stranded somewhere

i will only have photos and stories to tell

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i needed to sacrifice a lot to reach my dream, and i will have to sacrifice a lot more when i finally have it.

make it make sense, wtf.

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i did think living and studying abroad wouldn't be easy but theory and practice are sometimes so different.

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the concept of admiring or loving someone has always been one of the weirdest concepts in life that i need to learn.

it is weird how i have not seen you in years and have never communicated with you for so long, yet my feelings for you stay the same.

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Saint Petersburg, Russia, October 23rd 2023.

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it's been seven years and i thought i'll forget you, wtf

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i'd choose you over moksha

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if you put it in another perspective, the concept of reincarnation has always been so beautiful to me because no one will ever feel enough about perpetrating just one life. you need to experience, become, and feel a lot of things in a lot of different places and timelines, and one lifetime is never enough.

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hey lol