I Will Not Disappoint

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Homesick

Have you ever missed someone who doesn't exist?

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I'm over here freezing my tits off so my dog doesn't have to.

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So today is my first day of college and I'm super excited. Just the thought of finally being here has me super psyched. Just yesterday I was talking to my dad about it. And i said, "And to think in a couple of years I'll be able to make movies and cartoons." He goes on to say, "You'll finally be an artist." I was a little put off by that comment. But oh well. It won't kill my vibe.

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Check out this post on Clique

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Can you explain

Can the science side of tumblr explain to me why music helps me work better?

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What should I do?

So I'm in the process of enrolling for school. And I'm looking at online reviews of this school. I absolutely love what they have to offer, but the reviews are making me think twice. I don't want to go to a school that people in the industry I will be working in think of it as a joke. I want to be taken seriously. Not to mwntion the cost of rhis school is crazy expensive. Im really beginning to question if I'm making the right decision here.

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Out of all the ships, I'm happy yours sank.

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Things that rule my life.

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On the first day of bandmas my true love gave to me, A Kellin in a pear tree. Everyday for the next 12 days is the '12 days of bandmass' and I will be posting something band/music related. So keep a watch out. #kellinquinn #sleepingwithsirens #bands#jaimepreciado #tonyperry #piercetheveil #fallinginreverse #ronnieradke #band #music #bandmass #12daysofbandmass #12daysofchristmas

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So I'm over here trying to draw a picture of Brendon Urie dressed up as Jesus, bu the time I get done with the picture, it looks nothing like Brendon, but looks like Jesus. Besides the fact of it not looking like who I wanted, the drawing itself came out quite nice.

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Why did I worry?

So i was worried that when I told my dad I wanted to do the computer animation class before I do the Ford Asset program, he was going to be upset with me. Instead he wasnt. He was like, "once you're done with that class and you start making money, you'll be able to pay for the asset program out right.' I'm happy that I'll be able to start school at the end of January. This is going to be alot of fun. I can't wait to see how much my skills improve.

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My tattoo

Sometime in the next few months I'm planning on getting a tattoo. I've been thinking about this tattoo for a very long time and I've finally decided that it is what I want. This tattoo is going to say 'carry on'. Some of you may be thinking of the song Carry on my wayward son, bohemian raphsody, or Welcome to the Black Parade. But for me, it's the last of the three. For a long time I've struggled with the thought of death. Not so much with me dying or anyone I know dying. But with the sadness that often follows with death. In a way it drowns us. It sucks the very life out of us that we had to fight for in the first place. It often leaves us wanting the sadness to end. No matter the cost. But then we find the thing that makes us want to continue. We find a way to carry on. For me that's the reason why I want to get that as a tattoo. I found a reason to carry on when I didn't want to.

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Who are you?

When I was younger I was taught to listen to the words of a song or a poem. I was always told that these words have two meanings. One meaning is for the world to see and understand. To interpret in whatever way they wish. The other meaning, only a few can understand them and see them for what they are meant to be. And those that can see and under stand the words, those are the people that you want to keep close to you. Because they too can relate can relate to what evert you're going through. So which person are you?

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Here's the progression of my Josh Dun picture.

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When you feel inspired by the lion king

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Ronnie Radke and Willow