle's body the night before, the hickeys very prominent on Michelle's thighs and stomach and there are also a few smaller ones on her boobs and they both giggle about it, but Willow also feels strangely proud of them, like, they look good on Michelle. Michelle pulls at the legs of her shorts to cover the ones that are a little lower and then they both leave the room, sit down at the table and start eating quietly. The rest of the table is quiet too but then Max can't do it anymore and she point blank asks them if they fucked last night, because she heard that, they were not being quiet. Both Michelle and Willow look at her with wide eyes, look at each other and then they just laugh while Max looks back and forth between them, saying that it isn't funny, she couldn't sleep for like two hours and that Lucas heard it to. Neither Michelle nor Willow are saying anything and then Dustin, who is sitting next to Michelle, leans over and points at her leg, where her shorts have of course ridden up and he asks her what the hell they were doing because it looks like she broke her leg or something. Michelle quickly pulls at her pants and tells Dustin to leave her alone but it's already too late and Max is up and out of her seat, walking around the table and pulling back Michelle's chair, with her in it, to look at her legs and then she stops and just whispers "what the fuck, Michelle?" while staring at her thighs. Lucas leans over the table, Dustin leans back in to see better too and they're both a little speechless, as Michelle shifts on her seat uncomfortable, which only makes her shorts ride up more and reveal more of the hickeys. Michelle looks down at the hickeys too, doesn't say anything and so the first person to speak is Willow, who has this amused tone in her voice when she, almost casually, tells Michelle that she probably should have put on her jeans already, they would have covered that better. Michelle blushes and closes her legs as all eyes go to Willow who is still eating breakfast over in her own seat. Max asks Willow if it really was her who did that and Willow asks back who else it should have been, cause if Dustin had sneaked in then surely she would have noticed that. Dustin then says to leave him out of this and Willow just shrugs and looks up at Max, who stares at her with an indescribable expression. Then Max quietly says that she can't believe this and Willow asks what she means, if it's really so impossible that two of her friends had consentual sex in a private room and Max quickly replies No, just that Willow fucked Michelle's legs up so bad and that she was so loud. Willow just replies that Michelle can still walk, so it's fine and Michelle doesn't make a sound but she can feel herself getting hot and a little wet just at the memory of what they did and at how confidently Willow is now talking about it. She herself probably wants to just disappear on the spot but she kinda likes how open Willow is about it, like it's so normal to her that Michelle slept with a woman and enjoyed it. They all finish breakfast pretty quietly and afterward Michelle apologizes for being so loud and keeping them up but Max just replies that it's fine, she just didn't really expect it, that's all.
When Michelle gets back to college she doesn't tell any of her college friends about what she did with Willow but she feels a little better whenever the talk of sex comes up in her new friendgroup and she can actually contribute with all the stuff Willow showed her, without mentioning that it was a girl who showed her of course. She thinks about that night with Willow a lot, especially when she starts touching herself at night and eventually she starts to realize and accept that maybe she enjoyed it so much because it was Willow and because Willow is a woman. She confesses this to Willow the next time they meet up and Willow can't help but smile and then she hugs Michelle so so tightly. They have sex again that night and it's so awesome and Michelle doesn't cry and she enjoys herself immensely, maybe even more than their first time and afterward she blurts out that she really wants to kiss Willow and if Willow wants to be her girlfriend. In response Willow just kisses her and tells her that she'd love to and from that day on they're together and they keep annoying their friends with it and Michelle loves it, she thinks it's so fun and she loves Willow and she's happy, like happier than she's ever been before <333
Oh my god I am obsessed, this is so awesome, I- holy shit!!! That's so hot!!!! I'm like actually like kicking my feet, making excited noises because wowow this is so beautiful!!!!!!!!!! Omg all the movement and the poses and the close ups, especially on the faces and the kiss marks and the nails and the NARRATION!!!!!! This is the best thing ever, I literally was just staring at this with my hand over my mouth for a long time like I am so obsessed I am so obsessed I am so obsessed I am so obsessed I am so obsessed I am so obsessed—
Mike and Will tap morse code onto each other's arms or backs. at night, they'll say "love you" to each other when they're about to fall asleep. when they're at some sort of party talking to a group of people, they'll silently tap "home" on the other's arm when they want to leave. they're nerds, and they totally take advantage of the fact that they have morse code memorized.
i love the duality of autistic4autistic byler bc will is such a convincing high masker and is always desperately trying to make sure everyone is okay with him and how he exists and constantly putting on a brave face and smoothing over interactions and mike is such a terrible masker like he physically can’t contain his expressions when someone says something stupid and talks non stop and can’t for the life of him Stop Doing Intense Eye Contact (or none whatsoever whoops) and he tries to do the social niceties thing but it’s sososo obvious when he does it (like the rinkomania conversation with stacy). they’re such polar opposites i love them
Will Byers is a NERD. He likes science. He canonically knows how to speak morse code. He and the party participated and won science fairs and were part of the AV club. Will Byers is SO smart. He is SO wise. Will Byers has big opinions about his interests and can talk about them forever. Will Byers has favourite artists he looks up to and admires. Will Byers is a cinephile and an audiophile. Will Byers is a collector. Will Byers is SO strong and SO kind. Yeah.