Milk And Honey

I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.

[theventrilaquist-deactivated202]

Me to me:Are you scared of betrayal ?

Me: Yes, there’s nothing that can stop it

Me to me: I fear that they may be doing that to you

Me: Who?

Me to me: Everyone you love and the person you don’t want to lose forever

Me: Fuck

[theperksofbeingemo]

[written-on-polaroids]

“They broke you, didn’t they? They shattered your entire being. They cut you down with their words. They ruined you.”

— they are not worth your tears darling

[shmwrites]

“people will treat you like shit and expect you to be okay with it but when you start treating them the way they treat you suddenly you’re the asshole and it’s not okay”

— and im so fucking sick of it (via helplesslydreamingx)

[cwote]

[blossomfully]

And,“ she said, “if you have someone who stays up with you in the middle of the night to make sure you’re okay - somebody who answers your calls at 2 or 3 or 4am - someone who listens to your sobs, or your silence, or your words with patience, you have somebody who loves you. And you’re lucky for it. And no matter how dark things get, you shouldn’t forget that.

Sue Zhao (via blossomfully)

[blossomfully]

There she was, at 4am, in your bed. You loved her then, didn’t you? She was wearing your duvet like a cape, with her head poking out. She loved you back; she really did. You said, “I don’t know what to do. I’ve never met anyone like you.” She said simply, “kiss me.” So you did. You lifted her chin and kissed her mouth and swallowed her giggles whole. You felt her sunshine fill your lungs as she wrapped her arms around your neck. You felt the duvet fall as she leant forward. “Tell me a secret,” she said. She was always saying these things. “I’ve told you everything already,“ you said. Your lips were on her neck. “Tell me a secret,” she repeated. “Okay,” you sighed, “I love you.” “Tell me a secret.“ “I’ve always loved you.”

S. Zhao (via blossomfully)

[blossomfully]

You cannot fix me,“ she said quietly. "Not now that you have broken me. "You may try, and I may try, but the truth remains: I cannot look at you anymore. I cannot let you touch me without it hurting. I cannot breathe.

Sue Zhao (via blossomfully)

[blossomfully]

Sometimes, it will be easy to feel out of control. Small things will affect you greatly. At these times, take a deep breath and remind yourself that you are doing better than you think and that you have this figured out. You’ll be okay. You’ll be okay.

Sue Zhao

[uneventfulness]

[uneventfulness]

my blog will make you smile

[uneventfulness]

my blog will make you smile ♥

[wnq-writers]

What I’ve learned in 2016 1. Friendship is a matter of convenience. It can be true and beautiful and fun and full of love until she moves to another city for college and finds 10 more people she can ‘connect’ with. 2. You don’t have to pursue a boring degree for a boring job. Yes, your passion is for things that make it harder to fetch money but you have one life. Do you really want to spend it doing something you don’t absolutely love? If you’re passionate about something, no matter what, you will excel, you will thrive. That’s the key to real success. Not some statistics stating the most lucrative jobs and industries. 3. You will exercise. You will drink more water. You will eat healthier. Not because you’re not beautiful the way you are but because your body deserves to be treated better. It literally has carries you around, has your back and actually has your heart from that first moment to your very last. 4. If they are a bitch to others what makes you think they won’t be one to you when the time comes? How people treat others is always a tell tale of how they will treat you. Pay attention. It’s better than feeling like a fool 6 years later. 5. Cook your own meals sometimes. You know just the amount of oil, salt and ingredients you want. You may not be a masterchef but you know what your stomach wants. 6. Surround yourself with happiness, inspiration and positivity and a very major part of that is social media. Who you follow is so important. Social media is supposed to be a happy and safe place for you. Choose the right people and the right works to fill your feeds because eventually those fill your mind and heart. 7. Nature is all healing. It’s the one thing in the beautiful presence of which even the most talkative person like you feels the need to shut up. Nature requires no words. It’s completeness is something to learn from. 8. Your parents live a life apart from being your parents. They have moments you’re not a part of, moments you don’t even know. They have not only had a life before you but also a life with you being there that you don’t know about. That’s okay and that’s not something to be mad about. 9. People will leave you. Always. Some in days, some in months. There are those who take decades and then there are those who never leave in physical form but withdraw all meaning and that’s when you must leave. But just because people leave their stay doesn’t become any less wonderful or important. 10. Sometimes the only person you need at 3 am is yourself. Give yourself mode credit. You can always help yourself. It may just take a little longer and be a little harder but you don’t need another person to help you. You are enough. You are strong. You will never disappoint. 11. Music of all type is necessary. Songs that make you cry and the ones that make you think and then those that make you only want to dance. 12. Draw. Everyone is an artist. And your drawings may look like those of a middle school kid but isn’t your joy just like hers? 13. Read more books. Yes, you’re older now and busier too but ‘busy ’ is an excuse and you know it. Find time for something that saved you. Find time for something that you love. 14. Lipstick is life. People may stare at you and they may get intimidated by certain shades but that’s okay, one smile and they will be at peace. 15. Click more selfies and click them without any shame. If you’re happy, if you look at yourself and feel like capturing that one moment where you feel good about yourself - go fucking ahead. Capture all your happiness, beauty and goofy-ness. But remember, they are for you and not your social media. 16. There’s literally no way you can help someone without helping yourself. And they may give you nothing in return and they may be ungrateful but who cares? They aren’t half the person you are and you can shrug it off and move on but remember unlike you, Karma never forgets. Also, karma is only a bitch if you are. The darkest moment is the very moment before sunrise. It’s a fact. So 2016 may have been your darkest time but that only means the sunlight of happiness and inspiration and love awaits you in 2017.

creatingnikki  (via wnq-writers)

[kushandwizdom]

I’m at that age now where I only want to associate myself with grown people and grown situations. People who play mind games, attention seek, guilt trip or other manipulative things need to stay clear away from me. I don’t care about social or financial statuses, or other irrelevant attributes, I seriously couldn’t give a shit, as long as your mentality is grown, we can vibe.

[blossomfully]

Sometimes,“ he said, "people don’t understand you, so they call you crazy."  "But that doesn’t make you crazy,” he cracked his knuckles absent-mindedly. “It just makes them ignorant.”

Sue Zhao  (via blossomfully)

[melindacarolinee]

I hate being this way sometimes. I get sad a lot. Im very emotional about everything. I cry if something hurts my feelings I cry if something happy happens. My emotions over power me. I care about everything. Things stick with me. It’s like I’m on a teeter totter. One movement and I am falling into the darkness again. But on the other hand, I find it to be a good thing. I care about things. I care about people’s feelings. I care about the things that still hurt you after all these years. I care about how your day went. I care if the animals got hurt in a movie. I will cry about bad things that have happened to you, Because I think of how you must feel. I genuinely care. And maybe it’s a downfall, To feel so much, And to care so much. But I think it’s a strength too.

Chapters from my life (via melindacarolinee)

[blossomfully]

The difference,“ he said, "is that when you look at yourself, you see all that you are not.” “And when I look at you, I see all that you are.

Sue Zhao (via blossomfully)

[uneventfulness]

[uneventfulness]

my blog will make you smile