Have Hope, Show Compassion, Give Love...

Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love? Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour. Sit with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute. That's relativity. Albert Einstein

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Imagine the person you love and in love with. Who also loves you doesn’t want to see you anymore not because you did something wrong but because being with you makes them feel things. Imagine you're casted out their life because you care about them and consider them in all things. You're essentially punished for enjoying their company and wanting them around. All you ever ask of them is to be themselves and to make memories with them. Somehow youre the villian for just being genuine not because something was wrong but everything was often just too right.

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The truth is I cannot explain what it is about you, I no longer even try. All I know is if I had the choice with every atom of my being I'd choose you in every lifetime.

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😁

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In truth I love me some you.

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Ever since I met you, I haven't wanted to do this thing without you

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The truth is funny sometimes. This girl is scared that I'm going to get too close and hate or regret what I discover there. The truth is I've been there and visited many times... It's crazy to think I'd ever hate my favorite place. You're so used to people leaving you. Life and situations have conditioned you to believe that you are "Challenging or tough" to love. Yet here I am. Wanting and willing to do it all every day. It's as easy as breathing, I don't even have to think about it. It's so natural, like a heartbeat. We fight because we have a natural affinity for one another, a magnetic pull, something like gravity, and in the end, we are both scared of the same thing, which is losing one another. If I have it my way, I am not going anywhere, so won't you promise me you will stay. . .

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There are 5 things you need to know:

1. I am still here.

2. You deserved all the good things I've done for you. I regret none of it.

3. What we have is genuine, real, and unique. I think I understand why it overwhelmed you.

4. Life is better with you in it.

5. I was never trying to win the arguments or debates, I was never trying to get "lickbacks", I was just happy to have you and was fighting the idea of losing you.

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I can confirm something for sure now. After these months essentially without you after once having you in my life. I can confirm life is better with you. I know our dynamic wasn't ever "normal" and I cannot promise you it ever will be. I promise you to always provide a safe space for you to be yourself and all I can offer is for me to be me. Everything that comes with the both of us. I was happy and didn't even have to work at it.

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Your 2024 review: Just know everything I did is because you deserved it. I did it because you are special and deserve the best this world has to offer. Not because simply you're smart, beautiful, and hilarious. It's the authenticity of our connection. It's because of how easy thing was that ended up making things hard. How I wanted to see you win wherever your ambitions took you. I, a person who often needs everything to make sense stumbled upon someone with who I ended up in a weird friendship that needed no definition and the only explanation I had was feeling "happy". No matter where we found ourselves I was happy. Having you around just made life feel a whole lot easier and I found it to be better with you in it. I understand that it was all a lot for you. It's something hard for me to give up on because I'm going to spend a lifetime just looking for it in other people. I felt the connection was the same for you but I never really knew to be sure cause you don't like talking about these things. You put up a tough front but you're one of the kindest, caring, and thoughtful people I've ever met. I am sorry if any of my actions or words ever made you feel unseen, unheard, or accidentally invalidated to your feelings. Just know my intentions were to return the same happiness I felt from having you in my life not because you needed or asked me to do so but because I wanted to. I'm gonna back to not bothering you now but here's to 2025 may everyone's dreams come true. P.S. Just do me a favor just remember to smell the Daisies now and again.

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Someone once asked me, "People run away from good people?" I believe they run away because they are scared of you getting too close, they are terrified that one day you will wake up and see them how they see themselves. They flee because they cannot understand why it is you love and care for them in ways they do not. Where you see a diamond they've only known coal.

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All your life you've been led to believe you are difficult to or unworthy of love until you met me. Who walked into your life and danced to your music effortlessly. You've been conditioned to think I'm crazy for loving that you are my favorite song.

