marlene.
Marlene was numb, and not by drowning herself in a bottle of firewhiskey. She didn’t want to feel anything. Because if she let herself feel, then the dam would break and the waterworks would start and she didn’t know if they would ever stop. Of course they had to go and put her in a damn spelled room. She literally couldn’t leave, and they took her wand away, so she was just… stuck. So she just sat there on the hospital bed, knees pulled to her chest, replaying the day’s events over and over again in her head. She died. Maxi was dead. Edgar revived the wrong McKinnon. Survivor’s guilt wouldn’t even begin to describe what she was feeling… if she let herself feel anything at all, but she was very deep rooted in the denial stage of grief. When the door opened, she didn’t even bother to look and see who was walking in.
adinah.
Merlin’s fucking hole, she was in over her head. She hasn’t even made it to the front desk when Adinah decides she shouldn’t be here. This isn’t the place for her - among the bustling bodies and wounded sods, moaning and groaning. She sticks out like a sore thumb. She’s tried to talk herself out of coming several times on the way. But then before she knows it, she’s there and the welcome witch is chirping at her and its all she can do to stop herself from mumbling the words. Mckinnon. Marlene Mckinnon. She’s half way down the hall when she realizes she hasn’t brought anything. No flowers or baked goods or teddy bears or whatever the hell it is that makes people feel better in times of grieving.
She has to wait for a healer to unspell the door. When they do, she realizes she hasn’t given any thought beyond that point. For perhaps the first time in her life as she stands there, empty handed in the doorway of Marlene Mckinnon’s hospital room, Adinah Rosmerta is not sure what she wants to say. “ Half expected guards inside, the way the rooms locked up. ” Well, that probably wasn’t it.






