Life is overrated

I live. I breathe. I eat, shit, and die. Am I missing a vital Loot Drop in there somewhere? I rp, shit post, and much more! Stay tuned!

[whimsicalmadman]

Return of the Asshole pt 2: Winds of Change.

It has been 3 years since I have been on this site. 3 years!!! Jeez, so much has changed. I don't know where to begin! Got my own place, became a friggin Correctional Officer!!!... Got a truck, lost ALOT of family and love ones. (R.I.P. Grandma, Grandpa, and Auntie.) I have recently been diagnosed (yay) with Complex PTSD. Schizophrenia,  BiPolar, Severe Depression, and MPD. Oooh boy, explains so much... I caused and did so much wrong in the past, and the past few years have put it all into perspective... I wish I could fix it all... I want to fix it... to make amends and get closure so I can move on or refresh the slate. Meeeeh. For now, I guess I am back to RPin.. HMU peeps, lets start some chaos!!!

[norisarchiveblog]

proud-sacred-beast:

Entei roared with proud bellow! Leaping onto the pavement, the large brown creature advanced into sight, maintaining a cautious distance. The legendary beast had several negative encounters with humans in the past in Johto, Kanto, Hoenn, and Sinnoh, he did not want a repeat here with the Cotton Candy mortal.

Nori was hesitant, but then her eyes sparkled as she began to walk over to him. “You’re like a big dog, I wanna pet you.” She knew this beast could kill her probably, but honestly the woman could care less. Small hands suddenly made there way onto the creature’s back. After all, the exorcist figured if she can handle demons, she can handle whatever this was. 

[proud-sacred-beast-blog]

Entei was taken back. This human was either very confident, strong, or extremely foolish. The fiery beast did not know how to react as she touched his warm, fiery fur. It did feel pleasant however. He allowed it, leasing a low rumble of a growl.

[whimsicalmadman]

Entei sat on his rear. He allowed the human to touch his fur. The contact felt strangely nice.

[whimsicalmadman]

Hey are you alive?

@summermiko

[whimsicalmadman]

Ok kid. Was worried bout ya. Usually have heard from you by now.

[whimsicalmadman]

Hey are you alive?

@summermiko

[whimsicalmadman]

Survivors Log: Entry 3

After a few days of Chaos, new people, and several hours of being clung to or playing Horizon Zero Dawn, I am back... For better or worse. I need a day to myself. Maybe I'll save up and buy myself a private retreat. A shack with electricity would do. I need new friends to. Wish all the ppl I miss or wanted to talk to are busy or hate me... Life, eh?

[whimsicalmadman]

Let down

Finally got ahold of the Post Office. 43 applicants approved for interview, only top 10 get one... Guess who isn't in the top 10.

[whimsicalmadman]

Survivors Log: Entry 2

Here I stand, on a precipice. While I feel immense pain still for past choices, regret is a scar you must bear for the rest of your days. People, places, things, they all come and go. It is part of being human after all. We must bear these crosses and learn to live with them, even if it bears agonizing pain apon sight or mention.

[tobigifs]

[whimsicalmadman]

@summermiko

[whimsicalmadman]

Life... eh?

So, I escape Hell... Life was going great too!!! Sadly good things come at a price... I lost so many great friends, either turned on me or died... Felt so lonely, ye know? Now I got one back, new car, living out free of the stress, the pain, the constant reminders... Happiness seemed... Tangible... New life, new love... Heh, life never deals 2 royal flushes in a row however... Car wreck a few days ago, lost my car, fear of losing my job, and more! I am clinging to what I have and hold dear, trying to hold on... I know I hurt two of the greatest friends I have ever had... I still have nightmares... Waking up in tears and sweat.. Their faces... And others, laughing as they rip me apart. Laughing as they incinerated me. Laughing as I fade to nothing... I am told I became a new person. A 2.0 per sey... But part the old me clings what I once had.... The people. Laughing around the game table. Late night skyping video chats. Team Deathmatch on the Tower. Laughing, joking, prancing stupidly around the mall. Roleplaying.... I can never show you guys how much I miss you, how sorry I am, how much I strived and fought to become better... How much stronger you guys made me... How much I needed you. I am thankful to see how happy you are without me. Happy to have what lil I have... But I wish you could see... I wish I could rewrite the save on that chapter... Sorry guys... Se La Vie....

[whimsicalmadman]

Oh boy!!! No friends!!!