lingen 𖤐

♱ 🔞 ghartist | vampire terzo widow ♱ 23 | biełaruska ♱ don't repost without credit!

[lingenmustdie]

✧ where to find me ✧

my c0mm info & my socials : notion

my terzo x sister rosalina fic : ao3

[mainponcho]

I've said before that being in the Ghost fandom as a Papa enjoyer feels like being in a totally different fandom from the Ghoul enjoyers

I have been thinking recently that I, personally, am in like 4 fandoms at once still in the Ghost fandom

There's like. Axises. I made a graph in online MS Paint

There's people who are just here for the smut, I like the smut. There's people who want nothing to do with the smut, I love gen content.

There's people who need the Papas to not speak Italian except as a bit, for the ghouls to be undead cultists, who explore every single fucked up nuance of the lore TF made and wove and didn't put nearly as much thought into as we all did. There's people who love Italian papas and demon ghouls, or Gardener Primo, or who have invented complex Ghoul power sets, or have made a cool OC, or who have spun off their whole own canons that they're as much a fan of as the OG lore at this points. And I really like the OG Lore, really like a lot of fanon, and my favorite fanworks tend to blend or blur or merge those and I'll happily engage with content from either end of the pool (I GUARANTEE you when I finally write Ghouls in my fic it will be in a way that makes neither end of the spectrum happy LMAO).

I have people who have come to be dear friends to me on either end of this axis. One of my ride or dies here has zero interest in smut and gamely tolerates me reblogging so much smut. I have insane headcanon chemistry with some of the smutmongers. One of my other favorite people is a literal lore archivist. I also love a lot of ships and takes and theories that only work if you squint.

Clowns to the left of me, jokers to the right, here I am stuck in the middle with you I guess, as Stealers Wheel once put it.

[mainponcho]

I made a blank one so you can graph yourself if you ever want to

[sleepy-ghuleh]

[cruise-in-your-glow-bus]

See I love shit like this and I feel like it needs to have an additional axis for WHICH lore it’s compliant to because it’s changed through the years. Or like, Lore as Devotion vs Lore as a Bit or whatever 😂 idk if I am making sense.

[mainponcho]

That makes perfect sense but is beyond my skill as a graph maker and I also think my position on the graph would still end up being dead center

[cowbell-ghuleh]

This is fun! Love the idea OP!

I'm there I think!

[lingenmustdie]

👀

[lingenmustdie]

II & III

[lingenmustdie]

pray all you want, your rosary can’t exorcise me from you.

[lingenmustdie]

WHO IS LINGEN AND WHY MUST THEY DIE

hi I am lingen and I've stuck with the "...mustdie" username since I was 12 because of my teenage obsession with my chemical romance

[lingenmustdie]

I’m happy to show you something I’ve been working hard on – my first book illustration project, the story of Terzenigma for @/the_rainbow_suspenders!

more below 👇🏻🔞

It was a months-long process to complete all the illustrations, and each sketch carries a little piece of me and my love for this story.

I am immensely grateful to @/particular_vicar for c0mmissioning me and honoured to have had the opportunity to be part of bringing this book to life 🫶🏻🩶

[lingenmustdie]

"Que será, será"

[lingenmustdie]

quick warm-up Terzo study (1h 12m)

[lingenmustdie]

Some of the earliest concept sketches of Mater Helena, exploring her character design and distinctive features

I drew inspiration from my fiancée's appearance for her facial features, weaving them together with the albinism and Helena's mother's ghoul genes.

[lingenmustdie]

Meet Sister of Sin Rosalina 🖤 Archivist of the Ministry, art lover and dark aesthetics enthusiast

I’m excited to finally reveal her updated design, which I’ve been working on for several months (and which is still in the sewing process 🙂‍↕️). I can’t wait to try this on for the cosplay!!

[lingenmustdie]

dream of me, only me

my artistic vision of Sister Asmodious for @/wtch_cos666 🩶

[lingenmustdie]

...but through all of that sorrow we were riding high, and the truth of the matter is I never let you go 🩶

A gift to @/oddcatcosplay c0mmissioned by @/count.elizabeth 🫶🏻 it was a pleasure to create this piece for you guys!

[lingenmustdie]

No one is spared by the heatwave, but Terzo and Sister Rosalina knows the ultimate way to get through it

[lingenmustdie]

" you look better ruined. "

P.S. All actions take place between two consenting adults within a D/s dynamic

[lingenmustdie]

Morning ritual

[katherinacomb]

the angels are watching 🕯️🥀

very proudly presenting the second of three c0mmissions for my wonderful 1K raffle winners!

this piece is for my lovely friend @lingenmustdie 🖤

[lingenmustdie]

IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM IM TOTALLY OKAY YALL 💔💔💔💔

[lingenmustdie]

Excited to finally announce — my c0mmission waitlist is open! 🩶

Notion link — it leads to a form with all the info you need: my prices, portfolio, terms of service, all my socials, and the application form itself.

No more racing for open slots, just submit your request with all the details, references, and ideas whenever you're ready, and you'll pay when your spot comes up.

Before applying, please make sure you've checked my price list to find the perfect option for you, and that you've read through my terms of service.

Thank you so much for your trust, your patience, and your support 🫶🏻 I can't wait to create something special for you!