Where's My Scalpel?

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[wheresmyscalpel]

Hi guys! I know I've been AWOL for a month and I can't wait to update you about everything. (I've been so busy and/or swamped with work that I barely had time to update anything.) . Let me begin from the very first day of my internship/orientation - a new chapter of my life began with taking this most humble and important oath. . Our orientation lasted for six days where professors from various departments briefed us about what we need to know and learn, how to go about this internship, some tips and tactics, etc. . Honestly speaking, I was so overwhelmed, but not as much as on my day one when the actual work began. . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove #bujocoverpage #bujofrontpage (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BugWHKZhQZK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1iu934xrpob7e

[wheresmyscalpel]

I PASSED! My results for the final year came out yesterday and I couldn't have been more ecstatic. My hands were shaking, I even teared up, because this is literally everything I've ever worked for. Sleepless nights, coffee overdosages, haphazard notes, travelling cities for PG classes and 8 am lectures... Ah. I can go on and on. Final year has been such a journey. There are so many people who've helped me in so many ways that if I begin to list them, the list won't ever end. But this couldn't have had been possible without them constantly pushing me to be and to do better. Here I am, finally a doctor, stepping into the next phase as an intern and ready to brace everything life has to throw at me.🌻 . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove #bujocoverpage #bujofrontpage (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtbRYwEBHl8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=174vdux8xt50o

[wheresmyscalpel]

Inspired by @peacecreates.🌼 . The reason for this post will be cleared out in the next one.😉 . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove #bujocoverpage #bujofrontpage https://www.instagram.com/p/BtbQsXdBgrW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2tgg3wxyo6rm

[wheresmyscalpel]

After a LOT of procrastination I finally got down to make the cover page of my BuJo. Thoughts? . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove #bujocoverpage #bujofrontpage (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtXaEnlBDOt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zrvr08hw6m6m

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Sharing a half of an old barely used monthly planner back from 2018. My final year results are around the corner and the worst part is that we don't get a date, they just get declared randomly. I've been so anxious since the past few days that it's been taking a toll on me. I have no idea how to take control of this situation. A lot depends on this result and I don't want to over think but my mind isn't giving me any rest at all. I hope I pass.🤞 Please do pray for me. . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove #monthlyplanner #bujoplanner (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtV0Txfh1ry/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13gv3pkayj2lf

[wheresmyscalpel]

I know, it's a late upload, but here's the January cover page. . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove #coverpage #jancoverpage (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtJRKLcBFf6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fd9bg2nzhh3

[wheresmyscalpel]

Inspired by @psychandchill.🐼💞 . It's hard to believe that new beginnings can be for the good. It's always scary, and the anxiety of leaving everything you were comfortable with behind and that of what happens next is nothing less than unnerving and unsettling. . But sometimes new beginnings are what you need. And sometimes, it is all for the best. Trust me, time does tell.🌻 . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove #booktracker #movietracker (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtGDerthh2h/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lzeden1hvhyd

[wheresmyscalpel]

Here's a closer look at the two trackers. Recently, I've started to realise and try and come to terms with the fact that I might have a Type A personality. I can't be sure, of course. But I don't know, there's something in me that constantly wants to be better than others, constantly gets jealous over others' successes (usually people who I am not close to). I know, that's a bad thing, but I can't control what I feel. The only thing we should be doing is trying to always be better than our own self. Or at least that's what people say that we should do. I wonder if it's possible for me to turn these feelings in a healthy way to get myself to grind for that PG seat. . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove #booktracker #movietracker (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtEKyPaBGpm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=obg7gnzpr93j

[wheresmyscalpel]

Well, what can I even say. I was feeling inspired for this spread. :') . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove #booktracker #movietracker (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtEKN6MhNHM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=162mm9c3p43e5

[wheresmyscalpel]

Here's the spread for my IG tracker for this year.💃 . @minimal_almanac gave me the idea for this amazing period tracker. Isn't it absolutely amazing?😋😋 . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove #instagramtracker #periodtracker (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtBXC66hT_A/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zkfnfuoecc8z

[wheresmyscalpel]

I made a #Spotify playlist to note down all the amazing songs I come across throughout the year.💃 . On the other side is a premade template for #100daysofproductivity. I'm not sure when I'm going to do it, but I hope the day comes soon. :') . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs-4LRohO-8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=106iwr54suqxb

[wheresmyscalpel]

Getting ahead of myself by making a weekly spread for the last week of the month. My recent weekly spreads haven't been up to the mark, hence I'm deciding against sharing them.🙈 . This time I tried to break my theme and try something different. :') . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #farewellgifts #carepackage #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove #weeklyspread (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs5ljaMhLuJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15q79gthxo4as

[wheresmyscalpel]

Normally I make my #YearsInPixels calendar at the end of a table calendar/planner. This one took long to come home, but here it finally is. :') . Cannot deny that making it washed a sort of a calm over me. Excited to fill this year in.💃 . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #farewellgifts #carepackage #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs3UowFhCrI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xlu9vuddv6uj

[wheresmyscalpel]

These last few days have been so emotionally challenging that I can't even begin to describe it. My productivity has been zero, my tasks are being relentlessly pushed ahead. I've never felt so demotivated and lost before. I just hope I bounce back soon. . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #farewellgifts #carepackage #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsyC3gGBqap/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1lq2no6lijrr1

[wheresmyscalpel]

One of my really close friends who I consider as my younger sister recently moved abroad to study medicine, and I couldn't be happier for her.🌻 I miss her tremendously, though.😪 . Here's a tiny care package I put together for her. Things I included: • The Other Side of Midnight - Sidney Sheldon since she loves Sidney Sheldon books. • A Chicken Soup for Teenage Souls on Love & Friendship as a hand-me-down. • A personal letter to her in a pretty purple envelope. • A bunch of hand made motivational mini-wall papers she can hang by her study table. • A set of Turron flash cards for quick note making as and when required. • A dolphin anklet which doubles up as a bracelet. • A tiny teddy bear (easy to carry, hence, tiny) to remind her of home. • A belt that doubles up as a fancy deco. • A few heart shaped deco I bought from an Archies nearby. All of it placed in a tiny paper bag. . She absolutely loved it.🖤 Hope this might be of some help to you someday. :') . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #farewellgifts #carepackage #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsvEGClBHkw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=49plaz2plqt4

[wheresmyscalpel]

So, I finally sat down and filled this in. Everytime I go through this, a few incidents come to my mind, but I keep reminding myself that I'm stronger than I was yesterday. What has 2018 taught you?🐾🌻 . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujoyearlyspread #bujocoverpage #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsnnQZihSD4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wv4ilannbr2t

[wheresmyscalpel]

I've left the aims and goals page blank for the upcoming year to fill in as and when I feel like. I really don't like getting pressured into making unnecessary commitments because of a new year (which I usually end up not doing...) . My only aim this year is to be more consistent, productive in whatever I do. (Starting with loving myself.) . Exactly why I've been taking this entire thing so easy and not putting undue pressure on myself by telling myself that 'I have to get this done'. Instead, I'm switching to, 'I'd like to get this done', and I'm actually enjoying everything that I'm doing. . Works wonders, y'all. :') . ~P. x . . . #studyinspo #studygram #study #indianstudygram #studyblr #studynotes #pens #stationery #work #hustling #medstudent #medstudentlife #mbbs #medschool #stationery #washitapes #postits #decorations #spiralbindbooks #brushpens #brushcalligraphy #bujospread #bujoyearlyspread #bujocoverpage #bujo2019 #bujoinspo #bulletjournal #bulletjournaling #bujolove (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsXSlMXBaYR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1p95jokpgolk8