[winged-thinged]

You have to let people love you. You have to let people get to know you. You have to let people help you. Being so completely selfless that you try to erase yourself off the face of the planet and never ask for anything and reject everybody's offers of support makes you very hard to love! Unfortunately. Emptying yourself out of everything that makes you, you is not actually what your loved ones want from you, generally. They want to make you happy! They will be so so sad if you don't give them the chance. It's not all selfish. I promise.

[whinybunny]

I hate how I feel me losing myself and fighting hard to remember myself. I hate how easily I am forced into distraction until I forget my sense of self. I hate how much I am seeing everyone in the smaller details of mundanity and I seem no where to be found.

It appears to be a vehemently self-centred way of thinking, but if I do not get to have myself as my centre of being and doing, then I could also just vanish right away.

[whinybunny]

I'm looking for people that don't seem to exist.

[schmergo]

Jane Eyre still captures what it’s like to be a weird angry little girl (which isn’t something you grow out of being, you just get better at hiding it) better than anything I’ve ever read

[super-lazer-piss]

People with normal hormone systems: My period started 😔

People with PMDD: MY PERIOD STARTED

[dragonheartstring360]

can’t emphasize enough how when you grew up in a toxic environment, being in the room with someone who’s angry or frustrated - even if it has nothing to do with you - is absolutely terrifying cuz you’ve been 1000% conditioned to assume frustration = all hell is going to break lose and be aimed directly at you

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

idk how to explain this but when you love someone and they sit next to you, it gives you strength in ways that’s unexplainable.

[whinybunny]

Selfishly missing my long distance bestie :(

[barbiegirldream]

Important personality test. What kid were you in gym class? I was the try hard who took it too seriously

[whinybunny]

try hard, super dedicated, good at everything

[whinybunny]

Why does there have to be hair growing out of my skin everywhere? Feels like millions of tiny spiders that are running over my body and ai can't always shut this feeling off. Today was a tiny-spider-tingle day.

(Shaved my head hair off once in hopes that would help. It didn't. Keeping the hair long and sorted by artfully tying it up is the most comfortable way for me.)

[luxiomahariel]

[whinybunny]

Me with people I see and find cool and put on my mental list of people to befriend. When I do end up being friends with them I cannot stop gushing over them being amazing.

[whinybunny]

Kein Fan davon, wie Leute Mowky's Asexualität meinen infrage stellen und abzusprechen zu können, nur weil ihr Verhalten nicht in das Raster ihres Verständnis von Asexualität fällt.

[whinybunny]

No energy to speak and falling into the stream of dissociation, but my prof is a cutie and checks in with me whether I'm comfy speaking in class or not, tells me it's alright for the day if I'm not comfy, and encourages me to try next time.

(It's the first time in my life that teacher people pay attention to me with so much respect and don't force me to speak!)

(Don't misunderstand, I want to speak and participate, but I am so tired and anxious and the topics in that course are heavy and I don't want to say something aimlessly just for the sake of yapping. The topics deserve care, respect and... ah idk, now that I'm thinking back to yesterday's session I'm just embaressed how easily I fell back into not being confident. I'll do better next time. Gotta take good care of myself to get my brain to have capacity to do things.)

[whinybunny]

Wished my friends would text and ask me how I'm doing for once.

[my-dark-happy-place]

I am on my knees, begging Deutsche endlich Klassenbewusstsein zu entwickeln!!!

"Die Parteien kümmern sich zu sehr um die Bürgergeldempfänger und nicht genug um die Leute, die hart arbeiten und wenig verdienen"

Ihr seid legit einen Schicksalsschlag oder einen schlechten Monat weg davon Bürgergeldempfänger zu sein. Das sind nicht eure Feinde. Bitte guckt endlich nach oben zu denen, die alles horten und nichts für die Gesellschaft tun mit allem, was sie haben!!!!

[whinybunny]

Age 17 to 23 is such a blur. I did stuff, but nothing happened.

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

“No matter how good you are with words, it's inevitable that meaning is lost between your mind and someone else's. Trying to communicate is like throwing a cup of water at a thirsty person's face. It's better than nothing, sure, and a teaspoon of water might hit their lips, but oh, God, there's just so much water in the grass.”

— Jacqueline Novak, How to Weep in Public: Feeble Offerings on Depression from One Who Knows

[rabbitheatedgrrrl]

Not wanting to have sex is NOT a problem. It doesn’t matter if you are asexual or allo, there is nothing wrong with not wanting sex. It’s just an activity. That’d be like saying that if you don’t like soccer, you need to go to soccer therapy to figure out why you dislike it and figure out how to like it because it’s for your own good. See how ridiculous that sounds? IT IS OK TO NOT WANT TO HAVE SEX AND IT IS NOT SOMETHING THAT NEEDS TO BE FIXED!!!!!!