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First of all FUCK TRUMP, if you're a maga nazi go the fuck away.... I'm a lot of things but most importantly I'm a single dad of an awesome daughter, everything else is secondary, if you want to know more just ask

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walking to the club with the coolest kid

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Good times! Saw them twice in two nights and it was awesome

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Happy xmas or whatever you do. Glad to see this year end finally

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Always

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Mothers Day rant....

If you're a good mother, I hope you have a great day. My daughter is here hanging out in her room working on some art and listening to music. She doesn't want to see or talk to her mother and neither I or her grandparents are going to make her do that. Her mom did reach out, through the grandparents to ask if she could see her today. Didn't call me directly, had them do it. My daughter said no.

I'm sure my ex blames me in some way for this, but I'm not the one who went and got strung out, I'm not the one who brought abusive men into the house where my children lived, I'm not the one who lost that house because I spent the money my family gave me for bills supporting a dope habit (actually two habits, hers and whatever loser she was with at the time) I'm not the one who was physically and emotionally abusive TO A CHILD, HER OWN CHILD WHO LOVED HER, FROM THE TIME SHE WAS THREE YEARS OLD UNTIL SHE WAS NINE. Who now, on Mothers Day, just before her tenth birthday, doesn't even want to talk to her on the phone.

I tried my best to help her, gave her a place to live, gave her all I had to give. She claimed to want to start over with me but it was just manipulation and she lied, stole from me, cheated, hurt our child and her little brother, (he's got a different father who is a complete junkie deadbeat) and actually spit in my face, not metaphorically, actual spit, because I told her she needed to get her shit together and be a mother even if we weren't going to be together. Now she's with a slack jawed mouthbreather pillhead, a fucking loser, and honestly I hope her day fucking sucks. I hope it's miserable enough that maybe reality begins to take hold and break through the narcissism and she can begin to see how badly she's fucked this all up. But she'll play victim and tell sob stories to all the shitbag junkies she hangs out with and bask in the sympathy as she flushes her life down the toilet.

Kids deserve better, she knows better. Grow the fuck up and be a parent. I'm sick of this shit.

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I live in the US, it sucks what's going on here right now. To anyone reading this outside the US please know most of us didn't want this. Some of us are doing whatever we can to fight back but it's hard when your main focus has to be just trying to survive the destruction that's coming. I have a young daughter, and degenerative arthritis, my days of throwing shit at cops and protesting are over so I'm looking for other ways to help make sure people survive and that we can hopefully rebuild better someday. Dark days are ahead, let's hope the light will come back one day

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Still looking for a cute girl to do cute things with, and to be my partner in crime. If you like old punk rockers and houses with pets and going on random adventures let's talk and see if we can be good for each other

I met my last real love on here, so maybe it can happen again?

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someone hearted this post but I can't see who..... That kind of sucks. If it was you let me know?

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My ex told me last year told me that I'd die alone and unloved. And that may come to pass..... But you know what? No one saw me walking through Bessemer Park ( the park here where all the really rough addicts hang out) carrying two backpacks with the junkie fuckwad ex who's had multiple restraining orders and DV arrests while they were together.... It's sooooo pathetic, and it still hurts being kicked to the curb for illiterate strung out morons and drugs, but jokes on her, whoever comes next will get all she could have had and so much more.

What's sad is even after all the pain she caused me, I still love her and I still want to see her have the best life. I just don't want to see her face, read her words or hear her voice for a while and I don't know how long it'll be that way

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Ever just look at someone and everything about them is so perfect that you wish you could be with them so you could just look at them now and then and be happy?

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got myself a house a while back, I'm still not sure how I pulled that off but for some reason they approved me for a loan.... it's 100 years old this year

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Being hot isn’t enough, you need to be weird too.

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Hah! not only am I hot and weird, but I've also got just enough PTSD to be funny

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the view from my porch a couple days ago, please excuse the dead tv, I didn't feel like carrying it down icy stairs

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An old man once showed me the knife he put together during WW2 in case he needed to stab any nazis.... A while back I made a reproduction of it using the same kind of parts he did back then.

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did I mention I have a sword now?

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The best squishy stress toy thingy

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