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I'm paying attention to those who are doing their victory lap. I can say I'm not surprised by the women who support Trump. They are always the same. The women who have a history of choosing terrible men. It's women who were abused mentally and/or physically, always played with never kept, having children to fill the void of love they never quite felt as a child themselves, the chaotic ones that soon as it seems like it coming together life in someway always falls apart. Generally, the nonintelligent with terrible discernment cannot identify truth from fiction. Often wrapping themselves in conspiracies. High probability they went through one form of addiction or another. It's the women who are and have always been easy to manipulate or scam, especially with false promises that they will matter to someone. The ones that cannot help but crave attention in any form and often wnd up getting cheated on or cheating in their relationship. The women will settle for a "good man" but can't help but treat him like shit because, at the end of the day,y, they don't feel like they deserve them. I understand this observation can be offensive in this Cinderella story, but you are upset because the shoe fits. Maybe this magic mirror will help you grow but probably not. You'll likely get mad and unfriend or block me or something. Anyway, congratulations. hopefully, you don't get everything he promised; I don't wish that dystopian future on anyone.

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The craziest thing is you always took our arguments as something I was trying to win. I wanted to get jabs and lickbacks. The truth was I was always trying to untangle the knot and come to a better understanding...I was always trying to forge a better space for us to operate.

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Hey, I just need to get this off my mind. I miss you. I valued our time together and appreciated being around you. I never meant to hurt you, and I never wanted to lose you. There was something about you that added color to my world and for that, I'll forever be grateful. Selfishly, I found myself seeking to be one of the reasons behind your smile. It was my overwhelming belief that you were someone worth celebrating. To be honest that's something I don't how to apologize for. I hope we can talk things out and find a way forward. I don't know how to fix this and perhaps it's not for me to repair. Our friendship is meaningful to me, and I'll always be glad to have met you. I hope you know you were enough. If this is truly the end I just want to say. Thank you for the memories.

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Hey, I have to say this to get it off my mind and heart. I never asked you for anything or to be anything to me other than yourself. That was what I appreciated the most about the time and the experiences we had together. I was just vibing and going with the flow of things. Moving with zero expectations while simultaneously being down for whatever. It wasn't complicated for me. I enjoyed being around you so I was wanting and willing to do things with you. It was never my intention to hurt you or cause you any form of suffering. I was trying to do the opposite. Expressing that to you was difficult because your ability to relieve what I saw in you conflicted with what you see in yourself. I wasn't here trying to fix you or anything of the short. For me, you were easy to accept and care about despite your rough edges sometimes and all the "ups and downs." I would love it if we could or could've just sat down and had a conversation and figured out a pathway forward versus you just throwing it all away. I never wanted to lose you. To be clear, when I said I was done too. I wasn't referring to you or our friendship. I was referring to the situation that was at hand. I didn't want to fight with you about how you were feeling. I was trying to be considerate and accepting of it. We have a complex but beautiful connection and friendship. Sure, we both go crazy sometimes, and it manifests in different ways. To me, that was just a part of us being okay with being who we are while striving every day to be better versions of ourselves. The support we had to see each other get there. I apologize if you felt discomfort for my actions it was never my intention. If you truly find peace in my absence more than you did in my presence. I will find a way in my heart to let you go. Just know I'll never regret caring about you. Or you being a person I wanted to do life with. And I'll always be happy to have met you. If this is truly the end thank you for the memories.

Sincerely,

Superman

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I'm okay but if you were to ask me on a deeper level I'd say.

I didn't want to lose her ever. I just wanted to be one of the reasons for her smile. I wanted to create memories and moments of happiness. I never worried about getting too close to the sun because I trusted my wings wouldn't melt. I found myself loving her on accident in every interaction despite our ups and downs. For some reason, whenever she was around, life just felt different. It felt special. I wanted nothing from her but found myself wanting and willing to do any and everything with her. There was no place I'd rather be than by her side no matter what was going on. It just felt like somewhere I belonged. I told her she was my favorite. A word that encompassed everything. I hope my absence gives her the happiness that my presence never could. I'm so sorry I still managed to fuck this up.